:: 2006 22 February :: 8.44 pm

wading pool?

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:: 2006 22 February :: 11.15 am

well, things are going over like a lead baloon, jade doesnt seem to give two shits that im here anymore, its really great i swear. i clean up the house every day before she gets home from work, dishes, making the bed, sometimes dinner, when she actually tells me what she wants me to make. then she gets home, then just sits down to play WoW, talking to like 5 other people in the same way that she talked to me before we started talking about seeing each other in real life. im trying not to be jealous, after all, she was only talking to them, but then i see some guy saying some lewd things to her ina whisper...that was too much for me... then a couple days later she goes into her own channel w/ that person on vent, understandable, they are questing together and such, no biggie, but then once he has to log she goes AFK and calls him (i assume its him) on the phone. all the while im just sitting here...wondering what the fuck i did so wrong, what made her decide im not worth anything more then a glance and a hello when she gets home. obviously i missed it, and ive been over everything like a million times already now, and i dont see anything. she has a problem w/ my being jealous, and ive told her im working on it, but i dont see her helping me to work on it at all. OH MUTHER FUCKING WELL, FUCK THIS, FUCKING WASTE FOUR HUNDRED DOLLARS...well...at least the flight was fun, and i got this awesome keyboard...to make matters worse, another girl told me that she liked me before i left, one who i liked too...but i ended up tottaly blowing her off for this!!! what the fuck is wrong w/ me????

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:: 2006 18 February :: 9.12 pm

KoRn- "Coming Undone" is fucking AWESOME

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:: 2006 16 February :: 7.36 am

-40 here today...now THAT is cold :o

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:: 2006 8 February :: 3.31 am

well i made it here w/ no problems, flying is fucking GREAT, the planes have the acceleration of the red sled :D that makes them cool.

edmonton is GORGEOUS, jades house is fucking great, so is she

edit: lawl, or so she seemed...still like the town tho, and the house :P

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:: 2006 1 February :: 12.46 pm

haha, pretty funny movie http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/end.php

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:: 2006 29 January :: 9.12 pm

Mama told me when I was young
Come sit beside me, my only son
And listen closely to what I say.
And if you do this
It will help you some sunny day.
Take your time... don’t live too fast,
Troubles will come and they will pass.
Go find a woman and you’ll find love,
And don’t forget son,
There is someone up above.

(chorus)
And be a simple kind of man.
Be something you love and understand.
Be a simple kind of man.
Won’t you do this for me son,
If you can?

Forget your lust for the rich man’s gold
All that you need is in your soul,
And you can do this if you try.
All that I want for you my son,
Is to be satisfied.

(chorus)

Boy, don’t you worry... you’ll find yourself.
Follow you heart and nothing else.
And you can do this if you try.
All I want for you my son,
Is to be satisfied.

(chorus)


hmm..thats pretty much the attitude my mom has, and what i think im trying to do

oh ya, BTW, my mom > all

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:: 2006 29 January :: 2.59 am

what a huuuge clusterfuck this is turning out to be :o

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:: 2006 27 January :: 5.23 pm

haha, i just made up a new word


"del33t"

/imatool

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:: 2006 27 January :: 1.47 am

6...

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:: 2006 27 January :: 12.22 am

seems like shes losing interest...

that is teh lame, and at the same time, quite disheartening

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:: 2006 26 January :: 3.17 pm

one week...seven days...

O
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:: 2006 25 January :: 1.07 am

well this is quite gay, i get D/C'ed from WoW and everything, and i cant re-connect, but i still have enough internet to do this it would seem. i cant talk on TS either, cuz it comes out all choppy...cant hear them really either for the same reason. the wow stuff i dont care about in the least bit, its the not being able to talk to jade before she goes to bed that gets to me. not being able to tell her goodnight...is LAME. only 8 days left however, so i guess thats good news right?

oh well i guess

if i dont get to talk to you tonight baby i love you and ill talk to you tomorrow

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:: 2006 24 January :: 8.16 pm

9 days


i love you :D

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:: 2006 23 January :: 5.11 pm

like i said before, its good to know i can fuck up the good things in my life so readily...

sometimes i wonder why the fuck i say some things.

god im fucking stupid sometimes

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