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shinigami

:: 2005 14 January :: 1.05am

I made a new friend on FFXI. His name is Atreiius and he's a newb like me. I also met my friend from Japanese class, Joe Swartz, he helped out a lot because he's like level 50 something. Yay! FFXI is fun now that I have people to talk to!

1 i love you | for forever and today


Shinigami

:: 2005 13 January :: 7.46pm

Odd...





Your EQ is


153


50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!

51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.

71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.

91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.

111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.

131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.

150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.


2 i love you... | for forever and today


Shinigami

:: 2005 12 January :: 11.30pm

I finally have the fucking internet.
Yeah, so I got back here and found out my internet car was broken. So it took me until today before work to get it, and then I had to wait until after work to actually get on because I supposedly had a virus on my computer (not). Anyway, nothing really interesting to report, I have Japanese but my teacher is a fricking Nazi, and I already know everything, so whatever. Everything else is ok. I guess. I just miss hanging out with people who want to hang out with me and I miss Mat a lot. I'm sick of eating alone. Other than that, oh well.

2 i love you... | for forever and today


shinigami

:: 2005 8 January :: 4.43pm

Well, my car is in wonderful working order, it's clean inside and out, and I transfered all my stuff from my crap old laptop to my new one. I feel happy about that, but not too happy that I'm leaving tomorrow.

3 i love you... | for forever and today


losttt

:: 2005 9 January :: 2.36pm

feels like dying
dead trying
drum silouhette rat tat tat

someone lit a bomb tuesday my name scatterbrain ever since. vicodin and all the other shit with this wisdom teeth mouth garbage fucks up the head id suggest just opting to go into a coma for a few days to recover if you ever need your wisdom teeth gone. whadda crazy ass week to start the new year definetly a few screws loose for sure ahh but im tightening those bitches up. i wish we would have had breakfast babe but oh darn it will have to be another day i hope. got to go back to boca raton soon and get back up in the riff raff but this time will be different im not gonna waste these months sitting and smoking and shitting. the 3 S's haha. im gonna start writing and using my mind again that shit feels like its been on pause too long and im gonna learn to play the fucking geetar if it kills me im not blowing shit out my ass i am going to learn and going to kill with it hell yea. lets all have some fun.

for forever and today


losttt

:: 2005 7 January :: 11.23pm

dizzyspell in my head. big juan.

for forever and today


losttt

:: 2005 7 January :: 12.10am

dah babe all the gush it smells like a tush pubic hair can look like a bush annd you make my heart melt to mush
the same heart you drive up the wall and make crazy as fuck
it can feel alot of different ways but it always goes back to mush

for forever and today


shinigami

:: 2005 5 January :: 9.10pm

I got FFXI last night and have been playing it a good portion of the day. My character is a blond Elvaan named Realia. (pronounced 'reil-ya') I tried to get a screen shot but for some reason I just can't get it right. So I'll try again later. Anyway if anyone else has XI let me know and maybe we can go adventuring some time!

5 i love you... | for forever and today


shinigami

:: 2005 3 January :: 6.54pm

I found this really cool website with all kinds of awesome Japanese stuff. The address is www.jlist.com, as much cool regular Japanese stuff that there is there, there's just as much hentai stuff. So, if you want to ignore all the hentai, go to the 'G' rated version. Have fun!

5 i love you... | for forever and today


shinigami

:: 2005 2 January :: 12.42pm

Can anyone help me make my journal look nice? For some reason I can't get it. So, post and I will provide more info if you don't see what the problem is.

4 i love you... | for forever and today

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