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skife

:: 2012 21 August :: 11.42pm

a few people are doing "in memory of andy" stickers....

My testament to my friend is buying a fucking camaro...

1 transition | shape me


rayray

:: 2012 17 August :: 6.21am

My kid won't nap. And some people might think that, that is no big deal. But you've probably Never met Reagan. She is a major crab without a nap. She is sleep deprived and has been since she was about 4 months old. Her dad is no help with that. He contradicts everything I say or do.. She hasn't napped since Tuesday. And that wasn't a very long nap. Maybe a 20 mile drive. Wednesday, she fought it for 4 hours, and screamed bloody murder for 2.5 hours. I am seriously going insane. She doesn't ever let me do anything. Other than watch cartoons with her. I'm to the point where I'm ready to send her to day care just so I don't have to deal with nap time... But I would feel super Shitty about dumping her off on someone else when she wont go to sleep on her own.

And complaining and being this frustrated with her makes me feel like a Shitty mom and a Shitty person. Which just makes me cry along with her.

6 transitions | shape me


phil-himself

:: 2012 6 August :: 11.22am

Comfort kills dreams so we have to stay hungry, or perhaps stay greedy, to keep moving in that direction.

shape me


spud

:: 2012 22 July :: 12.04pm

Set to the tune of happy fucking birthday:

Happy hump day to me,
Happy hump day to me,
At least I'll have Wednesday
And Thursday to sleep.

1 transition | shape me


allyson

:: 2012 11 July :: 12.48am

I wish....

I wasn't me
I didn't look like me especially.

Just want to feel pretty and sexy once in my life.

5 transitions | shape me


skife

:: 2012 4 July :: 1.59am

sometimes i'm just so angry...

4 transitions | shape me


phil-himself

:: 2012 2 July :: 10.38am

So I've learned that when I'm suspicious about someone's motives I am usually correct.

4 transitions | shape me


skife

:: 2012 19 June :: 11.02pm

ugggh, i hate depression.

1 transition | shape me


skife

:: 2012 19 June :: 1.22am

sometimes i don't know the next road to take.

1 transition | shape me


skife

:: 2012 14 June :: 1.28pm

my woohu is more than 10 years old, thanks andy.

4 transitions | shape me


phil-himself

:: 2012 29 May :: 10.33am

I have a notion, a feeling that something big is about to happen, something is going to change and something is going to come to fruitition out of nowhere.

1 transition | shape me


allyson

:: 2012 19 May :: 11.21pm

I'm cheating on you!

2 transitions | shape me


phil-himself

:: 2012 19 May :: 11.32am

Look out, we got a badass over here

shape me


phil-himself

:: 2012 26 April :: 10.36am

One lab accident short of being a super villain.

10 transitions | shape me


allyson

:: 2012 21 April :: 5.48pm

2nd time away from home
Well, the baby is with Grandma and Grandpa O. She is probably having a blast.. but I'm kinda sad.. and lonely. hahaha. figures.

shape me

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