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:: 2006 2 February :: 5.53pm
:: Music: the pussycat dolls - stickwitu

well hello
Work was decent, and I called Jeremiah to see how he was doing. Who does that? I mean, it was a nice gesture, but I barely ever talk to Jeremiah. Ever. And it was odd. I was just sitting there, and I saw a little red car drive by and was like "hm.." So, I grabbed the phone and dialed what I thought was his number. I didn't even think that it could be wrong until it started ringing. Then I was like "great.. now what." But, his mom answered and I was like "um.. HI!" lol. Nah, I just asked if Jeremiah was home so I could see how he was doing. We had a nice little 2 minute conversation. It was weird though. I dunno why. I never felt.. weird.. talking to Jeremiah. I guess it's cause I called him at his home. I felt like a fucking retard. But whatever. I just wanted to see how he was, and how his friend was. So suck on that, Dr. S.

I didn't go to bed until friggen 3, cause I was up talking to my mom. Civil conversation, and I'm pretty sure I fell asleep with my eyes open for a bit lol. But it was nice. And I'm gonna do it again.

Anybody have 800 dollars I can borrow?

:: 2006 30 January :: 7.12am

myspace
Everyone should go look at my Myspace.

Right Na!
^ click that.

:: 2006 25 January :: 4.52pm
:: Music: trick daddy - sugar

jeremiah update
Six fractured vertebrae, three broken.. bones?.. in his neck, had a hole in his lung, but it healed itself. He can walk around, and move and stuff, but he doesn't have his prescription yet. Teri's got it handled though. I'm pretty sure I don't ever wanna mess with that lady, or she'd kill me lol. Especially right now.

Anyway, I feel bad for Jeremiah. I'm pretty positive I want him to get back to normal super fast. He looked like he was in a bunch of pain before me and Anne left.

We saw where he went into the trees on Shaner. We past it like.. three times, but we only really knew about.. one of them. For sure sighting type thing. We had to waste about 15 minutes so Jana could talk to Silvia.. that how you spell her name? I don't know.

Jeremiah made me smile on the inside today though. He said that Dennis could use his camera for when he went to the Grill with Shannon. Was my last entry not about me wanting a camera so I could be on the Real World? lol. YES!

Anyway, I have to go and relax with myself, since it's my day off. Back to my shitty job tomorrow. Ten to four though, so that's not bad.

If you don't already know what happened to Jeremiah, click here.

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:: 2006 24 January :: 11.28pm

real world
i'm pretty sure i want to be on the real world.

anybody gotta camera i can borrow?

:: 2006 24 January :: 1.32am

sad times
i'm pretty sure i want to cry right now. a lot.

first, cheryl's going back to the bk lounge, and i miss it, and i remember one day i was in back cash, and cheryl got a tendergrill and chili, and she sat on the floor in back cash and ate her little foodies, as we chatted. that was nice.

second thing is, poor poor jeremiah got into a serious car accident. i'm pretty sure everyone who reads this already knows, but still. anne-tastic told me yesterday morning, dennis went into my work and told me, and then ross told me when i walked into bk last night. it's sad news, and it kinda makes me want to sprinkle a little tearage.

which leads me to ask this.. what would you get a guy, as a gift, who just got into a car accident when he loves everything about cars? probably shouldn't be throwing little matchbox cars at him going "ha ha ha, new cars for jeremiah!" i'm sure he'd just die and say "go to hell" or.. not. but i would. that was my suggestion until i remembered why he's in the hospital in the first place. see, stupid.

anyway, going to bed again. me=tired & thirsty.

ps. chicken, bacon, ranch from subway is probaby, by far, the BEST sandwich ever invented. oh, lee is trying to force me and tanya to take 30 minute lunch breaks. he's gonna forget, but if he does.. might as well get the hell outta there and go get some srubway!

:: 2006 22 January :: 9.24pm
:: Music: usher & alicia keys - my boo

sucker
people are retarded, but my friends being retarded make me laugh.. a lot. like so..

cheryl: i suck at bingo

go ahead and tell me how one can suck at bingo. go 'head.. you can't. it involves zero amounts of skill. anyway, that made me giggle, so i thought i'd share it with you.

anyway, so i had a nice chat with one of my friends about people we talk to, and hang out with. i guess i didn't really notice that i wasn't the only one that got annoyed with people and their little habits.

i just got a phone call from somebody. no idea who they are, but they said i work at the baskin robbins in cedar springs, which is obvious they don't know me. anyway.. if you wanna call them back and prank them or something, the number is 616-450-6882. this guy just randomly called me and was like "hey baby, yada yada yada." he's weird.

anyway, back to what i was saying, i was talking to one of my friends and we were just kinda.. exchanging thoughts about everyone else we know. granted, we love our friends, but there are certain things that are bothering us about some of them. so.. we decided to just.. chat. and it was nice. i enjoyed it a lot. showed that i'm not the only one that thinks half the shit i thought.

so, anyway. that's that.

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:: 2006 21 January :: 4.53pm

well hi
first off, i wanna let everyone know that i changed my woohu layout, so that's pretty cool. it was a lot of fun to make this one. second, i am home, and the details about my chicago trip will be in a diferent entry, because i don't feel like getting into it right now. and third, i'm wicked tired.

i'm hungry. anyway, that's all. ciao.

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:: 2006 13 January :: 6.45pm
:: Music: blaine larsen - how do you get that lonely

wet
Sprayed myself in the leg with a hose. Talk about cold.

Might be getting a job at Mobil. Ugh, but yay. Anything to get out of food and away from shithead. Anything.

I'll fuck you for a dollar if you want. Promise. Unless you're Anne. If you're Anne, it's free.

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:: 2006 13 January :: 1.29am

shady
Don't laugh at my exsistance.

That only made me feel worse about the situation.

Cheryl is the only one that knows what I'm talking about. And she will be the only one that does. Because I don't feel like talking to anybody about anythig again. And Dennis. I'll talk to him. We have an understanding.

My cat.. is fighting with my sheets. I must watch.

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:: 2006 12 January :: 12.30am
:: Music: backstreet boys - quit playing games

yawn
If you don't love the Backstreet Boys, then you're fucking retarded and I never want to talk to you again.

Fall Out Boy is gonna be in concert at the Delta Plex with All-American Rejects. I know I want to go. I love The All-American Rejects. But, I need to save money, and I probably won't go to this Fall Out Boy concert. We'll see.

I changed my hair. Read more..

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:: 2006 10 January :: 12.32am
:: Mood: Crazy Happy
:: Music: Jessica Simpson - Final Heartbreak

pictures
I just found my digital camera, and I noticed pictures on there that I never put up. I promised Anne and Allison I'd put this up, and I'm getting around to it NOW. That's great lol.

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:: 2006 9 January :: 12.48am
:: Mood: Happy & Tired

Lindz Day
I was with Lindsey for about 6 hours, and I enjoyed every minute of it. Her baby is by far the cutest thing I've seen since I last looked at my baby pictures lol. Sydney (Lindsey, sorry if I spelled her name wrong, tell me how to do it so I don't do it wrong again) is so tiny, and funny. I love that little girl.

I needed that dose of Lindsey though. I really did. All my friends that I've been hangin out with are amazing, but I missed Lindsey so much. Tanya did good by even mentioning her to me that one day. Ahh.. I had so much fun. Totally gonna do it again sometime soon. Next Sunday I'm going to Chicago, so maybe the Thursday before that, or after. We'll see.

So, my uncle and cousin almost died. Marisa got up to go to the bathroom, but she fainted, and my aunt and uncle heard her hit the floor. My uncle flew out of his bed, went over to Marisa.. then he fainted. My aunt was screaming and yelling for Scott to get up (he sleeps with his window open, vent closed, and door closed), went over to Marisa and Ralph. My aunt was on the phone with 911. Anyway, so Scott took Marisa and Ralph out to the deck. Their house was at like a 410 carbon monoxide rate, when you're supposed to be at like a 10 or something. 40, whatever. Anyway, so that's what happened. My cousin and uncle were hooked up to oxygen systems for about half the day. Poor guys. They're alright now though.

So, that's my day. How was yours?

:: 2006 8 January :: 12.42am
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: Korn - Twisted Transistor

new layout
I changed my layout to Eminem. I'm obsessed with his song When I'm Gone, and the music video. I downloaded it onto my iPod, and I watch it all the time lol. Trust.

So, I had a really good day yesterday. Jeremiah, Wendy, and Liz came into Story's to visit. That's fun. Tanya noticed I was having a really good day, so that's good too. Lee hasn't been a huge dick lately, so that's good.

I love my friends. I really do. They're all wonderful, and I wouldn't trade them for the world.

How was Jaba's wedding?

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:: 2006 6 January :: 11.25am
:: Music: Korn - Twisted Transistor

Twisted Transistor
I am in love with this song.

I really, really like Korn. I don't know why, but I always have. My mom hated it that I listened to Korn, so she never let me buy any of their cds. Which I thought was lame. But I was young, so I had to listen to her, right? Now, I'm older, and I'm going into a Korn feild and I'm gonna pluck me some Korn. Ha. Sorry..

I have to go to work in.. a half hour. Fuck work. I hate you, work. I miss you, Burger King. Oh, and I tend to relate my friends and family to famous people or to.. things sometimes. My mom.. looks like a turtle. So that's cool. Ross looks like Orlando Bloom. If you don't believe me, go look at him. Ross. Then, go watch Pirates of the Carribean or something. Elizabethtown. Either of those 2, and you'll be like "goodness, that's Ross." I bet you a dollar. Andy Bekins looks like a young, drugy John Cusack. Anne looks like a smurf. But I love them all :) lol.

Um.. what. I was gonna say something.. oh. I downloaded 3 music videos last night. 6 bucks man. That's alright. It's nice to say I have some play money. But I really really have to watch what I'm doing. I owe a lot of money this month, and I have to save my money. I told you, I can't do it. But I swear after I get back from Chicago I'm going to.

I'm gonna try and see Lindz Sunday. That'd be amazing. I love her. Talked with her last night on the phone, and heard her baby. Aww. I miss her so much. I'm excited.

Alright, gotta get ready for work now.. :(

:: 2006 2 January :: 9.29pm

January 15th.
I'm going to see my dad. January 15th is when I'll be going there. I might be there for a week, or a few days.. I don't know. But I almost cried when I was on the phone with him. Next week I'm gonna go get my nails done, and then I'm gonna go see my dad.. and talk to him. Actually sit down, and talk to him. Tell him about my mom, about how I hate my job because my boss is a douche bag, about school, about my plans, and about.. whatever else comes to mind. I'm not into church, so I'll leave before Sunday, but I'll probably stay there for a week. We'll see. I'll take enough clothes to stay for a week anyway.

Maybe I'll even have him take me to go look at apartments downtown Chicago. That'd be fun. I'm excited. Alright, I'm gonna go do something now. Much love. <3

:: 2006 1 January :: 4.14pm
:: Music: Will Smith - Switch

2006.
So, the first thing I remember of 2006 is.. Anne being drunk, me crying myself to sleep, and my brother calling me when he's drunk. What a fabulous way to start the new year.

Last year, I started it with Jill. This year, I was with Bradford, Anne, Ross, Heather, John, and Joey. Oh, and Michelle. That all? I think so. It was fun though.

I'm eating fudge. So far, my new years resolution isn't coming true lol. I'm gonna make a new rule. New Years Day doesn't count. Starting tomorrow, I'm cutting out pop and a lot of chocolate. Every once in a while I'm gonna drink chocolate milk, but that's not bad for you. Unless you drink it like.. all the time. I don't think I'll do that. But, I am gonna stop making fudge and just eating it because it's there. I'm gonna actually try and.. be good with food. Eat only when I'm hungry, and not when something smells good lol. I have a habit of doing that. Being fat gets old.

That's pretty much my main goal. That and actually taking pride in what I have and what I do. Granted, I'll be like "fuck this day" every so often, but that's human.

Alright, enough. I'm bored and done now. I'm gonna go watch a movie and eat a lot before I have to stop :) Happy New Year.

ps I'm gonna try and go see my dad for about a week. I don't want to be here anymore, and I think it would be good for me to go see him for a little bit. Yeah. Sounds good.

:: 2005 31 December :: 6.25pm
:: Music: Franz Ferdinand - Take Me Out

Suck.
I got Franz Ferdinand in the mail. Not the cd I orded, but their first one. I'll keep it though because I do like this one song. I'll just have to get their other cd later. Asses.

Alright, so I'm on the quest of a new job. My boss, fuck man Lee, is a fucking douche bag whore and needs to die tonight. That'd be the best last Christmas present ever. He fucking yells at me infront of customers so he can look like a big hot shot. Well, fuck that. Tanya's getting sick of it, and so am I. So, job hunting again. Yes. Gag me.

Oh, Happy Totally-Not-In-The-Spirit New Years. 2005 was good to me. Made a ton of new friends, got rid of a bitch of a friend, my future is set and ready to take action, I got my first job, Anne kissed me.. lol. Whatever! I love my friends. Anne, Ross, Liz, Allison, Dennis.. so on n so forth.

I'm gonna go play a game. I don't feel like going anywhere today. I'm taking the night off from people and life. Hope everyone has a great party to go to. My great party is totally gonna be in my basement with Head Hunter.

Scratch that. Anne convinced me to go to Bradford's. So, I'll be there at 8 until whenever I decide to leave. Great days.