another one..
this is another one for all of your viewing pleasures. This is all real, its not staged or anything :0)

snookkingfish: dude max payne's 1 st level is so har

IreMetal: its easy as shit

snookkingfish: no way man people keep shooting me

snookkingfish: i keep hididng

snookkingfish: and they keep on findidn gme

IreMetal: youre not supposed to hide

IreMetal: youre supposed to SHOOT THEM

IreMetal: what part are you in right now'

snookkingfish: very difficult part

snookkingfish: for real u are not suppose to hide?

IreMetal: no shit

IreMetal: do you use the matrix effects?

snookkingfish: niw u are telling me

IreMetal: why the fuck would you hide?

IreMetal: youre supposed to be a badass cop

snookkingfish: and thought til the time runs out if u keep on hididng u win

IreMetal: no moron

snookkingfish: so how do i shoot

IreMetal: HAHAHAHAHA

snookkingfish: for reaol man my comp sucks it doesnt say any where shoot button

snookkingfish: i dont have a shoot button on my comp

IreMetal: you stupid fuckin IDIOT

snookkingfish: i swear if u saw my comp u will see it doesnt have a shoot button

snookkingfish: i am telling u my comp does nto HAVE A SHOOT BUTTON

snookkingfish: WHY WONT U BELIEVE ME

IreMetal: LISTEN

snookkingfish: IT DOESNT SAY SHOOT ANYWHERE

IreMetal: YOURE NOT SUPPOSED TO HAVE A SHOOT BUTTON

snookkingfish: THEN HOW DO U SHOOT THATS WHY I KEPT ON HIDING

IreMetal: oh my fucking god, youre too dumb with computers i cant help you

snookkingfish: dude built me a comp with a shoot button for seven hundered

snookkingfish: ok?

IreMetal: NO COMPUTER HAS A SHOOT BUTTON

snookkingfish: i used the mouse it kept on jumping

IreMetal: MY COMPUTER DOESNT HAVE A MOTHERFUCKING SHOOT BUTTON

snookkingfish: then man how the fuck do u shoot

snookkingfish: this game is going to drive me crazy

snookkingfish: man u are just playing with me

snookkingfish: arent you?

IreMetal: dude, dont even talk to me

snookkingfish: man my keyboard is split in the middle

snookkingfish: i think thats where the shoot button was

snookkingfish: now it has 3 lights in the middle

IreMetal: there never was a shoot button stupid

snookkingfish: man i cannot shoot them they have guns and shit

snookkingfish: man stop joking i am nto in the mood

IreMetal: im not

snookkingfish: can u be serious and answer me

IreMetal: yes

IreMetal: i have been serious this whole time

snookkingfish: i think u didnt install the shoot button on the cd

IreMetal: HAHAHAHAHA

snookkingfish: just like when u were gonna fight me

IreMetal: you fucking idiot

IreMetal: you have the same game as me

snookkingfish: see if u were serious u wodnt laugh

IreMetal: dude, i cant NOT INSTALL the shoot button

snookkingfish: i know but where is the shoot button

IreMetal: you figure it out

snookkingfish: i think thats why 1 st level is so hard for me because other people have guns and i dont

IreMetal: you do have a gun

snookkingfish: yeah i think its broken it doesnt shoot

IreMetal: no its not

IreMetal: you cant break the gun

snookkingfish: then something is stuck in it

IreMetal: no there is not

yay :0)
Heyy Dre mentioned me in his journal :0) the link under the Sufyan convo and under the one under that is Dre's journal. I posted it accidentally but he says I can leave it. I really need to type out the enima story w/Sufyan and Kappy.. its mucho funny i'll do that later when i have a life hehe

this is mad funny :0)
This my friends is what IB truly does to you :0) enjoy...

snookkingfish: hey what do u say to a horny gurl
IreMetal: ?
snookkingfish: what would u say to a horny gurl?
snookkingfish: hurry up
IreMetal: depends on the situation
snookkingfish: what the fuck she told me she is horny what should i say next
snookkingfish: help u fucking stud
IreMetal: baby, come sit on my lap, well talk about the first thing that pops up
snookkingfish: what the fuck she cant come through comp
IreMetal: well then what do you care
IreMetal: tell her that youd help her out if you could
snookkingfish: k
snookkingfish: hold on
IreMetal: wait
IreMetal: she wants to cyber i bet
IreMetal: where you explain to her what your doing, fuck her with your words
snookkingfish: man how do u do that
snookkingfish: we are talking
IreMetal: is it someone you know?
IreMetal: or is it just an online person?
snookkingfish: i dont now er
IreMetal: tell her the only way you can help is if she wants to cyver
IreMetal: *cyber
snookkingfish: i dont even know what cyber is?
snookkingfish: tell me first
IreMetal: where you act like your having sex with her by telling her .... example" i slowly slip off your shirt, bearing out your perky tits.... i begin to lick your nipples ever so softly..." she responds and you go with it
snookkingfish: oh so what is this called
snookkingfish: do u mind if i copy ur quote
snookkingfish: k
IreMetal: i dont care
IreMetal: cyber
snookkingfish: hey what do u call all this fyfer
IreMetal: cyber
snookkingfish: oh so i ask do u cyber
IreMetal: if you want
snookkingfish: k hold on
snookkingfish: hey she typed i invite u to my apartment
snookkingfish: what the hell?
snookkingfish: i have nevwer done this cyber crap
IreMetal: say youll go
snookkingfish: k
snookkingfish: she typed it doesnt matter as long as i come in
snookkingfish: then
snookkingfish: what do i say
IreMetal: "I ring your doorbell"
snookkingfish: k
snookkingfish: she syas i drag u to my room?
snookkingfish: she is being rude?
IreMetal: no
IreMetal: shes horny man she wants you
snookkingfish: oh k
snookkingfish: what do i say
IreMetal: say you throw her on the bed
snookkingfish: wouldn't it be rude
IreMetal: ok
IreMetal: say
snookkingfish: i am waititng so is she
snookkingfish: hurry
IreMetal: i look at your gorgeous body and start feeling a bulge in my pants
snookkingfish: k but this is not fun man
IreMetal: well ill do it for you then
snookkingfish: k just keep telling me what to writw
IreMetal: tell me what she says
snookkingfish: she shays i reach i grab it
snookkingfish: i dont know what?
IreMetal: I pull off your shirt
snookkingfish: should i ask
IreMetal: did she says that she grabbed it?
snookkingfish: yes
snookkingfish: i dont know what
snookkingfish: do u?
IreMetal: YOUR DICK
IreMetal: say that you slip a hand under her shirt and begin to foldle her breasts
snookkingfish: oh my dick
snookkingfish: my bad
snookkingfish: hold on i am copying and pasting
snookkingfish: she says her juices are flowing
snookkingfish: what the fuck is going on?
IreMetal: you moron
IreMetal: i take off your bra, bearing out your perky tits.... i begin to lick your nipples while i unbutton your pants
snookkingfish: dude whee the hell juices come from in a sex
snookkingfish: i dont understand
IreMetal: dude, fuckin a, tell her if she wants to cyber she should IM me
IreMetal: you dont know enough obviously
IreMetal: whats her Screen Name
snookkingfish: k let me tell her
snookkingfish: hey she said i thought we liked each other
IreMetal: say that im actually telling you what to say
snookkingfish: and did i rtink if she was a hooker
snookkingfish: telling my freinds
IreMetal: youre not good at this shit
snookkingfish: shut up i am
IreMetal: no your not
IreMetal: you fuckin suck
IreMetal: no no
IreMetal: thats not what you were supposed to tell her you idiot
snookkingfish: but u told me to u morone
snookkingfish: i told her my friend wanna hve cyber ith u]
IreMetal: no you idiot
snookkingfish: she is not even doind it anymore u fucker
IreMetal: thats not what i said
snookkingfish: she stopped doing it dma
IreMetal: fuck, not like i was gonna talk you through fuckin sex
IreMetal: you didnt even knwo what she meant by her JUICES FLOWING!!!!!!!!
snookkingfish: i still dont know
snookkingfish: !!!!!!!!!!!
snookkingfish: what does that mean

bored although i probably should be studying...
Haha.. I think Dre wants me to send him the link this very second :0) I think i'll make him wait a lil while hehe I think he should send me a picture of him in those sexy lifeguard shorts :0) I don't think he'll agree to that though.. unless of course he wants to um ..exchange ;0) Blah.. school was easy today.. band blew soo hard today, we listened to a bunch of shit and didn't play. Noah made me a snowflake but Sharif & Jason colored it all stupid. I'm going to see Midtown, Thrice, & the Movielife tomorrow! yay!! ohh Sam.. i saw Kelly Heber today.. she has bright pink/red hair right? okay.. i think i'v made him wait long enough. i'll write more later if i can find something interesting enough.. ohhh i have to post the Sufiyan convo!!! lol

just so i don't 4get
http://www.deadjournal.com/users/isnortinkoolaid

This week is going by entirely too slow. Okay, its been 20 min since I have started this entry and I have yet to finish 2 sentences :0) I am now listening to ::The Vandals - Change my pants:: Right.. I need money. Hmm mayb i'll go prostitute umm .. my cat.. right lol j/p My kitty says hello. Really. Its really hot and I proly have hw. oh well. Today was pretty uneventful, can't stand the stupid band, they're a bunch of morons that can't take anything seriously.. its very frustrating. Oh yeah & Brian's not going to band banquet. So I have the right to be upset at him right? Blah.. this is boring goodbye

balloons make me happy!
went 2 get Stephy balloooonnnnsss!!! yay, balloons are pretty & make me mucho happy :0)

Courtesy of Sami Siven
Two whales, a male and a female, were swimming side by side in the
ocean. Suddenly, the male whale spots a ship in the distance. He
recognizes it as the whaling ship that killed his father. Filled
with anger, he says to his female companion, "That's the ship that
killed my father! Let's swim closer!" When they were close enough, the male said, "Why don't we swim under the ship and blow air through our blow holes and break the ship into a million pieces? That will be sweet revenge. And the female agreed to this. So they each took a deep breath of air, swam under the ship, and blew enormous amounts of air under the ship. The ship flew into the air and crashed back to the sea and broke into a million pieces. The pair of whales started to swim off when they
realized that the sailors were floating in the ocean. The male whale was furious and said to the female whale, "They're still alive, but I've got another idea. Let's swim around and gulp up all the sailors!"
That's when the female stopped swimming, looked at the male and said,
"Oh no......... I agreed to the blow job but I'm NOT swallowing the
seamen."

wow i need to finish my euro hw...
Now would have to be the absolute worst possible time to start procrastinating :0) sooo much euro to finish & soo little time :0( Regardless...to recap the rest of my day we had a sub in chem and that was damn cool cuz we got 2 watch a movie :0) my stats test was only half impossible although my multiple choice answers didn't look like anyone elses..:0/ blah. I don't like that class... Well.. umm Nothing really happened today thats noteworthy.. Matts being mean :0(
more like hes ignoring me and giving me the cold shoulder but yeah.. I didn't do anything so its his problem. Okay, now i'm listnening to Yellowcard's Starstruck. Sam has changed his sn to : ViddyHorrorshow hahaha i guess both of us are up 4 change today. Sam is telling me to check my messages so I guess i'm done.. off to do evil Euro ::bleh:: ta-ta

school sux!
I am starting this now in English. The day's been okay I guess... so far anyways. Sam has just informed me that he is Vivi's friend and NOT XplanatorE Vivi's. I think I'm going to go cry now :0( Blah, I have a stats test in 2 periods and I'm not too ready :0( Gym was full of girl gossip. Then I proceeded to play a few rounds of Asshole with Eric & Ed. English has been the usual and I really ought to be studying right now. I am now XplanatorE Vivi just like Consejera Clara! haha a bit too much Espanol there don't you think? I can't wait till Friday, I'm guna see 3 AWESOME bands! Midtown, Thrice & the Movielife. I can't wait till the Juliana Theory comes, they're my favorite band of the week :0) I cringe at the thought of how much HW I have tonight and how much hell next week is going to be... AP Exams are right around the corner :0( Bells guna ring so I'll continue later.

The guy department has been pretty dry since February. This isn't necessarily a bad thing, I'v actually enjoyed the break. For a while I felt as if I needed a guy, maybe not a guy but someone to just be there for me constantly to catch me when I fell or to just listen. I've basically ruined a very good friendship from all of this, broke the heart of one of my bestfriends and have nothing to show for it. Recently, actually last night I met a guy online Gosh, I can see Jenn shaking her head in disapproval right now! Regardless, it was the first time in a long time that i had met a guy that had completely caught my attention, someone I could honestly see myself with. From what I know, he seemed pretty nice, smart, liked Laser Quest just easy to talk to I guess.. I think its good that he lives far away so that nothing real could come of it because look at the last few internet guys.. they're real winners lol I'm notorious for choosing the wrong guys, the ones w/serious issues soo I think i'm glad that i'v found a friend... someone i don't know anything about yet I can't get too personal with either. This is healthy isn't it? lol sometimes i wonder about myself... ahh crap its 10:52pm and yet I still have to work on evil evil Euro and study 4 a stats test :0( till tomorrow...

Life..
Life, when everything seems to start making sense things begin to toppel down again to nothing. Everything that you thought you knew is really nothing. I live in this beautiful, rich town, the land of cream and butter yet what is the real world? Will I be ready to face it all? Sometimes I think that I think about these things too hard... eventually things will start making sense I mean a lot of other people can do it... I just worry that all of my childhood dreams are now being proved non existent almost.. like they could never be real. My imagination seems to be full of all fake things, nothing real therefore there is nothing to look forward to, nothing to wish for or to want. Even the things you may want live too far away or just don't work out. The world is a very confusing and complicated place. I don't know if i'll ever be ready to handle it.