krazykelc1
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2004 10 June :: 6.01pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Juvenile-Slow Motion
welcome back :-)
I got my Baby back today <3 aw I missed it
I'm never letting it out of my site again.. I will guard it with my life haha
R.I.P. Marilyn,Marley & Cici
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krazykelc1
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2004 8 June :: 9.13pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: KRS-ONE -how bad do you want it
ITS SO WARM!!
wow it's like 90 degrees out. it's rediculously hott... I need some yummy ice pops!
well today I came home right after school cause my fajah is a fagget and made my mom pick me up. and he stole my cellphone saturday night cause of what happened..
thats gay, but I don't really care cuz I get it back Friday neway..
[inTOXICation is MajkL]
how bad do you want it
how bad do you see it
how bad do you hear it
how bad do you believe you can be it
if you doubt then your out
if you believe you can achieve
KRS-ONE
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xonixieox
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2004 7 June :: 4.54pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: the reason
people are fucking gay
someone just tell me why people are always so gay?
did god make certain people like that so other people would want to kill themselves or something! well whatever went wrong....
people need to keep their mouths shut and stop lieing... they treat "popular" people good... and have no respect for their own friends.. their best friends in fact! but whatever becasue people can do whatever the fuck they want... but i wont be involved with them anymore! from now on im not trusting anyone until i get to know them... until i really get to know them becasue i guess im just bad at reading people becasue there are only a few people who i really love and i can really call my friends!
~i talked to meg and the whole group is pretty much back together again... yay!
*Lizzy i love you soooooo much!
:'(
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krazykelc1
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2004 6 June :: 10.40pm
:: Mood: guilty
:: Music: Juvenile-Slow Motion
5 days....
this week is the last week of actual classes...
and our first Final is Friday.
kind of excited but also worried about what this summer is going to turn out to be..
lots of fights between friends lately... I dunno how they started. But there dumb and need to end.. or else this summer will suck-with noone to blame but ourselves.
It's obvious our friendships weren't meant to end now.. not today, not tomorrow. We need to think and realize some things first.
The Semi... probably our last formal dance between now and Prom.. is this Friday. I'm not going to it just to spend the night ignoring one of my best friends.. whether she likes it or not. I made you buy your ticket-- and me, you and kate are going to go and have fun.
Sorry. A word seldom heard from a stubborn fuck
I love you Emily.. probly only another month or so until court. In some twisted way I can't wait... I miss you.
Well Roseanne is on in 10 minutes, I'm out. <3
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krazykelc1
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2004 6 June :: 12.59pm
:: Music: Smooth Criminal
EmmyD89: kelsey i love you so much...i cant believe this all happend last nite.. but im not allowed to see you and meaghan anymore
:'(what the hell am I gonna do
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xonixieox
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2004 6 June :: 11.50am
| N | Nutty | | I | Ideal | | K | Keen | | K | Kinky | | I | Irresistible | | E | Exciting |
Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com
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krazykelc1
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2004 5 June :: 10.21pm
:: Mood: booked
:: Music: Jadakiss ft.Anthony Hamilton-Why
I am a fuck up
I just got back from the Security Office of Filene's....
I've never fucked up so bad in my life....
everything I've ever done I've gotten away with somehow and finally tonight some people gave me what I deserve.. a nice record of shoplifting and posession of stolen material or w/e the fuck they call it.
Not only did I fuck up my own situation but I got my friends booked too... and their gonna have it 2x as bad with their parents then I am.. and thats even worse.
so please don't ruin your life by making dumb mistakes like I did, that will stay with you FOREVER.... a permanent record stays with u ur whole life..
if ur gonna do drugs... be my guest but dont fucking get caught
if ur gonna steal... dont be a dumbass about it and dont think JUST cause you get away with it once that you NEVER will, cause thats not the case
Auto response from x we4k inside:
From now on im gunna try to do better. No more drugs, no more lying, no more stealing, no more being depressed over nothing..im gunna fix my life...i dont wanna be known as a fuck up.
I second that
So now I'm desperately waiting to here from Emily.... thats probly my biggest concern right now :-\ I can't imagine losing one of the best friends I've ever had because of one of the stupidest mistakes I've ever made..
and meg.. when I think about it you are the only one who has stood by me through everything.. and never walked away when I needed you most. Thank you so much for just simply being there... I know I can always count on you to be by my side
I love you guys, always
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2004 5 June :: 9.11pm
:: Mood: sketched out!
:: Music: none`
fuckin scary shit!
wow tonight was fucking scary as fucking hell! lol... katie man you can fucking run fast!
being chased by a kid with a knife and a saw isnt fun... right girls!
omg what a fucking physco fucking child! holy shit!
lol i love jessie lizzy and katie! you girls are fucking awesome!
well yesterday wasnt that fun becasue meg decided to go with ryan and lie to us about cleaning her room... im guess im just dissapointed becasue i dunno i just didnt think meg would do a thing like that! i yhink i should learn to look deeper into people before i get like attached to a friend... i should stop trusting everyone until ii get proven wrong! i guess im just really upsrt becasue she dissapointed me!
well the rest of the night was fun! me katie and lizzy slept over mandas!
Amanda fucking maltz! i just want you to know that whenever you need a shoulder to cry on or an open ear to vent into im here! if it something totally huge or just something simple like a boy, im always here for you no matter wehat and i will always love you no matter what! you could never dissapoint me .. ever.. (i mean remember what happened on 420?) i just hope you always remember that im here even when your 95 years old and your husband dies and im in a wheel chair and cant see anymore... i will still have a shoulder for you to cry on! that is how much i love you!
^that goes for all of you guys! you know who you are!
<3 NikkiE
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2004 5 June :: 1.05pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Brandy ft. Kanye West-Talk about our love
LOOK ITS MEG!!!
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2004 2 June :: 7.07pm
:: Mood: angry
ok so yesterday after i wrote that i was happy everything else went down hill! my parents shut my phone off becasue they are gay and my mom brought me to the hospital today and threatened to put me into the 10 day unit thingy! i refused to go and threatened to leave if she went in to get someone... then she triend to bring me to the police station.. and my mom was like shell chance to my dad on the fone and he was screaming at her like she will never fucking change shes a bitch and i wish she wasnt mine.. when shes 17 shes getting the fuck out of here .. i cant take two more years! i fucking hate him so much becasue he flips over nothing and things that arent his buisness! i just weent into my room and started crying.. and he calls me a fucdking baby! now im crying writing this entry and i dont know why... why should i cry over a worthless piece of shit! ahhhhhhhhhhh
ok so now my mother just came up to me and tried to give me a kiss and i pulled my head away and she was like ohhhh shes starting again! what the fuck!
i dont even know who i can vent to.. i cant even put everything that happens in here becaue people... even my friends who read this wouldnt understand.. and i dont even thin most would care... i know i can tell like lizzy and manda and they will listen.. but i dont think they would really care... they have other things going on in their lives too! sometimes i just wish that i didnt exist! i hate my life and i just wish there was someone i could talk to that would just sit there... listen to me.. comfort me... and eat a bigggggggg bowl of ice cream with... but im not sure if i have anyone like that! im ust not sure
NikkiE
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