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2016 23 April :: 8.51am
he is my Juan and only <3
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2016 23 April :: 7.49am
do men experience emotions differently from a woman because we are different or because society tells us we are..?
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2016 21 April :: 9.42pm
Do not commit the error, common among the young, of assuming that if you cannot save the whole of mankind, you have failed.
- Jan de Hartog
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2016 21 April :: 7.07pm
sitting waiting to see my first comedy show..
saw someone at work who recognized me..
I feel the strong compulsion to get wasted. I took a Lyft down here.
Juan is more than despondent about Prince's passing.
we are about to go off the rails on a crazy train in these... last days of April... bahahaha
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2016 19 April :: 9.51pm
<3awad
I love you, and because I love you, I would sooner have you hate me for telling you the truth than adore me for telling you lies.
- Pietro Aretino
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2016 16 April :: 8.07pm
all I do
all I do baby
is keep lettin you down
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2016 15 April :: 7.45am
there's never any certainty
but in my avoidance of the fluffier of feelings
their memories are just out of reach
I want to pour my heart out
to put it in clear glass for you to see
but these fears keep holding me from losing myself
my heart tugs me towards you
a scrappy loyal dog from the opposite side of the tracks
two fiery hearts waiting to combine
but what if the fire dies out
what if the fuel starts to fail
what if these embers are meant to waiver
and the world is a pail brought to douse us
oh but sugar pie honey bunch.... you know that I love you?
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2016 11 April :: 8.53am
I don't normally get so anxious for my birthday
but this year is going to be different
I wonder if anything special will happen?
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2016 9 April :: 6.27pm
jammin with two cool dudes
breakin the law and grinnin my ass off
laughter fillin up the room and the sky
I guess dreams really do come true
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2016 8 April :: 9.57pm
VACATION'S ALL I EVER WANTED
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2016 8 April :: 7.50am
just gotta make it thru today and then helloooooooooo 9 days of freedom
I am so fuckin excited
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2016 2 April :: 5.16pm
all aboard the edible express.
next stop: fuck your couch.
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2016 1 April :: 9.29am
I have been in constant agony for the past few days. my arm hurts so fucking bad. I can't focus on work, I can't sleep at night.
today is just fuckin wrong on so many levels
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2016 29 March :: 9.56pm
I miss rolling
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2016 28 March :: 10.39pm
falling in love again, never wanted to, what am I to do, I can't help it...
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2016 28 March :: 11.34am
dear grandpa
I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you
I miss you so much
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2016 28 March :: 6.46am
I'm still really mad.
and when this boy crashes and burns, don't expect me to be there to hold you.
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2016 27 March :: 12.50pm
there's a little part of me that hopes maybe..
but maybe I'm also just crazy.
I felt sad this whole weekend. It's hard missing people. my birthday is soon. and I'm really not looking forward to it. I am excited for 9 days away from work and a fuckin awesome road trip with the bestie.. but otherwise I'm just getting ready for a disappointment.
the last several years haven't been the best. I just hope maybe if I keep low expectations I might be cleverly surprised.
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2016 26 March :: 8.51pm
why do people suck so bad
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2016 24 March :: 11.52pm
I feel as though I can never do right by you
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2016 24 March :: 5.25pm
who ever makes a "time machine" will be a very rich individual
a machine that can allow the user to view any memory they'd like..
maybe even replay your favorite dreams?
I would be much more interested in that
I need a dc mini
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2016 22 March :: 9.51pm
this roller coaster
maybe I can take control
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2016 20 March :: 8.19pm
he's got me lookin so crazy right now
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2016 17 March :: 8.18am
:: Music: Smashing Pumpkins
Despite all my rage, I am still just a rat in a cage.
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2016 16 March :: 5.18pm
friends
the dragons we face alone in the sunlight
burned out faces and faded sparks
people husks drifting in and out
looking for the start of a fire
with all their eyes watching
fortify your mettle
bravery is only as far as your heart
use my key to open the door into you
the people see only with their eyes
blind to what's hidden there on your heart
an essential secret only I rightly see
a little jewel inside a protective case
I will go with you
I'll face my demons too
you are never all alone
because I carry your heart in my heart
with me where ever I go
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2016 16 March :: 5.12pm
I'm just begging you to give up on me
have to find the reason that will make you say goodbye
fast forward to the end without knowing the whole story
but I like to assume anyway
what dirty laundry will make you run
my panties out on a line for the whole world to see
does it smell sweet
I find it all so repugnant
but you see right through to me
I'm just finding the reason for you
counting the days until you lose my number
become another great what if
the pieces I'm made up of
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2016 15 March :: 6.27am
daylight savings can suck my dick
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2016 13 March :: 8.49am
dogs are just the fuckin best animal out there
I love you bubba and baby dog <3
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2016 10 March :: 7.41am
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: Vanessa Carlton - Rinse
How she'd be soothed, how she'd be saved if he could see
She needs to be held in his arms to be free
But everything happens for reasons that she will never understand
'til she knows the heart of a woman will never be found in the arms of a man
And if she runs away she fears she won't be followed
What could be the worse than leaving something behind
And as the depth of oceans slowly become shallow
It's loneliness she finds...
If only he was mine
She'd do anything to sparkle in his eye
She would suffer, she would fight, and compromise
She's been wishin' on the stars that shine so bright
For answers to the questions that will haunt her tonight
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2016 9 March :: 7.39pm
I don't want to go to work tomorrow. please don't make me go. I just want to stay home and forget the world exists.
I dread work every single day. I dread it all weekend. time crawls by when I'm there. and the worst part is that it's a really nice job. the people are nice, the money is nice, the work isn't ridiculous.
I just fucking hate being there. it's lonely. and monotonous. and complex for complexity's sake. it's hard to always be the bad guy.
and I am so sick of commuting I might rip my eyes out. I need to stop taking the freeway and start exploring more.
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