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cait0880

:: 2003 15 May :: 9.21am
:: Mood: SICK!
:: Music: Rancid

i feel so sick.
alright so i didnt go to school again because i feeel really sick. you know when you get so sick, that its almost hurts to walk. and you feel weak and like ur head is going to blow up. ah thats how i feel. it sucky

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cait0880

:: 2003 14 May :: 8.58pm
:: Mood: sick

today i felt sick so.
i went home and i sleeped alot and i went to work and it sucked cuz i fetl so sick and they made my play tag. i dont think ill go to schoool tommorow or maybe ah i duno

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cait0880

:: 2003 13 May :: 7.08pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: none .

thinggg
`*..do you drink// i have but i dont really like it

`*..how many times have you been d.runk// alot in the summmer time but not lately

`*..is your best friend a virgin// some are. most i think like 2 arent? there mostly boys but then again i dont know if i even have a best friends eh i duno

`*..do you wear short shorts// never

`*..how many people have you slept with// one

`*..do you get along with your mom// i hate the whore

`*..how many guys have you kissed// one time be and kris counted all the people we have kisssed isnt that cute? i got like 21 or something

`*..been so d.runk you couldn't remember your name// never

`*..do you have any eating disorders// nope.

`*..piercings or tattoos// i have the top of my bellly i want the botton i got my nose and industral

`*..do you wear shirts that show your clevage// na

`*..ever wear shirts that show your belly button// not reallly.no

`*..have you ever smoked// yea

`*..are you a regular smoker// not no more

`*..do you have any kids// at work hehe but no

`*..do you think you could be pregnant// im so over that


WEiRD QUESTiONS..


`*..ever find yourself wishing to poke people with sticks// YEs!

`*..ever taped your nose to your face// um yea who doesnt

*..do you wish you could live in another realm// no?

`*..have you ever ran in circles like an elf// yummm elfs

`*..do you pick your nose for a living// welll its kinda comes along with the nose piercing

`*..do you fart in public// no

`*..do you pick wedgies in public// i dont get them alot

`*..what's your view on religion//its gay

`*..ever stop to smell the roses//no.

`*..what about wake up and smell the coffee// yea all the time my house smells like it

`*..can you smell// yea unlike someone i know

`*..gotten so d.runk you didn't know where you were// no maybe yea


MORE QUESTiONS..

`*..what is the most common question you get asked// um how are you??

`*..your usual response// suck my dick

`*..what's your natural hair color// brown

`*..eye color// light brown?

`*..how tall are you without shoes// short....5"1

`*..favorite colors// black and red

`*.what's your highest level of education// 10th grade.

`*..how many surveys have you taken// alot there fun when im bored

`*..do you have any siblings// yea

`*..if yes how many// two.

`*..do you have any pets// yeppp.

`*..if yes, what kind// dog and mice

`*..what's your sexual prefrence//boys

`*..do you agree that men are little boys in men's bodies// syre?.

`*..do you have your own site// sure

`*..do you sleep with clothes on// when i fall asleep that way

MUSiCAL STUFF..

`*..favorite band// i think sublime

`*..favorite song// i dont think i have one

`*..what song most describes you// ummm under the sea

`*..what song shows how you feel about your best friend// um that one woody sings to buzz...ah it makes me cry and weezy sings it also its you got a friend in me
`*..what song makes you cry// you got a friend in me heheh i love toy story

`*..what song describes your love life// ummm same.

`*..what song describes your happiest moment// um i dont know SAME?

`*..what song describes your worst moment// same

`*..what song describes life for you// same.

`*..what song describes your feelings for your enemy// um the i dont know.

`*..what's your one favorite lyric// "you got a friend in me ...do do do do do do" hehehe

`*..what lyric reminds you of an exlover// shut up god.

`*..what lyrics do you want the world to hear// DAM WOODY!?

EVEN MORE QUESTiONS..

..and some repeated..

`*..eaten a box of oreos// no

`*..been on stage// yea but not like for soemthing i just ran up there

`*..dumped someone// yes.

`*..gotten in a car accident// no not really.

`*..been in love// i am in love.


EiTHER//OR..

`*..coffee or hot choccolate// hot

`*..neve campbell or jennifer love hewitt// girls ewe

`*..tom cruise or brad pitt//boys ew

`*..jeans or cords// jeanss.

`*..sweater or sweatshirt// sweatshirt.

`*..t-shirt or tanktop// shirts


iN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU..

`*..cried// maybe

`*..helped someone// more like been helped

`*..bought something// food

`*..gotten sick// no wait yea head

`*..gone to the movies// no

`*..said i love you// to lou hehe but not to kris :(

`*..written a letter// na

`*..moved on// na

`*..talked to an ex// yea

`*..missed an ex// no

`*..talked to a crush/ i wish

`*..had a serious talk// yeah.

`*..missed someone// YEA

`*..hugged someone// yup.

`*..fought with your parents// yea

`*..fought with a friend// yea i think


DO YOU//WHAT..

`*..wear eye shadow// a little somtimes

`*..put on a 'front'// what?

`*..kiss on the first date// i dont dat?

`*..have a crush on someone// yessss

`*..eat with your mouth open// i dont think so.

`*..color is the carpet in your room// wood.

`*..the last CD you bought// umm god i dont remeber i think......choking victim a mad long time ago


RANDOM QUESTiONS...

`*..how did you spend last summer// coke kris and other things

`*..when's the last time you showered// morning

`*..are you lonely// alot.

`*..are you happy// no.

`*..are you wearing pajamas// na

`*..are you talking to someone online//na.

`*..what's your astrological sign//sag.

`*..what are you listening or watching right now// my mom bitch

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cait0880

:: 2003 13 May :: 2.39pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: none cuz its all fucked up

Now i know regrets are worthless but if i could only take some back
so today i did something total dumb. normady asked me if i wanted a k line i total forgot my new found drug free life for that moment in time for some reason and said yes. it was stupid and even more so to do it in school. i told lou right away cuz i didnt want him to be mad. i coudnt go to gym like that so lou played me with me jack came told me to get sugar if i want it to go away so i drank a peach snapple. and within the end of that period i felt a little better but stilll sleepy. so then i went to math and no one was there at all...grrr...i wish i didnt do this shit cuz i need to pass gym and be drug free and a goood kid cuz i wanna stop and be good like lou and rios and galler and other good kids like that hhaha

im starting to realize maybe i need some more friends who are girls. i dont really lilke most of them. but i need someone to talk to about stupid shit my guy friends dont care about or maybe i dont ...i dont know fuck that im just rambleing

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cait0880

:: 2003 12 May :: 8.12pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: greenday

i am super sleepy
so today was a pretty normal day. i went to school so tired and stilll am. i was so sleepy i felt like fucked up. james told me something that i dont belive and if its true i dont want to belive. im kinda starting to look on the bright side of quting stuff. like i loook at people and im just like wow there throwing there life away. and then i realize that was me and can be me again in a matter of seconds and i know i was worst. kris leavin can be a good thing in some ways.l it pushes me to stop and when he gets back we can just be together for once not total cracked out. haha. so i went to work today. that lady is such a fucking bitch. i wanted to tell her off so bad today, but i stoped my self because i realize by next week works over cuz that school thing ends for me then and now i gotta look for a new job. because with out one i feel as if im doing nothing with my self. and i only get depressed when i am home alone. and spending all school days doing to wont help.
so last night i got really upset again. i almost cryed myself to sleep again. i really misss kris and its almost been a month
ahh im so stupid i know someone said it wasnt normal in a comment and i guess there right i gotta get over my self. but its so hard. im quiting coke and geting over losing someone who i reeally love at the same time its hard for me.

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cait0880

:: 2003 11 May :: 7.48pm
:: Mood: hot

Coufused
i dont know what i want to do. i really miss kris still. and i know alot of people probaly think "well shut up" but its been almost a mouth and i still cant. i see peoples profiles and how they say i love __ and it makes me sad cuz im jealous i think. because they at least still have the person they "love" even though most of the people with that are immature but i wont get into that. i just dont know if i should still be missing him after what he did to me(tellling on me) i just dont know if its normal for me to still cry and bitch about this whole kris shit. i mean if i was someone else looking at me id total be making fun of them

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cait0880

:: 2003 11 May :: 6.45pm
:: Mood: counfused headache
:: Music: a global threat...

boreddd
1. Are you male or female?:im a little girl

2. Describe yourself:im a girl im mean i have brests and hair and other women like parts

3. How do some people feel about you?: i think people think im angry and mean and i suck but i duno you tell me

4. How do you feel about yourself?: not very good i feel sad and like i said i think i suck

5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest:i just lost my boyfriend to cocaine (hes in rehad) but you kids know that so i miss and love him?

6. Where would you rather be?:id rather be dead

7. Describe what you want to be:happy

8. Describe how you live:i live with very mean parents who tell me they hate me dont care about me and lovely shit like that

9. Describe how you love:i dont like love but i love kris

10. Share a few words of wisdom:life sucks

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cait0880

:: 2003 11 May :: 3.21pm

well i cant say i didnt think i would get higher
I scored a 86% on the "Are you depressed?" Quizie! What about you?

but thats enough tests im guna try and watch lilo and stich on my computer (kris loved that movie :tear:)

oh yea mom came home i was nice she was at some nurse meeting thing so she said i could take her free stuff cuz at those things they get free pens with like pill names on them soo i got a teddy in a doctors thing some kind of beany thing and a ducky cuz nurses get cool stuff and some mints so nice of her to give me the free stuff hehe

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cait0880

:: 2003 11 May :: 2.56pm
:: Mood: dirty
:: Music: empty house no sound

bored home alone

You're Charles Manson!


What Serial Killer are you?
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HEHE just like in real life
costume
roleplay


What's YOUR sexual fetish?
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ah tests make me unbored what can i say

You are the typical feminist, depressed, artist.
You go against the crowd and do everything you
can to be different. Too bad noone notices.
Try communicating with people, not just looking
down on them.


What kind of typical high school character from a movie are you?
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toy storty makes me happy
Mr. Potato
You are Mr. Potato Head! You're always the one
wise-cracking, being Mr. Sarcastic. Yet you're
always there to "lend a hand" to a
friend, and help them out.


What Toy Are You? (TOY STORY 2)
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AHHHHH these is anthoer toy stort test and i got the coolest dude
HASH(0x86aab74)
You are like Weezy, small, and just there to take
up space and squeak at people


What Toy Story Character are you?
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cait0880

:: 2003 11 May :: 1.31pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: buzzcocks

i really Hate mothers day
so my mom still isnt home but she will be soon and i know im just going to get my self into alot of trouble because i cant pretend i love my mom when she is so mean to me all the time it isnt fair for me to have to act like she is a good person and should get love from other people
my dad was being a dick also he said something about the hair testing im geting scared whats going to happen if they test me before i get to use the stuff. you gotta use it like at least 8hours before i really hope i can get around to that. but if i do it going to be sooo good because i will be total free again from her and she wont be able to say shit about drugs.

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cait0880

:: 2003 10 May :: 11.06pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Misfits :)

Ah good old matt
so tonight my daddy droped me off at the moots(fingers or matt) house then me and him meet lou at the mall. we played. i tried to get lou to fight me. spit on him alot. stuff keeped making me think of kris and id be like to matt ohhh kris in a joking way but it was reallly kinda upset. i miss the dam kid oh soo very much. anyways we went to borders then went right back to the mall pretty dumb then lou left and me and matt loooked at the gay peoople who make it soo freakin ovious they are on E its anyoing hahah so then i went to matts house for like 20 mins we played with these weird things and i tried to eat a rubber chicken but it didnt work.

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cait0880

:: 2003 10 May :: 6.32pm

Jill left a comment about peter and all that stuff and i think she is total right and i think im going to make sure if anyone talks about it near me i just walk away

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cait0880

:: 2003 9 May :: 11.18pm
:: Mood: aggravated

Ah well im sick of peoples shit
Alright so im really geting sick of all this coke shit i mean im fucking stoping and all i get is peoples shit like peter is just talks about it all period and peter well i love the kid but he need to shut up about it in front of me cuz it made me sick like it hurt in my chest and my thoat felt like it closed it reallly made me mad and peter needs to stop also hes going no where
lets see who else matt galler i love galler so much but today i was saying how he did something bad and he was like go sniff some coke but i forgave him liek 2 periods later cuz hes galler and its alrigft
but when galller said it james came in and said somehting also then later outside during a bottle game i told him i wasnt joking and i was really pissed so he told me to kill my self then tried to say it was a joke and he was sorry but i dont care its bull shit so i said fuck you cuz thats enough forgiving him my head fucking gets bashed one day and the next day he wants me dead. i need to stay mad i need to prove i am not going to put up with his shit for once i will not give in to james stupid fucking puppy kerri ass fingering loving face. god dam kid

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cait0880

:: 2003 8 May :: 6.19pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Rancid

I miss kris agian
so today i went to school. lou gave me that stuff. so nice of those boys. i wish they would take my money. so anyways i left bio and my teacher went to check to see if i was in the nurse and i wasnt soo i dont know i dont really care about geting in trouble very much. so my belly botton is mad fucked up and that chick javi asked me to come over after school so she can fix it ... i might go...maybe hanging out with a girl for a change would be good for me...
so i am still dispointed with what kris did to me but i do really miss him again. sometimes it just hits me that he is really gone for a while and maybe when he gets back it wont be the same and he wont care for me anymore cuz i dont see how someone who said they lovedd me could just tell on me like that when they know how crazy my mom is but then u can say that maybe he told cuz he does care about me. but then again i just cant help but be hurt ah welll i care about him no matter what and i think even if he gets back and it doesnt work out then he will always be very importand cuz everything i did that makes me who i am pretty much i did with him .. like coke....which isnt really a good thing about me ....which is why im stoping....plus i dont think anyone forgets the 1st person they ya no did that thing u do with
well bye

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cait0880

:: 2003 7 May :: 3.03pm
:: Mood: thankful
:: Music: Aquabats

Such nice boys they are
so lou went with ted today to get that stuff and he gave me back the money again but i gave him 10 dollors cuz i feel bad about it ,,, mayer and rios went with him
uh i dont know what else.

oh and thanks jill for that comment i dont know why people are stupid and say they dont like you cuz ur a nice girl so thanks

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