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wiredshut

:: 2006 28 January :: 10.24pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: itunes

Deep feelings are not here.
No major update today. my sisters back and i just don't have time to spill my guts- it would take to long. i'm feeling really spaced out right now and a bit wierd. people that notice things keep asking me if i'm ok and such. even if i wern't i wouldn't say. i like talking bout myself loads but not right now. and i tend not to like talking about problems or deep feelings- problematic or not. it makes me feel uncomfortable. one, i can never get my point accross proberly and two, i hate to put my problems onto others. i prefer to have others put onto me. its just the way i am. i never feel that people would want to know. hy would they? antway, i hope to upload with my deep feelings next time when i have time for anyone thats interested.

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wiredshut

:: 2006 28 January :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: strange
:: Music: itunes

another survey...

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Vicky
Birthday:19/04/1989
Birthplace:Reading
Current Location:My sisters spare bedroom
Eye Color:Green with brown
Hair Color:Dark brown
Height:6 foot
Right Handed or Left Handed:Right
Your Heritage:British
The Shoes You Wore Today:Doc Martens
Your Weakness:Fear, pain, people that i know can invoke this.
Your Fears:Beetles, Suffocation, Never being loved.
Your Perfect Pizza:Chicken Supreme!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Become one of a two.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:yeah/ok
Thoughts First Waking Up:"where's yellow?"
Your Best Physical Feature:been told it's eyes
Your Bedtime:10.30pm-6.00am
Your Most Missed Memory:huh? if it's missed then i can't remember it can i?!
Pepsi or Coke:pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:Not fussed
Single or Group Dates:single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:dunno
Chocolate or Vanilla:vanilla all the way
Cappuccino or Coffee:coffee
Do you Smoke:no
Do you Swear:a bit
Do you Sing:love to
Do you Shower Daily:don't have a shower
Have you Been in Love:dunno
Do you want to go to College:im in 6th form
Do you want to get Married:no
Do you belive in yourself:dunno
Do you get Motion Sickness:if i read
Do you think you are Attractive:no!!
Are you a Health Freak:no
Do you get along with your Parents:kind of
Do you like Thunderstorms:love them
Do you play an Instrument:nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:no
In the past month have you Smoked:no
In the past month have you been on :-
In the past month have you gone on a Date:no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:no
In the past month have you been on Stage:no
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:no
Ever been Drunk:no
Ever been called a Tease:no
Ever been Beaten up:no
Ever Shoplifted:yes
How do you want to Die:Quickly
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:A fashion designer
What country would you most like to Visit:egypt and america
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:green
Favourite Hair Color:dark brown/black
Short or Long Hair:short
Height:shorter than me
Weight:dont really care
Best Clothing Style:their own
Number of I have taken:2
Number of CDs I own:have no clue- quite a few.
Number of Piercings:5- soon to be 7
Number of Tattoos:none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:many

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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selidor

:: 2006 26 January :: 5.13pm

City Streets Update


New tagboard because the old one was giving me some troubles, and it deleted some of the messages. May take a while to show up.

Edit: probably won't be sorted out until tomorrow. It worked, briefly, then stopped. I took the board off of all the pages except the index page because they don't really need it, and re-entered the coding, but I can't be bothered to run a manual update, so Auto-Keen should sort it out at midnight, when the automatic update runs.

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selidor

:: 2006 26 January :: 4.59pm

City Streets


Scrapped page 03 in favour of a far superior redraw. It should still be up on Sunday, and it should hopefully look a lot better than it might have done if I had left it as it was before.

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selidor

:: 2006 24 January :: 9.38pm
:: Mood: bored

City Streets Update


Ooh... forgot to mention it, but the character bios are up. They're temporary, until I get some images done, but they should give you an idea about the main characters (if you can tell them apart from their profiles.)

Page 03 is coming along nicely, although I didn't do much today because I was feeling ill and having a bit of an off-day with my drawing. I'll probably only get one page done this week unless I magically get a ton more free time.

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selidor

:: 2006 22 January :: 8.32pm

City Streets Update


+ 1 page

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selidor

:: 2006 21 January :: 7.51pm
:: Music: Kagrra, - 春麗ら [Haru Urara]

I'm only just finishing the inks on page 2 of City Streets now... I've had such a busy week with school work and such that I've hardly had any time to draw. The page will definitely be posted tomorrow, but the screentones might not be done (I'll try to finish, but no guarantees.

I meant to get the character bios up this week, but again, I had no time. Next week I'll try to get them done, though, since page two introduces the final protagonist for this arc of the story.

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selidor

:: 2006 15 January :: 8.17pm
:: Mood: accomplished

City Streets Update
+ 1 page

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selidor

:: 2006 11 January :: 9.48pm
:: Mood: motivated

Go Look!
I've started work on my webcomic site, and the image is showing now. It'll be a while before all links, pages etc. will be working, but it's looking slightly more interesting than before. And I have a tagboard, so anyone who stops by the site can say hello if they want. My main priority for the next couple of days will be making navigation buttons, and a banner for the top of the page, which I'll do at home, and when I'm at school I can work on the next page. I should have page one up by Sunday, but I'm not sure about the rest yet because I haven't finished the webpage, or decided on an update schedule yet.

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selidor

:: 2006 10 January :: 9.24pm
:: Music: Dir En Grey - Kasumi

Mirage of Blaze
Your series is Mirage of Blaze, the story of
Tagetsuya, a young man who discovers he is the
reincarnation of an ancient lord, and Naoe, the
reincarnation of one of his retainers who has
been obsessively in love with his master for
the past four hundred years, Every time
they're reincarnated is another tale of angst
and horror - this is the angstiest anime I have
ever seen and that says something. The plot is
wonderfully complicated and the exorcism scenes
are not to be missed. Mirage of Blaze is one
of the most well-written and better animated
yaoi series out there. Ideal for those who
love pain-filled angst.


Which Yaoi Series Are You?
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selidor

:: 2006 10 January :: 4.55pm
:: Mood: tired

Had a maths exam today, which wasn't too bad, thankfully. I should hopefully get a reasonable grade on this, although if I don't get an A, then I'm going to re-sit at another time. I don't find out the results for at least six weeks, though.

My webcomic page is now up, but the image isn't showing, and the login doesn't work yet (it'll probably take another couple of days.) I have the first page inked, and the second page started, and I'm going to scan and tone the first page later today. I hope to update once a week, although I haven't decided on a specific day yet. To start with, there may not be new pages in every update, since I need to sort out the site design; the default layout is all plain and ugly... I want to make it pretty as soon as possible.

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selidor

:: 2005 31 December :: 4.32pm
:: Mood: pleased
:: Music: L'Arc~En~Ciel - My Dear

Webcomic
My webcomic has a home! http://poisondusk.comicgenesis.com/ is the URL for my webcomic, although there won't be anything up until all of the signup procedures have gone through, and even then there will only be the chapter cover (I'm working on the first page at the moment.) I intend, eventually, to be putting up at least one page a week, although it might be a little shaky to start off with. I'll probably post page and site updates on this journal. I decided to base the URL off of one of my web pseudonyms rather than the title, as it's too early for me to tell if the current title ('City Streets') is going to stick. I have a bit of a habit of changing titles for things.

I got a somewhat late Christmas present today in the form of the new L'Arc~En~Ciel album, which is really good. I think my parents were pleased that it wasn't headache-inducing.

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selidor

:: 2005 27 December :: 4.19pm
:: Mood: cold

Did I really not update in so long? I meant to write some stuff about Athens, but I seem to have forgotten. I may do this later.

Anyway, Christmas was ok this year. Got DVDs, manga, books, CDs, games and various smaller things. I still haven't had presents from either of my aunts and uncles, because of various complications, and one of the CDs my parents ordered off Amazon for me hasn't arrived yet (they gave us a £5 credit for the lateness, but I don't know whether I'm allowed it, or whether my parents are keeping it for themselves.)

I was in Brighton today, which was unusually disappointing. Dave's Comics didn't have anything interesting... I was hoping they'd have some of the new Go!comi titles, but they didn't, which was annoying because I really, really want Cantarella volume 1. Borders, while shrinking their manga shelf space somewhat, had quite a few surprising titles in stock, particularly the Ice Kunion manhwa titles, which I hadn't expected to see, but I didn't end up buying anything. What I did end up buying was a copy of Pokémon Emerald, along with the latest issue of Neo.

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