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:: 2002 16 June :: 2.41 am






Which Rainbow Brite kid are you? By Growing.

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:: 2002 15 June :: 9.40 pm

hi. Whitney and Tom are on my bed. Eww.. I walked in2 my computer room to find Stephannie straddling(sp?) Alan.. DISTURBING!! I shooed them into my bros room & God only knows what they're doing... Jason left a while ago and Brighton is sitting here w/me.. her last comment to me was "Too bad we're not lesbians cuz then we wouldn't be the odd men out" yeah. lol Chris and Brian were here b4 too.. they left w/Brian in my grass skirt w/the coconuts on and like flower leis and shit like that.. hes wearing my sandals too. Frightning... My parents made us dinner and i made kick ass mashed potatoes.. Alan ate his potatoes w/ salad dressing, carrots, gravy and crap .. it was sooooo gross! Every1 was harassing my cat... I think Alan has sexual fantasies bout her... once I figure out how 2 put html pics on here i'll post the pics from dinner and Alan in a dress :0) heh. and Brian in the grass skirt.. it really is quite amusing. I'm sick. yay. Chris and Brian are back.. they went 2 Jakes house 2 show every1 Brian in a skirt

NOw that everyones gone.... let me explain better... well.. I've been really sick... this mornings I awoke to a phone call @ 10am from Jason and Alan stating that they were in Boca @ Town Center and were going over to Steph's house & wanted me 2 come.. I was all cranky and was like "go away!" so yeah. My parents were like ur not goin anywhere til u clean ur room and i was like 4get it and just watched TV all day.. around 4:30 Steph calls me & is like do u want us 2 come over? I was like yeah. okay I guess.. she calls back a min later saying that if i wnat them 2 come over then they'd have to leave that very moment cuz her mom was going out... I started freakin out cuz I still had not cleaned my room or showered... well. I agreed 2 let them come and was running around frantically trying to put things away. I finished in record time and couldn't decide wheteher to shower or not considering they were already on their way and Steph only lives 5min away.. I took the chance & left the door unlocked 4 them but then i thought they might not just walk in so i put the phone in the shower w/me. I showered in about 4 min and got dressed in bout 5. Still no people.. they eventually got there.. had 2 make a stop 2 drop off clothes 4 donation or something. We hung out 4 a lil while then my dad came home. He brought me a whole cup full of gummi bears!! heh. anyways.. we decided that my parents were guna cook us dinner.. steak w/baked potatoes, caramelized carrots and salad. My dad started 2 marinate the steak and my mom was goin 2 pick up the rest of the stuff. She got home and realized that they hadn't packed the potatoes.. soo i made really good mashed potatoes.. cept we had no gravy! My dad made gravy from scratch using what? i don't know lol it was pretty good though.. Steph put it on EVERYTHING!! Oh yeah. By this time Whitney and Tom had arrived. We ate a nice dinner. Noone ate a lot.. well cept Alan and we sat there & watched him eat 4 a while. We all chiled in my living room 4 a while.. every1 was harassing my poor kitty :0( heh. actualyl she really enjoyed all the attention. Anyways.. at that point Chris and Brian came & I put out strawberries and whipped cream (kinky eh? heh.) We chilled 4 a while then migrated 2 my room where Brian put on the grass skirt w/the coconuts & the leis and walked out of my house.. Chris and Brian proceeded to go 2 Jakes where Lexie,Cynthia, Nichole.. them were there and showed off Brians sexy boobies lol yeah. After they left Brighton came over & it was fun. Urghh i missed the first part lol b4 the dinner.. we were chillin in my room (me, jason, steph and alan) and we put alan in my band banquet dress.. it fit him quite nicely lol ... then we put jason in the grass skirt and i got pics of both. Tom and I were discussing how we both have freckle/moles on our butts. It was quite intriguing lol I wanted 2 c his but whitney was like NO! heh. ummm we hung out. Whit & Tom were in my room, Alan & Steph were in Vinh's and me & Bright were in the computer room.. then we played poker.. at that point Jason had already left. Then Tom and Alan left.. the rest of us ate leftovers (which we had A LOT!) and then Whit left then Steph then Chris & Brian and last but not least Bright left. Bond (her brother) came and took me 4 a ride in his new Integra.. the damn car is soooo loud! Not to mention its not registered yet and i thought i was guna die lol ... fun night, gota do it again :0)

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:: 2002 14 June :: 6.34 pm

Fri. the last day of session 1 of Orchestra camp... we had a concert today 4 family and friends... it surprisingly wasn't that bad.. today was pretty laid back, we rehearsed pretty intensely this morning and just chilled the afternoon. Camps actually becoming bearable(sp?) Theres this really cute kid Connor.. I make fun of him all the time cuz he looks relaly preppy like his hair is all neat and parted on the side but he dresses like a skater kid... well.. i tease him & call him a prep and he gets all mad at me & stuff.. too bad hes too young lol New theory on Adam.. he either like Jenna or Jessica.. proly both lol today he was sitting w/Jessica at break and we were all near by like ohhhh heh. anyways , later on I was talkin 2 Jenna & was like "whats goin on w/Adam and Jessica?" at that moment Adam comes and pushes me and is like "nothing." it was funny.. i didn't even c him standing right there... we got Twix's for snack which was cool.. i'm guna get soooo fat from this camp!!! lol Well.. goin fathers day shopping w/Kev in about an hour soooo yeah. maybe i'll write later..

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:: 2002 13 June :: 6.39 pm

Not cool. Adam said that I looked manly today. Although he wasn't serious it still hurt. Eww. i DON'T wish to look manly NONONO! You see... theres this whole theory about Adam... Jenna told me on Monday that Adam like loved me all last summer and crap like that...here is the basic context:
Jenna: "You know he totally loves you?"
Me: "Wait a min.. what?!?"
Jenna: "Last summer we were guessing who he liked and everyone thought it was either me or (some other girl. i forget)"
Me: "okay..."
Jenna: "yeah well we were guessing and someone guessed you and he was like " yeah... who couldn't like Vivi?""
Me: "Na ah lol"
Jenna: "Yep"
Yeah so thats that. Supposedly he liked me but now hes telling me I look manly :0( lol whatever... tomorrow night.. looking like a movie up @ City Place w/him, Leah & Mike Alfera(sp?), maybe Laura the bassoonist too... yeah. fun.. ummm... Today was really yucky. Really wet.. they made us walk through the rain from School of the Arts to the tri rail station. It was NOT plesent at all. I love my cat head necklace.. it rox

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:: 2002 12 June :: 9.48 pm

i made the coolest thing today... a cat head necklace!!! heh. i was amused... me, Ben, Jenna and Leah have matching ones cept Ben's has an orange bear head and the rest of us have cat heads. Loads of fun let me tell you... lol I think i'mg una take a pic of it and post it.. it most definately rox. yes. yes it does.. ask ben!!! (orion_x) yeah. and Noah made Megan a really pretty bracelet. anddd.. it rained all day but the rain was peaceful.. beautiful really. We were all staring at the Kravis Center waiting for lightning to hit the lightning rods at the top of the building. To our disappointment, there was no strike of lightning ;0( Next year in orchestra we're going to have a plethora of EVERYTHING!!! 7 percussionists to do absolutely NOTHING! ha. what a joke.

Lisa Frank is my idol... is Lisa Frank a real person?? hmm..

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:: 2002 11 June :: 7.45 pm

my life: wake up:7am, shower: 7:05am, put on clothes & accessories: 7:20am, finish: 7:40am, leave to pick up Leah: 7:45am, arrive at Tri-rail: 8:10am, board train: 8:33am, arrive at WPB: 9:03am blah blah blah... i'm guna write in paragraph form now cuz thats really really annoying... anyways... orchestra camp. ::shudders at thought:: well.. what is there to say? I get there and hell begins. We practically don't do anything all day.. set out the food, Us counselors have the colored juice patterns down good lol We've started mixing the pink & orange.. it comes out to a peach color and noone seems to want it... lol wellll... orchestra rehersal is absolutely atrocious!! its unbearable.. urghh... the instrumentation for the orchestra is completely wrong.. we have too many strings and not enough winds and brass. Soo many parts aren't covered and there are a lot of younger unexperienced kids. Yuck. welllll... my bassoon buddy Adam is there :0) He keeps me company (when i'm talking to him) although he almost got kicked out yesterday.. him and this really annoying kid Trevor took Mr.Capote's sons' shoe and threw it in the water or something (although they claim they didn't know it was his son). Trevor got kicked out but they spared Adam due to him only being guilty by association. (they just kept him cuz he can play clarinet also lol) Anyways.. yeah. we set out snack in the mornings.. we (me, Leah and Noah) didn't feel like going to music theory this morning so we dipped and "went to set up the arts and crafts" lol in actuality we played rummikub (tried to play) for 45min. It was pretty great :0) ummm lunch. We set up lunch. I ate a tuna sandwich. lol during recreation time is the best! Theres a bucket of beads in the arts and crafts box.. thats what we do 4 that hour lol I've made sooo many cool bracelets and necklaces and stuffff.. its brutal fighting 4 the beads though... (of course I ALWAYS get my way :0)) lol actaully Jenna makes the coolest bracelets.. everyone ends up copying off of her anyways ;0P okay. ummm yeah. more rehearsal. its gay. the orchestra sux... then we go home. I yell at the kids cuz they're dumb. yeah. lol

my life sux. yay!

oh yeah.. i made Adam a rainbow bracelet and made him wear it all day! we then made Mr.Capote one and made him wear it tooo! It was really funny 2 c him conducting w/a rainbow bracelet on :0)

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:: 2002 10 June :: 12.01 am

wow i'm sleepy... heh. tonight was soooo much fun! We went up to Clematis to see Danny Strife's band play in the battle of the bands @ Spanky's. It was the biggest waste of $6. but it was fun hanging out up there... Well.. Chris came and picked up me & Steph and we drove up there.. payed the parking meter even though parkings free on Sundays lol Anyways.. we met up w/Steph's bf Alan and Tom. Hung around, watched Semantics (Danny's band) and just chilled a while.. a little later Sean Strife and Matt Denson showed up and we chilled a while.. then Tom started bitching bout being hungry sooo we took a walk and ended up at Dak's bar and grill.. we were waiting 4 like 10min in a booth till I went 2 go ask 4 menus.. the guy at the bar then told me the kitchen was closed.. what a waste of 10min. ANyways.. the guys wanted to go 2 the lesbian pizza place, Pizza Girls.. That was okay.. Steph and I got individual slices and the guys split a pizza. Afterwards, we went 2 Sloan's where I bought a cup of ice cream & we played in their bathroom :0) <-- its SOOOO cool!!! Quite amusing that color changing door :0P okay.. umm afterwards we walked out 2 where the intracoastal was and hung ther 4 a bit.. then i wanted 2 go 2 the stage and led them around.. Tom and I go there first cuz we walk fast so we laid down on the grass and were just looking up at the clouds. The rest of em joined us and we were just lying around 4 a lil while. Tom then took off my shoe and hurled it at Alan. we spent the next 10min playing tackle football w/my shoe. Fun lol I was REALLY hyper so I insisted on leap frogging.. right as i leapt over Tom these 3 guys walked by... I couldn't resist so I (being loud and obnoxious) screamed out Hi and waved furiously in their direction. The guys waved back w/a hello and kept on walking. I was feeling hurt and dissed but Steph and I later realized they hadn't gone far and were hanging around on the other side of the road. Steph and I were being dumb and leap frogging eachother when the 3 guys came up to us. They came over and one of them handed me a flower (who I would later know as Bryce) and said "I picked this just for you" lol it was the sweetest thing.. like a peace offering :0) To that I was like awwww you're soo sweet and i proceeded to ask them if they would like to leap frog :0) anyways.. they were really cool guys, Bryce, Elliot and Tom. Bryce and Tom went 2 Cardinal Newman and Elliot went to umm some other christian school. Well.. we started talking and got on the topic of shows and such. After a while of talking w/them, the other three (Steph, Alan, Chris & Tom) geez. i mean 4 lol well they wanted 2 leave sooo I said good bye and mentioned that i proly wouldn't ever see them again to which Bryce responded "well.. why don't we just mee here next sun" I told them probably not and that i lived far away and maybe one day by chance we'd reunite at a show or something. We said our goodbyes and the guys left. We were walking towards Chris' car when Tom started complaining about being thirsty. We agreed to go into the sandwich shop with the bright sign. To my utter surprise, the three guys I had left were sitting in there eating sandwiches!! I sat down with them and chit chatted a bit. I then accused them of giving me fake names to which Bryce (name actually Bryceton) pulled out his license and proved his validity. He then pulled out Elliot's phone # and was like yeah. you can call this # and c if thats really him lol It was fun.. i think i still remember the #.. Elliot was really cute too lol buttttt i'm no desperate chica sooo maybe i'll see them at a show.. never know right? hehe. it was a lota fun.. Steph and Chris came back 2 my house 4 a while. just talked 2 people online and such. Fun stuff.. well they're gone and unfortunately I start work 2morrow ::ick:: gota b @ the Tri-Rail @ like 7:30 or 8:30 or something ... sooo sweet dreams 2 whoever reads this :0)<3

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:: 2002 9 June :: 2.41 am

tonight be Canadian Dave's bday party. yay. fun cept i didn't wana expose my obeseness (sp?) to everyone sooo i tried 2 stay as covered as possible. We started to watch seven but then i had to go. Hmm i wana c the rest of it... i'll write more later. tired.

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:: 2002 9 June :: 2.30 am

onelonelystarrrr: rough sex made me break my cool bracelet :0(
onelonelystarrrr: lol j/k
onelonelystarrrr: but i broke it :0(
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: that sucks. ill be your new bracelet.
onelonelystarrrr: <3
onelonelystarrrr: and sit on my wrist?
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: sure?
onelonelystarrrr: why the question mark?.. i see how it is.. don't sit on my wrist, see if i care :'(
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: vivvvvi.
onelonelystarrrr: what are you doing?
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: hgahaha i was about to say larry, then i realized thatd be gay...
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: as you are incredibly sexy
onelonelystarrrr: i bet you do like to do larry.
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: and if i do..
onelonelystarrrr: whatever floats ur boat
onelonelystarrrr: wouldn't matter to me.
onelonelystarrrr: do you?
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: ahahah
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: nah
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: nothing wrong with being gay, but i dont like the idea of it.
onelonelystarrrr: i c... i questioned it on Thurs..
onelonelystarrrr: guess i got my answer
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: haha
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: marc has a big penis..
onelonelystarrrr: does he

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:: 2002 8 June :: 12.23 pm

The weirdest dream in the world...
wow. I suddenly sat up in bed at approximately 11:15am from the craziest dream i'v ever had!!!! The dream:

It was the 2nd to last day of school and it was the seniors last day. It was weird though cuz everyone was white and packed into the band parking lot. It was very 70's, everyone looked like hippies and stuff and they were all sitting around, playing their acoustics and playing with beads. I rushed out the band room door to chase after Ben Wasserman for a ride. I was looking around frantically until I saw Justin Deckard. I asked him if he knew where ben was and Justin pointed at this huge boat/car. It was this huge wooden boat but on wheels and it belonged to BARKIN!!! There must have been like 50 people piled into the car and there were around 5 of us sitting in the back. (Think Joan of Ark on wheels lol) Anyways... Barkin agreed to take me home in this monster of us as well as Sara Robinson, Whitney Leeds, Laura Vargas, Laurel Wang, and for some odd reason Mishayla Greist (although she doesn't even go to my school lol) and about a billion other people that I didn't recognize. We were driving down the ghetto to get out to Atlantic Ave. when Barkin almost backed in2 a cop! Well an empty cop car to which Whitney and I screamed out in horror to STOP!!! Next a cop sped the corner and we were all like ohh shit cuz none of us had seat belts but he left us alone.

Then I woke up and had to tell someone.. I don't know what it means but it was funny to see Barkin driving a giant boat/car..lol maybe its cuz i'm envoius of his brand new Acura RSX or whatever... lol funny stuff.

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:: 2002 7 June :: 1.01 am

Thrice & Recover were AWSOME!!! It was fun cept 4 that freaky kid that kept on touching me & Sara... urghh... wellll... I got to c mi amigo Jamie which made me happy and hung out w/the oh so cool ATL kids. I also met this girl Susan whos pretty cool cept she cracked on my cheese puffs. Hmmm... We waited 4 a hell of a long time but it was really worth it I think. I can't wait until June 16 - Taking back Sunday, June 17 - The Juliana Theory, Piebald, GlassJaw June 25 - The Get up kids, Hot Rod Circuit.... lots of goood bands :0) A VERY hot guy got my # ;0) ::wink wink:: now lets just c if he actually calls... hehe j/k or maybe not. or yeah. or no .. urgh

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:: 2002 6 June :: 4.30 pm

::coos with excitement:: guna c Thrice 2nite :0) I think Recovers playing tooo but who knows lol should be muchoness funnnnnnnn ;0)

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:: 2002 5 June :: 11.01 pm

THo uG HTFuLLGuY: canary islands
onelonelystarrrr: sounds pretty
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: yes you are.
onelonelystarrrr: always make me smile <3

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
::smiles::

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:: 2002 4 June :: 10.10 am

10:09am an hour since I've been up due to the fucker calling <- as Jenn would put it. (I'll explain in a bit.)

School ended June 1st. Today is June 4th. Right. Welll... lets fill in. (By the way.. i'm at Jenn's house.)

June 1- KEVY WEVY's 18th B-DAY!!!! My babies all grown up ::sniff sniff:: That night we (me, Kev, Izzy) went and chilled w/Brighton after her dance rehearsal or whatever.. we decided 2 chill by her community pool and ummm go SKINNY DIPPING!! haha it was all fun and games till her mother came lol (she didnt' c me topless though.. and brighton and the rest of em were wearing clothes.. well kinda.) That was fun... Kevin turned 18 in a pool half naked :0) hehe

Graduation. I cried soooo much geez. I walked in2 the FAU gym and saw my two babies dressed in their robes and started sobbing.. it was sooo horrible! They all looked sooo good though... ::sigh:: I was crying so hard i couldn't play pomp and circumstance lol I was watching everyone walk down and Stan had this look on his face like wtf!! It was awsome to be able to see it all finally setting in for them that they were actually graduating... Diane and I looked at eachother and I started sobbing agin lol... Izzy walked down w/this grin on his face like YES!!! Well... I neglected to go to any graduation parties out of pure laziness. Oh okay. I remember what i did now... after graduation around 4 or so Steph & I went up 2 Boynton to see Alan, Jason, Tom, Shaun, etc. them. It was soo much fun.. we hung out w/all of em for like 4hrs. mucho funness.

June 2- Sunday. Ummm... I think i slept in. Yes I did. I slept till almost 2 so thats y I missed Diane's graduation party ;0( I'm sorry Diane :0( I then didn't feel like partying so that night I went 2 Brighton's and we made chocolate chip cookies. Her brother was up and all over my shit lol i didn't provoke him though so Brighton dind't slap me (she slaps hard.) I was wearing an apron that said "I'm as easy as pie" I think he liked that one :0) lol we made cookies.. i ate raw cookie dough and it made me REALLY sick 4 the night. Yuck. Then i went home at like midnight or so. I wasn't too tired so I called Jenn to see how her "date" with Donald (hes the fucker) went. She was all telling me about it and crap then Jason called and I got off the phone w/her cuz he was leavving to go camping or dirt bike riding or something the next day. We talked 4 a while and it ended with him hanging up on me cuz I was teasing him about Shayna. Fun.

June 3- I got 3 hrs of sleep that night. I was NOT a happy camper. Unfortunately I had 2 get up at 7am for the stupid band officer clean up day. I picked up Whitney at around quarter after 8 and got us almost killed on the way to school. The first official day of summer and I spent it slaving over a VERY DIRTY band room. Fun. Well.. the band nazis lol made us clean EVERYTHING!! as well as re file, inventory and paint bathrooms etc. It was really gross and there were lots of roaches and dead bugs. Yummy. Yeah that was that. That night I went 2 Jenn's house to sleep over and yeah. That's where I am now. but we're not there yet sooo... I went to Jenns at about half past 7 and we were just chilling. We just talked 4 a while then I decided that I wanted to try her gourmet cooking so we went downstairs and tried her balsamic chicken and noodles. It was pretty good :0) Then Jenn taught me how to do these backwards rolly things. I hurt my head. she tried to kill me. Fun. Then we went back upstairs and uhh.. made bracelets! I strung a bout a billion seed beads and later realized I didn't leave enough room at the end to tie it. Joy. Sooo i started a new bracelet which I have yet to finish. It's sooo cool it has a charm of Bart Simpson on a skateboard on it. At around 11:30 or so we decided to go swimming. The water was really cold. lol we were bitching and moaning about how fat we were. yay. okay. We swam and talked and such and I broke her noodle thingie lol we then came in, changed and decided to play our long time traditional game of Mystery Mansion (been a tradition of ours for the last 5-6 years.) The bitch won cuz I rolled a stupid 1 lol I knew where the damn money was!!!!!!! Okay. After that we decided to go raid her fridge. We ended up with smoked salami, socialable and wheatthin crackers, cheese and this mozerella roma salad stuff. It was fun. Oh yeah. I ate a really old white chocolate covered oreo. That was pleasant. I later commented on how there were no more red candies in the jar to which Jenn responded "thats cuz you ate them all" .."oh." ummm OHHHHH IZZY GOT A NEW CARRR!!! He called. I forgot. He got a mustang but I haven't seen it yet .. taht's 2nite.. anyways.. we went back 2 Jenn's room.. watched 1 & half episodes of Undressed and then both of us were out for the night.

June 4- 9:00am. Rudely woken up by the fucker. The fucker referring to this guy Jenn's "seeing" <- Donald. Donald.. cute, white (every other football player minus 2 is black), football player, macho man etc. Likes my oh so quiet, down to earth Jenn! They've been "seeing eachother" for the past couple weeks. Welll... he didn't call her back last night as promised but felt compelled to calll at a ridiculously early time in the morning. I was like wtf, her phone ring is sooooo loud!!! She picked up the phone to "What." haha it was funny. Yeah. I'm not guna elaborate too much right now.. maybe later... It's now 10:38AM and i'm hungry as a mo so ummm maybe i'll write later.

Call me at my cell if you need me as I will be here 4 a while.

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:: 2002 1 June :: 10.50 pm

I am a spork!

what kitchen utensil are YOU?


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