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KirbyDee

:: 2004 10 July :: 5.24pm
:: Mood: worn out

Camp was fuuuun
Hey! I'm back from camp and it was uber fun!!!! So I don't have to explain later, Pat is Mollie's (new friend) cousin and so is Nick. Cole is Mollie's brother. I'm pretty sure that's right ^.^ Btw, I don't remember the dates so sorry. Things are a little jumbled.

Sunday: Yee slept over the night before and we left at like 10:30ish in the morning. Apparently the we didn't turn the volume on the dvd player so the ride was boring because we couldn't watch the dvd's on the way there. We got there and the cute kitchen boys, later identified as Nick and Cole, helped carry our stuff to Red Barn, our cabin. We changed into our swimsuits and we got the van for the ride to the lake. Everyone passed their swim test but I was really tired because I'm out of shape lol so on my way to the tramp I got really tired... Oye, was that embarasshing! So I refused to go in, had a 'I miss my daddy' moment. Chatted with the counselors but didn't know who they were lol! Didn't think to ask, so the first day was pretty bad. But we had fireworks and it was coolness, very pretty

Monday: Red Barn rode to the lake, I rode this awesome brown horse with a black mane and white star called Jack, who will be referred to as Jackie Boy from here on out. Love that horse, but he really liked to be in the lead. So when we got to the part where the horses gallop, he took off before I told him to and I flew up off the saddle (not off off, but into the air and landed back on it). Next to me was this girl Pria, who's been riding since she was 6, and she was on Hudini who was racing my horse. Crashed into a tree branch, didn't fall but it hit my neck. Not fun lol, was actually it was!!! When we got there I tried wakeboarding, I fell the first three times before I could even get up. The fourth time I got up for a little and then fell, ditto for the fifth and then I quit. Pat, counselor, said I did pretty good and I should try again a later day because I'll get it. Btw, Pat *swoonage* *faints* So that was fun, went on the dock and pushed counselors off. Pushed Dillion, Cowboy Chris, Tyler, Charle (aka Lysol) off. It was great when I pushed Charle off b/c he got revenge by sweeping me up bridal style, but he held me like that for a bit b/c he had to ask Chris if I knew how to swim because of what happened on the first day. So when Chris said yes he went to the edge and backflipped while still holding me! *more fainting* Some later day I pushed Charle off again, well I tried. But he saw me so he flipped me intoa hugging like posistion to try and push me in but I refused to go in unless he fell in too so we fell into the water in an embracing like posistion... hehe ^_^

Tues.: Did arts and crafts, made a cute hemp bracelet but never got the clasp for it... We did a little sorting, had to ride Three Socks, Matt's horse, and he refused to listen to me and would go for the barn whenever I let his reins down -__- We also played kickball, our time creamed the other. The score was like 20-15 or something like that. We also did a little goat tieing, that was most definately amusing... Went to the lake, sat on the dock and pushed counselors off... same old stuff ^_^ Think we played some games as a camp, we played um... steal the bacon or something and the Michelle was like "Run if you have a crush on a counselor" so, being me, I ran since I had a crush on like every counselor lol.... It was embarasshing, only two guys and myself ran... lol

Weds: We had our little rodeo thingie and yeah, we did a little goat tie relay in our cabin and yeah... my half lost but Pat said I did really well when I tied up the little goat ^_^ This is when I started chatting with Mollie, Amelia, Lauren and Kiki. Then I began spending more time with them and it was fun, they're not perverted and they're really funny. They play guitar and they're just awesome. We played BS later that night, and it was just funny because Kiki says the funniest things. She was thinking of a comeback and she finally got one and she turned to Mollie and says, "Well you what?! You despise me!" Lol, and then when she tried to correct herself she said, "I digust you." It was funny!

Thurs: We went river rafting (this might have been weds... I don't remember lol) and I got thrown in 4 times, 5 if you count Cowboy Chris tricked me and pushed me back in lol. We slept at the lake that night and did skits and games. The marriage game was funny, I just wish someone would have called me and Pat T-T Lol, they called Yee and Jimbo, counselor. That was good, Jimbo is awesome. Anyway, so after some "marriages" and the skits they asked who had never been and Mollie and Lauren raise my hand and myself and three other people go with Chris to a the van so we can't hear. The send us out one by one, so it's my turn and I go out and they ask me to stand next to this one guy (don't remember his name but I think it was Justin). So the first guy goes, "You can not sit down until you've given us the right answer. We are the three solemn judges." Then the second guy says, "We demand honesty for your answer." And then Jimbo, the third one, finishes, "Who do you love?" I didn't know who to say without getting some weird reaction from someone so I just said it was a tough question and everyone was like, "I know who it is" because I didn't keep my mouth shut when it came to telling people which counselors I thought were cute. So I asked if they meant love love or who I had a crush on at camp and so the Cheyenne (second oldest girl's cabin) shouts out "Crush!" I didn't want to say b/c I thought they were thinking Charle and he has a girlfriend, so Jimbo told me to listen carefully and they said it again. Now, I cracked because yeah.... I just did and I blurted out really fast, "It was Charle but now it's Pat!" And everyone gasped/ clapped and I turned around and hid my face. Lol, and then I was heading back to me seat and they're like, "That's not the right answer!" It was horrible, so then the middle guy says, "Don't listen to them, listen to me." and then I got it, I had to say 'Honesty' as my answer, duh! *hits self* Then the first guy is like, "That took you a while, but we got what we wanted from you." Lol, but Terra was funny! She didn't get it and they were like practically telling her. I can't describe it, I'd have to show you in person. So we listened to some stories and went to bed.

Friday: Didn't swim or eat breaky, chatted with my friends and we drew on ourselves. Anyway, so we had a dance that night. Lol, yeah. So for slow dances they yell switch and you have to switch partners, I danced with a lot of counselors since the campers were really young/ not cute or nice. Danced with Jimbo twice, the second time he tried to twirl me into him which didn't really work lol. There was this nice counselor, he had on this red shirt that said Green Day on it and had a dragon. I danced with him twice too, he was sweet and we actually talked a lot and laughed. Mollie got Pat to ask me to dance, I was in heaven but I couldn't say anything because I was way too embarassed lol. Anyway, so skip ahead in time and the the kids under 13 left. This girl in my cabin comes up to me and tugs on my sleeve and is whispering, "Dear God, please help me!" She was refering to the guy she was dancing with so I got him off of her and freaked with him, yes the first time Dee got down and dirty on the dance floor. Lol, anyway so this kid is hella perverted. I started out facing him and then he turned me around and whispered into my ear, "I can tell you've been doing this for a long time." I was like like, "Wtf, are you high? I don't freak dance with guys." So then he says, "Oh, well for your first time I've got to tell you that you're good at what you do." I damn near beat the shit out of him but I just bit my lip and he turned me around to face him. Then the little fucker had wandering hands, but it's not like I've never been groped and he wasn't going anywhere bad so I ignore him and then he leans in and has the nerve to ask me, "What color is your thong?" That was the end of the line, but I didn't hit him, should have, but didn't. I told him off and went back to my friends. So, now for the best part. This is before ther little kids left and yeah. So Marcus is dancing with this group, trying to get them to liven up and he was dancing weird so I stopped and arched an eyebrow at him for a minute. Too bad he saw me so he came over and started dancing behind me, well he was behind me for like 10 seconds and he wasn't leaving so I decided to freak him. It was bad, sure I pushed back into him a couple times but nothing too bad.... but then another counselor came over and was like, "Whoa! No no no! You two seperate yourselves" and pushed us apart. Lol, that was hella embarasshing but fun. Damn other counselor... lol!

Anyway, I had fun and I'm going back next year before my 16th birthday since it was just too awesome. Going to keep in touch with my new friends via AIM with Lauren, and next year we're going to go the same session ^_^ I'm going to get Michelle's email and sn from Yee, Michelle was the Red Barn counselor. I had fun.... nice to be home, but I miss Jackie Boy, Genie (owner), Steve (owner), Michelle, Terra, Nicole, Rhyland, Chris, Pat *drool*, Charle *faint*, Jimbo *growl*.... and most importantly Mollie, Lauren, Kiki and Amelica ^_^

New fav song: "All for you" by Sister Hazel and new fav insult: "Unless you want your penis in a sling, don't shaving cream me."

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KirbyDee

:: 2004 1 July :: 10.35pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Jenova Absolute from FF7

I wuv my weapons! *huggles saber and rifle even though she doesn't have her saber...*
She took my saber away T-T Okay, well the real deal is we all know I'm going to be at camp which means I'll be missing next tuesday's rehearsal (practice every tues, every other thurs). Since we have a shortage of sabers, she won't order more until Mr. Ferruchi gets back from London, I need to let someone else have my saber for the week. But I got a rifle now! Right after she gave it to me she announced you had to toss a double to leave and that it applied to me too! So, I got the jist from Christiana who got her rifle on tuesday and the proper catching-ness from Sheerin (senior so she's spun rifle). How awesome is this, I caught my first double in less than 15 minutes! AHH! Go me!!!!! But now I'm pissed, my mom says I can't take my rifle to camp because it looks like a weapon (duh), but I f-ing need to practice. I'm not about to get shown up by Sara or the newbies, I don't have anything against them but damn it! Guard is my thing! I own guard! Haha, well skill no... but Misty and Ted (aka Ferruchi, I really wanna call him Ferruch... hehe) love me so nyah! I'd like to keep it that way.

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QueenWog

:: 2004 30 June :: 11.25pm
:: Mood: a little stressed but good
:: Music: the music in Spiderman 2 (this is really heavy... hahaha)

Italy
Off to Italia! I will see you all in two weeks and miss you tons and tons until then! Lots of love!

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KirbyDee

:: 2004 30 June :: 12.07pm
:: Mood: amused

I love how everything revolves around Satan...
What kind of disease are you?

KirbyDee:

KirbyDee is caused by Satan.




KirbyDee creates a dire fear of cute lil' puppies in those infected by it.
Drinking a mixture of raw eggs mixed with powdered paint is a good cure for KirbyDee.
Name?


What kind of disease are you?

Deanna:

Deanna is caused by Satan.




An infection of Deanna causes victims to write bad goth poetry.
The only cure forA Deanna is to paint everything you own a bright hot pink. This includes family members, small children, and pets.
Name?

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QueenWog

:: 2004 28 June :: 9.33pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: No One Mourns the Wicked- Wicked

SUMMERTIME!
Back from Yellowstone and I had a blast! It is so beautiful there and I was in good company ;)
Anyway, have been running around like crazy in preparation for our departure to ITALIA on July 1st!!!! Yesterday was pretty calm actually. Most of the day I swam with Louise and ate a lot of tortilla chips!
Today, I had a chiropractor appointment (finally!) Then I came home and made 26 different phone calls to random Concert Choir people! Yup, that was a barrel of monkeys! Then I had a voice lesson with Paige. Julie was before me and Elspeth was after me. I was so surprised to see her I almost started laughing. Luckily I am capable of controlling myself (despite popular belief!) So, then I came home, called a few more people and talked online. So there was my day! Now I am going shopping!!! Later!

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KirbyDee

:: 2004 28 June :: 8.15pm
:: Mood: pissed, stressed, borderling suicidal
:: Music: Going Under- Evanesence

... grrr....
So I went to pick up the babies with my mom, then we went to Foothill because she paid too much for my summer school and then to Petco to buy Cleo some treats. Now, I wasn't about to bring up the ball python thing because I ended that months ago when she screamed at the snake book I bought. Borrowed two from the library, bought two via amazon.com. Anyway, so I went looking for her and she was in the reptile section and she was like, "Hey Dee, they have that snake you want and it's on sale. If you hold it, I'll get it for your birthday." I wasn't swayed because I thought it was a joke but she kept saying it, so I got my hopes up and as soon as I said sure she acts like she never said it. So I drop it and we pay but William was still in the store so we waited and the cashier lady just so happened to go back and take one of the ball pythons out and I was like, "Mom! That's the snake I want!" And she said "if you hold it..." which is like an unwritten rule in our house, if you want an animal you must hold it. Dumb rule, but whatever. I actually do my research so it doesn't matter to me, it's when the babies get involved that it gets bad. ANYWAY! So I asked her if I could and she said yeah, so I held it and talked to my mom about what I would do when I went to college and blah blah... I don't have to live in a dorm first year, I'm going to put a downpayment on an apartment (dad left me money when he died, only to be used when I'm 18) and rent out the extra rooms to pay the loan and blah blah blah so I could take it with me. I don't care if I don't live in a dorm 1st year, I just want to take Cleo Misty and be able to have a snake.... *sigh* I thought I learned she lied about animals when I was little... guess I got caught up in the promise and wanted to believe it was true. She was like, "We can take a vote" Hmmm let's see the results would be: Me- Yes, obviously. Mike- Yes cuz he loves me. Will- No cuz he hates me. Bill- No cuz he hates animal. Darin- No cuz he hates me. Mom- No cuz she hates snakes, or some other stupid reason. It's as fruitless as trying to get her to let me spend the night at Yee's... I think I'm going to hurl, and my head feels like it's going to explode....

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KirbyDee

:: 2004 28 June :: 5.26pm
:: Mood: -__-
:: Music: Fan Ja - Pe Bird (Thai singer)

I was great until I got home... the story of my life
So Julia had this speed clinic thing today from 12-2 and I went, wooo go me! Anyway, so it was great. We worked on our strides and form, my main concern is not collasping into my hips and minor concern is using more of my arms. Otherwise, I'm all good. I'm so hyped up now! WOO! I feel great, tired but great! But then I came home and my mom bitched at me -__-

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KirbyDee

:: 2004 28 June :: 1.07pm
:: Mood: tired/ nautious
:: Music: Change The World (InuYasha opening) by V6

*yawn*
So yesterday we celebrated my cousin Fuji's 17th birthday. No offense to my cousin, but it was a waste of my time since she didn't really spend her time with us but with her friends. Who, I prersonally think along with a good majority, are a bunch of retards. ^_^

Went home with my cousin Vena and we saw The Notebook, very good movie. Kind of easy to guess the next move but it's really good, it made me cry and we all know I don't cry. ^_^ Plus, you could hear all of these girls sniffling throughout the movie and guys, there are some pretty steaming scenes ^.~ Lol, but it made me wish Adam was back (well, more that I already did but not the point) ^_^ Anyway, it was a great movie.... *dreamy sigh*

Have that running clinic today at twelve, bleh... I feel sick but I have to go. But camp this sunday! YAY!!!!!!!! *happy dance* I need to go shopping for summer clothes and I need a cute two piece, I don't like the ones I have.

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KirbyDee

:: 2004 27 June :: 4.13pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: freckles from rurouni kenshin

camp in one week!
woot woot! have camp with yee in a week! woot woot!

anyway, at my cuz's house to celebrate her b-day woot woot!

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KirbyDee

:: 2004 25 June :: 4.25am
:: Mood: Exhausted!
:: Music: Pe Burt (Thai singer)

Too many movies... so little time... and energy!
Lol, can't believe how much time I've spent out of the house this summer! I'm so anti-social, it's a wonder really! Seen waaaaay too many movies lol! Saw HP3 with Adam around 2:30ish, saw The Stepford Wives with Yee at 8ish, then saw White Chicks at 10ish. Whew! I think I'm movied out for a while lol! Ew... I sat on gum, how gross is that?! Tre gross! Lol, still had a kick-ass time though!

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KirbyDee

:: 2004 23 June :: 6.55pm






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KirbyDee

:: 2004 23 June :: 1.41pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Hikari instrumental (I'm very attached, it's the music on my xanga)

Drama, drama drama. I hate teenage drama...
Hate it, and yet seem to host quite of lot of it ^_^ Probably because I blow things out of proportion hehehe oh and lots of drama lately thanks to pms hahahahahah I knew I was pmsing when I started actually caring that I don't spend time out of the house. So anti-social ^_^

*Sigh* I don't think people get unhappier than me... okay, so that was a bit dramatic. It's my journal, I'll be as dramatic as I want! Anyway, on a serious note. My flag skills have severely suffered thanks to not doing Winter Guard, hm... who's fault? My mom's. I can't spend time with my only gal pal, who's fault? My mom's. I'm not happy with myself as a person, there's always something I could be doing, who say's that? My mom. hm... So, you ask why I'm not happy and there's your answer. My mom. If my grandmother wasn't so insanely christian and liked my cat, I'd be attending Flintridge Prepatory School and leading a more academic and athelethic sports life where I wouldn't have to hear my mom's 'you could be better' because I'd be performing better. Too bad she doesn't like my kitty and she is insanely christian. Wicca-Christianity, they don't exactly mix well.

So, Misty asked three girls (we said we had lots of free time) to make up a 32 beat routine. So I did, I think she'll be pleased. It's fun, festive and goes over all the basics that the newbies learned today. It's very strutty and flashy, introducing drop spins counts 9-12, fast spins 13-16. Some more flashy point 45's high and low, to the front and the back into a prep for a right single. Toss on 25 catch on 27, do half flicks 28-31 and a full flick on 32. It's hella cute ^_^ I'm so proud, it took me 15 mins to make it up ^_^ how awesome, that included breaks to run through it again and make sure I had the counts right when I wrote it down. Yayzers!

Enjoy the new Sister Princess pics, it's a japanese anime that doesn't show here so yeah. If anyone has a link to the mp3 "Love Destiny", the opening theme, please let me know cuz I love that song and I want it on my xanga. ^_^ Thanks

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KirbyDee

:: 2004 22 June :: 5.27pm
:: Mood: amused




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KirbyDee

:: 2004 20 June :: 1.31pm
:: Mood: anything negative

I'd love, love, love... to dance with my father again.
Father's day is a crap holiday and should be taken off the calendar. Okay, so I'm a little bitter but I have every right to be! I went ot see Day After Tomorrow with Yee last night and got home at like 1 in the morning (movie was at 10:30) but stayed up to watch InuYasha at 2 ^_^ cuz I missed the one at 11 hehe. So the babes wake me up at 9 and I take a shower. The second I step out of the bathroom my mom starts bitching at me, "Deanna you said you were going to make him breakfast in bed" and "Load the dishwasher" and it was clean so I had to take out the dirty ones and unload it then load it again. Then she fucking threatened to send me to my bitch ass grandmother's house (notice I'm swearing now, yes, I dislike my grandmother a lot) for the summer even though I have mandatory SLS meetings in August, Summer School (want to lessen my load so I'm taking Span 3 early), and CG meetings every week. And then, when I use my "inside voice" they don't listen to me/ don't hear me but when I raise my voice they bitch at me and give me, "If this is how you treat the ones close to you, this is how you'll treat your husband." HAHAHAH Hell no! Okay, so I'll be a little rough around the edges but no. They're special, they get the full out bitching because I know just how far I can push my mom before she breaks ^_^ Bill lost it already, so there's no joy in torturing him. I'm vendictive, I should do something about it... Oh well, too bad. The fucking bitch should have set up my psyciatrist appointment, she hasn't for like half a year. Not very smart.
Me: Mom, I haven't seen my psyciatrist for a long time.
Her: Yeah, I know.
Me: *Trying not to physically harm her* Then are you going to do something about that?
Her: You didn't go to DBT so I was too embarrased to make one, sorry.

HAHAHAH Hell no, you don't do that to me. I'm becoming quite attached to the phrase 'Hell no.' Anyway, I'm going now. I'll write the sentimental part later, toodlez.
~ ~
So I was a little grumpy this morn ^_^ We all know the sentimental part and I'm tired... loooong day

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KirbyDee

:: 2004 19 June :: 6.21pm
:: Mood: quiz crazy

hahaha q.c again


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