poem to my best friend- i really do love her.
:: A Story of Miscommunications, Accusations, and Lies ::

this is the year

we’re falling out

falling fast

falling apart

this is the time

we never thought would come

(someone save us quick)



never imagined

it this way

didn’t know something

I loved

Could hurt me so much

Made some mistakes

But nothing that

Could break us-

But you-

You broke us.

(please someone help us now)



waited around

not willing to let it go

to let it fall

to let it slip away

but my dear friend

-and no offense-

this pain I feel

stabs me

in my back

and I decided

best friends

don’t carry knives



didn’t mean to make you cry

from my stupid

immaturities

guess growing up

comes with some petty

screwed up choices

but I also thought

part of your job

was forgiving and forgetting…

but in that guess

I was wrong

You only left me behind.

(someone take this hurt from me)



didn’t think

I could go on without you

But now I see

Everything so clear

I’m making it on alone

Just fine

However my life

Will never be the same

Without you near



But it was your choice

What you wanted

So I guess its’ what you need

At that

I’m leaving you alone

You seem to be

Okay without me

Thought I meant

More to you

But you’ve proven

Different

Yeah it hurts

But I can cope

If this is what you want



cause all I really

care about is

how you feel

what you want

and how you’re making out

well you look happy

and that makes me smile

so I’ll smile

from a distance

(if only you felt how I feel now)



because now I realize

this is the year

we’re falling out

falling fast

falling apart

(only god can save us now)

this is the time

you leave me behind

don’t worry-

it’s nothing

I haven’t felt before…

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