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2005 14 December :: 10.41pm
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(In a chat earlier):
HeartSeedOrchird: The only thing beautiful to me is fire :3
HeartSeedOrchird: Light yourself on fire Rebecca.
sedative03: Fuck you. < -- (I was pissed off at him because he was paying a lot more attention to Demetria than me, and I have histrionic tendencies)
HeartSeedOrchird: Ugh.
HeartSeedOrchird: Grow up Rebecca.
HeartSeedOrchird: Tell me when you're not vomitting up hatred.
HeartSeedOrchird has left the room.
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MathIsFun61: Oh Brandon IMed me.
sedative03: Hm? What'd he say?
MathIsFun61: he asked me how long i'm staying online.
MathIsFun61: I'm going to ask what the hel is up with him.
sedative03: Yeah? 'Kay. Tell me what the convo is.
MathIsFun61: Hey back in the chatroom why were you just brushing Rebecca off? Talking down to her kinda. Humm. I dunno.
MathIsFun61: HeartSeedOrchird: I wasn't.
HeartSeedOrchird: I love Rebecca, she knows it.
MathIsFun61: HeartSeedOrchird: She was being sour though, so I left.
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(A while later)
HeartSeedOrchird: I love you.
sedative03: I love you too...
But I think I'm being too bitchy.
You want Demetria, right?
HeartSeedOrchird: Yeah....
HeartSeedOrchird: She's not into me though.
HeartSeedOrchird: -Shrugs-
HeartSeedOrchird: We all have our moody days.
HeartSeedOrchird: I always bitchy D:
HeartSeedOrchird: I don't think I'll go to sleep.
HeartSeedOrchird: I will, but not until like 3.
sedative03: What, so I'm your reserve? Hahaha. Already happened once, but the guy was ugly.
HeartSeedOrchird: Reserve?
HeartSeedOrchird: No...
sedative03: Lmao. That's what you were thinking.
But I meant that.. since "Demetria's not into you", you just kind of.. I don't know. It made sense in my head, but I don't see where the common sense in the idea went.
HeartSeedOrchird: Hmm.
sedative03: Hmm?
We use the term 'love' too loosely.. I'm confused about whether it's the "I really love you" thing or the "I love you in a family kind of way".
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NOTHING about me at all. SHE had to ask HIM.
And I was being sour, so he left?!
He doesn't give two shits about me enough to ask me why the fuck I'm so bitchy?
And he asks DEMETRIA how long she's gonna stay online. UNFUCKINGBELIEVABLE.
He's the most insensitive ASSHOLE I've ever known!
Whenever he ranted or acted sullen, I'd ask if he was okay.
But obviously, that doesn't seem to matter.
He still hasn't answered.
I don't know why I still care.
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2005 14 December :: 6.18pm
Hahahaaaaa.
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Almost no one in Geometry finished the test today. So I have about an hour to skim everything in Chapter 10 for the test...
AC:WW is sooo cool. *_*
Except my dad didn't plug in the new wireless router (I'm not sure whether this one will work, hopefully it will. -crosses fingers-) and until then I'm stuck with a one-fruit town.
Brandon hasn't been online since yesterday when I logged off. >.>
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2005 13 December :: 6.01pm
Omgomgomg.
My dad bought AC:WW from Wal*Mart.
HOORAH!
Now I have to hurry up and finish my geometry homework, finish that stupid WWI history project, then play a little, then write notes to cheat off of for the test tomorrow.
I think I might have the time. HM.
-ALSSOOOO-
I will have to majorly suck up to my dad now.
Guh.
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2005 12 December :: 9.26pm
Oh great.
So to explain everything AGAIN (the last one got fucking deleted by mistake. Jesus.)
Brandon + Demetria + Me = Same age, met same month, at Gaia slots.
After a few days, Brandon thought he loved me, then I told him stuff about how he should find a girl at his school that he likes, about how I need to pass state tests, and how I don't believe in love overall.
Since two months ago, or less, I met Melissa (same age, has known Brandon for a couple years) and Hannah (same age, known Brandon as long as me).
He's told her (Hannah) that he thinks he loved her too. I'm not sure when, but yeah.
He thinks she's annoying now, and blocks her. They don't really talk anymore.
I wasn't as keen on him as I am now..
I've gotten to know him better, and he makes me laugh and stuff, and he's pretty smart, academic-wise..
But this last convo just.. just blew me away. I was so shocked and hurt.
Read more..
I dunno..
It's probably just my period.. u_u;
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2005 8 December :: 5.29pm
._.
Got my quiz and test back.
Quiz: 50%
Test: 47%
So okay.
I'm actually paying attention in class, trying to figure out how to do my homework.
And this happens??
Wtf is wrong with me?
There's a kind of "joke" about me;
Since I moved to the US when I was still incredibly little, I tell them I was 'Americanized' and that is why I'm not as 'smart' as asians are stereotyped to be.
But the thing is..
I never was that smart.
I'm barely above average smart.
I'm not even sure I have straight Bs anymore.
I think there are a couple Cs now.
Especially in Geometry.
God, how I loathe geometry and algebra.
You know what really got me down today though?
My school doesn't have a Psychology class anymore.
I'll have to wait until college to take Basic Psychology.
AC:WW hasn't come today. My mom thinks it's supposed to come tomorrow or the day after.
Today was just one disappointment after another.
:<
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2005 5 December :: 8.07pm
OMG KIKYOU.
WE MUST VISIT EACH OTHER'S TOWNS. LYK.. SUREEUSLY.
:'DD
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2005 5 December :: 4.38pm
:: Mood: cold
Ahahaha.
So.. Stephanie and I cheated on this one quiz a few weeks ago in Geometry.
Two of the questions we didn't get at all. The only one we got right (out of three) was something really easy and I could've done myself.
We got half-credit. Yah. 50%. WTFFF.
We are going over the Pythagorean Theorem now. It is pretty easy, but I know eventually I'll gasp for Air (capital A for a good grade) and probably Drown (capital D for anything worse than a C).
-moanmoanmoan-
-gripegripegripe-
-whinewhinewhine-
OOHOH, I'm getting Animal Crossing DS either Tuesday-Thursday this week! AAAHHH. < 3333333333
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2005 4 December :: 1.45pm
Guess what?
Love is awesome sucks.
Heartbreak Hotel would be a good band name.
So is Papercut Heart.
And other things pertaining to being female and in love.
Bah.
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2005 3 December :: 2.08pm
Guh.
'Kay so.
All the snow is melting.
From the trees.
The ground.
And my roof.
So it is melting from my roof..
Only now..
Whenever I look at my window..
I THINK IT IS SNOWING AGAIN.
Can melting snow be evil little minxes? Yes, in fact, they can.
3 took it as a sign. |
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2005 2 December :: 9.00am
:: Mood: creative
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Silent beauty,
Why don't you take a walk,
So we can drift away?
Please tell me you feel the same..
Because I don't think I'll be able to take the heartbreak.
The snow falls so gently around us now,
I can feel my breath coming short,
Can you save me, silent beauty?
Can you help me survive this world?
If only, if only I wasn't a burden..
It's the way the world seems to work of melancholy.
The snow falls so gently around us now,
I can feel my breath coming short,
Can you save me, beauty?
Save me, beauty?
Inside, inside the way my mind thinks,
It's no coincidence.
The boy across the street knows no fear,
He dies at the hand of that rapist next door.
So tell me, while the snow falls harder,
Lick my lips to get that secret.
Ingenious incission of only the corporal minds,
Save me, beauty.
Save me.
by-- Life's Scissors
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2005 27 November :: 11.56am
:: Mood: confused
Birthday
HAHAHAH.
[Earlier]
I was standing next to her while she was putting away Shelby's clothes in his room, and I said, "When are we going shopping?"
Mom answers, "Shopping? What for?"
So I say, "Uh.. for.. cake, and stuff.."
[/earlier]
"Oh, it's your birthday today? I was wondering why you were talking about going shopping and a cake.."
THANKSMOM. < 3
She's getting ready (i.e. putting on makeup and all that jazz) downstairs, when she heard my dad go, "So you're taking us all out shopping for your birthday? How sweet!"
So I kinda laugh it off and say, "That's okay. I owe you now. I can forget all about your birthday this year!"
Even though it stung. A little. She's been having memory problems (not real bad) but yeah.. Whatever. I'll make them buy me stuff to make up for my lost dignity.
LIKE THAT BLUE GAMEBOY DS. HOMGZ. A game to go with it.. and a raincheck for Animal Crossing: Wild World next week!! < DDD
EDIT;
Thanks you guys, for the Happy B-days and whatnot.. Especially SHAAARU, for the loverly picture of SEXY SASUKE. xD
< 333 you guys.
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2005 25 November :: 10.05pm
:: Mood: creative
Mean girls
I watched Mean Girls on HBO again. God, I love that movie. Almost as much as I love the movie Red Eye.
I'm turning sixteen this Sunday! Eeee! =DDD
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2005 9 November :: 7.20pm
< 3
Rofl, Jubei.
You made me smile. Hahaha. :d
< 33333
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2005 9 November :: 3.37pm
:: Music: Gackt - Kimi Ni Matteiru Kara
ON A GOOD NOTE. I`m like in EXTREME drawing mode. (=
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2005 1 November :: 8.35pm
HAPPY B-DAY.
HAPPY B-DAY CHRISTIIINE. I LAUB YOU. < 3333333333
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2005 22 October :: 9.24pm
:: Mood: impressed
GUITARRR
OKAYSO.
I was like, asking around Gaia whether anyone knew how to do a few notes I needed... to play this (extremely short) song that popped into my head.
IT GOES;
-notes-
B-G-D-E-C-A-B2-C-A-B2-E-B
I dunno if that makes sense... a lot of the strings and notes are the same letter so I'm like WTFOMGBBQ.
But uhhh...
C= 5th fret on G string
A= 2nd fret on G string
B2= 4th fret on on G string
D= 2nd fret on B string
E= 4th fret on B string
C string = third string from the thinnest. =|
Those of you who can actually play... tell me if I got them wrong. x.x
Plzkthx.
¢¾
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2005 21 October :: 10.17pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Love Goes On - Natalise
Trash and trickery.
So. I'm in that mood.
That hyper mood at 10:20 pm at night, singing, playing guitar, writing stories.
What would you call it?
A burst of right brained actions..
Oh, spoke too soon... -yawn- ... Sleep now. < 3
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2005 19 October :: 8.05pm
:: Mood: contemplative
=[
ten years ago: Hated going to school, so hid under the bed or desk and almost never went.
five years ago: 5th grade.. Ugh. Caught passing a "bad" note, principal involved, etc...
one year ago: FRESHMAN YEAR SUCKED. Bombed my grades. (Not F, but C average...D= )
yesterday: Yesterday? Homeroom kinda class. Pretty fun since I have my friends in it... except for that WHITE FUCKING MOTH IN MY HAIR, THAT LACEY SAID SO LOUD.
five snacks i enjoy: POCKY, korean candy, coffee flavored gum, Oreo Crisps!, uhh... that's about it.
five songs i know all the words to: Who I Am Hates Who I've Been (Relient K), The Future Freaks Me Out (Motioncity Soundtrack), Lunacy Fringe (The Used), Into the Darkness (Kittie), I So Hate Consequences (Relient K)
five places i would run away to: School, Stephanie's house, Nasya's house, Library, Troy's house (since he lives like, right next to me)
five things i would do with a million dollars: Buy my college stuff, invest half, give the other half to parents.
five things i would never wear: Tires.
five fav t.v. shows: That 70's Show, Degrassi, South Park, Radio Free Rosco, Ed, Edd n' Eddy. :'D
five bad habits: annoying, egotistical, manipulative, controlling, stubborn
five greatest joys: Mom, friends, computer, guitar, bed
five favorite toys: ...o_o;
five fictional characters i would date: RON WEASLEY (omgwtfbbq), Draco Malfoy, Dr. Crane, JACKSON RIPPNER..uh... that's it.
five songs I'm currently listening to: None.
five weird things about me: I once imagined haveing sex with my guitar, I like to use people for testing my hypothesis', sometimes when I'm really nervous I cry/giggle at the same time, I hate really short hair-cuts... yeah.
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2005 16 October :: 4.08pm
RO
Downloading RO is a bitch...
-downloads Maple Story instead-
>.>
<.<
>.<
-strums guitar- Love you, looove yooou. -pets-
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