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2004 3 June :: 1.15am
:: Mood: exhausted
I'm tired. Too lazy to clean off my bed though. Picnis was fun. Romped and threw flowers. Saw Justin, he came to school, it was a party. Jorie came over tonight, Benny and Jackie stopped by to give me shoes. Jorie left. I'm talking to keister online. My neck hurts. Gradaution tonmorrw. I'm not excited. :-( I'm confused. I need a road map. So I know where I'm going. That'd be nice. Okay, good bye dudes. Summer is offically here ::yawns::
-patrice
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2004 3 June :: 12.58am
| What is your favorite.. | | gum: | Orbit | | restaurant: | | | drink: | Lemonade | | season: | Winter/fall | | type of weather: | Rain | | emotion: | Contentness..I guess..feeling like everything is falling in place | | thing to do on a half day: | Um..go to lunch, then eat at a park, watch a movie, sleep | | late-night activity: | just hanging out with people, outside is better in my yes.yeah, just relaxing and having fun | | sport: | Gymnastics to watch...running to do | | city: | Umm... Nags Head. Well, Outer banks area | | store: | World Market | | When was the last time you.. | | cried: | Really seriously cried? Kei's party | | played a sport: | I threw flowers at people today | | laughed: | An hour or so ago..picked my sister up from 8th grade dance..aww..it was funny, if you want to know, ill tell you the story | | hugged someone: | Um..Sunday when I left Jorie's house. | | kissed someone: | my puppy kissed me today | | felt depressed: | Today-Picnisish and after. Being alone isn't fun. | | felt elated: | After theatre tech finalish | | felt overworked: | All last week and beginning of this. but it's over for now. | | faked sick: | Week of the show, so I could sleep in | | lied: | An hour ago...to my mommy, she asked me if I danced with anyone at my 8th grade dance and I said no. Because he's gross now. | | What was the last.. | | word you said: | doo di dooo | | thing you ate: | 2 Cookies | | song you listened to: | 100 years | | thing you drank: | Milk | | place you went to: | Junior High to pick up Gabbie | | movie you saw: | LoTR: RoTk | | movie you rented: | um...Monkey Trouble | | concert you attended: | Other then school? TSO | | Who was the last person you.. | | hugged: | Jorie or Jackie..dude! No, it was sarah, I was invadign her bubble | | cried over: | stupid people who make me think too much and feel bad about myself and make me worry | | kissed: | My kitty? :-P | | danced with: | Jorie..we gorilla danced | | shared a secret with: | umm...Jorie | | had a sleepover with: | jackie-o | | called: | Jorie | | went to a movie with: | Jill, Spencer, David, Kyle, Jackie, Benny, Chris, Ashley, Wender | | saw: | Day After Tomorrow | | were angry with: | umm..my parents. they're dumb. | | couldn't take your eyes off of: | O.o;; | | obsessed over: | Johnny Depp | | Have you ever.. | | danced in the rain: | Yes! | | kissed someone: | Nopee | | done drugs: | No | | drank alcohol: | No | | slept around: | No | | partied 'til the sun came up: | Hm..not in a bad way..I'm a good girl O:-) | | had a movie marathon: | Yes'm | | gone too far on a dare: | Hehe, good times. yes. | | spun until you were immensely dizzy: | Hehe! yeah, that was fun. | | taken a survey quite like this before: | Actually, yes. |
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2004 1 June :: 12.22am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Friends..my sister's watching it
I hate chemistry. I'm tired. I didn't get enough of my notes typed up. I can't concentrate. I need to sleep, but I haven't finished it. I think I should just die and get it over with. Who's with me?
Umm..I just want to write, but I can't. I'm really hungry. No one's online tonight to talk to. Well, there's people. But not the people I can talk to talk to. If that makes sense.
I wish I was in a movie, even better...a TV show...things would be all weird for 20 minutes...with a few laughs thrown in..then it would all be solved. Everyone happy. Woo hoo.
(Big long speel I decided to delete goes here..if you're really interested, which I doubt, ask. If I want you to know, I'll tell you. Otherwise, I'll probably lie.)
My mouth is dry. I need water. Good night.
-Patrice
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2004 31 May :: 3.33pm
| A(n) ____ come(s) up to you, what you do is.. | | book: | read it | | Snake: | pet it | | Aunt: | do i like her? | | 4 year-old boy: | ask if he has a mummy | | 92 year-young man: | ask if he has a mummy | | 32 pigs: | run with the piggies | | Bush: | a bush? or the president...one id run in and the other from | | mate: | friend? say hello. | | ex girl/boyfriend: | say hello. | | friend you have a crush on: | turn red im sure | | talking mongoose: | lol yay! id try to talk it too | | inanimate object: | depends what it is... | | random survey: | do the survey |
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| justin timberlake or orlando bloom? | | justin timberlake or brad pitt?: | brad pitt | | brad pitt or tom cruise?: | brad pitt | | tom cruise or george clooney: | george clooney | | orlando bloom or heath ledger?: | heath ledger | | orlando bloom or viggo mortensen?: | viggo! | | ejiah wood or jake glyenhall?: | i guess elijah...whos jake? | | justin timberlake or colin farell?: | colin farell | | paul walker or vin diesel?: | paul walker | | paul walker or tyrese?: | paul walker |
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| What color do you think of when thinking of love?: | red or pink (p[ink is puppy love) | | What color is your favorite?: | orange (sometiems green) | | What color best discribes you?: | um...a quiz said gold...orange or green? | | What color best discribes your best friend?: | a dark green | | What color best discribes your life at the moment?: | brown, mucky like | | What color best discribes your life in the past?: | orange or yellow or any bright colour | | What color is your mood at the moment?: | grayish | | What color ice-cream do you like?: | brown! chocolate | | What hair color do you have?: | strawberry blonde (real though) | | What hair color do you wish you had?: | i like my colour | | What color eyes do you have?: | greenish brown | | What color eyes do you wish you had?: | i like my eyes | | What color dog(if any) do you have?: | had: many colours...gray and black and tan and white..like sydney was | | What color cat(if any) do you have?: | allergic | | What color is your bedroom?: | lol many colours...green, blue, tan, magenta, red, blue-gray,super colour wall... |
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2004 31 May :: 3.26pm
| The Generic Teenager Stereotype | | Do you drink [alcohol]?: | no | | Do you party a lot? How often?: | eh...not much | | Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?: | no | | How often do you use the word like in an average hour?: | erm...only exemplifying my odd things | | Do you skip classes? How often?: | nope...well once...but it was gym... | | Do you have casual sex? Protected?: | nope | | Do you steal?: | no | | Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: | no | | Do you drool over celebrities?: | only brandon... | | Do you watch a lot of TV?: | no...only "what not to wear" | | Do you ever watch the News?: | every so often | | Do you even care about world issues?: | eh...somewhat | | Do you read books often?: | yea...super much in the summer | | Are you failing a lot of your classes?: | yes, actually... | | Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: | no...at home... | | Do you smoke cigarettes?: | no...eww | | Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: | naw...boring | | Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: | nope | | Do you cuss a lot?: | fair amounts | | Are you desperate to fit in?: | not relally. | | Are you intelligent?: | i like to think i have some intellegence | | The Goth Stereotype | | Black lipstick?: | no lipstick at all | | Black eyeliner?: | no makeup! | | Black eyeshadow?: | fuck you. | | Black trenchcoat?: | thats Q | | Black boots?: | ooh i want some... | | Black fishnets?: | nah...elisa has some | | Black nail polish?: | i have some...i chew it off tho... | | Cigarettes?: | eww | | Heavy metal music?: | i used to, not so much now | | Marilyn Manson?: | sometimes | | Kittie?: | at one time... | | Cradle of Filth?: | not really | | Constant frown and perpetual angst?: | lol the opposite | | Do you like to be seen as: | i dont know... | | Are you an intellectual?: | um. | | An atheist?: | not sure | | Horrible home life?: | of course...who doesnt?...oh! neil. | | Hopelessly depressed?: | no | | Suffering with suicidal idealations?: | no | | Self-mutilation?: | no | | The Punk Stereotype | | Plaid?: | no | | Big black boots?: | i told you i want some | | Mohawk?: | no | | Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]: | no | | Loud, confident and opinionated?: | well yea... | | Wild hair colors?: | no | | NOFX?: | no | | Rancid?: | horrible | | Well versed on political scandals and outrages?: | no | | A: | Z | | The Jock Sterotype | | What's your IQ?: | ACT:23...otherwise, average | | Do you watch a lot of sports?: | no | | Play a lot of sports?: | no | | Talk a lot about sports?: | no | | Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?: | no | | Are you arrogant?: | everyone is sometiems | | Are you a male or female whore?: | no | | Are you homophobic?: | no | | Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?: | no | | But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?: | i dont know...dont think so | | Boobs = yes?: | i have some? | | Parties = yes?: | not drinking ones... | | Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes?: | no | | The Girl Stereotype | | Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?: | less than most | | Have you ever been on a diet?: | lol junk food diets... | | How much did you lose?: | lol...somehow i lost ten pounds on pizza and cookies | | Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?: | no | | Make yourself throw up?: | no | | Make-up?: | no (yay patrice) | | Low-cut tops?: | no | | How big are your boobies? [Cup size]: | B-C | | Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: | no | | Giggle a lot?: | yea | | What's the deal with boys?: | they're cool to hang out with..but the world should be rid of them as an opposite sex | | Thongs?: | no | | Pretty bras?: | annoying as fuck... | | YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?: | lol they're hilarious... | | Who's the weaker sex?: | girls strength wise, but enduring pain is guys | | Are you a feminist?: | not really | | Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?: | no | | How often do you shave your legs?: | wehn i feel like it or going out | | How about your armpits?: | when it gets too long | | Are you emotional?: | very | | Especially when on your period?: | oh wow yea | | This Or That [Oh, that old coconut.] | | Originality or Acceptance?: | originality | | Independence or Companionship?: | independence | | Stability or Freedom?: | freedom | | Personal or Interpersonal?: | personal | | Introvert or Extrovert?: | extrovert | | Popularity or Isolation?: | i dont know...depends | | Unique or Loved?: | i think you can have both | | Understood or Individual?: | individual | | You or Them?: | you (me?) lol...i dont think i understand |
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2004 31 May :: 2.45pm
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2004 31 May :: 1.26pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: green day (radio)
i just finished reading winnie the pooh....the real first story...
so saturday i had my interview
and sunday was the party at bertils
and then i invited people over
which was the whole problem in the first place
my mum and i went to get food
and we didnt ask my dad
and it pissed him off...
and understandably he needs to sleep
and they eat the food
but one must understand
i hardly see my friends
if at all
this is the first time in like five months that theyve come to visit me
so i get yelled at if they come over
and also if i go out
because i dont spend time with anyone
so i guess everyone my family wishes me to be a hermit, like every one of them.
i dont know...maybe everyone
because when some people whine about how they're never called, they dont exactly go through the motions to invite me...yet they can get mad...
that bothers me infinitely
but i suppose that doesnt matter...
ill be a hermit...again.
whatever.
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2004 29 May :: 12.28am
:: Mood: embarrassed
Want some body heat?
So today.. took finals. Three crappiest classes done. Thank God. Still got chemistry though. And theatre tech. Which is going to take up a significant part of this weekend. Yay.
So yeah, I went to Hobby Lobby with the double J's..not the jorie though..the other two..and yeah, partied at Jill's house. ACTs came out today. I'm happy with how I did.
Then movie. Lol, it was funny. Jill and I were flipping out, man. You gotta love disaster movies. Except the jerk, nerd, and (not to be racist..but..) black guy all came out unscathed. And the couple made out BEFORE the end of the movie and they both survived. It rose about stereotypes...well...kinda...
Then Wendy's...then home. Wendy's was funish, we played picture war. Some people don't like that game, I'm sorry. But it's all in fun. No seriousness involved. It was funny though.
I'm really worried. I know I shouldn't be, but I haven't heard anything for a while. I don't know. I hope it's all okay.
I'm gonna stop talking now because if I start where I want to go, I will be yelled at.
I hope you all have had a good day...that's all that counts.
-Patrice
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2004 27 May :: 9.44pm
:: Mood: Smartish Kinda
:: Music: Audioslave
Algebra..ahhh!
So finals start tomorrow. Must study math. Must get an 88. I'm going through this entire packet until I get everyone right and I understand why it's right. I refuse to go to bed until then. Then I'll study for history. Actually, I think I'll do that after my lit final. I'll have time. I already finished it. Ok. time to cram. Night.
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2004 25 May :: 9.55pm
:: Mood: exanimate
:: Music: Spice Girls..Lol.
Ummm...
Ahhhhh!
I got CD's today for my 90's project. Fun BSB memories. Makes me want to call up Allie Lebenson and see if she remembers me. Memory lane..it can be fun. I guess.
I have to study algebra. I shuld be doing that now. But no, I'm not. why? I'm an idiot.
Dudes, I miss me. I don't know who I am anymore. That can't be good. I'm jsut afraid if I do meet myself, I'll scare myself too much. I hate myself.
I guess it's a part of being young and such.
Patrice wants to run away.
hmm..I guess my other journal explains more why. This isn't really a bare-it-all journal. Too public. I don't know, this one's like walking naked on a stage with 3 billion people watching you. The other one is a smaller ceremony. Feels a little safer. If that makes sense.
Umm..ok..Bye.
-Patrice
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2004 24 May :: 11.01pm
:: Mood: I don't know
:: Music: Beatles
So I got the job. Don't know exactly how I feel about that yet.
You know when you have a picture in your mind and you want to immortalize it so badly, but you know any attempt to draw it would fail miserably? Yeah...That's why photography is so great. Lol.
Came up with a sweet idea for my history project. I don't know if I've made you take this, but it's a 90's pop culture quiz. And I'm doing pop culture...so I'll do some questions from that...then a guess that song type dealie...where I play one song from each year and they have to guess. It'll be cool hopefully.
I haven't taken my singular in a few days. Might explain my lack of breath in the class of gym today. Yeah, gym was fun today. It had to be the best part of the day I think. Because Mondays usually just all-around suck.
I ahve to memorize all the stupid chem stuff for tomorrow. I'm screwed. Oh well.. I want to read my new book. But I think that's going to have to wait a little bit. ::yaaawwwn:: Good night.
-Patrice
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2004 24 May :: 7.55pm
:: Mood: scared
:-\
Got a job interview today. In ten minutes. :'( I'm scaaareeed. Yeah. Ahhhh. Help me. Please?
Um ok...wish Patrice luck...I hope she doesn't die.
-Patrice
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2004 23 May :: 7.59pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Disney Shtuff
I Love My Kitty..<3
Tehehe, My kitty is sooo cute. If you haven't met her, you suck.
So yesterday..went bowling. Got a whole 60 points. Yay for sucking. Hey, I beat Jorie atleast. By 1 point. Oh well, it was fun. Then it was back to Jackie's for a fun night of Houdini and Hitler medical shows. Insanity. I actually find those things interesting. Isn't that sad?
So I stayed at the Jackie's house... we watched Now And Then...Mwahaha..passed on my insanity. Stayed up until 5ish...which is insane.
I had some crazy dreams. One...I was in this old apartment researching for my set design and Hul kept calling me and wanting me to make sure his set design was good...but I kept saying I couldn't see it, because I can't see things over the phone. So then he was all "Oh, I can fix that!" And then I was in his set and it was really cool, but then he wouldn't let me out.
Other dream: Phelan took our theatre class to a kind of zoo type place, but it was full of monuments...tombstones and big huge stone statues. So we were walking around tombstones and Jill kept tripping me and I got mad. Then we went to this tall stone thing, I don't know how we got up...but the only way to get down was these stone steps that were all crumbly. And I didn't want to go down them because I was scared, but everyone else went. Then Chris and Wender ran back up and yelled at me for being a chicken. Then they tried to push me down the stairs, but it didn't work. Yeah...then we were at the top of this other staircase and everyone else was standing by the stairs, but I was scared and was off to the side just watching them. Then, yeah.
Hmmm...means I need to stop thinking about theatre tech. ::nods:: Lol.
So Barnes and Noble today...the Weggie scared the crap outta me.
Do you know who had a crazy life? Roman Polanski. Just insanity.
Umm..okie..showertime. Night.
-Patrice
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2004 23 May :: 4.25pm
i also got that i was barefoot, meaning natural and such for the shoes one
and i was a some coffee that means im a girly girl
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2004 23 May :: 3.16pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: right now, pachabel
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