HoW diD wE BeCoMe s0o0o quiEt?

work: mostly boring. there were a few up's and that wuz basically when Michael wuz forcing me to join him in getting carts. however... when he ran over my toe about 13 times... once with every cart, and hitting an old lady's car with them... we had a lil problemo. lol oops. but other than that... i wuz BORED...

when i got home... i went straight to bed, turned down dinner at OUTBACK to sleep.

woke up around 9pm and... just so happens that Carol and her kids are sleeping over our house... Rick and her got into a big fight. ouch...

*hoping u'll hear me...
can u hear me?....* --michelle branch

junk in the trunk.
school day!

morning... wuts new? had fun chattin' with the guys... =)

chemistry: boring... thought i did ok on that quiz... but i wuz wrong. 34/67 OUCH!

spanish: test. ouch. failure. didn't answer half of it.

lunch: kinda quiet today... logan is everyone's bitch. lol i told sum good embarrassing stories of my buddi jb.

english: boring as fuck. put me to sleep today.

bio: everything is relatively new, it gets me excited. like the ppl. i admit there are sum cool freshmen, KAYLi & Jamaal r the only ones i really know or talk to. But um... Jamaal is cool, we answered everyone of those questions right.... i'm like still in shock because i've NEVER answered anything in bio right. um, Kayli, she's my homeslice lol. <3 sittin' w/ her on the bus wuz fun. all the fuzballs. puttin' them in danielle's hair... messin' with my phone. chama chama chama chameleon! woo!

got home.... talked to hema =D miss her mucho. talked to jonah =D miss him too.

did sum running... busy stuff. took a shower, went to publix con madre and bought subs. junk in the trunk baby! wee wee! mommy is wonderful.

talked to jonah sum more when i got home, but now i am patiently waiting for my work pants to finish up in the washer so i can throw them in the dryer and then get to bed. <3

hope ur day wuz good.

goals this weekend:
+get mommy to let me go to the fair with everyone on monday. =D
+convince mommy to let me go to the bahamas with jackie 4 her birthday.
+get ungrounded.
+do sumthin on saturday while daddy is outta town. <3

WuT wuD u Do 4 a TwenTii- TweN?!
no habla espanol, y hay una prueba manana. uh oh.

i went to school today.... i bet u did too =)

got tested on my knowledge in chem, stats, and econ... let's just say... i don't have much knowledge.

stressful day, but when it wuz over, i wuz happy to get home, like everyone else.

giggles and i went jogging and did lotsa talking. =) phillipino mafia! yummy bread. ok... anyways yeah it is the time of the year to lose those pounds... and i just can't seem to do that... but there's no harm in trying harder. and with a buddi to help [miss danielle herself] i should be back in no time.

big girls need lovin' too. =)

now that i have no hw, imma go take a shower, call jonah, and get to bed. much love to ya. <3

bri -N- jonah <3333

p.s. daddy won't be home saturday PARTAY... means, i'm not grounded, so after work, i'mma have a blast. hopefully!

PraY 4 A woRLd w/ n0 WoRRiEs... GoD iS BouNd To LiStEn 2 SuMb0dY.
ScHooL:
CHEM: got thrown around by adam... again... lol, i'mma get u.

STATS: this class is a killa... s0o0o boring now a dayz.

ECONOMiCS: an even BORiNG-ER class. how can a lil' girl converse with herself? it gets old after awhile. ugh, thank goodness for the lunch break!

ART HiSTORY: how this class became fun? i'll let the scientists figure that out.

MRS. STECKER: "Nice job on ur essays for ur homework."
BRiANA: "Thank u, i did them the day u assigned them."
MRS. STECKER: "I thought u were incapable of doing that work."

BOO YA! I GOT A 50/50 on that homework, the only other person to get that wuz Christina! Me & Christina = BALLERS! {feel better, my prayers go out 2 YOU -N- onLy u s0o u get better FASTER!}

BUS RiDE HOME: funny. jb n the clearsil. then taking jb's crackers. good stuff.

WORK: it wuz just a buncha filling out papers. good, cuz i got paid for doin' nothing for 2 hours. =) i like that.

now i am at home alone... thinking of jonah... about to finish up homework.

jonah & bri = 3 months since yesterday. <3
...high five. 2 much love, doesn't hurt.
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<3 simply put: my day wuz great. i love my life.

i feel beautiful. n no matter wut is written in this entry, i still haven't been brought down today.
this is my all time favorite song. brings back my childhood when i would sit in the car and make mommy rewind the tape back to this song.

today:
+ worked 9-4pm. nothing new.
+ talked to Avi -N- Jonah 4 a lil' bit.
+ daddy took me driving. =)
+ talked to Avi.
+ Jonah keeps calling every half hour, and talking for like... 10 minutes at a time, since he has been at that quince....

work=boring today.
its funny talking to avi, he's my buddi. <3 ya.
driving with daddy wuz quite stressful.
jonah's kinda making me nervous b/c he is calling me telling me... that there wuz a hot girl sitting on his lap (which i don't mind as long as they aren't doing anything) but he claimed she wuz... trying to kiss him, and he is a lil' buzzed right now... so, idk. i wanna trust him. and i do. but.... this is where i get confused. +long pause+ speechless. he told me not to listen to anything that he says tonight... but... its kinda hard not to. and him being buzzed is probably like his temper when he gets mad. the one time he got mad he told this girl that he wuz thinkin about breakin up with me... n that maybe him n that girl could go out. well... with him being buzzed... i kinda fear he's not gonna care wut he does. i mean... he might do sumthin small, and may claim it didn't mean nuttin. or perhaps, i will never really know. but its just the whole idea that its bothering me. less than 48 hrs. til our 3rd month. why hurt it now? i'm only going to get reassured that he loves me. and... perhaps... thats all i can get, but should i believe it? gosh i love him.

well avi and i were talkin about gettin' cars. he said once he got his all of our lil Z score is gonna chill... lol... and we're gonna go find him a girl. ha ha that won't be e-z!

<3 u. good night. i'mma go finish reading CHRONiCLE OF A DEATH FORETOLD. muah

weeeph
o goody. today... woke up at 10:30am. did nothing... all day. talked to jonah. did sum more of nothing. literally... NOTHING. this grounded stuff has got me getting fat and sitting around my house 24/7. hema works all weekend... but we're gonna try and plan sumthin out for sunday/monday. i miss my brown girl. and i miss ally. boy o boy. and on top of that... jonah. ouch. i love you. but aside of all that... me, chicky, and mommy sent grammy to do her favorite thing tonight... play bingo. lol she called and told us she won $250... in less than an hour... wonder wut more she is gonna come home with. hehe. anyways, i'm bored and i have nothing to do but i don't feel like sitting here any longer because i might die of insanity... maybe i will go shower? i do have work tomorrow... yippy.

good evening mister and misses ppl.

woke up to grammy and chicky yellin' good morning sleeping beauty to me, i love when ppl wake me up so gracefully, like u know those phone calls u get... early in the morning and its just someone to wish u a good morning?! those are the best feelings.

watched grammy and chicky clean the house... i told them not to, but they insisted. then we all got ready and they decided they wanted to go shopping. chicky bought me sum sunglasses... super cute. and um... then we all went to the neighborhood park, wutta way to get away and just enjoy life. it felt like sucha dream being there... with family... in a skirt on the swings, just thinking, with that gaze of happiness in my eyes... so genuine. then we went home... talked to mommy, decided to go to outback to eat sum din din. it wuz funny..... good times. i love spending time with family.. i mean they don't quite treasure it and even tho they don't quite like me... its ok, because it makes me feel... whole. when we got home, i um... got to talk to my baby jonah. whoosh. i love the heck outta him. u know u love sum1 when u will smell their farts. lol wut if... ur booty... wuz in front of u?! u know that time when i told u i knew the right time to shut up? lol life is frickin' great... i watched S.W.A.T too... good movie. altho, i've already seen it before, i couldn't get enuff of it. ok i'm out for bed... well... actually just to waste time talking on the phone to jonah sum more... <3

on the career side: i got a phone call today for an acting audition at city place. seems as tho awhile ago i entered a pic in... and a form... and they said they wanted me to audition. now... my mom didn't know, but she got the call today, and they asked me to go cuz i made their cut thingy. turns out... mommy won't let me do it. this has been my UGHGHGHHHGHGHGHHGHGHGH fuckin' dream for god knows how long. it wuz ironic because this morning i wuz looking up online sum more auditions. and then i get the call.

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damn, i frickin' am so angry cuz of her. i cant believe that she won't let me do it. all she has to do is come with me. grrr.

now... for the good stuff. jonah and i are getting married. lol JUSTTT jokin' unfortunately. but, he told me he loved me today... like the real thing. and my first question to myself... wuz am i going to say it... and if i do, will it be because he said it or because i feel it? and in fact it wuz because.... i felt it.... so i said it. i know i'm not one to say i know how love feels or wut love is... but... then again... WHO can say it? u know.. u just... KNOW. and if spending time on the phone til' the weeee hours in the morning w/ him, feeling s0o0o0o comfortable sharing my thoughts and things with him, being a goat, and spending every waking second i have thinking about him, or hoping that him and i end up as good as jessica and nick lachey...

well... right now... if... that isn't love for me... then... idk wut is. he makes me feel soooo wonderfully good about life... about me... about love... about him.... its just this feeling.

on the last note... anyone from woodlands remember michael nielson... yeah... he's cool, i started talkin to him again. missed my short buddi. but he grew... eh.

jackie... feel better sweetie. lyk jason said... [hold on = GC] <3... things will get better.

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