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2003 15 October :: 9.28 pm
:: Mood: thankful
:: Music: ccsdaukrjhasd9kfu
LORD I LIFT YOUR NAME ON HIGH!!!haha
things are deffinetly going better..
I patched things up with katherine
school is going great, im starting to talk to daniele :-D!!!!
i hope this friday goes well.kat is gonna shadow me..
Im gonna dip...katheirnes right, God will make everything better..:-D...thank you..To the big guy
Gnight <3
SAbbbbbbb-eeeeeeeeee
2 i love you... |
for forever and today |
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2003 14 October :: 9.17 pm
fucked up everything
i have lost all sense of self. i dont understand what has happened.i hate this life i have been givin. i dont have friends, none of them are true at least. katheirne could give a shit, antonella soesnt even talk to me, marcella is the same,eden tries, but i dont know. its not the same.i think i was reading to much into my friendships..if thats what u want to call them. i know katheirne might read this and be hurt, but its the truth, i dont see how she could say were bst friends, if she doesnt even try anymore..doesn call me or talk to me, we always fight, she pissed me off with this hallowen shit.i just wanmt to be by myself now, in a box, with no one else.i dont want to hear " omg it was so much fun", if i do, i swear,i will break and everything will come out.i cant stanbd this anymore.i want to ay my last goodbyes.
i thought things were comming together, and i realized there only falling apart..
i dont want u to feel sorry for me, i dont care what u have to say...just..fuck off..
sabrina.fire me up.
3 i love you... |
for forever and today |
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2003 12 October :: 10.35 pm
i worked today, i didnt do mnuch besides do that and sleep..i also am trying to teach a monkey some new tricks ( micah to care) its going to be hard. i hate it.why doesnt he understand i love him and only him.? hes an imbasle sometimes...but w.e..
Sabby
for forever and today |
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2003 11 October :: 11.27 am
well, last night i went to a dance at school..it was alright.no one besides brook, sam,elizabeth, and missy would tlak to me though.but..w.e..i dont care...tonight i uave to work..woo.
bye..
sabby
for forever and today |
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2003 5 October :: 8.00 pm
:: Music: yellowcard
way away away from here ill be..
well...today is the holiday...it sucks...but i have to do it ya know? this afternoon i broke up with t.j..its a reliefe..i didnt like him like that...hes not my type..at all..but i learned my lesson..lol..last ngiht i went to boomers in dania beach..it was fun..i went with kat..we went on the rollercoaster, and the go karts and laser tag..my back is killing me!but it happens...iv been listening to yellowcard.there really good..thanks to kat..:-)..ill be writing in my journal alot, sincei i ahve nothing better to do..lol..im gonna dip...tata..
chow bella.
Sabb-e
Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
And even though you are next to me I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own
can u figure out my ultimate sin..ill give u a clue..
5 i love you... |
for forever and today |
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2003 4 October :: 7.23 pm
i have commited the ultimate sin.
for forever and today |
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2003 3 October :: 11.40 pm
:: Mood: fuck!!!
:: Music: story of the year
FCUK FUCK FUCK!!!!
WELL..tonight was so bad! i went to teh movies with kat and t.j...and 1.he read digiman magazines!2.he said i have love handles!!!3.he is tazking some otehr girl to homecomming...NOT ME!!..i dont know what to do..god damn...im so pissed...ill updat you..
Sabby
I lie for only you. And I lie well.
I wish u would say i love you back..but then again...lying is a sin...
2 i love you... |
for forever and today |
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2003 2 October :: 11.11 am
if i hurt you..then im sorry..please dont think that this was easy...
I would love to say life is great, but lying is a sin..
for forever and today |
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2003 1 October :: 9.37 pm
they say the grass is always greener ont e other side, but im going to have to disagree..i had craved for someone, anyone..but now that they are here...i think id like to take my words back...are feelings like old toys...can u just throw them away?
2 i love you... |
for forever and today |
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2003 28 September :: 11.49 am
:: Mood: weird
:: Music: ...
well
falling in love, when ur dead..
5 i love you... |
for forever and today |
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