kissed by the sun, straddled by you,
no deep thoughts running through my brain.
only sweet thrills of happiness
racing through my veins.
<3
lay me on the ground, fly me in the sky.

 

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godessalthena

:: 2011 28 July :: 8.55pm

and then you die.

and tha sun got brighter then

godessalthena

:: 2011 28 July :: 4.48pm

Life isn't fair. No matter how hard you work, no matter what you try.. You'll always end up unhappy. Nothing will be fine. Nothing will ever work out for the best.

Everything in my life has been a huge crapshoot. I'm walked on, looked down on, hated, unloved. And is it my fault? All I've ever done was try to have people love me. And it always blows up in my face.

Ultimatum is set. And I feel like you aren't taking it seriously.

and tha sun got brighter then

godessalthena

:: 2011 26 July :: 8.25pm

Sometimes it just feels better to give in.

and tha sun got brighter then

godessalthena

:: 2011 26 July :: 3.09am

I'm too fucking fat to be alive.

and tha sun got brighter then

godessalthena

:: 2011 26 July :: 12.12am

I'm sick. For the first time in a long time :(

I'm exhausted. It's the one week I signed up for OT. Of course.

I'm all achey and the sick warm. Ew.

And I can't see Liv til I'm better :(

He birthday was a lot of fun tho. RINGY DINGY BITCHEZ

and tha sun got brighter then

godessalthena

:: 2011 25 July :: 1.21pm

She's finally fucking gone.

Tho I still have the urge to punch her in the fucking face.

and tha sun got brighter then

godessalthena

:: 2011 23 July :: 8.26pm

Icky mauve will soon turn into watermelon!

To put in black dots or not.. Choices, choices :3

and tha sun got brighter then

godessalthena

:: 2011 21 July :: 9.09pm

I am a worthless sack of shit.

I don't deserve happiness.

I don't deserve life.

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.

and tha sun got brighter then

godessalthena

:: 2011 19 July :: 11.18pm

My heart is heavy.

and tha sun got brighter then

godessalthena

:: 2011 18 July :: 10.32pm

If you have a minute why dont we go talk about it somewhere only we know?

I miss you.

and tha sun got brighter then

godessalthena

:: 2011 18 July :: 12.40pm

I fucking hate Alyson.

and tha sun got brighter then

godessalthena

:: 2011 18 July :: 12.32am

I am in SUCH a good mood!

Today was pretty much epic despite humble beginnings.

And tonight is looking to be fanastic too!

45 mins tim I'm off work! I did so many faxes it would make your head spin!

:) I'd like to thank everyone I've talked to today for making it epic. I am sitting on cloud 9.

and tha sun got brighter then

godessalthena

:: 2011 17 July :: 1.58am

Things fall apart

and tha sun got brighter then

godessalthena

:: 2011 17 July :: 12.55am

Nothing ever changes.

Empty promises. Just pacifiers.

Sigh.

and tha sun got brighter then

godessalthena

:: 2011 14 July :: 9.35pm

It takes every fiber of my being to keep going. I don't see the point anymore.

and tha sun got brighter then

godessalthena

:: 2011 14 July :: 12.49pm

Stay positive. Try your hardest.

It feels completely one sided.

and tha sun got brighter then

godessalthena

:: 2011 12 July :: 8.07pm

Every little thing I do.. I do it for you.





I have abandoned all hope and entered the depths of Hell. I'm alone, sad, angry and no one notices I'm missing.

and tha sun got brighter then

godessalthena

:: 2011 11 July :: 7.30pm

We can drive it home with one headlight..

and tha sun got brighter then

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