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QueenWog

:: 2004 23 March :: 12.34am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Go Way From My Window

stuff
Miss Scarlet
You are Miss Scarlet. You are young and beautiful,
but WAY too obsessed with always dressing in
scarlet. You live a happy life with your pet
cats in a huge mansion, but you're still trying
to prove that YOU DIDN'T COMMIT THE CRIME!


Which CLUE character are you?
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Yay for Alison!
Now onto the post... damn the hormones! I am in a really sad mood right now. Life is so confusing. Lately I have been feeling really weird about myself, like I am the best I can be, but for many people that isn't enough. And it makes me angry, and sad, and a bundle of other emotions. What am I doing wrong? Why can't I be a normal person and not bury my issues? Why must I insist on complicating my life?
How fitting:

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates asix
your best quality isyoure a sweetheart
your worst quality isyou think people judge you
this is becauselifes a bitch
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KirbyDee

:: 2004 20 March :: 1.59am

quiz (day's post beneath this entry
Angry
You have an angry soul! Angry Souls arent always
angry, but they cannot easily forgive and hold
grudges. You probably often get in fights with
your friends and family, and its difficult for
you to understand. When someone makes a
mistake, you dont let go easily and hold on to
those memories. Your very stubborn and your
rage is known to everyone. Though you never
actually mean it, you can say mean things in a
fight and go over board. Many people are
sometimes intimidated by your anger. But you
have many redeeming qualities and those are
that you are quite intelligent and smart. You
would make a good businesswoman or lawyer
because you know how to prove your point. You
cherish the ones around you, and appreciate
life, even though you can complain or throw a
tantrum now and then. The good things is, you
keep your emotions very outspoken, and are
normally a very happy person because all your
rage is let on the outside. Anger is simply a
state, but you, yourself as a person, are
great.


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That's what I got, here's the other possiblity I think goes with me.
heartsick
You have a heartsick soul! Youre the type of girl
who always has a crush and is writing their
name on all your books. You are a hopeless
romantic. Waiting for that prince charming, you
take love seriously, but still play any chance
you get. You can have a lot if boys who are
friends, but waiting for that perfect
boyfriend. Sometimes you are discouraged
because there are no sparks but even if the
smallest thing happens, youre on Cloud 9. You
believe in true love and wait for it. Just dont
be afraid to take a chance. Love is all about
risks.


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Tis an ice dragon breathes...when the first snowflake doesnt melt....
Your an ice dragon! Congrats! Out of all the
dragons, you are most powerful but do not like
to show it. A rare and special creture, you
have artistic style and are great at expressing
yourself. You think friends and Familly are the
most important, and are a hopeless romantic.
But of course, as ice goes, you can be a little
cold or harsh at times. But not to worry, you
always apoligize later!


What elemental dragon are you?
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KirbyDee

:: 2004 20 March :: 1.39am
:: Mood: Feelin' Kinda Good
:: Music: Everybody's Fool- Evanesence

Hey
First off, let me brag. I got an A on my RWW (got a B for quantity of reading though... hehehe my bad). My comments (on the paper) were "Absolutely brillant!" and "Come to me for comments." So I went in at brunch, he asked me if I wrote the songs and I was like most, some I tweaked or just used. Then he said it was very "Hollywood." THe script had an actual story with a borderline, but not quite, cheesy plot. Then he asked what I was planning to do with it and I shrugged, he told me I spent too much time to not do anything I should enter it in a contest of some sort. Who knows, I need to talk to Mr. Rosenburg and I'm sure he knows of some good contest I could enter it in. Plus he said that he didn't want to say this is front of like two other people but my project was the best of all his classes! I'm happy.

My Leah Garcia carrer path has come to a screeching halt... I'm just so lost, I hate this town. We are so, residential and boring... Oh well...

Dare's still in the hospital, he's alright i think he went in for a transfusion and I think he has another one Monday, not sure what that's about.

It was Bill's b-day so that's why I left in case y'all were wondering. I had lunch at his office, had a short gal chat with his secretaries. The told me the funniest things about when they were in high school and went to Sadies. Like how the girl has to pay for EVERYTHING and arrange EVERYTHING but we get the guys back at prom. Then, how they have this paper "wedding certificates from Sadies! Like, the dance actually had a thing where you paid to get "married." LOL! That cracked me up. Met Mia, Bill's grand-daughter. Barf, she's cute but she's gonna be a biacth cuz of who is bringing her up.

Celeste in the City is sooo adorable, I just finsihed watching it. It's sooo cute... too bad the guy was like.. a bastard... he was hot... no abs though... but hot none the less... ;)

*SIgh* What i would give to bring one, no make it two, men to my world. Damian, who (with the risk of sounding insane) is real only within my head. He came to me in a dream the day before I went to Camp Gold with Louise that one year... I haven't seen him for a year... Then, Lord Sesshomaru of InuYasha. Can you say hotness? For a drawing he's pretty cute, trust me many anime freaks at our school will agree. He's full demon, but I know he has a heart. After all, he took care of that little girl. Aiming towards RIn as the name, but then again I did just spend like 3 hours playing FFX-2 so... I could be thinking Rin cuz of Rin's Travel Agency (playing New Game Plus, where you've beat it but you missed missions and thus got the crap ending and not the good one where Tidus wakes up and Yunie finds him ((seen it in Japanese... can't translate... just seen it)) ).

Much love,
Deanna

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QueenWog

:: 2004 20 March :: 12.05am
:: Mood: transgender
:: Music: Purpose

Louise
HAHAHAHAHAHA! what is she doiiiiiiikha???? <--- the philosophical question of the day!
Philosophical statement of the the day: In descending order, our boobs get bigger!
LOUISE LIKES IT WHEN BLIND PEOPLE DO THAT!!!!!
SHE ALSO HATES IT WHEN BLIND PEOPLE LOSE AND WHEN THE BLIND PERSON'S GIRLFRIEND STARTS TALKING TO HERSELF!
Nicole is molesting Louise's face...
"yes i am" -nicole the sexy supreme bitch overlord
louise- bitch overlords suck monkey butto. we're watching a movie with a blind guy and his crazy girlfriend talks to herself and he tries to figure out what she looks like by feeling her face and he's so cute but she's like CRAZY!!!!! okay, i had a lot of apple juice and nicole is mean and it's TRANSGENDER DAY! Nicole and I switched. YAYAYAYAY!
and on a random note, we bring you the complete inner-workings of nicole's mind: i kind of wanted to put on a shirt, but i just didn't want to put my bra on. i mean, it was just something i couldn't face. that's what i thought, ok?!

BUST A MOO!

I hav a boob story... o no wait itz a butt story. -louise
THEY CAN MOVE MY HIPS!! THERE IS POOP EVERYWHERE!!
DONT HATE HIM CUZ HE'S BOOTY...FULL!- also louise
WHAT DOES IT FEEL LIKE, TO FEEL THE RAIN??? louise is beeping. please tell me what's going on. I'M SICK OF BEING A LOSER, OOOOKKKK???
he's a little confused i think... WELL HE IS BLIND!
ok i'm leaving now. i will leave u with this thought: go fly!

WHERE'S WAYNEY?!?!

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KirbyDee

:: 2004 19 March :: 2.04am

If you only knew the power of the dark side.
Postatem obscuri lateris nescitis.
"You do not know the power of the Dark
Side." There are two possibilities: you
are a Star Wars geek, or you are unreasoningly
scary.


Which Weird Latin Phrase Are You?
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I've been pondering this for quite the while... IF I had taken this test and gotten the same answer only but a week ago I would have smirked to myself and muttered, "Well done" and precede to chat with my buddy Damian (sweet Damian, who has abandoned me in my darkest hours... off to spread his evil no doubt, the two timing...) anyway, but I'm over that. Last night, I spent 2-3 hours talking to God, and my day was made tons better. I thought I had a geo test (which was moved to tom) plus we reviewed for our bio test longer than we had to take the test so I had to get at least an A- which should boost my suffering grade... I finally understand what we're doing in Geo (prolly cuz I wasn't passing notes or eating for once...)! Yeah... still empty...

LEGEND OF ZELDA! You know, I used to obsess over that game (you did too Nicole! ... not that nicole reads my journal but yea... I dunno, just yped itself.) That's not random, I'm listening to Epona's Song on my bro's comp. HEHEHE! Night....
Dee

Doo do do, Do do do. Do do dooo do dooo. DO do do dododo, dooooo dooo doooo. Do do do doooodododo dooooo dododo...

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KirbyDee

:: 2004 18 March :: 11.49pm
:: Mood: Half empty
:: Music: When the Sun Goes Down-Kenny Chesney~Uncle Kracker

Hi, still grounded one more week to the day
Surprisingly, I am in my "The glass if freaking half empty you *beep*!" mood but the song that I feel like is Kenny Chesney's "When the Sun Goes down." (for this to make sense I'll post the lyrics later or if you have a few minutes go to cmt.com and type in Kenny Chesney in the search and click When the Sun Goes Down (full length) ). Pretty much it's a song about vacationing and how everyday they just party and have no worries and what not. Yeah.

Lately I've been obsessed with getting a dog... Like, I know I have my kitty and I love her so much but she's asleep or outside for most of the day you know what I mean? I don't know, I just really need companionship...

Oh, figured it out why I have an upbeat song. It says "When the sun goes down, we'll be grooving. When the sun goes down everything is alright." Well, it feels like in my life the sun never sets.

On another note, my mental illness (as in I get stressed and then psycially take on all symptoms of the flu save for the temperature) is getting tons worse... not fun... everyone in my family's sick from back way when I was actually sick (temp and all).

Feeling all right about my Talon app. I've done the mock article and Mr. S said he'd look it over for me... Plus he did my recomendation and I'm sure it was positive... 'least I hope so... :) I still need to talk to him about what project we've done this year I should turn into them and also talk to the list of friends my bro gave me who are on the Talon right now. If I don't make it, i'll die.... I mean that pretty literally...

If anyone knows any tv broadcasting stations or radio stations nearby I can volunteer at please let me know! I want Leah Garcia's job, and I shall get it!

Much love,
Deanna

~*~Lyrics~*~
Sun tanned toes ticklin the sand
Cold drink chillin in my right hand
Watchin you sleep in the evening light
Restin up for a long, long night

Chorus:
Cause when the sun goes down, we'll be groovin
When the sun goes down, we'll be feelin alright
When the sun sinks down over the water
Everything gets hotter when the sun goes down

All day long just takin it easy
Layin in the hammock where it's nice and breezy
Sleepin off the night before
Cause when the sun goes down, we'll be back for more

Chorus:
When the sun goes down, we'll be groovin
When the sun goes down, we'll be feelin alright
When the sun sinks down over the water
Everything gets hotter when the sun goes down

This old guitar and my dark sunglasses
This sweet concoction is smooth as molasses
Nothing to do but breathe all day
Until the big moon rises and it's time to play

Repeat chorus

When the sun goes down, we'll be groovin
When the sun goes down, we'll be feelin alright
When the sun sinks down over the water
She thinks Kracker's sexy when the sun goes down.

When the sun goes down, we'll be groovin
When the sun goes down, we'll be feelin alright
When the sun sinks down over the water
Uncle Kenny's hotter when the sun goes down...

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QueenWog

:: 2004 15 March :: 11.44pm
:: Music: A Walk to Remember

heehee
I want my rubber ducky!
Volo anaticulum cumminosam meam!
"I want my rubber ducky!"
Okay, so you're a little childish. You know how to
have a good time.


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KirbyDee

:: 2004 15 March :: 1.31pm
:: Mood: unable to enjoy my life
:: Music: Remember When- Alan Jackson

There is an annoyance that does not leave me alone
Because there is an annoyance that will not leave me alone, I am left unable to enjoy life. Finish later, much love!

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QueenWog

:: 2004 12 March :: 9.14pm
:: Mood: OK
:: Music: What the World Needs Now Is Love

Current Events
In light of recent events, this is what I have to say to you, President Bush:

What the world needs now is love, sweet love
It's the only thing that there's just too little of
What the world needs now is love, sweet love,
No not just for some but for everyone.

Lord, we don't need another mountain,
There are mountains and hillsides enough to climb
There are oceans and rivers enough to cross,
Enough to last till the end of time.

What the world needs now is love, sweet love
It's the only thing that there's just too little of
What the world needs now is love, sweet love,
No, not just for some but for everyone.

Lord, we don't need another meadow
There are cornfields and wheat fields enough to grow
There are sunbeams and moonbeams enough to shine
Oh listen, lord, if you want to know.

What the world needs now is love, sweet love
It's the only thing that there's just too little of
What the world needs now is love, sweet love,
No, not just for some but for everyone.

No, not just for some, oh, but just for everyone

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KirbyDee

:: 2004 9 March :: 1.11pm
:: Mood: You name it, I'm it
:: Music: Cool To Be A Fool- Joe Nichols

Life and it's many... events...yea
Well, I'm sick... Yeah not fun, I shouldn't have come to school today... my mom was trying to get me to stay home but I have so many tests and quizzes to do/ make up today... not cool.... Sigh... Oh well...

I asked Brandon to Sadies yesterday, he said yes! Yay! Then he asked me what Sadies was.... Oh Brandon, my little quirky buddy.

Oh yeah, I'm grounded... again... two weeks left... Why? Oh, I didn't have my celli on and so I didn't call my mom and she got p-i-s-s-e-d major time... :) Oops.... hehehehehe

And yeah... that's all...

Much love,
Deanna

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QueenWog

:: 2004 6 March :: 1.20pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Didn't My Lord Deliver Daniel?

I'd say some serious updating is in need, no?
What a week this has been! Although I do believe that in shortened terms my previous entry sums just about everything up, I suppose I can expand a little :)
Where to start.... Last weekend, Nicole, Louise, and I went to see Gentlemen Prefer Blondes. It enjoyable and very cute. We saw Maggie and Mr. Hayman too (not together. HA!) Nicole and I also had some SERIOUS fun seeing two movies, Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen (B-) and Welcome to Mooseport (I don't think we rated it but it was SO cute. Go Gene and Martia and Ray!)
But as all good things must end, my ab-fab (lol Nicole) weekend did as well. Concert Choir dove into work with rehearsals galore! So my week was basically singing, homework, and little more. However, I do believe that all our hard work fully paid off! The festival was a success in my humble opinion and very enjoyable. Although I personally felt a bit burnt out and that I didn't give my best performance vocally, I felt that as a group we did amazingly well! Yay for us! And as always Mainstreet was phenomenal! Yay for them! OMG, I forgot to tell you guys that Mr. Shaull noticed my socks!!!! HAHA!!! We were walking onstage and he glances down and says, "Never wear white socks," pats me on the back, "good try, though." MAJOR EMBARRASSMENT! But pretty funny though. But on the flip side, lots and lots of people complimented me on how good I looked in the CC dress. Super confidence booster. And in GE when Debbie was going around correcting everybody (posture, mouth-openess, breathing, whatever) when she passed me she said "You are perfect." Ahh, compliment overload! Thank you everybody you rock MY NICE WHITE SOCKS that I have been forbidden to wear ever again.
Anyway, I had lots of fun. Oh yeah, I liked the professor guy too. *BOOM* "A sign from above!" HAHAHA!
Bagels and Biscuits for Brunch!!!

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KirbyDee

:: 2004 5 March :: 1.22pm
:: Mood: Pretty good
:: Music: In The Still Of The Night

Tennis... such a wonderful sport
Well yeah, we have a concert today... not very excited about that... Yeah... That's it on that...

So yesterday we had a CC practice after school and I ran into Ducky and Erica T. and they were talking about the tennis games. So atferwards I stayed at school for an hour and watched Brandon and Gal play a Saratoga double (B and G lost 0-8 I think, Magi lost 2-4). So, Brandon kept turning around to talk to me and yeah, it was fun. I felt kinda bad becuz I am a loud person and apparently on the courts quiet is a virtue... hehehehehe opps... So since I didn't call my mom I got in trouble... hehehehe.. .yeah... Was worth it. :)

Yeah... Yee gave me four more pics of her bro... One was hilarious cuz he apparently hit her in the face with a snowball and so she was on the ground and yeah... it was funny...

Much love,
KirbyDee

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KirbyDee

:: 2004 4 March :: 1.41pm
:: Mood: pissed/ depressed
:: Music: Lies- Whisper

I hate my mother...
First of, let me rant about the whole Yee thing. So my mom won't ever let me go to her house 'cuz she's like you'll get raped or killed or something. So, I can never got to her house and it's pissing me off. Plus, the bitch is like "She's a bad influence on you." Hello!? She has better grades than me and is in a sport right now. GRRR! Anyhow, yeah... Bitchyness....

I kept having recurring thoughts about Vova... I felt so safe in his arms and yet I want him to die.... Sigh.. men...

I wish I could just be in a man's arms... mostly just Koh's but still... *Sigh.*

I tech. got grounded, hoping I can still go to the movies with Koh and Yee and whoever else may come this weekend. I lied to my mom about asking Brandon to the Sadies dance because I was sick of her pushing me to do it and it bothers me that she has to control my life. Bitch! Grrr.... So yeah... Gah... I'll aks him when I'm willing and ready damn it.... *Sigh*

Plus I am just harboring all this anger towards people and it's starting to kill me... I wish I could just explode... AHHHH! People, die!!!!!!!!!! Okay... Yeah... namely this one person who doesn't get it... gah! Yeah...

My kitty is like spazing... It's sad... sniff... yeah.. she has more mood swings than I do... OMG! Yesterday she got herself locked in a closet then ripped open the vent and got trapped down there cuz in her events to open it and get in she knocked a suit case over it and it was sad... Thank goodness I heard her, otherwise who knows what could have happened to her... Sniff, if something happened to my kitty I'd die...

Damn it, must go to bio...

Much love,
KirbyDee

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KirbyDee

:: 2004 3 March :: 1.16pm
:: Mood: lovey dovey
:: Music: Perfect- Sarah Evans

Men...
*Sigh* My parents want me to ask Brandon to Sadies but I don't want to... What if I ruin a perfectly good friendship? He doesn't even like me in that way.... *Sigh* I don't think he likes dancing anyhow...

Koh's b-day is Sept. 12th, 1980. I know his sn and his phone number as well. :) Hehehe! Yee sent me like 5 pics of him frolicing in the snow! Ew! Nanci said the nastiest thing... Don't want to type it though.... yeah....

Much love,
~*~KirbyDee~*~

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KirbyDee

:: 2004 1 March :: 10.59pm
:: Mood: quite bored

Quiz results
evil
Your a dark Unicorn and you know it. Dark unicorns
are outcasts, and are filled with greif and
sadness, though few see it. Dark Unicorns horns
aare blood red, but humans cannot see it, so
they are often mistaken for a black horse.
Dark Unicorns love to see others suffer and
destroy things because of their anger. They are
loners, and like it that way, and like to
steal, kill, and other terrible things to show
their ravage. Dark Unicorns are blood-thirst,
very powerful creatures and should not be
tempered with. But, they are known to show pity
and mercy for children....


What kind of Unicorn are you? (With beautiful pictures)
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Neo
You are a Khaos angel. You are different from all
the rest. You are a special breed of angel,
prone to suffer in the world that you are in
now. No matter how much you try to believe that
your not special, you are. There is alot that
you want to do in this world. Khaos angels are
very dramatic, we tend to have the ability to
cheer people up no matter what the mood, and
hold in your emotions. You should be proud,
Khaos angels are very rare to find in this
world of ours... (and yes. you are a completely
different type. Hence the name
"Khaos" and not Chaos. quite strange
huh?)


What Different Kind of Angel are you...? ( Anime-ish pics )
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entrancing
You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


What kind of kiss are you?
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