:: 2005 24 August :: 4.13 pm

Got back from Yellowstone. It was ok...kinda wasted the day away and I can move in tomorrow. I just want to go home after seeing her face...

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:: 2005 23 August :: 8.07 pm

I'm glad I at least found a Tae Kwon Do class here. Finally something of my interests that I like. Well, I'm really tired after tonight's practice, so I'll be going to bed early I guess. We go to Yellowstone tomorrow, then I have another martial art class. Night.

"I never knew you threw so hard"

P.S. I got to talk to my babe today!!!

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:: 2005 23 August :: 12.43 pm

I fucking hate this place. I FUCKING HATE THIS PLACE! God damnet! I have to get some stupid fucking school ID card and I had to shave everything!!!! Fucking A! I wanna go home...I don't want to be here...they are destroying me...

"Rule #1: Destroy all individuality!"

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:: 2005 23 August :: 7.59 am

.........

Not doing much today. Just have one thing planned. I wish I could just move into my apartment already so that I don't have to deal with my mom or grandparents any longer. Then I could call home and talk with her as long as I wanted to. I'm watching a couple of the short movies we took when I was there. They make me so happy to "see" her again... I need her in my arms now...

Thank you too, Brooke.

"It's the end of the world as we know it, and I (don't) feel fine"

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:: 2005 22 August :: 8.38 pm

Miss home.

"If I could turn back time..."

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:: 2005 22 August :: 7.46 am

Well then, good morning. I'm going to go see if I can move in early today. Then we're going to open a checking account and fix my classes if we can. I think we go to Yellowstone tomorrow..."fun"...

"You get exactly what everybody else gets. You get a lifetime of hell"

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:: 2005 21 August :: 8.04 pm

Fuck it all. I knew this would happen.

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:: 2005 21 August :: 6.29 pm

Blast off?

We'll, I'm here in hell and gone. It was eight freaking, boring hours by myself driving. I already miss everyone already. I wish I was there to see people and try and resolve some things. I move in on the 24th...

I really wish things were ok there...

Amelia didn't sound too happy when I called. I'm kind of worried things aren't going to be fun. Brooke should hang out with Amelia...

Well, keep trucking I guess...

"I'm way out here in the middle of fucking nowhere"

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:: 2005 20 August :: 9.56 am

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I am also downloading pictures on greatest journal if anyone is interested.

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:: 2005 20 August :: 9.15 am
:: Mood: better

1...

Sorry I didn't say much yesterday. The party was freaking awesome! There was cake, chips, candy, pinata, frisbee, "football", big bouncy ball, pizza, pop, video games, my friends, and a giant bowl of love. I had a lot of fun. Afterwards, I spent some time cleaning up and then hanging out with Amelia and Zuzu. They made me very happy to hang out with because they are so much fun. I also want to thank Allan, Brooke, Brittany, and Dale for coming to the party. Them there made me feel special.

"Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?"

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:: 2005 19 August :: 9.37 pm

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Thank you all for the wonderful day. I'm supposed to be strong, but it still hurts at the same time. I love you all, and see you later.

"Thank you for the party"

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:: 2005 18 August :: 8.31 am

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Amelia is stressed out. I wish I could help right now...things were going so well...I hope today is a half decent day. She doesn't deserve this drama in her life...she's tried too hard.

I love you

"Delicious and nutritious"

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:: 2005 17 August :: 8.43 am

4...

Four fucking days left... My mom woke me up at seven fourty five this morning to take her car in to get fixed on... yeah, I didn't fall asleep till one o'clock "last" night. Stupid bitch...stupid,...whorey bitch...

On the other hand, Amelia was invited to dinner with us on Saturday, so get permission to go,k?

Now I have to go do yardwork, aka pick up wet dog shit...*grumble*

"Has anyone seen my shoes?"

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:: 2005 16 August :: 3.11 pm

5...

Five freaking final days. I guess that means I'm leaving soon. I will definitely miss this place. Some say I might have a good time. The only good things will be getting away from my mom and becoming independent. Looks like things are never going to work out with my mom and I, being I only have five days left and never really want to see her again...

"Cause I feel like a prisoner trapped inside this broken world!"

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:: 2005 15 August :: 10.38 am
:: Music: miyavi

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