I used to love this place- now I never even look your way
This Journal used to be the place I let it all out, felt better in a sea of hurt and hate.
Times have changed- people have grown, I have evolved.
This place is not for me now. It maybe again, but not now. Find me at my current home -
www.moose-productions.com
I used to love this place- now I never even look your way
This Journal used to be the place I let it all out, felt better in a sea of hurt and hate.
Times have changed- people have grown, I have evolved.
This place is not for me now. It maybe again, but not now. Find me at my current home -
www.moose-productions.com
I am rather happy with how this turned out. It was more aobut getting the blood right and the angle its at. But more that that I am happy with how the picture looks- I like playing with perspective- I like floors, I like showing peoples feet.
Durring the week me and a namesless friend took my handycam to a uni studio and did a few run's of a shot scene I wrote. its not perfect by any means- if anything its really a test shot. but I liked having the camera right on the floor. It was static mind you. Humm...
It was great fun. I shall see aobut writting some more of it out. Maybe put it on youtube and link it? Yes? No? Maybe. Maybe I think works.
What Type of Person Are You? [pictures + detailed results]
The wanderer - The lost
The one who never has a place to belong. The outcast amongst people, Wanderers find life to be rather lonely. There is an empty feeling inside of them that they can't seem to get rid of. However, not all is pain for them. Despite what others might think, they are very much capable of being happy and sad. Due to the fact that Wanderers always feel misplaced -to some extent- some adjust to how others are, just to have a place to be. The others in this category tend to shy away from people, preferring their own company, certain that they don't fit in. Both categories however, do keep most of their personal thoughts inside. Wanderers tend to wish for a place where they are meant to be, resulting in a lot of daydreaming. Personality wise they are, in fact, dreamers. It doesn't mean they believe that they wish for will come true. Their inner world is simply better than this one. Most Wanderers try to find their special place, no matter if they are a passive-aggressive or a fearless individual. It is something they are drawn to do by nature. Wanderers are also found to be hard to truly satisfy. Nothing will ever be the way they would have preferred/wanted it to be, and they tend to be disappointed a lot. It is not that they are perfectionists, they simply want for something to feel "right". Because of this, they often second-guess things/actions/relationships. Low self-esteem is a high possibility, as they often doubt themselves. As their hole in their heart is constantly there, they may be prone for depression, as rarely anything is giving them true satisfaction. One day they may find their personal heaven, but it is important they are not too caught up in fantasies, or else they might pass by it blindly, missing it forever. Quote:"Illusion is the first of all pleasures." -Oscar Wilde
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2007 7 January :: 4.16am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: A.F.I- The Art of Drowning,
Comfortable- at last...
I feel happy right now... and confident in myself- even physically right now- its an incredable feeling- i can't rememeber the last time i felt it.
I have my friends, my sisters, my pets, my house and possessions and I'm happy and love them all. :)
And I'm getting better :)
Nothing is nicer to me right now than that final feeling of relaxation, just sitting and not worrying for once- looking forward to things- and the things your not looking forward to- it doesnt matter coz you can look forward to the time after it when youve done it and achieved it. it will soon be my 18th year and i hope by then i will be sorted out.