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i WATCHED THE WALLS AROUND ME CRUMBLE, BUT iT'S NOT LiKE i WONT BUiLD THEM UP AGAiN. SO HERE'S YOUR LAST CHANCE FOR REDEMPTiON, SO TAKE iT WHiLE iT LASTS BECAUSE iT WiLL END. AND MY TEARS ARE TURNiNG iNTO TiME i'VE WASTED TRYiNG TO FiND A REASON FOR GOODBYE. i WONT BE THE ONE TO CHASE YOU, BUT AT THE SAME TiME YOU'RE THE HEART THAT i CALL HOME. i'M ALWAYS STUCK WiTH THESE EMOTiONS AND THE MORE i TRY TO FEEL, THE LESS i'M WHOLE. MY TEARS ARE TURNiNG iNTO TiME i'VE WASTED TRYiNG TO FiND A REASON FOR GOODBYE. i CAN'T LiVE WiTHOUT YOU, CAN'T BREATHE WiTHOUT YOU, i DREAM ABOUT YOU. HONESTLY TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER BECAUSE iF THE WORLD iS SPiNNiNG AND i'M STiLL LiViNG, iT WONT BE RiGHT iF WE'RE NOT iN iT TOGETHER. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER AND i'LL BE THE FiRST TO GO. DON'T LET ME BE THE LAST TO KNOW. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER. HONESTLY, TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER NO MOMENT WiLL BE MORE TRUE THAN THE MOMENT i LOOK AT YOU. AND THAT iS ALL i'M PRAYiNG, THAT SOMEDAY YOU WILL UNDERSTAND. AND THAT iS ALL i'M PRAYiNG, THAT SOMEDAY i WiLL UNDERSTAND.

 

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:: 2005 1 July :: 11.48 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: ashlee - autobiography

in sickness and in health
halo my loves. well I believe this is the extent of my woohu, with the appearance atleast. I believe I am going to let this journal be my more personal and more open one. so therefore, here it goes. it's lately been a hardspot for my family. this past January, my family was informed on one of my cousins having colon cancer. I believe my cousin will be 21 this coming August. for those of you who do not know, that is very unusual for such a young person to get colon cancer. the colon cancer which I then believe spread to the liver. my cousin was doing well and getting better, from what I understood. well the other week, we found out that the cancer spread to the lungs. from what I understand, that is no good. therefore my cousin will be up at duke hospital for roughly a month.

with that being said, the following must also be said: I regret (that is possibly too strong of a word, but it fits) not taking the time to get to know her better (same goes for certain other people, as well). she always seemed like a very cool and fun person to hang out with. I regret for this happening too late. there are sayings out there about not saying what you want to a person before it's too late. I hope this doesn't happen to me. I plan on taking time to write a letter and giving it to her. I'm not very good with verbal interaction, especially on emotional levels.

all my love

AEA...don't die wondering
La La

2 piano players | play me a melody on the piano

:: 2005 28 June :: 11.51 pm
:: Mood: blah

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hey you guys! I am so excited to have woohu back! I was silly not to keep it and I suffered majorly. give me some time to get this up and running properly, which wont take long at all.

AEA...don't die wondering

musically yours,
La La

4 piano players | play me a melody on the piano

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