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shinigami

:: 2005 11 April :: 9.24am

I had some really crazy ass dreams last night...
The first one was about these weird aliens that came to earth in space pods, but they were so small it wasn't necissary to have them as big as they were. The aliens were a cross between a crab and a scorpian. And for some reason my co-workers were there in my team trying to destroy the aliens before they destroy the world. But when the team leader (and my general manager, Marti) tried to shoot it with her gun, it hardly did anything! So then I was escorting my family somewhere and I was a little gun happy while doing so. Why they let me have a gun I will never know. Then it went back to the co-workers where Marti and Vana (ones of the salutas) was looking for spells to kill the aliens with. But for some reason there were only two people in the entire world who had a summon strong enough to take out many of the aliens, everyone else would just use magic, but sending out people on the front lines (because they don't have any magic and were protecting the people using magic) was like suicide because weapons didn't hurt them much. That was my first dream.

My second dreams was that I was a waitress at a resturant (it was actually called Macaroni Grill) but the resturant was changed from a house to the resturant so there were all kinds of different style rooms, like one of them was a 70's theme, another was a dance room theme, and there was even a maze. For some reason there was a beach and some cute guy was hitting one me, but I don't know why. Oh yeah, there were more of my co-workers there, but they didn't do much. Um, that's all I can remember. ^_^;

1 i love you | for forever and today


shinigami

:: 2005 6 April :: 11.37am

Um, I dyed my hair last night from light ash brown to medium ash brown. I guess my hair really liked the color 'cause it took to it very well.

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shinigami

:: 2005 4 April :: 2.51pm

Well that was embarassing. I just cried in front of my French professor.

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losttt

:: 2005 2 April :: 1.25am

worlds blown up again. when the world blows up, dont pull a wedensday.

tell me who is the stronger.the one who puts themself out in rage.insulting.demeaning.anger.or is it the one who takes the others pain. feels it. cries. accept the pain. dont take it out on others.

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shinigami

:: 2005 1 April :: 12.45pm

To keep or not keep this shirt? Tell me what you think.
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Shinigami

:: 2005 31 March :: 4.26pm

I'm sorry, I lost the DDR tournament. I have shamed all of woman kind...

for forever and today


losttt

:: 2005 28 March :: 12.42pm

gotta get this over with. gotta groove. but before my lips move, let it be known i feel serene calm clean
peace soldier alot of hate in me thats why im about to rip
so while reading this i hope you slip trip on your conscience. you might fight with your inner emotions and i hope you do. think back on things. reminisce. and now shut the fuck up and let me be pissed.

bryan katusak i looked at you;treated you. like my boy. and you got the nerve to fuck me like some toy. bitch. to be honest with you man i wanted to fuck you up beyond belief. never hold that in disbelief. but thats not like me to start violentry. too big to play that dumb little game. with you pussy i dont have too many words to share. but know this. im not starting any shit with you.im getting this over getting this through. i shoulda done this along time ago but fuck off alright im goddamn slow. anyways man in the gist of all this im saying were cool man, past is past and i like to let things be, we used to be bros remember that. but dont ever fuck with me again. and in the end. its all peace man so have a good one.

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shinigami

:: 2005 28 March :: 8.04am
:: Mood: Bittersweet

Mat just left. Now I have to wait a whole week until I get to see him again. *sigh*

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shinigami

:: 2005 26 March :: 12.02am

I GOT INTO GVSU!!

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shinigami

:: 2005 23 March :: 10.49pm

And now I have the exact same fucking schedual as last weekend. I'm going to pass out on someone.

[edit @ 1:20am]
New layout time. Bleachness.

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