peanut butta jelly time, SPREAD OUT! lol Alyssa
today was different.
woke up @ 6am, not feeling too great. but i got ready for cheerleading, ran 2 jackies, (woke her up =/ sry <3 ) and then went to gym. 8-3pm wow.


Steph jacked the pizza. lol. s0o much pizza, everyone got their own box. <3 ATL
Courtney tellin' Alyssa & Steph about how she got suspended. STUPiD, STUPiD Bellin.

UCA teaching the dance to the girls. look at the lil' ones... they were s0o cute.

Captain is COMiNG. Good game, good game xoxo Mary Ellen doesn't know what she is doing, but Kaila is winnin' woot!

it was a long day, but we made it. even though this wasn't "real" camp.... i know it brought people together. (me, steph, alicia, kaila, courtney, alyssa) i surely enjoyed.

when i got home, i took a shower & was SOOO tired that i laid in my bed with my fancy robe & was gonna turn on the t.v. but didn't & just fell asleep. then jackie called me and woke me up lol, i deserved it. then had dinner. talked to jonah. can't go back to sleep now. s0o i talked to sherman. he's gotta flight to Maimi on the 29th. maybe i'll c him this time. +shrug+

anyways how is everyone enjoying their 3day weekend...?! its gotta be nice right. 10 more days of school. xoxo enjoy.

hm... i rented GOTHIKA... GOTTA get to watchin' it now...

LALALA
today = nothing. woke up, talked to jonah all day. took a shower, did laundry. got in trouble for breaking the dryer. o well. its old anyways... we were doomed to get another one. haha so now mommy has to get one tomorrow. now, i'm babysitting and i was having a hard time eating my salad. tried stabbing a croton to get on my damn fork, and the chicken flung into my hair. +sigh+ forget that salad.

s0o i was thinking... this whole friend thing. idk none of it works out for me. no calls, no invitations, no nada. its like... i = never part of the girls "group". if i went somewhere, i'd invite u people... altho i don't go anywhere that u people would enjoy. but i'm saying... idk. i just wish i could be thought of. or am i one of those annoying girls of atlantic, but i just don't realize it. cause i think i seem to be. i take the effort to approach people... but they don't approach me. perhaps i am correct. cause i notice... the annoying girls approach people to talk.... but they are never approached. i lie in the same boat, obviously. i just wish someone would have warned me about it earlier.... w/e, i'm done complaining.

talking to pj now... gas money or walk to baseball.... lol

LiLsHorTcaKe2315: MR. PATRICK ZEITZ!
Baseballa4eva17: MRS. BRIANNA EVENSON!
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: ms. briana kristine evenson.
Baseballa4eva17: mr patrick jermaine zeitz
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: jermaine....? interesting.
Baseballa4eva17: u never herd mike call me jermaine
Baseballa4eva17: ?
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: nottttttttt that i recall.
Baseballa4eva17: lol
Baseballa4eva17: my m,iddle name not jermaine
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: ..... then why did u say that?
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: +confused....+
Baseballa4eva17: to have a lil fun wit ya

anyways... danielle g and i are discussing how i feel right now. yeah... i miss these talks. unfortunately i realize i don't have anyone to blab to anymore... cause since her & brittany moved... hell has been my home. it may not seem like it.... but its hard to find a girl to confide in. cause a guy doesn't understand. i know hema, & danielle g have always been there 24/7, whether they pretend to listen to my b.s. or if they really do... but everyone else just gives me a "shrug" or just that look... like... 'why are u telling me this?' s0o i've just not been able to open the can of worms inside of me.... o well.

i'm 0out. hahaha. my throat hurts again. this morning... i woke up without a voice. [stress=losing my voice]

school isn't officially out, but its almost over. this is all we have left:

Chem - lab & exam.
Spanish - role play project & exam.
English - vocab quiz & exam.
Bio - buncha stuff.
Stats - done.
Economics - done.
Art History - simple project, then done.

simple. simple. no more AP tests. thank goodness. i forgot the stickers along with pretam, carlos, heather, and ashley t. lol ballers.

i need to go see landaker. need to get papers for departing Atlantic. =/

my kitty: she went to the vet. doctor said she has a cancer tumor. he also said that we will know the signs of when she is too sick to live. the only way for her to survive is to amputate (sp?) her leg.... at which, is a risk considering how old she is. mommy cried. she made me cry. she's very emotionally stressed about the situation. 17 years. its been long... my kitty is my baby. i went to pick her up last night, & i just carry her on my side like a baby and she wraps her paws around me... and nudges at my face. so loving. so sad. that's going to be the day. grandma emily. papa. & now my kitty. i don't want it to happen. *pray, o, pray*

on a better note: jonah & i = 7 months. 1o.12.o3, congratulations to us. we made it. no hell. no no no. feels very refreshing, clean & nice. no matter how i feel, i don't want this love to end. endless.

alex, ribs. lol thursday, por favor? perhaps, we'll try. xoxo

time to blow dry my hair, pick out what to wear, & clean off the bed so i can get some shut eye.

i see trees of green, red roses too
i see them bloom from me and u
and i think to myself
what a wonderful world
i see skies of blue & clouds of white
the bright blessed days & dark sacred nights
and i think to myself
what a wonderful world
the colors of the rainbow
so pretty in the sky
r also on the faces of people passing by
i see friends shaking hands
saying "How do u do?"
they're really saying "i love u!"
i hear babies cry, i watch them grow
they'll learn much more than i'll ever know
and i think to myself what a wonderful world
and i think to myself....
what a wonderful..... world

go shorty, its ur birthday
let's just say i'm lucky to become part of the first varsity cheerleading team at Park Vista High School. Michelle, Chelsea, Shay, Nikki, etc. we all made the team. i can't wait for the school year to start. just walking off the bus with jb & britt.... it felt s0o.... high school - ish, not like, we have to go home & study & sit on our asses. its more of... we are going to do sports & its traditional to hang out with football players if ur a cheerleader. plus, they are my guiding hand, or my big brothers, as i go into this year. its like... weird talking to britt on the phone too, but he always returns my calls, & he isn't such an ass when he is on the phone with me. like.... i told him about making varsity & he said something along the lines of, "well we all knew u were going to make it. u just hadda believe u would, cause i definitely knew u would." so idk he's cool... and jb, i believe took home britt's cleat. and britt wants me to go get it from jb... in hopes that i will return it. idk i'm just glad they will be there with me. plus i have: Michelle, Neil, Ashley, Shay, Alex, Chelsea, Nikki, Scott, etc. whoever is going. so i'm excited. but there's definitely going to be an empty place after leaving atlantic.

i'm trying not to say goodbye to anyone. i don't want to lose touch with anyone at all. but there is always that time....

Danielle: my sister. we've been thru hell & back, & all the crazy memories we shared and this life long friendship that can't be outdone. i mean everything has been so great, i don't know where i would be without u, and now i'm scared to be without u. i think ur the reason i've stayed so conservative & ur the reason i am who i am. and i thank u for it. but i want to make more memories with u. cars, boys, drinks, friends, etc. all that.

Anand: bitch / hoe relationship. its been awesome. ur like so... "all around" lol. we've shared so many laughs & u've been there to cheer me up all the time. i love how easy it is to talk to u. and just to make fun of each other continuously & still, "feel the love."

Avi: our relationship grew steadily. u've become my cheating buddi. always the one there that was able to "hook me up" or just to make fun of, or crack on someone, or just laugh. i know we've complained about Atlantic for s0o long... but its going to be s0o odd not waking up in the morning & going to school to watch the enjoyment of u begging carlos to do ur spanish hw. lol. sadly enough stats is over... the rest of my math classes.. i will fail... without u. imma miss u.

carlos: wow. thats all there is. i mean talking... all the time. like 2 close friends should. i always seem to understand how u feel, but we can never manage to make a solution to it. u & i talk so much... its kinda like... idk. the stuff we talk about, the moments we have. there's nothing like it. priceless. i will always be here for u.

pj: damn, from elementary school til now. its been fun. now ur living around here... we're still gonna hang out. i don't want no1 else callin' me "Tiny one" or givin' me scoops. u've been wonderful. s0o shy & afraid of girls, but s0o easy to talk to. laid back & simply sweet. i couldn't ask for more. ur gonna find the perfect girl. she's gonna be s0o lucky. don't hold out on her. <3 ya.

pretam: ur the shit man! yeah. yeah! damn, without u.... english wouldn't be so entertaining. u have the funniest personality & i love it. i could never in a million years find anyone like u. ur hands in ur pants, ur dirty dancing, ur obsession with outkast, ur funny remarks, etc. ur just unique. bi-curious lol. ur the best.

sameen: this year has been great. i can't imagine what economics would have been without u. so sweet & adorable, i just wanna pinch ur cheeks like a grandma lol. how do u play dominoes? hehe. but i'm definitely going to miss u next year.

logan: bb. my short red head friend. i am still shocked that u got outta ib. i mean... yeah... cheating. whatever it was a funny laugh while it lasted. ur the one who seems to cause all the tension between ib people, and yeah, u may be one of those kids who benefits himself, but i still enjoy your company. its hard not to like u, even after the stupidest arguments we've had... u always find something stupid, yet slick to do that will always make me laugh.

sunil: homie! who's gonna turn around just to pinch my cheeks, give me a high five, or to call me a bitch? art history is the only class we've had together, u know, imma miss u. its like cRAzY. u give me hugs just for the hell of it. and when i need one... u always manage to give them to me at the perfect time. i wish i could be brown, just like u. i wanna be related to u lol. anyways, imma miss ur stank ass, xoxo lol j/k

adam: ur personality is so great. although u piss heather off lol, i know she still loves u deep down. but u always make ib less stressful, and make me smile everytime i don't feel so good. ur a perv, but ur also a guy lol. xoxo imma miss making fun of stupid ms french & jb. lol

ashley t: we've been friends since 7th grade. and its been a long journey. i never figured we'd make it this far... varsity, classes... everything... but i'm glad u are my friend. we have that problem... that results in making fun of ugly people & stupid people... and that problem where we just laugh about people. idk i'm just gonna miss u. i wish we could have hung out more tho. xoxo

heather: i'm glad we've became friends this year. altho i wish we could have been closer.. but don't listen to what anyone says. all those feelings and emotions are just a part of growing up, stay happy as frequent as possible cause ur pretty & there's no need to feel pissed off about anything.

kailannie: this year has been so much fun, and even though cheerleading is the only thing that really holds us as friends, i don't mind, because i enjoyed it. i mean checkin' out the cute guys, watchin' the basketball players be stupid... i mean... teaching me how to "be black" with dances... its been a trip. but now that i'm leaving, i wish u the best of luck on JV & be sure to have fun.

christina: i wish u & i would have become better friends. ur accomplishments always amaze me, and ur like a role model. i know u have those up & down days, but everyone does, just continue to stay the strong person that i know u can be. ur going to find ur one true love, i know it. if the guy is smart... he won't turn away from u. with all ur different talents, ur going to be big. i wish u luck.

amanda f: what are we going to do without being in school together next year?? ure so sweet & ur stories about ur friends are great. ur definitely not the person i expected u to be... member when we first met in McManus's class... and u thought danielle & i were going to be snobby? and the plays we put on. and then having english together this year... hanging out with u has been fun. and then all the poetry analyizing we've done. and bitching at peter. imma miss these days. love ya.

ashley c: tampa... is lucky. they are getting u. but i hope u enjoy it there. i know atlantic is gonna be worse next year too. but we've made a few good memories... even though i will cherish those, i wish we made more. ur so beautiful, idk where ur lover is. but he needs to find u cause he'd make ur life so much easier. xoxo come visit us every once in awhile.

jessica c: although we've only had english class together this year, its been so much fun. messin' around.. makin' fun of.. u know who. and figurin' out pretam's sexuality lol. i know u can do better in ib... pull through. <3

jessica b: long year, few memories. i'm glad i at least got to hang out with u twice. the time u lost ur cell phone at the club, and then during homecoming. u know i've always wanted to be friends with u, but knowing that ur very picky with friends... i just accepted i wouldn't really ever have the chance. but i'm glad there is this woohu thing, otherwise i would have never known u at all. ur an awesome dancer, & i hope that brings u somewhere in life. and all ur reasoning for situations... its just funny. great personality. keep it real. xoxo

liz: i feel like i know u so well, yet we barely talk, but i put u here because u impress me. ur always so happy & sweet & caring. ur brighten everyone's day & i look up to ya. stay sweet & don't change, u definitely have some angel wings that just happen to invisible to everyone. xoxo

ashley p: now that u're there, i'm leaving... i didn't want it to come to this... but it must. u've been a friend that i could never ask for. so wonderful, caring, beautiful, funny, sweet, smart (in some ways) lol.... etc. i love how we can make fun of each other and neither of us get personal about it. and the stupid things we say... that just make my day. haha that rhymes. <--- like that. lol anyways, make some more haitian friends for me... and enjoy the rest of the atlantic. don't forget our tree. xoxo imma miss... the smell of ur feet. jk. lol miss ya.

jackie: this is pointless because im about to repeat everything i said in ur yearbook that i wrote forever & a day in. but ur a great friend. u've been there through thick and thin and we have made so many memories together. from typing class to the cruise to late night talks to laughs & few tears & hard times & summer days. i can't imagine what its gonna be like next year, not being able to look forward to seeing u every morning. but i know summer is coming & u have ur car... and i will get mine... then it will be beach, sun & boys. love ya... sis.

to those at ATLANTIC that i missed. i love u still... and all of u... continue IB... its well worth it. enjoy the '04-'05 year. stay strong, i'm always hear for everyone. this entry is way too long, so i'm out xoxo

chem: hadda get at least a C on the quiz.

stats: pj is my brother, i swear, and mike... i love that kid cause he is so laid back. we talk about the stupidest things. but for the most part... that class was kinda dull other than that.

economics: me, sameen & jackie talked instead of studying the whole class. which wasn't bad. jackie is really sweet. wish i woulda been friends with her this year. but she is leaving too. she told me john and kassy are going out.... haha. interesting.

art history: i felt loved when anand asked me to sit next to him to keep him company. mma miss him too. but yeah, thunder thighs, monkey man, hoe, bitch. haha. ur the best.

carol picked me up from school. kinda funny cause she picked me up in the escalade & i saw heads turn, and like... ashley p was jealous lol. funny.

so i went to cheerleading practice at Park Vista. lots of girls that are dumb, "what's a notary?" and then... i met michelle & kari. they're awesome. and shay, and some other girls. ashley defonso, devon s, althea rolle,nikki silver, chelsea paletti... they were all there. not so bad. but its competitive, & we got a "favoritism" coach from John I. because the other coach, Coach Snider, has already quit. so who knows what is going on. but yeah... its scary. if i don't pull varsity... i'm out. grr. i hope i do. X-crosses fingers-X anyways... i'm sore now. and 2morrow... i have.... practice from 3:30-6 @ PVHS & 6-8 @ AHS. goodnight. this weekend should be fun. imma c hema most definitely. xoxo should make a good entry some time this weekend. byes

(i want him 2 tell me that i'm pretty & hot. i'm sick of hearing... "did u meet so & so? she's HOT." or "this girl at school was wayyyyy hot." or when i told him today that i felt inferior & intimidated by all the pretty girls at practice... his attitude was like, "HOT GIRLS? WHERE R THEY? I GOTTA GO THERE." that sort of thing. i want to know that i am pretty. that i am his girlfriend. +tear+)

phew, last night was a toughy. weee hours of sleep. much studying & not passing that ap stats test. sad sad thing. o well.

um.. school was ok. danielle came back today =) um... all of us studying in lunch & in english. and then when me, liz, pretam, anand, avi & jb were walking to hellllll....yikes.

after stats exam, i got home, got dressed & went to boca for cheerleading. got dropped on my head. definitely didn't appreciate that. o well tho. in 5 years... thats never happened... and the one year it does... nobody cares. niiice. they worked us out tho. pain. i'm good tho. i can handle it... but watching some of them... well 99.99% of those girls drop to the floor & i'm still sitting up. whoa lol

swanson is a funny teacher.
"its sad when ur TEACHER isn't even motivated."

anyways, since i didn't get a call from jonah, imma hit the shower, study for chem quiz & do some extra credit in art history ttyl. xoxo

hope everyone enjoyed their day. PYCE, leave love.

anyone doing the saturday night hotel thing... bring $20 to school 4 me. gotta have it by friday so i can get it to neil. any questions call: 254.8483

Loyalty is 1st, all the bullsh`t is 2nd

time for an update-tion.
chem: not bad, i wish we had hw. this section is s0-o easy, this way i could bring up that bad grade that i have. ::sigh:: danielle isn't the only crazy one.

stats: well for the record i bombed my short response for the AP test. o well... i hope i pass when i take the real test on tuesday. i'm going to get the barring's book for it 2morrow. i believe.

other than that, the class was funny. i sold like a million candy bars in that class, pj didn't think i reached five feet, cause murnan measured me yesterday in bio. so pj has dr. baum measure me. BOO ya. lol. then he came up 2 me in lunch & said its just... not possible... but i can still be his midget friend. "tiny one" <3

economics: that class. fuck it. i wrote a note to jackie instead of listening to mr. epstein, and he was like s0-o pissed because someone stole his VCR-DVD player... he was slamming stuff & wow... talk about frustration.

art history: i love this class... s0-o like... our AP test has got to be as easy as those recent years. u can eliminate answers s0-o easily. & i showed anand up with my test taking skills... haha that was "all around" hoe! lol. i mean come on... if u knew that in #2 Der Blaue Reiter was done by Kandinsky & u can eliminate 2 answers from #1.... haha. yeAH! x`o

bus ride home: ok... we were planning saturday night's plans... but, i doubt thats happening... my goal was to prove Britt wrong because he is just seriously pissing me off lately. o well. i just told him to shut up. i can't take him anymore. but he is like... a brother to me... so i guess its kinda.. yeah.

when i got home i fell asleep. now i have to do a quick bio graph. might do that in morone's class 2morrow. um... i called jonah... his mom said he wasn't home. maybe he has just been going to baseball games every night, or perhaps he is grounding himself from the phone again? idk. but i am kinda getting.... annoyed. i love him tho, i love talking to him, i love being with him, i love being in love with HIM.

1o`12`o3
brii `n jonah

the day gets better.
this morning = ok.
chem = got a lil' better.
spanish = seemed to go by faster today.
lunch = "ur name is briana right?".... bite me. thank u. other than that... it was good. <3 those people with me at lunch.
english = that test was s0-o easy.

Bri: hoe.
Anand: bitch.
Bri: isn't it the other way around.
[lmao]

180/200 on the research paper... YeAH!! something is definitely wrong with morone. o well... i don't mind hehe.

bio = she needs a sports bra. lmao. yoel, me & kayli. <3 then... sam's low heart rate. all i can say... BRIANA CAN'T COUNT. oops. one hit, one hit, carrrrr etc. lmao. i swore, i thought it was the rubber band.... but i have to admit that pulling that would have SUCKED testicles. PMS. wed. are the only "difficult days" lol... yeah i love those freshmen. haha

jackie marx & i went to jackie g's house afterschool. that was fun. talking about everything from guys to school to cheerleading... whoa. <3 munchin' on junk food & pimpin' in jackie's car. lol... jackie m. broke ur car lmao. she was so scared lmao. that was great.

practice was good today. leila taught a new chant, and we taught the traditional jumpline & the traditional, "we bring u" chant. <3 c0okiie & i messin' up. ALRIGHT lol. then, LEADING THE TEAM TO ..... VICTORY. haha. GOT IT! <333 good moments. no stunting = makes me satisfied. cheer gym next tuesday. i need $45. thank god. i'm selling candy, bring ur money tomorrow, $1. BUY SOME <3

O.C.: teresa = pregnant.... uh oh... RYAN'S BABY.... we were all wrong... o goodness.

called jonah... last night & tonight... didn't answer either times... ??? man.

talked to neil tonight, and talked to hema last night. thank heavens. had a nice talk with carlos last night & a funny convo with pretam, made me feel good.

tomorrow is thursday already. not looking forward to stats tomorrow, i know i might just break down in tears. but i do get paid tomorrow, and since mommy owes me $60.... its gonna feel like an X*tra big paycheck. YES!

x`o`x`o ttyl. i'm bored. its now 10pm. P*YCE