All in a days work

All in a days work

:: 2004 29 May :: 1.20 pm
:: Mood: somewhat sad and jinxed
:: Music: 97.9 GRD

another one bites the dust, why...oh why...oh why???
so yea, jess and i babysat a one year old last night. not that fun, she didn't go to sleep till like one in the morning and then the cute little kitten kept waking her up after she did finally fall asleep.

so this morning sucked big balls! yeah, so we're sitting with the baby in the living room, amanda was sleeping, and her room mate and her daughter were in the bathroom getting ready. well, the baby 8 week old kitten was in there with them, and the dumb fucking rotweiller dog got in there and killed the kitten! i head her roomate val screaming at the dog to let the kitten go, so ran in there and grabbed the dog's collar. he was shaking the kitten so hard and everything. the poor thing never had a chance. so i pulled the dog off of the kitten, it ran out of the room and into val's. i went after it, and it was meowing at me, then stopped, and died. i was so sad at this. i started to cry because i had been playing with this kitten the whole time i was there and protecting to sweet thing from the dog, but you just walk away for a second and it's gone. i dunno i kind of feel partly responsible. i didn't get up right away when i heard val yelling at the dog, or at least i should have had my eye on the cat like i had been doing most of the time. i just feel so horrible....and embarressed for letting them see me cry. it wasnt even my cat and i cried. damn, just the stress has got me fucking emotional, and i hate being emotional so much. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.......

i hate dogs, they all can fucking die...stupid dogs, horrible creatures...damn mean rotweilers, i was starting to believe they were nice, but in the end they're all evil and killers...cuz i know now it was a dog who killed my Bobbi last year, she looked jsut like that poor baby kitten.....i'm cursed, that's 2 cats in 2 weekends, fuck,.....don't let me near your cats, they'll die!!!
*sniffles*

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:: 2004 27 May :: 5.34 pm
:: Mood: neh

We have a new grill!! yayay! i helped my daddy put it together....and when they go off to dinner tonight at the best mexican restaurant in the world (trinies in sparta) i shall grill!!!!! mauhahhahaahhah! if you see smoke out in the middle of nowhere, don't call the fire dept, it's just me grilling! yay! so yeah, i was going to go out to eat with jess tonight then decided neh, then sam said she'd probably call me to do something, but i think i'll just say i can't. today was our last day of dissecting rats. i wouldn't do anything with taking out the brain, and neither would our partner, so instead of mutilating the body, we just said we wouldn't tell nobody and just copy the picture out of the book, it said we could if we mushed the brain, so we said we mushed! mauhahahahah! killing the rats for scientifical purposes is just wrong to me, so poo on them. I mean if it was a cadaver, i really wouldn't mind. i think it'd be really interesting to dissect a human, but a rat or cat is just wrong. i'm strange like that, are i not?
well, here is a little thing that was said a long time ago when things were better aka summer:
"Did the dingo ate your ba-by?"

hahahahaahahhahahah........remember???? if not you may not have been there, but it was funny as was this:
"hint hint, nudge nudge"

ahhh...good times, good times

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:: 2004 24 May :: 6.00 pm
:: Mood: meh

it's my daddy's birthday tomorrow. we haven't gotten him his present yet, my mom and I are going to go out tomorrow after school to go get it. dont tell but we're gonna get him a popcorn maker, he loves his popcorn, and i microwave just burns the popcorn and barley pops it. hmm, well i did my math homework for once, and i actually did more than i had to, which is good, now instead of working on homework tomorrow i can play cards with jessica fox. yeah, i have to study for my oral test for german. it's pretty easy, but gah, i hate memorizing things and i get to me one of the 1st ones because i volunteer for extra credit. yeah, i've got western civ stuff to do, but it's soo boring, its about the industrial revolution. blech, i think i'll just watch the simpsons instead.

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:: 2004 24 May :: 3.27 pm

I miss my Killer
I miss him. my baby kitty, not even a year old and his life taken from him. today i came home and my mom looked at me and asked me what was wrong cuz i looked really really sad. and i said i was fine then, i flopped on the couch reached to pet precious and started crying, quickly ran to the bathroom to hide my tears. I miss him. I talked about him fine at school, but when I get home.....
the house feels so empty without him. there is no other cat as friendly as he. he would let me hold him and not be all tense, he would just lay there and let me pet him without leaving, he purred so quitely yet so loud. i miss my baby.....

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:: 2004 22 May :: 5.36 pm
:: Mood: crying my eyes out

RIP Killer
I've never cried this much in my life. Killer got hit by a car....my daddy let him outside last night and killer never came home, and it's not like him not to come home. so i had this distinct feeling that he was dead on the side of the road. so i started walking down our road and when i felt that he wasn't gonna be there, i started home, and that's when i saw him...dead in the grass across the street. sorry jess but i'm not going to come over tonight after all.....my killer, oh god, my baby....*sobbs uncontrollably*

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:: 2004 21 May :: 9.14 pm
:: Mood: worried

i hate storms, i really hate storms. and i have to live in the woods sourrounded by trees.......gah! *thunder noises* *flash of lightning* wahnnnnn! yikes, scary.......save me from the scary scary storm!

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:: 2004 21 May :: 4.46 pm
:: Mood: happy

i just saved 2 lives. a big turtle and a baby one. the back end of the big turtle's shell was somwhat broke, but i saved them! yay! i kept the little tiny baby one as a pet! yay! new pet! yay! now it's 1 dog, 1 turtle, 1 rat, 2 lizards, 2 fish, and 13 cats! woot woot! i have alot of animals! the turtle is about the size of a half dollar, how cute! yay!

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:: 2004 20 May :: 7.48 pm

yeah, my picture just didn't work out, so i put the next best thing, lol!

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:: 2004 20 May :: 3.32 pm
:: Mood: alright

we got new carpet today. it's kind of a goldy color, meh, its not horrible, but not gorgegus either. yeah my brother got stuck in the muck and it was funny, the truck almost tipped and well i was in the car and it was a little freaky. i took forever to get out, but they finally did and the truck was stuck in the muck! hah, that rhymed! and just for nadia, i'm going to put my picture on here instead of Inyuasha, yep! okay, talk to ya later

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:: 2004 18 May :: 8.52 pm
:: Mood: meh

Ich habe eine neues Journal! Aber es ist auf Woohu nicht....na ja!

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:: 2004 18 May :: 8.50 am
:: Mood: i'm at school, what do you think

hey everybody! i think its sooo funny to start typing in woohu.com on the school comps and getting angelbob to show up! lol talk to ya later class is almost over!

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:: 2004 17 May :: 9.02 pm
:: Mood: discontent

so depressing.....
wow, it's been over a year now......and when i think about it, it still gets me depressed........yea....

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