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2005 19 January :: 8.41pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: our first song --> only one, yellowcard
Right when everything was perfect, it all came crashing down..
She broke up with me Ali she broke up with me, i feel like my whole world is gone and i have nothing left. Ali i really just want to die. More than anything. Ali please tell me wat to do cuhz i jus want to die. i wanna kill myself for the first time since i got outta the hospital. This is it i think. She says were going to get back together. And she says she wants to be friends. I cant do that! I cant be only friends with her. I swera to god i luhv her more than ive ever loved anyone or anythina nd i jus wanna be with her soo damn bad.
But i guess since, she needs this that im going to have to wait. I sure as hell hope we get bak together but ya know ive heard that before. But if this is going to make her happy then okay. Ali im sorry to lay this all on you, but your the only person i really feel like i can turn to now, and the only person who will listen to me, i luhv you soo fuckin much and im sorry and please pray, not that we get back together, but pray that she feels better soon, and that things get better for her. I'd really appreciate it, luhv u tons babi gurrrl <33!
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look for the girl with the broken smile
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