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Hello internet homie! It is I, BEEF, the crazy swine wench that writes a whole bunch of stupid babbles in this web journal! Sound's fun, you say? WELL SLAP ME WITH A CREAM HORN! So anyway, I'm Beef. Yup. I'm 16, have strawberry blonde hair, hazely eyes... And... Um... I like waffles. Yes. OK, that's all. Really. GET OUT OF MY LIFE!

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The anime's/mangas I like are (in no particular order)...: FullMetal Alchemist, Eureka 7, Samurai 7, Hellsing, Fruits Basket, Angel Sanctuary, +Anima, Cowboy Bebop, Big O, Trigun, Inuyasha, Jubei-Chan, Saiyuki, Immortal Rain, Nana, Alice 19th, Tokyo Mew Mew, Witch Hunter Robin, Yu Yu Hakusho, Super Milk-Chan, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Naruto, Bleach, Gungrave, Gad Guard, K.O. Beast, Tenchi Muyo, Wolf's Rain, Azumanga Daioh, Trinity Blood, Paranoia Agent, s-CRY-ed, Descendants of Darkness (Yami no Matsuei), Diamond Daydreams,and probably others. I'm just to lazy to try to think of them! ^.^;

Ed is don't call me short! love

Edo is tough love

Ed is evil plotting love!

Edo and Aru is kyoudai love

Edo is serious!love

Edo is happy love
Edward Elric is love
Alphonse Elric is love
Maes Hughes is love
Fletcher Tringham is love
Martel is love
Riza Hawkeye is love
Roy Mustang is love
Izumi Curtis is love
Greed is love
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More color bars on my profile!!!!! ^.^
days until Fullmetal Alchemist: Conqueror of Shambala!
Human kind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. To obtain something of equal value must be lost. That is alchemy's first law of equivalent exchange. In those days, we really believed that to be the worlds one and only truth.

 

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Silvos

:: 2005 27 June :: 5.45pm

1. I'm in the process of deleting all old entries because I can no longer read the comments.
2. This journal will be [Private]. So only the people who know the password will be able to read. (Andy too, I'm guessing...)
3. I'll change the "layout" when I feel I can stand looking at code again.
Edit:
4. There are some old entries I will keep because they're just too damned good.

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Jaganshi

:: 2005 22 June :: 6.02pm

Will Rennar: ...So you'd be running a combination cult/brothel?
Lithaladhwen: Possibly.
Lithaladhwen: Depends on the quality of my followers, really.
Will Rennar: ...This new faith intrigues me...
Lithaladhwen: We would worship the almighty Whatever High Up On The Thing.
Will Rennar: :O!
Lithaladhwen: The Whatever gives unto me amazing magical powers that are only visible to my followers after they consume the necessary ritual narcotics.
Will Rennar: Okay, that's it, I'm sold! ^_^

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Jaganshi

:: 2005 20 June :: 12.20am

You know how in The Sixth Sense you don't notice that no one ever talks to Mr. Guy-with-an-irrelevant-name until the very end?
I want to know how he failed to notice. I used to have days in high school where I would be in a room with other people and only one of them would acknowledge anything I said or did, like she was the only one who noticed me. From time to time (like after every two hours or so, or after more than one instance in a single day) I would request that she turn to someone else, point at me and ask, "Can you see her?"
Just to make sure I'm there. Because some one of these days, I won't be. If that happens and I don't notice... well then we'll know that it's easier than it looks to forget to confirm your existence with actual evidence. And I'll laugh at myself. Because at that point I deserve to be forgotten anyway.


I think that at field school I'll be a little glad to be away from instant messenger. Sure, I'll be cut off from a source of entertainment and communication. On the other hand, I'll know that everyone I'm talking to is talking back. The reason I try to reply to IM conversations and chats so quickly is because I'm trying to stave off one major fault of instant messenger: you know damn well no one is really paying attention to you. You know they all have something more important to do. Talking to you is something they do while waiting for a page to load or a CD to finish copying.

So... every now and again ask yourself. "Can they see me?"
Maybe they can't. Maybe they haven't for a while.

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Jaganshi

:: 2005 19 June :: 2.32pm

Because Dave told me to...
Fathers Day post about... my fathers, I suppose.
Read more..

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 19 June :: 2.05pm
:: Mood: w3rd
:: Music: Rapture (Tastes so Sweet) - Iio

Oh geez
I gotta be cool, tooo! o----o

01] Who are you, what's our relationship:
02] How and where did we meet:
03] What's my middle name:
04] How long have you known me:
05] Tell me one good thing about myself:
06] When you first saw me what was your impression:
07] My age:
08] My birthday:
09] My favorite band at the moment:
10] Colour eyes:
11] Do i have any siblings:
12] Have you ever had a crush on me:
13] What's one of my favorite things to do:
14] Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15] Describe me in 3 words:
16] Name 5 things I love:
17] Do you think I'm good looking:
18] How would you describe me to someone:
19] Would you ever date me:
20] Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21] What do you like most about me:
22] If we could spend a day together what would we do:
23] Have we ever gotten in a fight:
24] Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26] What do you think my weakness is?
27] Do you think I'll get married?
28] What makes me happy?
29] What makes me sad?
30] What reminds you of me?
31] If you could give me anything what would it be?
32] When's the last time you saw me?
33] Do you think our ...friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34] Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35] Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?
36] If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37] What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38] If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39] Do we 'hang'?
40] Do I cross your mind at least once a day?

<3

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 18 June :: 5.52pm
:: Mood: Elatedly Spasmodic
:: Music: Filthy/Gorgeous - Scissor Sisters

YESSSS
XDDDD

Numa Numa SO just came onto Yahoo! LaunchRADIO.

I was like... "YESSSSSSSSS"

And they translated it, too! XDDD

I'm listening to the "Scissor Sisters" now.

But.. it doesn't quite sound like sisters to me o---O

If yoo know what I mean.

<3

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Jaganshi

:: 2005 18 June :: 3.52pm

I ordered a tent a few weeks ago and I just found it. It must have been here for days, but instead of leaving it at the front door, they left it in the garden by the back door. Read: in the garden.

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Jaganshi

:: 2005 17 June :: 5.22pm

I'm Lithaladhwen
Lithaladhwen: My mother said she just ate at a restaurant called "Massa's."
Lithaladhwen: She said the service was fantastic.
Lithaladhwen: When I asked, she said, "No. They did not call me Massa at Massa's."
CGNakibe: Heh.
CGNakibe: You had to ask, eh?
Lithaladhwen: Come on. Of course I did.

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 13 June :: 4.18pm
:: Mood: Elated.

My Faery Dream
Okay, so I was at this new day of school or something, and I had a little purse and a back-pack thing, I don't know why. By close to the end of the day I had lost the purse and left the back pack crud with Eli and then I found the purse but I couldn't find Eli! I guess it didn't really matter that much. Then there was this crazy guy who wanted to ass rape my dad ( I think that's who it was, it could of been my other cousin, Brad ) and Kristen ( my cousin, Brad' sister ) So that was scary. We were baracading the doors and there would be these little flecks all around that were.. faeries or something?

So you'd shoo the off by balling your fingers into the crook of your thumbs, then flicking them out really quickly. You'd do this repeatedly and they'd go away. It was some kind of magic or another. So we did that but he some how got in and we were fighting him with the finger-flicking, and you'd blow on him 'cause that was magic, too, somehow. I don't know!

So then we get out of the house, whoever-man-it-was, Kristen, my little LITTLE brothers and I. ( I don't know, Dave musta been 6 and JJ 4 or something ) So we're runnin' and then we're at this banquet ( my memory's fading, it's been about a half hour since I woke up ) and everyone's eating and I'm like "Don't eat, Jesus, can't you see it's faery food?!" 'cause I guess I knew it would brain wash you or something. But I was REALLY hungry, so I ate like.. a peice of bread or something. I do like the bread e----e

Then this dog got up in between us and I flicked at him and he shrunk away xDD And then a cat got on the table and I was like "FAERY CAT!" and stabbed it with my spoon..? And it.. SANK INTO THE TABLE! So you could only see it's back and I kept, like, stabbing it until it went away xD 'Cause I'm a loser like that, then I got everyone up and we started running, and I had my spoon of power. I some how like.. turned into one of the Sailor Stars? o---o I think I mighta been Yaten.. I don't remember, but it was weird.

Okay. Yeah. Wow.

FAERY CAT! >---<

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 9 June :: 3.04pm
:: Mood: AUGHHH!
:: Music: My heart beat. ( My ear's stuffed up o---o )

WOMG! >
NEVER.. TAKE.. DAYQUILL!

YOO WEEL DIEEE!!

Okay, so I was taking a pill for my cold ( which I STILL have >< ) and totally gagged. I was like "o-----o BLEAHEAHDASDHH! ~shpit~ Ewww" so I thought "Mmkay, I'll just take some cough syrup." To me, syrup ees SOU much better than.. a peel. Sure, eet tastes liek ze shitz, but eh! Eh! You can't gag on it, riet?! WRONG! LOSER!

So I find the DayQuil, oukay? "Hmn! Only two tablespoons! Shouldn't be THAT BAD!" WRONG.. AGEN! LOSER! >
Sou's I pour the vile orange liquid eento ze leetle cup-ee thing. "Hmn.. doesn't smell to bad" Okay, it didn't really smell bad, but whatever, WRONG! SOME MORE! LOSER!

So I start drinking the stuff and I almost gag again! Not only is it thick and crazy menthol, the menthol ees SOU.. STRONG that my THROAT ees on FIERRRRRRR! FIAAAAA! Sweet Jesus! So basically, today's psychosis is that of a doctor..

"HURT THEM.. to HEAAAAAL THEMMM!"

Yoo knou what, doc? I should hurt yoo tou heal meee! ~scalple!

"OH SWEET JESUS, NOOO!"

BWAHAHAHAHAH! ~spurt, slirt, slash, cut, cadaver~

Okay. It's shower time. Maybe. Hopefully Steven doesn't hate me still and will drive me to UTurn. Sou I can see some shmexies.. ~cough~Alex~cough~

Yeah.

I love you Steven.. ~mumblesnickergigglesnort~

e------e;

Keith, why aren't you at my house?

And JADE, why aren't YOO at MAI HOUZ!?!?!

And Naomi, I'm still REALLY sorry about yezterdai, mannn.

And GERARD WAY, WHY AREN'T YOU AT MY HOUSE?! T----T

Love, my darlings, love.

~ Zeh Emz ~

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Jaganshi

:: 2005 5 June :: 12.31pm

Sometimes I wish I had something to talk to people about besides RP... but I guess I should be grateful that nothing is going on. What's that old Chinese curse? "May you live in interesting times."

So, while I may be very boring to the rest of you for a while, I'm content with the lack of excitement for the moment. Nothing much will happen up here this summer... nothing good. So, if I ever throw down a really long entry you'll know that something bad has happened and I've decided to be interesting again.

So. Voila. Another post.

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Jaganshi

:: 2005 3 June :: 4.26pm

The Slippery-Slope of Same-Sex 'Marriage'

And to balance us out...
Logical Fallacy: Slippery Slope

I'm not trying to start a debate here though one would be fun, I'll not deny. I'm simply passing on an interesting connection. I can't believe the article proclaims its own key flaw so proudly, like a neon sign that says, "LOOK! We don't fully understand logical argument!"
At some point when I'm really really bored I'll go through and find as many of the formalized fallacies as I can in this article. Right now I'm just content to read it and laugh. I feel if even one person is offended by this journal post (either by the article posted or my scornful attitude), I've done my good deed for the day.

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Jaganshi

:: 2005 3 June :: 1.56pm

Pass the damn thing. I command it.

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Jaganshi

:: 2005 3 June :: 12.28pm

Cut tag to preserve you from angsty introspection
Read more..


The Angel

I dreamt a dream! What can it mean?
And that I was a maiden Queen
Guarded by an Angel mild:
Witless woe was ne'er beguiled!

And I wept both night and day,
And he wiped my tears away;
And I wept both day and night,
And hid from him my heart's delight.

So he took his wings, and fled;
Then the morn blushed rosy red.
I dried my tears, and armed my fears
With ten-thousand shields and spears.

Soon my Angel came again;
I was armed, he came in vain;
For the time of youth was fled,
And grey hairs were on my head.
~William Blake

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jaganshi

:: 2005 2 June :: 12.49pm

hothellsingpic
you are a..MODERN vampire. you are pretty much in
the middle of good and evil. you dont mind
humans, but you like going along with your
insticts as well. you show your opposite sides
at very different times. you can be kind and
merciful, but suddenly harsh and cold. you
sometimes make a game of it. are you kidding?
are you serious? one wrong step and who knows!
you love tranquill water, going with the flow.
you are pretty nutral


what kind of vampire are you?(hellsing pics)
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