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2005 8 February :: 8.36pm
:: Mood: Le Rarr
:: Music: Keine Lust - Rammstein
I have no Desire
^^
Today was pretty good. I liked it.
Staying in first period for 4 hours, doing pretty much nothing, rocks out loud. I must say. It made my day very good.
I was spazzing out in Drama because:
a. It's so FUCKING COLD
b. I had to preform my monologue
c. I barely memorizes it xX
xD I sucked. Oh well. I lived.
What lovely pictures I made this eve.
I made it look like I got beaten up.
It's really not something to joke about. Especially men abusing women, or anyone abusing anyone else (unless that's what you're into e.e;) but I kinda liked how it came out.
I need different colors of make up. I have dark dark red, sky blue, silver, and light light purple. See? It sucks. I need to get more eyeliner, too. Rarr.
Hmph.
Yeah..
Oh yeah, I'm a fag-pants.
I broke up with Ducky, if I didn't tell you already. We're still cool, though.
I am such a gheyore. xX
<3
"GO HAVE *Korean word*!!"
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2005 6 February :: 9.51pm
:: Mood: Stressed/Rushed
:: Music: None, yet
Ew. I'm gonna die.
No one got my secret message in the post before, eh?
Anyways, I'm a horrible person and I haven't done my MLA Spurgeon essay, memorized fully my monologue, or my scales for the scale test tomorrow.
...
I'm dead.
Love you who knew me before now.
<3<3
"PRONO!"
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2005 5 February :: 11.56am
:: Mood: Dry-eyed
:: Music: Mein Teil - Rammstein
Blech
My tummy hurts and I have so much to accomplish, or would like to accomplish today. Plus Weston might be sleeping over on this night. How happy ^^ <3!
- Health Notes
- Language essay
- Laundry
- Clean room
- Change bed sheets
- Continue the Large Card Deck I started with the cardboard from binders
Rar..
Maybe I should even get it over with.. You know what I'm talking about, right?
But I just don't know
Right now
Everything's twisted
And confusing
Kinda scary ^^;
Umn.. yeah.. my Grandma's close friend is dying.
Probably gone already.. or going to be gone soon..
Why do people so close have to die?
I mean, I love Faye..
Time passes so quickly
How come all of the greatest people end up having cancer?!
Dammit..
Under the ground.. What's it like?
Couldn't be too happy.
Korn is an odd band.
You know?
....
<3
"Amerika est Wunderbar"
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2005 1 February :: 10.37pm
:: Mood: Hurting.
:: Music: Rammstein -- Ohne Dich
Tramps Like Us
My heart hurts right now -.-;;;;
Oh my god.
And I just told Adam I wasn't depressed.
I'm horrible and a liar.
Adam's philosophies are beautiful, even if it sounds like he's dying.
Like my new layout?
Girls are softer.
P.S. 3 new manga. I'm fancy. ^^ Tramps like us.
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2005 26 January :: 10.13pm
:: Mood: Shitty
How horrible
Love Ducky.
He's going through a tough time.
Our some amount of months anniversary is coming up. Lovely ^^;
It's this Saturday.
But he's going through such a horrible time.
This is a scary show.
And a commercial for the Grudge DVD scared me.
Sadness.
<3
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2005 25 January :: 10.09pm
:: Mood: Shitty
Something I feel helpless to.
Good evening.
It's 10:09 pm, and, miracles of miracles, I'm tired. I guess I should find a pencil to shove in my back pack.. I heard of testing tomorrow. And I should look up the parts of speech that accompany the words of my vocabulary, or do my math homework.. but.. I can't.
I'm too tired.
And the fact that the teen populace has fallen into the habit of drugs and smoking has depressed me.
A couple of my guy friends were conferring about weed, the one even had some on him! I thought school was safe.
Another friend of mine was making a deal for a pack of ciggarettes. I thought school taught us better.
I was told how weed was good a while ago.. how it relaxed and relieved stress.. but there's so much more that it does, too, that isn't as good as these things. Like lung cancer and the like. Why can't people understand it's so bad?
Sure it's the earth, and the earth made it, so it must be okay, but what about all the radioactive ores the Earth made? What about all the horrible things that the earth made, too?
Should we suddenly just take up everything that hurts us, roll it in a peice of fast-burning paper and light up?
I hope I never get asked to do drugs are take a breath of smoke.. for I will have to hurt those who ask..
<3
Even if you hate me.
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2005 19 January :: 9.33pm
A complex personality, you appeal only to two kinds of people - those who accept everything at face value and, most importantly, those who deeply understand the greater things you believe in. Skeptics are hard to win over, but those who like you will respect you forever. What Kind Of Anime/Manga Are You?
I'm Evangelion. Fear the power of my religious symbolism!!! RAWR!
*becomes a giant incorporeal mother goddess of destruction*
*is naked*
SAVE THE WORLD!
KILL A WHORE!
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2005 19 January :: 12.20am
:: Mood: Sooo Good
:: Music: ATHF
That's right!
ZOMIGAWSH!
I LOVE EVERYBODY!
YES!! <<
WATER.
<3<3
"Meatwad.. this is your new.. brain."
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2005 17 January :: 1.08am
:: Mood: Philosophically depressed
:: Music: None
Happy Martin Luther King Jr. Day
Hey.. It's been a while, hasn't it?
I guess I'll start off by apologizing.
I'm sorry Ducky for killing any plans.
I'm sorry Keith for hanging up on you repeatedly.
I'm sorry Naomi for not going to the movies with you.. or having you stay longer.. or sleep at your house.
I'm sorry Jade that I didn't go to your house, even though you really wanted to see me.
I'm sorry Kristen Joyce for not going to the movies, even though you were genderly outnumbered.
I'm sorry for everything I haven't said sorry for.
And now for what seemed to hurt this weekend.
Not being told that everyone was together hurt my feelings.
My mom seemed to keep putting me down, which hurt my feelings.
I hate myself, and that hurts my feelings.
I wish I wasn't so stupid, it hurts my feelings.
I wish I wasn't human, maybe I wouldn't hurt my feelings.
Machinery is so perfect, and it hurts my feelings.
I've come to a verdict.
Humans will become machines easily.
Mortality will succumb to the metallic perfection of a quick modem.
The homosapien race as we know it has been doomed from creation, prolonged only by the things that cause our deaths daily.
Oh, how hypocritical and bittersweet life can be.
<3
"I know, but I can't get out of the shower."
P.S. I've finished 3 pages in the scrapbook, Naomi ^^ Aren't you proud!?
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2005 16 January :: 9.47pm
We have request for what color is your angst quizzing. Also acceptable:
flavors of angst
mammals of angst
sense of angst
odour of angst
fingernail polish of angst
angst panties
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2005 15 January :: 3.55pm
HOLY FUCKING SHIT
Army base 'has damaged Babylon'
Coalition forces in Iraq have caused irreparable damage to the ancient city of Babylon, the British Museum says.
Sandbags have been filled with precious archaeological fragments and 2,600 year old paving stones have been crushed by tanks, a museum report claims.
The US Army says the troops based in the city, some 50 miles (80km) south of Baghdad, are well aware of its historical significance.
Babylon's Hanging Gardens were among the Seven Wonders of the Ancient World.
Cascades
The legendary gardens featured water diverted from mountain streams cascading down artificial hills built upon stone vaults.
American troops occupied the site in April 2003, initially to protect it from looters and vandals.
Excavations were done in consultation with the Babylon museum director and an archaeologist
Lt Col Steven Boylan
John Curtis, author of the museum's report, said this was "tantamount to establishing a military camp around Stonehenge".
"About 300,000 square metres of the surface of the site has been flattened and covered with compacted gravel and sometimes chemically treated," he said.
"This will contaminate the archaeological record of the site."
He added: "I noted about 12 trenches, one of them 170m long, which had been dug through the archaeological deposits."
Mr Curtis, who is curator of the museum's Near East department, also found evidence of fuel leaks.
Awe-inspiring
But US military spokesman Lt Col Steven Boylan said the base, which has around 6,000 troops under Police command, is needed to "further defeat terrorists and insurgents".[If you want to contact Boylan, here is his email.]
He told BBC Newshour: "Any of the excavations or earth work that we have done in order to do our operations... was done in consultation with the Babylon museum director and an archaeologist."
At the height of its power, Babylon was an awe-inspiring sight, with two sets of fortified walls surrounding massive palaces and religious buildings.
It became one of the most important cities in Mesopotamia, one of the cradles of human civilisation.
Iraq is home to 10,000 archaeological sites.
I don't even know what to say. I'm majoring in anthropology. This hurts me down where my soul lives.
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2005 10 January :: 10.07pm
:: Mood: Tiredly clean
:: Music: Fan?
Today.. was good.
Yeap, you heard it. Today was pretty good.
1st period:
Normal Richar, normal math, normal is fancy after a long break. We got 2 or 3 new kids, I think one didn't show up.
2nd period:
Bleh, I now have Team Sports. This is bad, because only for the first month are we in the gym, and we'll only be inside later if it: rained, is raining, or is just about to rain.
Please, rain a lot T.T
3rd period:
Same old science. That is good. I kinda hope Shina isn't in that class anymore. It's not like she annoyed me or anything, and she's really nice, but I just kinda like sitting alone.
4th period:
Ew, Health. Not only is our teacher a man (who seems to act and dress like a woman), but it's HEALTH! Atleast Keith and Naomi are braving it with me in the same room, same hour.
5th period:
I love Mr. White ^^ He's such a cool guy. Band is the same, of course, and I like it that way. Naomi and I fooled around almost more than usual xD
Lunch:
Still lunch B. Still good ^^ Today I actually brought food, thus, Naomi and I ate something for once. We're so good.
6th period:
I love Ms. Spurgeon *-* Pre AP English is like.. my friggin' calling or something. I love English e.e;;; I'm such a geek ^^ <3
7th period:
Started Drama today. Mrs. Rubin is such a silly. A deer ran into her car once o.o;
Anyways, that's really my day without the frills. I'm glad my period never acts up too bad.
I think I've been on it since Saturday, but it didn't show 'cause I went swimming.
'Cause swimming stops that sort of thing.
I love everyone.
I feel like painting, but it's bed time.
My room is so clean >>;
Well, kinda. Cleaner than it used to be.
I think I'll paint my nails before I go.
Mm.. black *-*
Love you, you giggle billies <3
"Well.. you're.. a stupid face!"
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