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2005 27 February :: 4.41pm
I'm not feeling well. Hopefully I'll stay home tomorrow. I don't care if my grade gets lowered on my Japanese presentation, Wessely-sensei loves me and I'll get a B anyway.
Yesterday I drove over to Nick's house. I wasn't scared at all. Actually, it was a lot of fun. That was probably because I was driving with my dad instead of my mom.
I fell down the stairs yesterday for the first time in over a year. So today I'm sore and sick.
Ug. I need a hug. And a teddy bear.
I love you all.
P.S. Humphrey Bogart is dreamy.
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2005 26 February :: 7.47pm
The things that make me the most angry are the things that are my fault.
Because I am perfectly able to change those things but I don't.
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2005 25 February :: 4.18pm
I finally got on the laptop. Nick told me this a day or so ago.
Nick's grandfather's cancer came back.
They're giving him 16 months but with the chemo and maybe radiation therapy, it might not even be a year.
My grandfather had lung cancer too. He died when I was in first or second grade.
Cancer fucking sucks.
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2005 24 February :: 8.56am
AH! Im going to be 18 in 2 days!
Extremely frustrating day yesterday. My dad forgot about theatre fest, forgot about the band trip and not fogot that i have the play. I got one of those "when can i pick you up this weekend" calls, and it makes me so so mad that he never knows whats going on in my life even though he's always telling me he wants to know whats going on, and then i get phone calls like that after i tell him whats going on. Its really hard. I told him i had the play this weekend and he said well sunday then, no sunday i have strike i dont know when its over its over when were finished it could be 5 it could be 8...Then i tell him i have to go because he called me in the middle of the show yesterday and i shouldnt have even answered the phone... SO i get a call back form holly...which i always do every time i get in a fight with my dad, she calls to bitch me out and tell me how horrible i am and just sticks her little face in it. She forgets to! Why the hell do i always have to call and always sit there and tell them things when he says he wants to know whats going on in my life even though i know he's not listening to a word i say and he's not going to remember any of it. If they want to see me so badly why not come see the play that ive been working on? That might help, instead of them asking me to give it up and make extra time out of my already extremely busy weekend. I mean c'mon on top of that its my birthday satruday i want to sleep in saturday morning and then my mom is going to take me out to lunch and then ill be at school at 2:00 for the show, then the cast party and my day is over, sunday ill wake up and go to strike, and i alredy know there is a lot to do since we used nearly every light we have in this show.
Venting makes me hungry
Which reminds me, last night right when all this family drama was happening i was really really mad, so i get down from my tree house and im backstage and theres this person there and shes the only one around and i was really upset so of course i told her like everything that was going on which i dunno doesnt really make sense why i vented to her in the first place but i did and blah...dunno
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2005 23 February :: 5.24pm
I got a 26 on my ACT. Third time's the charm.
Nick got a 23.
Nick had his Davenport interview today. He was accepted and will be starting in August.
My first day at Aquinas is August 22nd. Orientation is the 18th.
I went around yesterday filling out applications so I can get me a job and, therefore, Nick's cat. Actually, of the three places I went to, only Schuler's actually accepted applications. And if I get a job at Schuler's (which I know I won't) that'd be awesome.
I plan on driving once the snow stops falling and I'll hopefully get my license soon after that. I plan on heading down to 28th Street and filling out an application at Barnes and Noble's too. It'd be easier if I could drive.
I'm going to go amend my Blockbuster application and then go do my Japanese homework.
I love you all.
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2005 22 February :: 8.58am
Im Sick of Being Sick! Its to hard. I've got crew and rehersals and school and blah. And who wants to take bets on my dad calling me this weekend asking if he can pick me up on friday? I'll bet anyone a trillion dollars that he's going to...Im sick of him not paying any attention to my life, he called me at Theatre Frest and the Band trip, both times where i was in champagin asking when he can pick me up... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I just need to scream!
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2005 22 February :: 8.30am
Motherboard = fried.
I won't update or be online or comment or anything until it's fixed. Sorry.
Loves.
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2005 21 February :: 10.05am
The computer is wigging out at home. It's doing that "no signal" thing again but it might just be because I kept restarting it last night without shutting down. Nick fixed the fans last night so it's not loud and I don't have to beat it.
Our hard drive on our xbox might be going out.
We had a two-hour delay today but they're cramming all the classes in. Right now I'm in French "studying" for our quiz tomorrow. It's very exciting.
I love you all.
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2005 20 February :: 12.20pm
I hope we don't win that duct tape prom thing because you have to send them your dress.
And you don't get it back.
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2005 19 February :: 12.37pm
"Strange that cars, clothes, liquor, medicine, cosmetics and tiny, wireless video cameras are sold with sex, but mattresses are marketed with sleep."
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2005 18 February :: 5.11pm
Well. My mom doesn't want the dog anymore.
Now she wants to buy a mattress and down comforter.
For a bed she doesn't even sleep in.
My mom is crazy.
I hurt my index finger. I don't know how. I cracked my knuckles and I guess that one cracked weird. My knuckle joint hurts. I'm typing and clicking the mouse with my ring finger. It feels really weird. The finger, not the change in operation.
Something. Something.
I want to get out and do something this weekend. I don't care if it's seeing a crappy movie, I want out of the house.
Next week, progress reports come out. You know what that means. I have a lot of Japanese homework I need to make up.
I love you all.
P.S. Jeremy Lister rocks.
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2005 18 February :: 1.57pm
Wow, this is really scary...it's like the computer knows me...
My dad might get a Mercedes :-O
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2005 18 February :: 2.13pm
Oh yes they are <3
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2005 18 February :: 8.55am
psh. Full run of the show today, its going to be sooo long!!! Ah! and then tomorrow is Tech Satruday!!! Which means more work all day! And then Lighting Sunday which i really dont think we need anymroe, i think we can finish saturday, depending on how much Strunkel slacks off. hahaha...
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2005 17 February :: 8.20pm
Names. This is going to be amended a lot.
I'm going to name two of my 47 children Constantine and Tellurium.
Kelly and I agree that Const is a good nickname for Constantine.
It's probably not a cool thing that I think this periodic table is totally awesome. And sexy.
I think Viscosity would be a really awesome name too. I think that's got to be the sexiest word in science besides friction.
I think bombardment is a pretty awesome word too but you can't just go naming your kid "Bombardment".
Or can you?
Velocity would be pretty cool too.
I've always though Adenine sounded like someone's name. Some really pretty girl's name.
Okay, I'm officially not allowed to name any of my kids.
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2005 16 February :: 5.50pm
Kyle!
I just bought Eisley's CD off of iTunes.
Want me to burn you a copy?
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2005 16 February :: 5.26pm
Speaking of little things being totally awesome...
Yesterday, at lunch, I was standing in line and looking around because the line wasn't moving.
I saw this kid. He had orange hair, a grey sweatshirt with some words on it and must have been a sophmore. He was wearing this gold chain necklace. Just a thin gold chain.
But on the chain was evil. It must have been the devil himself who crafted such an decorative instrument of torture.
On the chain was a rubber monkey. Not just any monkey mind you, but a large, evil monkey that looked at me funny.
In fact, a quick google image search for "rubber monkey" had that thing as the first result.
WITNESS THE EVIL!
Read more..
I thought it was the coolest and scariest thing ever.
I love you all.
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2005 16 February :: 4.36pm
I turn everything little into something totally awesome. Jessa might appreciate this Smiths mention.
I don't read magazines and I'm not up on the celebrity things.
But I read Entertainment Weekly. Why? I don't know. My dad gets it and I read it to find some attachment to the outside world. Mostly so I don't look or seem like a total idiot who has no idea which chick Nicole Kidman is. (I don't. She's one of those women folks. I like her. Unlike that other one who always looks like she's wearing a wig. I don't know what her natural hair color is. Not Nicole Kidman, but the wig-wearing one. I think that one doesn't have real hair.)
Anyway. My point. EW had a list of The 50 Greatest Love Songs or Some Really Stupid Title Like That. I normally wouldn't care. It was just another V-Day thing in another periodical and I'm sure they just needed a filler.
I love music. So I flipped through the pages, trying to search for some song I knew or recognized.
Number 39 was There is a Light That Never Goes Out by The Smiths. I love that song. I love The Smiths.
So I wigged out and thought it was so totally cool that The Smiths was in a big magazine that people read. I freaked out when they had an article on Morrissey too. (He's pretty dreamy for a guy who is about as old as my dad.)
I like that they included that song in there. I like that they looked past The Smiths' normally mocking tone and into the true meaning of one of their songs.
I really love that song. I'm going to go put all my The Smiths CDs on the computer now.
I love you all.
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2005 16 February :: 6.15am
I'm not going to complain when I should be thankful.
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2005 15 February :: 9.22am
1. What time did you get up this morning? 7
2.. Diamonds or pearls? Diamonds
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Blade Trinity, now there's a party
4. What is your favorite TV show? Gilmore Girls
5. What did you have for breakfast? Nothing
6. What is your favorite cuisine? Pasta, and pasta is a cuisie in my world, because im an unhealthy veg
7. What foods do you dislike? meat, flavored chips, and stuff thats too sweet
8. What is your favorite chip flavor? regular
9. What is your favorite CD at the moment? I cant find my cd's at the moment
10. What type of car do you drive? camry
11. Favorite sandwich? Quiznos Veggie
12. What characteristic(s) do you despise? people who use people
13. Favorite item of clothing? a sweater/sweatshirt
14. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? France
15. What color is your bathroom? coralish off whiteish, i dont know but i dont like it
16. Favorite brand of clothing? ...not really any
17. Where would you retire to? florida to be with all the other old people and young people, and of course my rockin memories
18. Favorite time of the day? after dinner, i hate deciding what to eat
19. What was your most memorable birthday? my most memorable, was the worst, and thats why...dont ask if you dont know
20. Where were you born? Elmhurst
21. Favorite sport to watch? i dont currently do much of that
22. Who do you least expect to send this back to you? everyone
23. Person you expect to send it back first? no one
24. What fabric detergent do you use! dont know
25. Coke or Pepsi? they both taste the same to me, Pibb
26. Favorite movie? Pirates
27. Are you a morning person or a night owl? Night owl
28. What is your shoe size? 61/2 but i usually wear 7 cuz i move around all the time
29. Do you have any pets? cat, dog, turtle, 2 frogs, and fishes.
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2005 15 February :: 6.16am
I went to Nick's last night.
We didn't do much and that didn't matter. It was still awesome.
We took a long nap together. That really has to be the best thing in the world.
I love you all.
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2005 13 February :: 3.15pm
I love you.
Sorry if I explode.
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2005 13 February :: 11.12am
Whoa boy.
PAX. This year.
Who wants to go?
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2005 12 February :: 6.14am
I took a four-hour long nap last night. It was nice. I had slept well with a little nap on Thursday so I thought it was a good idea and I'd get a good night's sleep.
Apparently not.
I woke up (what felt like) every half hour since I fell asleep last night at 11. It was probably more like every hour but it was still horrible.
So now I'm exhausted and sore.
And today I get to go with Nick to take the ACT for the third time. On our eight month anniversary.
This day is looking so fantastic already!
Actually, after that four-hour long test that is going to end up wasting a total of 12 hours (half a day!) of my life, I'll be happy to just get out of there.
I'm really dreading the whole lack-of-intelligence feeling you get afterward. I've already felt like a bimbo twice this week.
I love you all.
P.S. Downtown, the sounds of single people doing nothing.
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2005 10 February :: 10.16pm
Heaven is eating a twizzler in AP Lit, second hour, while blasting Mogwai and playing solitare on your iPod.
All while Mr. Watson is frustrated and angry that his new DVD won't work.
Ha! That's what you get for giving most of us D's on our smurfing papers that you took forever to grade.
I love you all.
P.S. I got a D-. Kelly the genius got a B. Everyone else I've talked to (well, minus two people) has gotten a D. Cool job, Watson.
P.P.S. We think he's bipolar. Or an alcoholic.
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2005 9 February :: 10.07pm
My heart...a very shouldn't-be-on-this-journal entry
Do you ever feel trapped inside your own body?
There are a couple things that go on in my chest that freak me out.
Sometimes.
I can feel my heart beating really fast.
I can feel my heart in my breast and it hurts. It feels like it's right near my skin and going to come out.
It feels like my ribs are poking my lungs and it hurts to breathe. My sister says a lot of skinny people get that. I hope so.
I feel my heart beating on the right side of my chest and I get that same feeling like it's going to pop out.
Really, it's kind of interesting.
I love Nick. Sometimes that hurts too. A lot of times.
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2005 7 February :: 9.28pm
Eisley's new CD comes out tomorrow.
Listen! Please! Or just click it and close it again. Whatever you want.
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2005 7 February :: 7.43pm
I miss Benjamin Arthur. That's sad. The only time I usually saw him was at lunch and before school. Sob.
In other news, I've been trying to beat solitare on my iPod since I got it. I thought it was impossible.
It says "We have a winner!" I just can't hold my camera steady or straight.
Story of my life.
I love you all.
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2005 6 February :: 12.09pm
Friday. Right after school, I went with Nick and Ben to pick up their paychecks. We went to Best Buy then went back to Ben's house. I got home at 1ish.
Yesterday. Ben picked me up and we went to Nick's. We hung around there then went to Ben's. Nick bought me a milkshake and I didn't fall asleep. I got home around 12:30.
Cool weekend.
Today I was thinking of finding stuff to put in the purse Ashley got me and maybe do my homework. Maybe.
I love you all.
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2005 5 February :: 6.32pm
Random Poem I read
They asked mark about his family.
And he said he had none.
They asked mark about his friends,
and he smiled and asked
"You still believe in friends."
~Anon.
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