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2005 5 January :: 3.34pm
Dawn Valerian
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Quizzes as Dawn Valerian:
What Type of Villain are You?
mutedfaith.com.
How evil are you?
I don’t know how accurate this is. The questions are weird. Eating beef or eating fish at one point made the difference between good and evil. Whatever.
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2005 5 January :: 1.34pm
:: Mood: Remorse
:: Music: Give 'Em Hell Kid -- MCR
Ha.
Just to butter up my mom, I cleaned the kitchen, vacuumed and dusted the theater, and cleaned out the cat box.
But I haven't.. quite.. asked her yet ^^;;;;
When I went up, it looked like she wasn't feeling good, so I just hugged her and went away.
I guess I can be nice.
Next to my blasting music.
Derek need a life =p
And so do I!
<3
"If you were here.. I'd never have a fear."
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2005 5 January :: 11.46am
:: Mood: Woken
:: Music: You Know What They Do to Guys Like Us in Prison -- MCR
Double-dating and the Unknown
Blah, I don't wanna be up..
I've been thinking about what my dad said earlier all day. He did an all-call, telling me and my brothers to unload and load the dishwasher and clean the kitchen..
I was so grudging to this unwanted wake up that I started thinking horrible things..
I am such a horrible person o.o;;
I was like "You never clean anything, why do you expect everything to be so fuckin' spic n span? Sure, you bring in the money, but how 'bout some cleaning? Sure, you're room's clean, but you have two people, no toys, no computer, no desk, two HUGE closets to hide your clothing messes, yada yada, plus, you don't live in my room, I do. My mess should be fine. Let's call it the industious clutter, hm?"
I'm such a fucking bitch! o.o Omigawdddd! XD
And he didn't even say anything about cleaning my room.
Hmph, Keith's bite is pretty much gone.
WoW <<;;
I started plucking eyelashes last night..
Ugh, I'm a freak.
And a bitch.
And I don't even feel that bad today.
Odd.
Ducky called me today about something about double-dating with Adam.
Giggle.
I get to meet the elusive Cassandra (or whatever) if this works out ^^
Hotness.
I wonder if I have art class tonight o.0;;
That'd be kinda cool, but wreck current double-date planning.
I should repaint my nails to just black.
I had more weird dreams.
What's going to happen..?
I never dream usually..
I have flesh-tone glue on my keys.. I L and Y.
The last three letters of my name.
And the enter key.
Odd.
I think I still have some glue on my neck.
Giggle.
"I won't go down by myself, but I'll go down with my friends"
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2005 4 January :: 10.37pm
entry on LJ so that Brian will see it.
10:20 pm - waiting for the boy
Okay, Brian. I'll just wait for you to call me back. I told your mother the third time I called today that she should just tell you I called, since nobody seemed to know when you would be back or anything. I might try you back again tomorrow, I might not. Odds are I won't be able to reach you, so why don't you just drop me a line when you're available or whatever.
If you can't tell, I'm not in the best of moods anyway. At least I'm blogging again, which is good, but for the moment, today is Tuesday, and when Wednesday comes, there will be four more days in which I will not see you. This is some comfort to me, I assure you. I have my classes scheduled, and I got into the ones I wanted. This also is some comfort to me. By all rights, I have had a pretty damn good day. For now, for a little while, I can let go of the stress that has become a part of my life.
That does not however, mean that I have high hopes for tomorrow, or the day after. It will probably consist of my parents' condescending jokes about my inability to reach you. So. I don't want you to huddle over the phone all day waiting for me to call, but every once in a while today it's bothered me that not only have you not been home (which is cool), but nobody knows when you will be (slightly less cool for a seasoned stalker like myself), so I have no way of contacting you.
I'm just bitching. If I had anything else to do, I probably wouldn't write any of this because it will just make you feel bad and that's not what I want. I just want to be able to talk to you at least as much as I talk to your family trying to reach you.
I posted this and emailed you because I didn't know which one you checked.
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2005 4 January :: 9.35pm
Stolen from Kaisharga (who stole from Nick who stole from Craig in the house that Jack built)
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2005 4 January :: 6.39pm
:: Mood: Amused
:: Music: The whole MCR CD XDD
Bored? (Over 100)
Eep, don't think I'm mean by copying instead of going to the place (Bzoink) 'cause my dad blocked it on my computer ._.
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? :: Emily
Birthplace :: Boca, FL
Age :: 14
Age you act :: Depends on my mood
Current location :: Boca, FL
Eye color :: Brown
Hair color :: Brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? :: Righty
Zodiac sign? :: Horse
Height? :: 5'-5'1" (plus 1-inch shoes =p)
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality :: Maltese
Your hair :: Thick-ish, two long parts infront of my ears.
Your fears :: The dark, bees, The Grudge o.o;;;;
Your perfect room :: Ourple, painted walls, scary dolls, pictures, posters, mess, stuffed animals.
What you practically do in a day :: Computer. o.o
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse :: God, okay, giggle, love, <3.
Phrases you overuse :: Bite your face off
Your first thought when you wake up :: '... I wonder who's online..'
Your greatest accomplishment :: Dunno
Something you want to do :: Screw Gerard from MCR. Or Tom Felton. Or Johnny Depp (Emily = Bad)
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke :: Coke
McDonald's or Burger Kings :: McDonalds
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :: Neither.
Chocolate or vanilla :: Chocolate
Adidas or Nike :: Vans.
Black or white :: Black.
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) :: Bills
Burgers or hot dogs :: Chicken.
Egypt or France :: France
Rock or rap :: ROCK! ^^
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke :: Ewww
Cuss :: Often ^^
Sing well :: I've been told so.
Sing in the shower :: Giggle. Yes.
Talk to yourself --a lot-- :: ^^ YUM!
Believe in yourself :: Not often.
Like taking these longass surveys? :: Surely! Even if your name isn't Shirly!
Play an instrument :: Yes ma'am
Want to go to college? :: Yeapperfish
Want to get married? :: Mehbeh
Want to have children? :: Ew.. labor.
Think you're a health freak? :: Definately not.
Get along with your parents :: Usually.
Get along with your siblings? :: Usually.
Think you're popular :: Giggle, surely not.
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state :: Nopers
Drank alchohal :: Nopers
Smoke :: Nopers
Get high :: NEVERRR
Done any drugs :: Isn't that what getting high is? <<;
Eaten an entire box of oreos :: That woulda been cool e.e;
Been on stage :: MEHBEH! Actually.. yes. ^^;
Gone skinny dipping :: xD No
Been dumped :: Not really.
Dyed your hair :: Nopers.
Stolen anything :: Nope ^^
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest :: Dunno, they're all pretty odd.
Loudest :: Lindsay x.x;
Most shy :: Jenn
Blondest :: Laura
Smartest :: ME! XD
Kindest :: Naomi, or Dylie
Best personality :: All of 'em do
Most talented :: They're all uber talented
Best singer :: Jenn's pretty good ^^ <3
Most ghetto :: Do I have ghetto friends? <<;
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) :: Sorry Jenn o.o;
Pain in the ass :: Lindz ><;;; Or... KEITH
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style)):: Sometimes Lo XD
Funniest :: They all make me giggle
Best person for advice :: Dunno
Dependable :: I depend on all of them
Trustworthy :: All
Druggie :: >>;; I don't know. None, I hope.
Most likely to end up in jail :: Keith, for indecent exposure xD
Person you've known the longest :: Jenn
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream :: I pulled out a couple of my teeth and walked a long distance past my old middle school into a developement and there was this.. pond, or something, it's always haunted my dreams ._.
Last nightmare :: >_>...Last night...I hate it when those come up.
Car ride :: Today to pick up Naomi
Last time you cried :: A bit during that one night
Last movie seen :: Monster ~twitch~ o.o;;
Last movie rented :: I don't rent
Last book read :: Count D's Petshop of Horror
Last word said :: hungry (I'm not really hungry)
Last curse word said :: Dun remember
Last time you laugh :: While Keith and Naomi were here
Last phone call :: Last night to Keith
Last CD played :: My Chemical Romance: Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge
Last song you listened to :: Cemetary Drive
Last annoyance :: Dun remember
Last IM :: Saying bai to Keith
Last weird encounter :: <<;; Weird?
Last person you hugged :: Keith.
Last person you yelled at :: Keith. xDD
Last time you wore a skirt :: Dunno.
Last time you've been evil :: Today =p
Sarcastic? :: All the time, babeh
Last time you fought with your parents :: Today, kinda
Last time you wished upon a star :: When I saw one.
Played Truth or Dare :: Giggle. It think it was with Zach. I dared him to go to Naomi's naked, but he didn't.
Spent quality time alone :: Right now, bay-beeee
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM :: Nope, my message is up
Do you feel lonely :: Kinda
Ever TP'd someone's house :: Nope. I'm too nice =p
How about egging someone's house :: Nope. Still too nice.
Do you not like dislike not like me? :: Who are you?
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? :: .. Ew.
Yo Momma :: and your auntie in the backyard!
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? :: Not really >>
What do you think of George Bush? :: TERRORIST!
Any secret fetishes? :: Giggle. If I told, they wouldn't be secrets.. PEPTO-BISMAL?!?!
Do you like to wear chains? O_o :: Yeapperfish. WANNA MESS?!
How many languages do you speak? :: UNO! XD
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! :: I've type WAY more =p
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) :: .. Stalking, huh? YES! <<
.. Giggle.
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2005 4 January :: 6.27pm
:: Mood: Tired.
:: Music: You Know What They Do to Guys Like Us in Prison -- MCR
I listen to this band WAY too much.
Naomi and Keith came over today..
The original plan was to beat Keith up (which I did anyway) for being a hypocrite, but that got ditched 'cause I don't think Naomi could be that mean..
..... Wuss =p
^^
Oh well, my head kinda hurts T.T;;
Sadness.
I wanna see Jade so bad.. And Jenn.
I have her Christmas present o.o;;
I've had it for so long.. I'm too stupid to just drop it off .-.;;
Break is gonna be over soon. I wanna see mah loverrrr
Giggle.
I love MCR.
So good to me.
Let's find something to explain..
I have some scratches and some bite marks from earlier..
Keith, Naomi, and I are pretty rowdy >>;;
If you leav tape on your arm and take it off, like, 2 to 4 hours later, then it's like.. whoa o.o White xDD
Niiice.
Silly billy.
My nails are orange and black..
How silly.
"Life is but a dream for the dead."
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2005 4 January :: 12.51pm
I am Jane Eyre from Charlotte Bronte's Jane Eyre. I am very modest and quiet and I never ever judge people. I am a wonderful person and have very admirable qualities.
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Hm. Quiet? No.... I guess modesty.... maybe. I would say my view of myself is pretty accurate, but okay. As far as never judging people, that's not true. I judge them immediately, and on the off chance I'm incorrect, it's not too hard for people to change my mind. Second chances all around. Hm... I must know more about this "Jane," or at the very least know something.... aiiya. Off I go to plunder the internet! Whee! *swoosh*
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2005 3 January :: 11.15pm
I finished that troublesome entry. Now to just catch up on a raw quantity of back entries.... aiiya. How do I get myself into this? rr.
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2005 3 January :: 9.08pm
:: Mood: ...
:: Music: TV
Wow
This sucks.. I talk to Keith for two minutes, he asks me if I'm with Jade, and I break into a depression fit.
Sorry for hanging up on ya kid.
I don't feel good.. kinda unloved, too.
I feel like throwing up my dinner.. but it'd be self-inflicted, and I don't believe in bulimia..
I can't cut myself.. but I can pull out my leg hairs with tweezers. o.o;;
UGH! I'm so fucking stupid ><
Maybe I miss Jade just this much..
But for some reason, it.. isn't the same with Jade anymore..
It's like we aren't as close.. Or something..
I hate myself.
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2005 3 January :: 2.30pm
:: Mood: Tired ._.
:: Music: Nuffin
Longest bloody quiz EVER
BASICS..
:x: name = Emily
:x: piercings = 1 per ear.
:x: tattoos = None
:x: height = 5'
:x: shoe size = 6-8, I guess. I like to wear big shoes <<;
:x: hair color = Brown
:x: length = Chin length, with two chest length peices infront of my ears
:x: siblings = Tweedle-Dee and Tweedle-Dum, my two "adorable" brothers
LAST..
:x: movie you rented = I don't rent
:x: person you've called = Keith, last night.
:x: person that's called you = Naomi.
:x: tv show you've watched = Power Puff Girls
:x: person you were thinking of = Umn.. You made me think of people when you asked the calling questions.
DO..
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = Not usually
:x: you think about suicide = If I'm depressed
:x: you believe in online dating = I used to.
:x: you want more piercings? = Maybe another hole in my ears
:x: you drink = No alcohol, if that's what you mean.
:x: you smoke = No o.o;
:x: you like cleaning = Not really.
:x: you like roller coasters = Definately
:x: you write in cursive or print = Print. My cursive isn't pretty.
:x: you carry a donor card = o.0; No..
FOR OR AGAINST..
:x: long distance relationships = ~shrug~ Not for me, but if you want to.
:x: using someone = against
:x: killing people = against .Unless of course it is in self defense.
:x: teenage smoking = Against.
:x: premarital sex = If the time is right, you gotta do what you gotta do =p
:x: abortion = Against.
FAVORITE..
:x: food = Sushi, chocolate, sour-dough bread.
:x: sports = To watch: Hockey To play: I don't play sports really at all, but I like it if it's inside or at night
:x: drink = Dr. Pepper, soda, carbonated juice (<3!)
:x: holiday = Halloween
HAVE YOU..
:x: ever cried over a girl = Yes
:x: ever lied to someone = Haven't you?
:x: ever been in a fist fight = Maybe. I don't remember.
NUMBER..
:x: of times I have been in love: Love.. what is love?
:x: of girls I have kissed? Umnnn.. A lot, I don't remember.
:x: of boys I have kissed? .. Giggle.
:x: Number of people I consider my enemies: Enemies? <<; Oh yeah, I know what those are.
FAVORITE..
:x: disney movie = Mulan, I think..
:x: scent = You're going to think I'm SO weird, but fresh cat litter. Not like.. poop, but after just changing the box and you're pouring in new litter.. S'good. And how Ducky smells. I don't know what he smells like, but it's good.
:x: nickname = Oh man, too many to give. Let's stick with Em, Em-chan, or Emz, hmn?
:x: guy name = Umn..Weston. Lee. Jeremy, I guess.
:x: girl name = Sancia.. Miette. Jen.
:x: eye color = Clean ocean blue. <3
:x: flower = I like jasmine a lot..
:x: piercing = Lip rings are hot.
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE..
:x: pretty = Sometimes.
:x: funny = I sure hope so! What else do I gots going for meh?
:x: hot = It's not very warm in here. <<; Why do you ask?
:x: friendly = I think so. Or just obnoxious.
:x: amusing = Isn't that what funny is?
:x: ugly = Often.
:x: loveable = Maybe.
:x: pessimistic = I try not to be.
:x: optimistic = Yey.
:x: caring = Often.
:x: sweet = Taste or attitude?
:x: dorky = Every day of the week.
RANDOM..
:x: Spell your first name back wards = ylimE
:x: The story behind your user name = I have SO many YIM names, but my AIM, o0p5 y3r d34d, umn, I was just bored, I guess. Sounded fitting or something.
0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0: Fwah was my favorite word for a while and Em-chan is my nickname to some.
neko_oni: Meaning "cat demon" or devil was my made-up Sailor Moon character and she totally stuck. I have a buncha names that are "Neko Oni" or "Neko Akuma" or something of the like
:x: Where do you live? =Milky Way.Earth.North America.United States.Florida. Palm Beach County. B--- R----.
DESCRIBE YOUR..
:x: Wallet = Soft, dirty, cowprint. A few cards and there might be a dollar in there.
:x: Hairbrush = Black with little red spheres on the bristle tips. It's old.. and it hurts.. I need a new one.
:x: Jewelery worn daily = Left ring finger: One purple and one black rubber ring. Right ring finger: a gold, sapphire and white diamond ring. Often worn about the neck: My leather cat collar or the interchangable ribbon I got for Christmas.
:x: Pillow cover = One's black silk with butterflies, another one's Scooby Doo, one doesn't have a cover. Then there are two I've had forever.
:x: Blanket = Purple and blue comforter.. I need to straighten it out again
:x: Coffee cup = I don't usually use one.
:x: Sunglasses = I have a purple pair, though I rarely wear sun glasses.
:x: Shoes = Black and white vans, with writing all over the white.
:x: Handbag = If I do carry one, it's usually the black leather coffin one with the red cross on the front.
:x: Favorite top = Either my black cami or some of my other "smaller" black shirts.
:x: What you are wearing now = Black cami and scooby pajama pants.
:x: Hair = Unbrushed, pulled back into a half-tail
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)..
:x: In my mouth = Sour milk taste << Ew.
:x: In my head = Umn.. yey?
:x: Wishing = for patience.
:x: After this = Maybe a shower.
:x: Fetishes = Those who know me would know =p
:x: Person you wish you could see right now = Maybe Keith.. or Jade.
:x: Is next to you = Nothing but the air.
:x: Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month = Mm.. January?
:x: Who is your worst enemy = Do I need one?
x: If you could have any animal for a pet= I don't know. Something cool.
:x: What is the longest you've ever stayed up = All night, babeh
:x: Ever been to Belgium? = Where'd that come from? <<
:x: Can you eat with chopsticks = Yeapperfish.
:x: Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time? = My con groovers. Miss 'em like the dickens. I miss every one, really.
Yeap.. Wasn't that special?
"Saaaay gooodnightttt"
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2005 3 January :: 1.19pm
:: Mood: Tired ._.
:: Music: The tapping of my Keys
An answer
xxinterupted: Myspace.. whats the kadoo about it?? I don't understand. I think it's kinda dumb. Explain what it does please.
Myspace is this place originally made for 16 and above to find mates. Soon, the teen world pretty much took over, thus, the infatuation with a new meeting thing.
Some of the perks are adding friends, multiple-picture upload space, talking about yourself, an editable blog, a "bulletin board" (post something and all your friends will see it), yadda yadda.
It's pretty amusing ^^;; It makes me giggle..
Well, there ya go.
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2005 2 January :: 8.28pm
:: Mood: Heee ^^
:: Music: Helena -- MCR
Giggle
Ducky doesn't look as good in eyeliner as I thought he would.
He just looks more like a girl.
He's over right now.
RIGHT NOW he's downstairs on a pogo stick.
Silly billy ^^
God I love that kid <3
He's so wonderful
And oh so ticklish
I like tickling people
But they hate it.
Too bad.
"Things are better if I say... so long and good night"
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2005 2 January :: 12.17am
:: Mood: Blah
:: Music: MCR -- To the End
Mm.. boys in eyeliner.
Hi.
Nothing to say, really.
Jade left today, well, yesterday. It was sad.
I didn't get to see Ducky, either.
My Chemical Romance rocks out loud o.o;
Mmm.. boys in eyeliner e.e;;
Love 'em
I also really happen to fancy lip rings
I should goth out my Ducky.. Giggle ^^ Sounds like a plan.
I'll try and do it tomorrow, 'cause I love him like that. I better clean my room.
Blech.
Sorry, Naomi, that it didn't really seem to work out o.o;;
That I never really called ._.;;
That.. I seemed to avoid you.. ::.-. <~~ Dead
I didn't, I promise. I swear it.
I just got caught up in everything and lost track of previous plans.
I know, I'm a heartless ass.
But I still love you.
Along with everyone else.
You're all so wonderful..
Why am I taking up so much space in a post that could be so small..?
.. ~no answer~
Well, love you all..
"If you married me, would you bury me..?"
P.S. GOOD LUCK KEITH ~thumbs up, wink wink, nudge nudge, giggle giggle, subliminal message~ ^^
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2005 1 January :: 2.36pm
FARGIN 2005!
I don't know how many of you have seen these home videos from the tsunami, but a couple of them are really... I don't know. They're on ebaumsworld, so God only knows what site they really came from, but I was sent this link and thought I'd pass it along.
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