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2005 25 November :: 2.13pm
There used to be a girl on this site who used the handle "Porcelain."
I miss her. She was cool. Every time I log on and think about how much respect I had for her. Unfortunately, her mother found her blog and she had to leave us. Then her journal was wiped out in the Great Deletion of Unpaid Journals.
Well, Porcelain. Here's to you, wherever you are. I haven't forgotten.
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jaganshi
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2005 25 November :: 1.59pm
Proof that I'm becoming an elitist condescending adult:
Every time I see an entry on a weblog that looks like this:
"oh man why cant i just have love but no one will love me becaus i suck and there's no way anyone can love a thing like me because i suck and everything i do cuz i have no worth and i should just die becaues n oone cares and ill never ever be loved and i'm so alone and theres no hope for me cuz no one understands"
...The first thing I want to do is look for the person's age. It could be the bad grammar. It could be the lack of capitalization or punctuation. It could be the lack of specific explanations or thought of any kind. But the main thing is, I doubt the maturity of entries like this. The people I've kept on my friends list use proper English, and sometimes proper French or Japanese as well.
The other reason I doubt the maturity of these bloggers is that, yes. I'm like everyone else. If I'm supposed to believe that someone who's never worried about the cost of food or where they'll be living in a few months' time has problems worth reading, I want to read some kind of actual justification. Just because this is the internet doesn't mean you're excused from actual communication.
In conclusion: Quit your bitching or at least start bitching in a way that makes people believe your problems have some relevance.
This time of year I'm thankful for a lot of things. I'm thankful that no matter what has happened to me or is likely to happen, my problems will still never be that bad. I look at victims of wars, diseases and natural disasters all over the world and see that it can always be worse. I have it pretty damn good, and so do most people who live in an area where computer access makes blogging possible.
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jaganshi
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2005 25 November :: 1.57pm
I'm getting my WIS teeth out over winter break. As a result, my mother wants me to plan to be totally incapacitated for two weeks. This is the royal edict. This means I cannot plan to go to Brian's house over break. Why can't we just see what happens and maybe I'll be able to do it? Fantastic question! Because! My mother is buying me plane tickets. She will be doing this within the next day or two. This means that she'll be buying me a ticket back to Indianapolis. This means that the Fords couldn't drive me home to Indy without wasting a perfectly good plane ticket.
This all has one grand implication. I stay with my parents and endure not only oral surgery but four weeks around them, or else be a selfish ungrateful bitch for not wanting to be away from Brian for that long. That's what it means. And there's nothing I or anyone else can do about it.
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2005 25 November :: 9.01am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: London Beckoned Songs About Money Written By Machines - Panic! At The Disco
a sense of poise and rationality
updating again.
i'm over at GJ for the most part now.
it's just so awesome..
::shrug::
i update here sometimes.
ugh.
i have nothing to say.
yesterday was thanksgiving.
:)
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2005 23 November :: 4.27pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Mariah Carey... For who knows what reason...
Beacause...
You know what's sad. This will most likely be true. -.- <--- Shame.
| Your arch-nemesis is: | Marie Antoinette |
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| Why? | Because you peed in the pool |
| The winner will be... | You will forget about them as an arch nemesis and will find a new one |
| Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com |
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Shhh! Don't tell!!!!
OK, this one is even more true...
Romance
Romance is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You need romance in your life. You love the extra dimension that romance brings to a relationship and you tend to fall in love very quickly.
Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com |
You are Ellie
You are shy at heart, but you are always there for your friends. You are very caring and devoted to protecting your friends. You are also artistic and mysterious. Usually, your life doesn’t have that many soap opera moments, and guys are always attracted to you.
Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com |
Sorry.
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2005 23 November :: 3.49pm
:: Music: The Veronica's- 4ever. I love them!!!! ^.^
GWAAAAAAAAAAAR!!!!! TURKEY!!!!! MYHWUHFWDJK!!!!
So. Thanksgiving is tomorrow. YES! I GET TO INDULGE IN THE FATNESS OF THE HOLIDAY!!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! We got a 20 pounder... OK, I don't know how big it is but it better be big enough to fill all these peoples fat.
Anyway...
My mom was really TOed last night and she took all the crap that her ex-man ever got her and through it in his yard. I was there, it was awesome. I saw him in the window as we drove by, but as we came back, he turned off the light and just hid. What a spineless jerk. Then, my stupid Grandmother blamed my Mom for everything. What an ignorant swine.
*sigh* So, on the other hand, I watched "Poltergeist Report" on AZN the other night. Yeah... It was weird. It was all, Yu Yu Hakusho-y with different voice actors and really... REALLY... bad sound effects. It was like, "Doo! Doo wa ca ba shoom!!! GAH!!!" Well, it made me laugh.
My background is sparkly ^.^
Later.
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2005 22 November :: 6.35pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: The Beer Song by Weird Al
Men suck and coffee is awesome!!!
My Mom's boyfriend dumped her today after two and a half years of them being together. Why he dumped her? Because he's a whiny ass baby who is spoiled by Mommy and Daddy and just talks big. Men suck. This is why I've never had a boyfriend.
Anyway, Emily, Lynne, and I went to get coffee after school. It was awesome. We walked there with the freezing wind nearly ripping our flesh off with it's force, and then when we got the place we realized we didn't have any money to actually buy coffee. ^.^; Lynne, however, had this coupon for free coffee so she just got a large and we all shared it. Bonding AND teamwork... AT THE SAME TIME!!!! OH YEAH!!!! After that we went into the game store and just played demo's and looked at games for 30 minutes. The guys working there were probably wondering why the hell we were in there that long. It was good times... But their damn Nintendogs wasn't working. >.< Lynne asked me to Winter formal, isn't that adorable?
Speaking of which, one of my kind of homies asked this one guy out that she likes... And together... They are the most ANNOYING PEOPLE IN THE FUCKING WORLD!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! But, anyway, so today she got asked out by this other guy because one of our friends forced her to. She said yes, and now she has to deal with this guy when she really want's to go with the other guy. In fashion design I playfully called her a player, and she starts getting all worked up and says to me really, REALLY, loudly, "NO I'M NOT!!!! I WANNA GO WITH BLINKEY!!!!" <---- Annoying as hell. -.-
Other than that my sister and I were talking about how funny it would be if I were in History and when everyone was quiet and taking notes, I yelled Who Dey! as loud as I could. Why would it be funny? Because I never talk in History, he doesn't even know my name, I'm the unknown one in the middle of the room, and I HATE football. It'd be great.
We had to make turkeys today. Mine was playing DDR. Did you know that a turkey gobble can be heard up to a mile away? Yeah, neither did I. Listen for a gobble the next time your outside.
Now, a survey:
1. What is your full name? I have no name. I am the nameless Beef.
2. What color pants are you wearing? What pants?
3. What are you listening to right now? Nothing, but I was listening to Family from my awesome Gungrave CD awhile ago...
4. What was the last thing you ate? Sweet tarts. Damn them.
5. Do you wish on stars? When I feel the need...
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Probably green... Like grass... Sheep graze in the grass.
7. How is the weather right now? It's autumn-y.
8. Last person you spoke to on the phone? My fajah I do believe.
9. Do you like the person who sent this to you? I suppose... I'm just kidding Lynne. We're BFF'S. (spoken in manly voice)
10. How old are you today? 15
11. Favorite drink? FANTA!!!!!!!
12. Favorite sport? I kinda like that one game... With the sticks and the balls and you have to throw them at each other... We played it last year... I forget what it's called but it was fun!
13 Hair color? Strawberry Blonde.
14. What color is your car? My mom's is green with huge dents in it.
15. Siblings? Satan, age 17. She can legally get porn next month. I couldn't be more proud.
16. Favorite month? I like March. And August.
17. Favorite food? Tuna Noodle Casserole kicks ass.
18. What was the last movie you saw? The Birds.
19. Favorite day of the year? Easter! Yes! Bunnies!
20. What do you do to vent anger? Scream at my family... Or throw knives at Katie... Or eat pudding. That REALLY pisses them off.
21. What was your favorite toy as a child? My Pokey little puppy!
22. Summer or Winter? Both.
23. Hugs or kisses? hugs.
24. Chocolate or vanilla? Chocolate.
25. Do you want your friends to e-mail you back? They can, but I probably won't read it.
28. When was the last time you cried? Last night. FMA is to damn sad.
29. What is under you bed? Corpses and a few stuffed animals.
30. Who is the friend you have had the longest? Lynne. Isn't that cute?
31. What did you do last night? Watch the news and you'll see the mass hysteria I caused... With my bologna and Julius by my side.
32. What are you afraid of? death, of me and my loved ones.
33. Plain, buttered or salted popcorn? I'm not gonna even go there...
34. Favorite car? Whatever is shiny.
35. Favorite flower? Night lillies and those really puffy whit ones with the pink in the middle (they smell good!).
36. Keys on your key ring?House key
37. How many years at current job? I'm in 9th grade...
38. Favorite day of the week? Friday
39. What did you do on your last birthday? "Hey, if anyone wants this candy, you can reach into my crotch and get it."
40. How many states have you lived in? I've lived here my whole life.
41. How many cities have you lived in? Loser.
42.What is the funniest word on the face of the planet?(and we are talking real words now, folks) Toucan!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
43. What is your favorite game on the Price is Right? The one where everyone explodes.
44. Have you ever been in the hospital for yourself? Only to get a blood sample, and that wasn't even the real hospital so no.
45. How many of those plastic wristbands do you currently own? 4
46. How many do you have on right now? 2
47. Have you ever weighed your backpack? Yes. It didn't really weigh that much...
48. Do you know what ska or emo is? Emo: "OH, LET'S GO CRY EMO TEARS IN OUR EMOS WORLDS BECAUSE WE HAVE NOTHING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT, BUT WE DO IT ANYWAY!!! MY LIFE SUCKS EVEN THOUGH MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS LOVE ME!!! LOOK!!!! I CUT AN X ON MY WRIST!!!! NOW I'M COOL!!!! IT'LL BE EVEN COOL IF I'M SENT TO A SHRINK FOR IT!!!! THAN I CAN BRAG AND BE EVEN COOLER!!!! I WANT TO DIE!!!!!
Ska: WTF?
49. Can you read music? Kinda.
50. Are you currently wondering why the heck you are doing this? I don't have a nintendogs, that's why.
51. Do you own a calculator? Yes. His name is Sparky.
52. Do you know how to tie a tie? No.
53. Have you ever clipped your toenails? Why do you CARE?
54. Would you rather have a snake crawl down your pantleg or a tarantula in your left hand? Doesn't matter. As long as I don't die or get wounded.
55. Have you ever thrown a pot on a pottery wheel? No
56. How many books do you currently have in your room? Umm...a lot?
57. Who (or what) are you annoyed by the most? Mary Ellen and her man when they're together, emo kids, druggies, Mr. Seiler, Laura Lakes, and Emily Wilson and her ugly ass hair that she finds the need to stick in my face in every class. (Sorry, I don't like them. At all.)
58 Do you have a cell phone? No.
59. If so, what color is it? Poop color. Like this. Actually, this is pretty dark poop. Oh well.
60. How many belts do you own? 2. A girl one and my MANLY one I got in the little boys section.
61. Are you good at this game? I'm a loser in the game called life. Cry emo tears with me.
62 Do you think your handwriting sucks? Maybe...
63. If you could, would you rather go and land on the moon or the sun? Moon!!!
64. Would you ever consider doing an artshow with just your art? Probably not.
65. Would you ever consider entering a poem you wrote into a national contest? Sure.
66. If so, do you think you could win? No.
67. Are you a freaking awesome photographer? No.
68. Are you obsessed with an actor/actress? No.
69. Do you clean your ears using a q-tip? Again, why the hell do you care?!
70. What kind of soap is in you bathroom right now? Ivory.
71. Have you ever lost a library book and had to pay for them to buy a new one? I've lost plenty... I'm a wanted woman. (Damn you, Mein Kamph!!!!)
72. Are you terified of speaking in front of other people? No.
73. Do you know all of the lyrics to more then one song? Yup on a platter.
74. Are you seriously tired of this quiz? Kinda.
75. This is where YOU make up your own questions to add to this... James certainly took advantage of this... I think 41 was where it originally stropped... Go ahead... make my DAY!!!
76. Do you like beef jerky? No.
77. Do you have a food themed nickname? Hell, I'm the originator. Beef.
78. What is your favorite insult? Is that your ass or is your momma half brain dead? (What the hell does that even mean?!?!)
79. Favorite show?: FMA or Gungrave. Or X-play.
80. Faborite movie?: ... Reptilicus.
81. Do you love Julius?: Yes. I do.
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2005 21 November :: 7.16pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: Ready Steady GO!
GET YOUR ACT TOGETHER YOU FRESHMAN!!!!!
Today was a very good day. It all started going well when the teacher said, "Hey guys, you miss 1st, 2nd, 3rd, and 6th periods today because of an assembly!" It... was... AWESOME. 0.0 The assembly was just all about making right choices and things like that. It was pretty interesting for the most part. There was this one part of it, where these two peeps from kids helping kids came and talked to us about drugs, and it was pretty interesting. The one girl that talked to us was 19, and she said she started out with weed and drinking. From there, it just went on. Cocaine, LSD, PCP, Methane Phedamine (or however that's spelled), inhalants, and on and on and on. She said her parents kicked her out so that she was homeless, and she said she had to be a prostitute for a while to get money. Why would you ever do something that damn STUPID? Fuck being cool, if it takes that, I'm definitely out. Yeah, and that charcoal stuff you have to drink in the hospital... Ew. Just looking at it made me wanna puke. I did, however, get some stylin' jelly bracelets out of the whole ordeal! ^.^
Anyway, Thanksgiving is coming up. YES! FOOD! GIVE IN TO THE FATNESS!!!! MWAHAHAHAHA!!!! We aren't going over to our Aunts like we always do, instead my sister and I are going over to our Aunt Marilyn's brothers house to eat. Katie's very mannish women friend is coming. 0.o This will be a Thanksgiving to remember!
I got a blue pig. His name is Julius. We are in love, though he is evil.
The Toucan in The Birds is funny as hell.
I called my corndogs corn mutts.
That's it for now. Later.
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2005 20 November :: 9.19pm
me and stina were watching titanic today.
and being the girls we are, started crying.
so stina says to me "i gotta big tear."
and i just burst out laughing but i cant stop crying either.
it was hilarious. and i started crying harder and then i laughed harder.
and we couldnt stop crying or laughing and we couldnt breathe.
it was awesome.
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2005 20 November :: 11.59am
Ok i didn't post yesterday but im here now i didnt say when i would post i just said i would post over the weekend. well i told you i would put my score of my project in here. its a 96% yeah! 128 out of 133 can you belive it. I worked n that thing for 4 weeks! I am so proud of myself!! Well I can't wait to find out my final grade in that class. I am deciding on whether or not to move back to my dads. cuz i got a job out there and friends and a boyfriend and my permit and a lot of other things out there!! So i dunno if i really really want to move back, plus my mom has a guy movin in and usually when a guy moves in my mom is really really nice to me, so i dunno what to do im really confused. i am watching star wars we can all thank my b/f zac for gettin me into star wars. well im gonna go i will post tomorrow in my 1st period class!! Lata XxKyleexX
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