dumbblonde1137

for the last time, turn out the lights...


today sucked so bad. im in such a shitty mood and i keep crying periodically at every little thing. this morning i was sleeping and brian calls at like 7:23 and asks if we are still going to breakfast. so i call sam she calls me he calls her blah blah and we end up going. so i have like 25 minutes to get ready before he piks me up so i cant shower so i jus rolled outta bed and put clothes on so i looked like shit. i didnt even bother to fix my hair. we went to clock...eww gross dont ever eat there. brian asked the lady if she could get me smiley face pancakes and she said yes but when i got them, they had no smiley face. stupid bitch. then she gave us the wrong check and it was for only 6 dollars and we tried to get away w/ jus payin that but it didnt work. gahh. so then he drove us to his house cuz we had like and hr and a half till school. me and sam looked at loggers yearbook. hahahaha. then he took us to school after piking up allie and camila. then while walking to first hr, clifford runs by me and lifts up my goddamn skirt. omg i was soo pissed and upset i started to crying to nicole in the bathroom. i swear on my life if i ever see that kid again i will literally beat the living shit outta him. and no, im not kidding. then 1st hr me and haley shared a bagel. hehe. then 2nd hr presentations...gay. 3rd hr jus sat and talked about sex and being a virgin or nonvirgin with deigo matt and desiree. 4th hr was fine. 5th hr was boring. 6th hr sucks i hate that class. 7th hr was fine. took a quiz. ehh. thennnnnnnn....after school i was talking to jaryd and justin when i see camila and allie going upstairs they said they were getting a ride home from brenden and that they were getting math tutoring while they waited for him to get done w/ his math test or w/e. yeah i told her i needed a ride too so i waited out front of school for prolly like 15 minutes tops and then everyone left so i went upstairs to find camila and allie but they werent there so i called camila and she said she was at home. oh my lord did i go off. screaming and shit and everyone in the halls jus shut up and stared,except for sum nigger who said "oooh she told u" wow. how gay. but seriously i was so pissed cuz no one was at school anymore and i had no way of getting home except walking. its really gay too especially since i had brian go out of his way to pik them up this morning and then they leave me? what the fuck. and if they truly looked for me or actually cared, they wulda called. i was soo upset i called sam histerically crying. she called brian and he called me and told me he would pick me up. aww what a nice guy and i jus met him yesterday. lol. i love him to death for coming and getting me. thanks a bazillion. but still i was soooooo pissed. and i lied to my mom bout how i was getting home so when he dropped me off i couldnt go home. so i walked to nicoles house and i helped her a lil with her h/w then we went to wendys and ran into gusto amanda maria kevin and sean. then me and nicole were in the gas station getting an icee and i run into justin...literally. lol. he scared me. then my fucking parents were being gay and made me go home at 5. who the fuck eats dinner at 5:15 in the goddam after noon? god. and they bad thing was i had called jeremy and chris and told them to come so they walked alllllllllll the way from boca winds. so when we met up with them and they started yelling at me, i started crying again. then went and ate dinner and gave my family "attitude" or w/e so i got yelled at again. right now i wish everyone would stop being gay and leave me alone.

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