I took erika to disney on ice the other nite, that show is sweet. They're very good. The costumes are amazing, and the performance's are well put together. We had a blast! After that we went to logans and got stuffed eating alot of food. Whoa buddy!

Saturday I hung out with Micah, B, and Emily, It's cool hangin out with them... It's fun...

Yesterday, I went to church with Erika, and then we went down to Fire Mountain (A restaurant) where no matter how hungry you are, you'll get stuffed... We went there with my poppa and my sister, and ate and ate.. then went mini golfing. I won MUAHAH! That was fun. We have fun together!

Today, is the last day of break sadly :( That sucks. I don't think I'ma be able to get up tomorrow morning, but I'll try, Shyt I should go do some laundry!

-K. Loye

http://inspiringtruth.cjb.net

Wow, today was great... I Went over to Erika's this morning and we're somethin special, I don't even know where to begin on how mature our relationship is. It's based on such a strong foundation. I Love it!

After that, we went down to alpine and she got a magical lil thing for her dress for prom... It's- interesting to say the least. After that I had to go to work, BUT I got out early, cuz hardly anyone showed up, so I went over to Erika's house, and we went down to Woodland, and there Erika fell in love with a dress. And she put it on hold she'll get it tomorrow. It's beautiful, and looks absolutely stunning on her. It's orange and it's got a gold accent to it. so I'm going an Ivory and gold for my tux. I'll get that tomorrow. WHOO HOO! I gotta buy a new watch for it though. and earrings. I can splurge right? Yeah.. I can...

Now I'm home.. chillin... while she's at her friends house. Whoo hoo good day, good day...

-K. Loye

http://inspiringtruth.cjb.net

Well I've been pretty busy around here lately, which is cool, because spring break is normally the time where I don't do shit. But instead I'm working everyday, (have been) and when I'm not working I'd be with Erika, Right now is actually one of the first times that we haven't been together, she's at work right now, n I work later tonight. She's so much fun.

Yesterday, we went prom dress shoppin for her. and it was a frustrating day. It started off good... we went to Rogers plaza, and Davids Bridal, and saw a couple, but didn't really like like any. So we moved on with our hopes still high, and we went to woodland, where she tried on a really sweet dress at Cache I think it is. But it didn't fit right. I thought that it didn't look bad, but she thought so, and her opinion is the one that matters, so we didn't get that one. After woodland, we went out to rivertown, where we had no luck, so by the time that was over it was a frustrating time. So we came back up here, and got a chick flick and ice cream for her. Lol. watched the movie and fell asleep, I stayed at her house till about 500 this morning, when her ma woke us up saying "Erika, it's 5 o clock in the morning" So I left... Gah, I love to be able to be with her and just sleep, it's a great feeling, she's somethin special.

I gotta hang out with my crew Front~Line soon though, We gotta put our CD out, we're pushing it back worse than Jin did. And yall don't know who he is, but we keep pushing our CD release date back further and further.. It's frustrating... We'll get it out soon.. hopefully...

Well I'ma take a nap before work. so Visit my website if you wanna read poetry!

-K. Loye

http://inspringtruth.cjb.net

YEEESSSS! Talent show has come and gone, and it came and went in style. Workin with Liz is a great time. Shes definitly one of the funniest people that I have ever met. Shes quick on her feet. Her and I were the hosts, and it went good, we got alot of laughs, which is a good thing. Seemed like the crowd enjoyed us too.

Our performance, was nothing less than what you'd expect from us. We shocked the entire school, as ryan case ripped off a blanket and exposed himself in a yellow bikini! the crowd went NUTS! I loved every second of it. The william hung went well too. If you missed it, that sucks. cuz It was good. Sooo good, matter a fact! we won! no offense, but its about time! Lol... There were alotta good acts this year, I was actually suprised. So Props to everyone who participated in the 2005 talent show!

Erika- Shes at the Kenny Chesney concert right now, Bet she's havin a blast, I love to see a smile on her face. It's sheer beauty. I can't describe the surge of emotions I get when I'm around her. I juss wanna grab her and hug her, and kiss her all the time! gah! Well thats nothing new.. Lol... yall are prolly gettin sick of readin stuff like that.

I'm sick.. that sucks...

Thats about it

-K. Loye

http://inspiringtruth.cjb.net

We're so great together...

-K. Loye

http://inspiringtruth.cjb.net

Well... There's a lot that is going on right now, and it's cool to know that I'm not overwhelmed... at least I don't feel that I am. I'm sittin here at my house awaiting/hoping to get a phone call from Abercrombie, The interview went good, but I'm not sure about whose gonna get the job. And they said that they were gonna call if you got it on thursday or friday, so if they don't call today, then I'll be in the dark about did I get it and they'll call tomorrow? or did I not get it? Bah! Lol...

But I did get a call from Josh today about the Omirion and GEEZ they still don't know whose all gonna be on tour! so it's still up in the air, he said that it's not looking too good.. But if that's the case maybe I can still go. He said he'd hit me back in like a week.. so Now once again I'm waiting..

Last night was the most memorable night I've had in perhaps our entire relationship. We handle ourselves in such a mature manner, and we know each other so well, even when you get caught up in the moment.. one of us is always where they need to be, and you help the other come back to reality. I've never experienced such a mature- adult relationship with anyone like this before. It's indescribable... I'm so lucky...

Saul Williams is amazing.. Geez he's such a great writer.. I'ma leave you with a random quote by him..

"sometimes I see you
in the bags beneath my father's eyes
and sometimes he sleeps through the night
on the same two pillows that you do"


No relevence to anything. Just a random poem from one of his books...

-K. Loye

http://inspiringtruth.cjb.net

Well well well, The play has really come together (much to my suprise) It was really shakey the night before opening, but it came together on thursday, n I was really happy with the way things went, Friday was even better when I think about it. Much better, people got more relaxed, and it just all fit together, hopefully tonite will be the best out of the 3, I'm looking forward to it. I think it'll either be the best by far, or the worst by far, depending on how the others react to some of the improvs that people throw their direction. So if you see this today, and haven't been to the play yet, you should come!

Still no word on the Omarion yet.. Hopefully I'll hear from Jeshua or Josh within the next week.

I- Keegan Loye might end up working at Abercrombie with Haadz, Isn't that weird? Lol.. I gotta interview on tuesday at 4 wish me luck!

Things have been good. Erika's definitly something else, and I only hope that I make her feel the way she makes me feel, we're so honest with eachother about everything, and weather it's the same opinon as mine, or different, it's hers, and I accept it with an open mind. I love how different some of our views are, it makes our relationship stronger, and helps build on the strong foundation we already have. Gah, your somethin else...

Lazer skate... ROFL it's great...

COME TO THE PLAY!

BUY MY CD WHEN IT COMES OUT! HOPEFULLY NEXT MONDAY!

-K. Loye

Blah so I'm still here without a computer being bored as hell. Doing as much as possible to keep me busy. No computer so no updating really, been a while ay? well lets find a breif synopsis of whats been going on in my life... hmmmm

well school's been straight, juss got done with exams n all that good stuff. I only had em in 1 class n nailed em I think :S- I hope... Plays aight, I don't like singing so that def turns me off from performing it, I juss wanna dance in all honesty, But eh what cha gonna do...

Been keepin myself outta trouble of course, hanging out with Gorter n Haadz lately, which could lead to some trouble, but I think we'll be aight...

My poetrys been kinda slow lately, I've had basically a major writers block- especially when it comes down to trying to write a song, I juss can't sit there and do an entire hook, and 3 verses ne more. its stressful. So I think I'ma stick to doin collabs... My poetry has decreased in amounts that I write, in the past week I think I've only written 1 poem which I may post here in a second. I've been tryna write that thing for graduation but its complicated cuz its such a big thing for me...

Erika- gahhh the best aspect of my life right now. words can't describe the sense of emotions I get when shes around. I'm everything at least it feels like :D things with her have been swinging towards me falling deeply... and well- I don't care! Lol... I'm not gon' sit here and recap all tha shyt we've done together cuz it'd take to long, but its great...

Well I think I'ma go so blah nice updating with yall.. Lmao

Breathe E-Z

~K. Loye

I've been inspired...

Aight, well I just got off the phone with Erika, and we were discussing performances and such, and I got on the talent show tip.. and I've came up with the idea that I'm going to perform a song about My class (class of 2005) And have it be some type of memory type thing. Hopefully it'll be good.. Now after that convorsation, I became inspired to do something huge. and I've been inspired dramatically.. I mean, with something that has so much meaning to me I don't even know where to begin, but I'm hesitant to attempt to for I'm scared of the possible rejection...

I want to recite a poem at graduation... And to me its a huge deal because, I've always kind of wanted to show my class the poetic side of me, and I really haven't been able to show that because of the person I "portray" during the school day and such.. Not only that, but I've watched people recite things on TV at their graduation and its the typical "I remember this" "I'll Never forget this" "Good luck to everyone" Type of speech, and I'll cover those aspects, But Theres SOO Much more I want to state. and show to everyone... Gah, After me and erika talked about that its all I can think about...

I'm scared to ask Mr. A for the fact that he'll say no because he may think its gon' be a rap or because of the "stereotypes" about my lyrics and what not. but Wow, I can't even begin to describe how much I wanna do this... BAHHH!!!

When I get back to school, I'm going to ask him...

What do yall? The readers think? Especially if your in my class... Should I ask for it? Because as we already know, someone else will be saying something, like Marissa Walker, or Someone will be reading something, and I honestly don't want to be the one that people say "Oh, now Keegan's going up there, here comes some kind of rap or something" Ya know?

Maaaaaaaaaaan I juss tried to begin to write something, and I swear this thing would take up until the minute before I'd recite it for me to perfect it... Ahhh...

Descent From Heaven

Drifting further into emotions
With my head gently resting
Above the forgotten clouds
Where angels often dwell.
Forever gazing upon us
From their heavenly estate.

I've asked for an angel,
One I'm able to call my own,
One with the whitest wings
Shaded red in the sunset
Soaring deeper into the night.
To sacred heights that were

Once previously unreachable.
Her features are so majestic
Captivating my very breath,
Refilling my lungs with hope.
Her lips, tenderly pressed
Against my stilled heart.

Bringing blissful motivation
Surging through my veins.
Why would such an angel
Depart from her pedestal
To descends towards humanity?
Trading in her elegant wings
Leaving behind all she knew
To offer me her holy halo?

I asked for an angel
Yet I never expected
One would ever hear my cry.
Humbly I remain unworthy
My eyes no revealing
The figure standing before me,
An angel of my own.