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2004 23 August :: 7.27pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: my lovers cd. <3
feels like the top of the world right here...
school was gay. failed my env. test. then study my butt of for my spanish test only to find out that it isnt until tomorrow. grrrrr! then had an ap history test. was easy. yay. math was easy. chemistry was fun. lol. i love the ppl in that class. especially dana. shes sooo funny. lol. then daddy piked me and camila up cuz it was raining. then we talked. walked up to publix and i got attacked by a bee that wanted to kill me. it was horrible. i like cried. yes. then we went to the park and sumone broke camilas swing in half *tear* now i haveta go read. i keep putting it off. STOP PROCRASTINATING JANELLE UR AN IDIOT. lol ok later ya'll.
<3-janelle
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2004 23 August :: 7.18pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Ryan Cabrera cd fuckers!!
i almost fell right thru, but i held onto you...
wow. um lots have happened since saturday nite. woke up early and went home and did hw from 10 am till 10 pm. im not fucking kidding. it was awful. then in the middle of it all, i had and oh-so-famous janelle "episode". lol. yes the kind where everything is great then i fuck things up and make everything good horrible. yes it is one of my horrible flaws. i can never make a relationship work very well. i usually dont want them too anyways. i dunno im weird when it comes to having a bf. like i say i want one, then when i get one, i kinda dont want it. lol. im sucha fag. but yeah theres more. so yes max asked me out. i wasnt sure what to do cuz chris got mad and i totally understand why and i dont want anyone to get mad at me ,,,i LOVE everyone. especially my friends. but yeah the horrible part is, and i kno i shuldnt say this here but i jus have to, is that i like max but, i kinda like sumone else too. and yeah. thats horrible. i dont mean to be ungrateful but i kinda wish the last two days didnt happen and we were all jus the same did group of good friends. i like it better that way. i always get all weird when i have a bf. the onlu exception was with dan and i think that was because i didnt kno him very well, he didnt go to my school, and i wasnt friends with his friends. ahhhh i dunno. im gunna end now. i dont feel like getting cranky and crying again. =). holla.
<3-janelle
COMMENT HOES!!!
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2004 22 August :: 1.39am
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: she will be loved by: Maroon 5
i drove for miles and miles and wound up at you door...
| What is your favorite.. | | gum: | pink extra | | restaurant: | fidays? | | drink: | dr. pepper | | season: | winter | | type of weather: | cold and cloudy | | emotion: | happiness, however mostly i experince sadness and anger | | thing to do on a half day: | go to mamas pizza with the crew...I MISS U ALL!!! | | late-night activity: | talk at camilas window, its getting gay tho | | sport: | basketball, skateboarding even tho i suck | | city: | not boca. | | store: | dont have one | | When was the last time you.. | | cried: | almost today | | played a sport: | dunno... | | laughed: | tonite | | hugged someone: | tonite | | kissed someone: | tonite | | felt depressed: | yesterday | | felt elated: | yesterday and today | | felt overworked: | everyday at school | | faked sick: | havent done that since 1st grade | | lied: | today | | What was the last.. | | word you said: | "no" | | thing you ate: | chicken fingers | | song you listened to: | somebody told me by the killers | | thing you drank: | diet coke | | place you went to: | marshalls house | | movie you saw: | dreamcatcher | | movie you rented: | dont remember | | concert you attended: | xtina aguliera in 6th grade lol | | Who was the last person you.. | | hugged: | max | | cried over: | dan | | kissed: | max | | danced with: | mike | | shared a secret with: | prolly alina | | had a sleepover with: | camila | | called: | max or camila | | went to a movie with: | scott, camila, juli, alex, gustavo, jeremy | | saw: | spiderman 2 | | were angry with: | everyone | | couldn't take your eyes off of: | ryan cabrera | | obsessed over: | ryan cabrera | | Have you ever.. | | danced in the rain: | oh yes | | kissed someone: | yeah | | done drugs: | nope | | drank alcohol: | yes | | slept around: | no way | | partied 'til the sun came up: | no | | had a movie marathon: | yeah | | gone too far on a dare: | no | | spun until you were immensely dizzy: | yess | | taken a survey quite like this before: | yeah |
The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! brought to you by BZOINK!
boredness = gayness
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2004 22 August :: 1.14am
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: my happy ending
you were everything that i wanted..
god i fucking hate this shit. it makes me soo mad whe this happens. and it always fucking happens. grrr i hate this. whats the point of even being here if im never included in anything? jesus christ..
leave me alone fuckers.
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2004 22 August :: 12.26am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Only One by: Yellowcard
i let go, cuz theres no one that gets me like you do....
today was gay. woke up at like 10 and went home. did chores. showered. started homework. stopped cuz im gay. slept. babysat marshall -which was a m ajor pain in the ass- came home. ate dinner. max came over. hung out with him. we thought we saw spirits and dead ppl in the backyard. then jeremy and chris showed up, made noises, and scared the shit outta me. lol. then we went out front and played the oh-so-original "truth and dare". lol. it was gay sorta. oh course jeremy makes me go first and i have to kiss max. i did. no big deal =). lol. then yeah it was retarded. camila kissed jeremy, chris wuoldnt hump the fire hydrant (lmao), jeremy touched my boob and max kissed it (with clothes on of course). yes then we quit cuz emily came home and god forbid jeremy be seen with us. wtf seriously that pisses me off soooo bad. grrr. then we had to go in and they went to the window and it was gay. max wasnt allowed to sleep over jeremys so then his dad came and took them all home. then we killed mosquitoes and im here takin to chris and yeah thats all cuz no one else will tlak to me. gr tomorrow i haevta get up early again, do shit loads of homework and depending on how much i get down, max might come over and chillax. HAHA thats sucha gay word. anyways im gunna go im tired.
-later losers-
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2004 21 August :: 10.32am
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: A Decade Under the Influence By: Taking Back Sunday
anyone will do tonite...
CURRENTS...
Current Clothes: black shorts and scotts shirt
Current Mood: tired and distressed
Current Music: taking bacj sunday
Current Hair: straight
Current Annoyance: actually...nothing
Current Smell: diet coke
Current thing I ought to be doing: homework and chores
Current Desktop Picture: its gay black and gray stripes
Current Favorite Artist: ryan cabrera
Current Favorite Group: taking back sunday
Current Book: scarlett letter
Current CD in CD Player: ryan cabrera cd
Current DVD In Player: i dont have a dvd player lol
Current Color Of Toenails: black and pink
Current Refreshment: diet coke
Current Worry: doing well in school
Current Crush: ha...this dude...
Current Favorite Celebrity: dont care.
LAST PERSON...
You Touched: chris
You Talked to: camila
on the internet:: chris and camila
You Hugged: johnny and sum random weird kid
You Instant messaged: camila
You Yelled At: probably gustavo
You Had A Crush On: ...la...la...la...im not saying
Who Broke Your Heart: dan i think..
ARE YOU...
Understanding: yeah
Open-minded: yeah
Arrogant: eh sumtimes
Insecure: yeah
Interesting: sure
Hungry: not really
Friendly: yes
Smart: yeah
Moody: hell yeah
Childish: of course.
Independent: eh sorta
Hard working: yeah at times
Healthy: sure
Emotionally Stable: nope
Shy: sumtimes but not usually
Difficult: oh yeah
Attractive: i dont know
Bored Easily: yesum
Messy: yeah, jus look at my room lol
Thirsty: nope
Responsible: yeah
Obsessed: no
Angry: yes
Sad: yes
Happy: yes
Trusting: yep
Talkative: yeah
Legal: no
Original: yes
Different: heck yah
Unique: yep
Ignored: yeah all the time
Reliable: yeah
Content: hmm...no not really...
Optimistic: not at all
Deep thinker: ehh no
Self-disciplined: yeah
Sleepy: yees
Lonely: no not really
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
Kill: gustavo
Slap: gustavp
Get Really Wasted With: no one
Tickle: anyone but me lol
Be Like: i dont want to be like anyone else
Talk To: ANYONE lol
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9 things you wear daily
1. bra
2. shirt
3. underwear
4. necklaces
5. bracelets
6. pants
7. earings
8. shoes
9. make up
8 movies you'd watch over and over
1. the notebook
2. remember the titans
3. scary movie 3
4. signs
5. legally blonde
6. def. not spiderman
7.NOT dumbo-that movies is fucking scary
8. malibu's most wanted
6 objects you touch every day
1. computer
2. cell phone
3. pencils
4. books
5. door knobs
6. my hair
5 things you do every day
1. sleep
2. shower
3. put make up on
4. talk to people
5. fight with brandon
4 foods that you couldn't live without
1. chicken fingers
2. easy mac
3. thats it
4. i dont like anything else.
3 of your favorite songs at this moment
1. exit to exit
2. love for me
3. true
2 people that have influenced your life the most
1. mom
2. dad
What time is it?: 10:46 am
What is the date?: august 21
Why are you filling this out?: because it was in camilas journal lol
You:
Full name: janelle leigh
Do you like it?: yeah
Nicknames: jan, ja, blondie, dumass, penis lover, etc.
If you could change your first name, what would it be?: dont want to change it
middle name?:leigh
Age: 16
DOB: apr. 16
Height: 5'6
Hair colour: blonde
Eye colour: green/brown/gray
Where do you live?: in gay ass boca
Do you like it there?: not at all
Why/Why not: the ppl are gay
Where were you born?: milwaukee wisconsin
Astrological sign: aries
Shoe Size: 8
Grade: 11
School: WBRHS ---ick
GPA: last year= 4.0 bitch!
Family:
Parents names: mommy and daddy lol
Do you have any siblings?: yeah
If so, what are their names and ages?: brandon, 14 and steve, 35
Are your parents divorced/remarried/single?: together?
Pets: dog cat fish
Names: i dont really care lol
Favorite relative: my big brother
Favorites:
Food: chicken fingers
Drink: coke
Color: black and pink
Album: dunno
Shoes: my flip flops and my adios
Candy: gum?
Animal: llamas
TV Show: real world, the assistant
Movie: the notebook
Dance: who the fuck dances lol
Song: exit to exit
Fruit: i hate fruit
Number: 11
Car: i want a dark sparkly blue jetta
Season: winter
Holiday: christmas and my bday
Month: december and april
Day of the week: friday
Grade so far: 10th
Sport: basketball and skateboarding
Class: psychology
Veggie: asparagus
Dessert: i dont kno
Radio station: 94.9 or 100.7
Actor: paul walked
Actress: who cares
Word: penis
Phrase: what the fuck
Flower: daisy
Clothing store: i dont know
Article of clothing: skirts
State (that you've been to): north carolina
Ice cream flavor: vanilla
Breakfast food: chocolate milk
Way to have fun: hang out at the movies, get kicked out by fat ass cops and chatting at camilas window. lol
This or that?:
AOL/AIM: AIM
CD/Cassette: CDs
DVD/VCR: dvd
Radio/CD: radio
Slow dance/Freak dance: slow
Jacket/Coat: jacket
Leather/Pleather: leather?
Sparkles/Bronze: sparkles!!!
Sexy/Hot: sexy
Car/Truck: car
Civic/Acura: civic
Corvette/Camero: corvette
Strong/Weak: strong
Upset/Pissed: upset
Tall/Short: tall
Lunch/Dinner: dinner
Abercrombie/Hollister: screw them both
Gap/Old Navy: old navy jus for flip flops
Nsync/BSB: hah BSB
Britney/Christina: neither
Love/Lust: lust
Gone In 60 Seconds/The Fast and the Furious: the fast and the furious
Inside/Outside: outside
Lipstick/Lipgloss: lipgloss
Silver/Gold: Silver
Piercings/Tattoos: piercings
Football/Basketball: basketball
Thunder/Lightning: thunder
Friends:
Who is your best girl friend?: camila, lauri, and hillary
Guy friend: im not really sure..
Do you get along with people easily?: if they dont bother me yes
Why/Why not: sum ppl annoy me
Who have you known the longest?: hillary and mike
Who do you dislike the most?: gustavo
Was your crush/bf/gf a close friend before you liked them?: not really
Craziest: hmm...scott, alex, or juliano
Loudest: scott
Funniest: anonthony
Quietest: chris
Sweetest: haa no one
Most caring: max
Most understanding: ha no one, no one ever listens to me.
If you could date one guy who wuld it be?: not telling foo!
Love & Relationships:
Do you have a bf/gf?: not rite now
--wow that was a gay survey. oh well.--
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2004 20 August :: 10.57pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: Only One by: Yellowcard
i cant,...i cant hold on for too long...
w00t. w00t. today was fun stuff. school was ok. saw ppl. did stuff. whatever. walked home with scott, anonthony, sean, and camila.oh and gustavo. it was ok. then we stole anonthony and scotts shirts and went home. then yes. we made plans for tonite and stuff. then went over to scotts to give them their clothes and get my book. then we chilled a lil and i try to play guitar. lol. then we left to go home and get ready. i wore scotts crayon shirt. teehee. then we went and met up there with alex and brain. chris too!!! cant forget him! lol we hung out got kicked out of like evry fucking place. then they were skating behind mc donalds and we met a kid named nick who was cool-to-the-max and then the cop kicked us out of the whole fucking plaza. so we went across the street to the other one. =) skated hung out fished out money from the fountains, u kno the usual. then we went to get ice cream and stuff. then went back to the "forbidden plaza" oooo. and went to walgreens after we went to borders, saw chris, and bought my RYAN CABRERA CD yeah bitch, i got it. yay!!!!! <3333. then scott stole me a letter "L" from a sign. its hot and has bird poopie on it. hehe. then went to walgreens and u''ll never guess who i saw..."JOHNNY fucking NONNI!! oi havent seen that child in like a year. <3 aww he hasnt changed a bit! cept for the beard. lmao. anyways met alot more people when scott went around tell ing EVERYBODY that I LOVE THE PENIS. but i did get several blowjob offers tho! ;). lol. then we eventaully left and brian is all mad at me. whatever. im so sick of this shit. we took chris to jeremys and then took scott home. jeremy, chris, and max are supposed to come to the window tonite but jeremy's mommy doesnt kno if she wants them to go out. [tear]. they better come or i'll haveta kick sum ass!! well im guna go talk to camila about...boys!! <3 later lovelies. xoxo
-later days-
<3-janelle
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2004 19 August :: 6.06pm
:: Mood: nervous
:: Music: my lover!! <33
someday i wont be lost, someday i wont miss you...
...i lost my direction, where do i turn now?
today was ok. max and chris were our friends in the morning. then went to english. talked to jeremy and max till bell rang. then walked to spanish with max and i had a test...yikes!! i do ok i think.. then lunch was homosexual like usual. then 5th hour-same. jus lectures and notes. i love it! =). no seriously. then went to alg. that class is pretty cool. i learn stuff, do all the hw and talk to ppl like stephanie, valerie and Demario [hes sooooo hilarious!!] yeah then met EVERYBODY outside of school and like the whole freakin school walked home with us. well jus lauren, scott, gustavo, chris, max, me, and camila. wow 7 ppl. lol. then me and camila and max and chris went to wendys and hung out. ran into scott and gustavo. hung out more. was kinda gay. certain people are RILLY pissing me off. grrr >( . then we all got married. max wuldnt marry me like he said last nite. he married camila. grrr. so me and chris got married. then we like switched husbands (sorta) lol. anyways....yes now sure whats going on this weekend. think movie plans changed. like were gunna go saturday instead of friday? i dunno. ok im out. Holla!
<33-janelle
wow. im so white. =)
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2004 18 August :: 3.53pm
:: Mood: relaxed
:: Music: Only One by: Yellowcard
here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you...
grrr. i culd barely get out of bed this morning, i was soo friggin tired. mayb its cuz max called at like exactly 10:25 and we talked till like 11:30. wow like 5 hrs of sleep. anyways got o school hung out with max [our only friend lmao] yes and he made fun of me, what else is new? and chris saw his lover. lol!!! and yeah. 1st hour was gay. we got assigned seats. i hate my seat. then we did like shit. then 3rd hour was sooo boring. lunch was gay as usual. saw seth. lol. then 5th was same. good. then 7th hr was ok. learned stuff. did all classwork and homework and talked to dana. then walked home with scott and camila and justin b. yayness. lol. now i must go do my hw. later loves. <3
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2004 17 August :: 8.04pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: La La by: Ashlee Simpson
ill come back and beat you up!!
today was so-so. max was our friend again this morning. so was leo...ehhh. classes were ok. spansih was sooooo long. lunch was ok. awww i sw lil freshy seth, hes sooo adorable. lol. rest of day was ok. walked home with scott and gustavo. camila and him kept fighting. ahhh. oh yeah and gustavo said he'd do me. wow, wonderful aint it? yes well i g2g cuz im supposed to call max. lol. later skaters.
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2004 17 August :: 8.00pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: Love For Me by: Ashlee Simpson
im mixed up, so what?
AHHH OMFG!!! YAY YAY YAY!! FINALLY!!
RYAN CABRERA's CD CAME OUT TODAY, AUGUST 17th!!!
grrr. i was supposed to go and buy it right after skool but i didnt have any money so my mommy is taking me this weekend. w00t w00t.
imma gunna marry that motherfucker. <3
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2004 16 August :: 9.28pm
"I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything."
DO IT BITCHES!!! =)
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2004 15 August :: 9.39pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: who the fuck cares?
i hope you die...
wow i fucking hate everybodie right now. you all seriously need to die. i do so much shit for u people and i go out of my way to help and when i rilly need to to help me with sumthing, u dont want to or sum gay shit. i hate how i feel like i cant depend on anyone. everyone is jus a lying, cheating, backstabbing, self centered asshole and i cant take it anymore. i aint fucking doing anything for anyone again....
..ever....now fuck off.
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2004 15 August :: 9.24pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Love For Me by: Ashlee Simpson
next thing you know, you'll be using my toothpaste...
today was unn...unexciting? after doing homework went over to scotts house with zach and camila. we went to wake him up. we also brought him pretty pink and purple balloons for being a lazy fuck. lol. hes rilly grumpy when he wakes up. haha. i was playing magnetic darts. it was soooo awesome. i want one. lol. then we went outside and yeah pretty much didnt do shit. while we were walking, scott found a birdy egg. zach wanted to break it but i said NO! then zach tried to break it over my head so i had to drop the egg. it cracked and broke. i almost cried. i am a KILLER. i feel terrible [gosh, imma loser]. then yeah pretty much went home and did more homework. Joy! k i have nothing more to say. bye.
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2004 15 August :: 12.02pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Exit to Exit by: My Love
im lost without your light...
...sigh....last nite was fucked up. slept over camilas again. lol. we went online and what not for a lil then gustavo, chris, and jeremy come over at like 10:45 so we go outside for like 20 minutes then we have to go inside and they go to the window. we talk to them there for a while. they sooooo dont kno how to do the window thing as well as scott. lol. they are amateurs. then we IMed scott and told him to come over. didnt think he was tho. him and zach end up coming and then there is 5 boys outside her window. lol. they were so fucking loud tho. they all left shortly after and yeah. it was gay tho. worst window experience yet. but oh well. oh and jeremy knows miss skank [emily hogan] and heslike head over heels for her. its kinda patethic. no offense. yeah but then we went mosquito killing. damn there was like a bazillion. then went to sleep. i woke up at 9, went home and wrote my analysis for english. i still have to write a one page newspaper analysis and write a spanish poem, make flashcards for spanish, read part of the scarlett letter and yeah. i think thats it. lol. well im gunna go shower. i think i smell. =)
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