:: 2002 19 December :: 11.15 pm

hmmm 44min till I turn 17 :0)

saw Bright today... shes with Chris :0) YAY! heh shes happy & soooo i'm happy for her. She has a ridiculously loud car & we picked up some guys on the road that followed us to the mall.. it was kinda creepy

so yeah. my bdays in 41 min now.. Alex hasn't called... I know it shouldn't but it does kind of upset me... first time since I last saw him we haven't talked. Thats okay, i'm sure i'll get over it.

Matt & I went to hell and back. I'm not really talking to him... I just don't and I don't know if I really care either.

Shane... yeah.

Same shit, different day. Thats it.

I leave on Sun for Cali... you can reach me @ my cellphone.

38min! I'll be back to update at midnight :0P <- cuz i'm a dork

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:: 2002 18 December :: 5.08 pm

3 down, 4 to go!
exams that is...

band i know i aced(duh!) Eng I rocked! and Chem.... we'll see.. hopefully I got my B.

Tomorrow = Espanol + Biology.... ick... butttttt its the bridge between today & Fri! (MY BDAY!!) So really I have to study enough to get a C in Spanish and it doesn't matter what I get in Bio.. i think... then Fri(MY BDAY!) lol <- sorry.. Math which I need a C to keep my A and History which I just need a D to keep my B sooo all in all its looking pretty darn good!

KEVY COMES HOME TONIGHT!!! I proly won't get 2 see him till Fri though.. hes taking me out for Bday breakfast :0P Last year they all threw me a surprise breakfast bday party.. it was really fun :0)

2 DAYS!!!

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:: 2002 17 December :: 6.38 pm

So yeah. Ashley & I found presents for the guys :0P

~ provocative boxers
~ super sensitive condoms
~ ky jelly
~ chocolate

lol. imagine that.. it was pretty embarrassing if you ask me... I must have been bright red when we went to check out.. it was pretty terrible lol they BETTER like!

Chemistry and English exams tomorrow... joy

3 days till my bday!!!

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:: 2002 16 December :: 6.18 pm

lol soooo much studying to do but noteworthy stuff

Ben W. got into MIT!!! then again thats his 2nd choice and hes still waiting on Stanford sooo we'll keep our fingers crossed :0P

Eddie got in2 Harvard! and Georgetown but Harvards his 1st choice sooo YAY EDDIE!!!

Tahira got in2 Harvard too!

Gorav... hasn't sent any of his applications in yet lol

Ummm saw Maid in Manhatten...

Exams start tomorrow

I leave on Sun for Cali

MY BDAYS IN 4DAYS!!!

write later :0P

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:: 2002 12 December :: 5.38 pm

my Alex <3 <- hes the one in the chair

Smoke627: you know...... you are such an amazing girl

I miss him soooo much :0( I'll post pics of us when my lazy ass gets up & gets them developed... lol
Why the hell does Jacksonville have to be sooooo far away??? GRRR! ummm 4 days till my first exam

8 days till my bday!!!

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:: 2002 8 December :: 10.50 pm

Kinda sad... left FOW today... it was really hard, Alex & I said goodbye like a thousand times... actually we decided it wasn't really like a "goodbye" it was more like an "i'll see you later" ... it was really emotional & both of us were teary eyed when we parted. The ride home was long & we were stuck in traffic.

The concert was excellent. We played really well and it was all worth it. Alex, Gina, Siony(sp?) and I played doubles in pool... i'm TERRIBLE! it was sweet though.. Alex would help me hit the stupid balls & after a bazillion times I finally got the stupid 8ball in :0)

YaY! Happy now.... Alex called heh.. i'll write more later :0)
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back. wow. I don't remember the last time I was this ecstatic... I can't stop smiling and i love it! he really likes me :0) heh. 1st. don't let first impressions decide how you feel about people... i'm sure glad Alex & I didn't let that happen heh & 2nd. It's NEVER impossible.

h.e.a.r.t.f.l.i.p.s
<3

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:: 2002 7 December :: 7.00 am

hey hey hey!!! I'm @ FOW now & having a blast! well kinda anyways lol... i had the worst audition known to man but made 2nd chair in the middle band...ehhh not as horrible as i thought. (6th out of 15...) anyways... its sooooooo cold here... last night we went in the jacuzzi & it was in the 40s!! haha we're dumb :0P The people are cool for the most part and I met a boy :0) heh his name is Alex and hes from Jax & he plays tenor sax. Hes a "halfrican" as he called himself heh he looks completely hispanic though.. its crazy. wow its early.... we're guna watch a percussion concert @ 8 soo yeah. I'll see you all in 2 days?? <3<3<3

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:: 2002 4 December :: 7.48 pm

My kitty has a ruptured anal :0( Pobrecita :0(

On a better note, today was my last day of school for the week :0) Tomorrow morning Ben ehh (Big Ben) & I will be flying to Tampa for the Festival of the Winds! Woohoo! I'm starting to really get excited despite how NOT ready I am for my audition. My scales are decent I guess... I would like to get them faster but I have them all 2 & 3 octaved plus my 3 octave chromatic. The audition music is decent. One etude is tricky but the other is pretty basic.

Shane broke up with Sam today. She was crying during lunch and I kinda felt bad. I don't think I should feel bad though... I had nothing to do with it.. not really anyways. Shane is the best! heh he got me an early birthday gift! I had broken my pimpin orange watch a few weeks ago and was quite distressed about it sooo Shane saw a watch online that had a bassoon on the face and written on it is "Bassoons do it best" I absolutely love it!I think quite possibly its one of the best gifts i've ever gotten :0)

Soooo lets see... Thurs - Sun w/o Vivi I know how distressed you all will be :0P ... yeah. didn't think so heh

Oh. To: Sara B., Abby D., Whitney
I fruggin hate you!!!! Better pay really close attention & tell me EVERYTHING bout the show :0( I'm soooooooooo sorry i'm guna miss it :0( have fun though it's going to be an incredible show...Grr I"m sooo envious of you guys..

To Nicole, Think of me when they play You know how I do & sing your freaking brains out!

To all of you who have no idea what my ramblings are about i'm guna miss the most incredible show in the world Sat night :0( Taking Back Sunday, The Starting Line, Glassjaw ::sigh:: what I do for band...

Have a wonderful weekend everyone :0)

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:: 2002 2 December :: 9.18 pm

"so sick so sick of being tired and oh so tired of being sick..."

yeah. I am sick.

Sick of it all, physically sick, emotionally sick, think it? I've got it :0P

Thanksgiving was nice. I got to see Kevy Wed from 1-4am :0) Good times.. drove up to Disney around 3 on Thanksgiving day.. let me tell you, cruise control is the greatest invention known to man :0P I felt like I was steering in a video game the whole way up. Disney was a lot of fun. I'm a chicken shit & couldn't think of anything to say to a cute boy that was smiling at me... grr. ummm went to see Cirque du Soleil.. excellent show, highly recommended :0) that was Fri night.. Sat night I watched the chorus sing @ the candlelight thing & then went 2 see Sevendust which was excellent also. Just relaxed cept it was freezing and I got sick :0(

I came back to several missed calls from Shane which I found peculiar. I found out some interesting info bout him 2day which I won't publically share cuz I may offend some people or something... eh

Thursday I leave for the Festival of Winds in Tampa.. good thing I haven't gotten the audition music yet.... wonderful lol O well.. guess i'll just hafta wing it :0P actually thats really not cool at all.

I really wanted to go ice skating w/(him) this Friday... but then again is that really a reality? no. I don't think i'll let it become reality again. One chance allotted, one chance blown. I shouldn't have to settle for less. I swear (they're) plotting against me... i'm getting awfully suspicious... they've been really buddy buddy & practically blackmailing eachother through me which is weird. very weird.

Thought of the day ~ Love sucks, you're better off w/o it... don't listen to all that shit " better to have lost a love then to have never loved at all" its shit. You'd proly b happier if you never had to put up w/any of that shit. Thats it.

18 days till my bday!

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:: 2002 27 November :: 6.19 pm

my pic for the day.. just cuz hes sexy lol



this is me & Jessica (twister10) shes the one that brings to us all the fabulous IB/band quizzes heh


Kevy comes home to me in 6hrs!!!! the to Dennys and beach for us :0P I've missed him soooooooooooooooo much :0( tomorrow morning I leave. Joy.. maybe i'll meet a really cute boy up there heh (can't hate me for hopin eh?) who knows...

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:: 2002 26 November :: 11.22 pm

This is what I got :0) Of course i'm not like completely obsessed but duh.. sexy Sergeant Vivi and all I gota luv band a little :0P

What type of a Bando are you?

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:: 2002 26 November :: 6.41 pm

yeah so i'm sick.

got in a big fight w/my mom last night & she told me she hated me. Wonderful.

On a better note.... Sara B. & I fucking ROCK!!!! ahha Sara won tickets 2 the Ataris show off the radio & requested Coheed & Cambria.. she told me this & I called in & requested Brand New & the guys were really cool... the guy started flipping out & was all like "omg 2 callers in a row requesting 2 of my favorite bands, Brand New & Coheed & Cambria!" I actually finished the Cambria cuz DUH i knew that Sara just called lol He was all like " so you two are in the same house huh? and i ws like "no, she just told me that she won tickets" to which he asked me if i wanted tickets and my idiot mouth said "i'm not guna b in town" grrr... anyways they were all like " hey, we're guna go on air" to which i was like "NOOOO!!!" haha next thing i know i'm on air & we're talking & hes all like "you should go 2 the Cru Jones show tonight up @ Spankys" to which I was like "thats right, Cru Jones is playing tonight" to which he was like "you know who Cru Jones is?" and i was like "yeah, they played @ the Jim Bob Accessory Fest w/my friends' band" to which they asked me what my friends band was and i responded "Drowning Ophelia, they rock!" haha

it rocked really hard... made my day a lot better... next week Sara & I r guna win TBS tickets!!!! w00t w00t!!!!!

okay. Kevy comes home 2 me 2morrow night & I leave Thurs for Disney soooo I proly won't post again till Sun...

Have a good Turkey Day everyone <3

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:: 2002 25 November :: 4.21 pm

for Spud-tacular :0P

Snare line practicing...


battery b4 the game.. ( yes i'm very well aware our uniforms look dumb lol)

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:: 2002 24 November :: 8.48 pm

these would be some of the beloved drummers lol Drewski wanted 2 put it as his pic thing but I don't think he'll be able to shrink it small enough soooooo here they are :0) I"ll proly post more pics later <3

Today I began to live again.

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:: 2002 23 November :: 5.57 pm
:: Music: Brand New

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