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2004 21 May :: 4.33 pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: ataris - boys of summer
now for a real entry..
wednesday was fun... i went home w/ megan and we got changed and went outside and played in the rain and jumped in puddles... then we went and got ross outa the house and he played too.. then we went and got mike and robbie... then ross went home cause he wanted to get in the shower lol... but its cool cause he's a loser... well robbie and mike both went home around like 5ish i guess... then me and megan went back to her house and got changed and she got in the shower... i didn't have time cause her daddy came home and we went to the bank to cash a check.. then i went home....
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thursday afternoon i came home from school and did massive chores so i could go out that day and this weekend... so anyway.. after i finished my chores i called samm and had to like.. mentally pry him off of his drums lol... then my dad came home at 6 and picked up samm and dropped us off at ellisberg... from there we stopped to see sutton for a little while.. then went over to ross's to get him out.. then we went to robbie's and hung out there for a while.. then mike came over.. and then we all hung out and everything... then ross went home and it was just robbie mike samm n me... we all hung out til late... then at like 10ish i guess, me and samm started to walk home... and we were so lazy that we stopped every like 10 minutes and sat down and just talked for a while.. and we went into mcdonalds to play video games... and i pushed him in a cart from genardi's in the ellisberg parking lot.. then i tipped it over and he fell on his face.. it was highly amusing... then i did it again by the cvs... lol... i got home around... midnight.. yea.. it took us 2 hours to walk home lol...
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today i went to school... completely bummed out.. i felt like shit... school was boring.. as usual... kate yelled at me after school for "forgetting about my history class" lol... then i came home... made french fries... that my dog ate... lol... talked to people... got a job interview for tuesday... and now i'm sitting around waiting for my other mommy(manfa's mom) to come pick me up.. then i'm off to williamstown til saturday night.. i'm gunna have so much fun. i'm so excited about it... hehe...
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2004 21 May :: 4.20 pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: avril - don't tell me
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANFA!!!
HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY TO MY BESTEST FRIEND SAMANTHA LYNN!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.. i don't know what i'd do without you in my life... you've helped me with so much and you've been here for me whenever i needed you and i thank you a million times for that... this weekend is going to be fucking awesome because i get to spend it with you... i'll never forget the day we met last summer and i got molested on your trampoline... and making a run to 7-11 with daddy to make breakfast at midnight... and the night my daddy came to pick me up from your house and you made me happy and made me laugh even when i was crying... thinking back a year from today i never would have known that you'd turn out to be all i wanted in a friend plus so much more... so many memories that we've got together.. i'll never forget any of them, and the millions more to come.. i love you sam
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2004 18 May :: 3.51 pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: yellowcard - ocean ave
i never want these scars to heal
saturday was so much fucking fun! i was gunna go down to kristen's house but nobody was home to give her the car to come up here and pick me up... so we scratched that idea... then lisa asked me to go to the movies w/ her... so i jumped on that.... we went to the mall first to look for homies lol... went into eckard to get supplies, then made our way to the movies... the movie started at 10.... i got home about midnight.. it was alot of fun....
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i don't exactly remember what happened sunday... so i don't think it was anything important... however, monday was extremely eventful and exciting... my mom took me to school, and as i walked by the gym, tiffany found me and was like "did you see monica?" and i just kinda cocked my head and looked at her funny n i was like "well that'd be nice, but she's kinda away, remember?" and she was like "no, monica's here.. shes in b2" and i like... flipped out, and went to see her... yea well we talked for a little while... she told me she was visiting for the day cause she was home for 3 days of the weekend and since she came home saturday, she had til monday night... well she went to homeroom and so did i... and i went to first and second periods... but third i went to lunch with megan... and then monica came in... she had gone to eat breakfast with her grandparents during 1st and 2nd... we hung out 3rd and 4th in the lunch room... 5th period we went to guidance to surprise mrs rackozy... it was so funny.. i was like "i have a surprise for you" and she walked out of the room and her face lit up and she hugged monica and was like "this is a great present" it was cute... then we just stayed there 5th period and talked about alot of stuff with monica and how she's doing... and how its going to be hard when she comes back cause of the surroundings and the drugs... but i told her i'd help her with it since i'm not into that shit like that anymore... but its even going to be hard for me.. but its worth it.. well 6th period we went to talk to mrs kowal... then we went to lunch and hung out.... 7th period, we went to talk to mr miller, and 8th period i went to class... and i didn't see her after that... it had to be the best day in a long time... i've missed her so much.. its been 3 and a half months... and idk when i'll see her again.. hopefully she's going to be home the weekend of the 29th, cause that's thayers party and i can hopefully see her there... she doesn't see how different it is here without her, and she looks so much better, she's skinnier, has alot more color in her face... and she looks happier... the thing i miss about her the most is how when we're around alot of people, monica's always the one joking around and all... but as soon as its just me and her... whether on the phone, or just walking around somewhere, we can have a completely serious conversation... and she can show her emotions and talk about them with me, and it shows that she trusts me, but this is good for her, she'll come out completely changed, and i'll be here for her 100%
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on another note, i didn't go into school today until 5th period... i walked to school, stopped at 7-11 on the way, and chilled in lunch 5th n 6th periods... went to 7th n 8th... nothing interesting... i gotta do all the laundry, clean my room, plan out how i'm going to move things... and babysit my brother all today.. it sucks... i just wanna be lazy and sit on my ass all night, but ehh.. shit happens.
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what holds us together? what do you think? nothing. nothing holding us together now. someone's always left behind. someone's always left behind with nothing to hold on to.
Days Left Of School: 21 days.
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oh my beautiful one |
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2004 15 May :: 2.35 pm
:: Mood: musical
:: Music: smile empty soul - bottom of the bottle
i just wanna singggg
haven't updated in like a week... so here's the recap of all that's happened...
monday: it was lisa's birthday, went to school, came home... was REALLY bored, went to practice... that was it...
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tuesday: school was gay, stayed after and hung out w/ thayer for a while, got my exit sign out of his locker... went home... chillaxed for a while... and babysat my brother all night....
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wednesday: wow... this day was like.. the best day of the week... gay school.. then went home with megan... we chilled... got changed, and went to the park... robbie got home from school and we went over there, then went to get mike, and met up with ross and thayer... hung out at ellisberg all day... lots of fun that included paper towels, lots of fire, water bottles, big pixie stix, a book store... and spit balls in mcdonalds... it was so much fun! and i took alot of pictures i'll post on here after i upload them onto photobucket.... which will be sometime today... within the next hour or so since i'm so bored... then we got bored and went back to the park... ross went home, thayer got picked up... and mike, robbie, megan and me all hung out... just chilled for a while... then at like maybe 9ish, me and megan had to go back to her house... robbie and mike walked us home, and chilled there til like 9:30ish... it was fun... then they left, we went inside and ate ice cream and watched tv til my mom got there to pick me up...
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thursday: cut homeroom and first period with ross, frank, and thayer.. we went to 7-11... fun stuff... got back to school.. the rest of the day was boring, as usual... after schol, came home and chilled... nothing really happened worth talking about...
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friday: school... then i was going to go to the moorestown mall with courtney, jess and ashley, but didn't have a ride... then my mom told me she'd give me a ride but i decided to go to robbie's instead cause i <3 him more lol.... so i went there.. chilled with samm and him... samm got cocky and pissed me off, so we stopped talking... ross came over... we all just chilled at the park... fun stuff... my mom picked me up at like 11... came home, dad was drunk, so i went to bed.
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woke up today, and i was home alone... it was awesome, then my mom came home, cause she went food shopping, put away all the food, then left again.. so i'm home alone pretty much all day... hott shit man... i wanna go up to toys r us to get an app... cause i'd have so much fun working there, plus my cousin works there... so yea... then idk what i'm doing... my goal is to have a job, a permit and a car by the beginning of july... idk how much of that will actually happen, but i'm trying! lol...
Days Left Of School: 23 days.
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2004 9 May :: 12.19 pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: none
bleh
haven't updated in a few days, but its cool cause i haven't done anything... friday i started cleaning the garage.... idk when i'll get the chance to finish... then i went to courtney's house... ashley was there... then we walked to ashley's.... then at like 10 me and court left ashley's and went to jess's... jess was in a bad mood... it sucked... but oh well... we ordered pizza and it came with a movie or some shit like that... we didn't get a chance to watch it though.. oh well.. we will soon... i left and got home at like midnight... then went to bed...
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saturday i had detention... so i got up early and walked to school since my mom didn't feel that well... chet, shawn, danny, tj and isaac were all there too... so my detention was rather amusing... and i got to paint in the walsh gym... after detention my mom picked me up... i chilled around the house, then went to my little cousin's birthday party... that kept me occupied for like 3 hours.. .got home at like 6... and that was the end of it... i was soooooooo bored all night and didn't do ANYTHING... so i ended up falling asleep at 9:30...
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woke up this morning like 50 million times.. first time was at 7:30... which was understandable since i went to bed so early... well i finally got out of bed at like 11:30... felt like shit... and now i'm waiting for my mom to get back to pick me up.. then i get to go to my grandmother's for the day... YAY! or not ugh... but i guess its better than sitting in my messy, annoying house all day doing chores.... so idk... i'll write later if anything comes up.
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2004 6 May :: 9.01 pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: hilary duff - what dreams are made of
la la la...
wow... today was a cool day.. kinda... well last night sucked completely.. i was really really depressed and hated everyone and myself and wanted to die blah blah blah... all that shit... well i woke up this morning with a little optimism.. but just a little... got picked up... and val n erica were in the car too.. so it was cool... that was the start of a good day... me and erica hung out before homeroom... 1st period was nice.... we were outside.. me and megan talked... 2nd period was very quiet... half the class wasn't there... 3rd we had subs... ashley wasn't there cause its her birthday today.... me and boner talked.. lunch was gay.. as usual... 5th period i stayed in lunch and hung with frank, ross and sutton... i kept putting franks hair up.. it was so funny... then 6th period i stayed in lunch again lol... mostly just hung out and talked to kimmy... she's so awesome... lol... and i beat the crap out of thayer.. but that's nothing new lol... 7th period i went to my locker and walked around for a while... 8th period.. sang.. gay.. after school i came home and talked to a couple people... nothing important there... but i did think that mike was mad at me or something... which kinda sucked.. cause i hate when people are mad at me, and robbie was already mad at me... then i talked to mike after school and he said he just kinda.. had a bad day.. which is understandable... so yea... then i went to jess's... courtney and eve were there... we hung out... looked at eve's drawings... then baked cookies lol... which didn't turn out so well lmao... anyway... then ashley came over, jess went with her mom to take eve and duvel(courtney's dog) home... and me, ashley and court went to ashleys to get something... got back to jess's and chilled... mom ordered pizza... and got a cake for ashley's birthday... it was fun.. then i came home... only to get bitched at when i asked to drive the car again lol... ehh.. shit happens.
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2004 5 May :: 1.36 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: sublime - what i got
in study hall.. YAY(sarcasticly)
yea well... tonight is the big season finale(spelling) for the oc... i'm excited for that, as stupid as it sounds... on another note... yesterday was fun... to start off... i skipped 5th pd with danny marshall and ashley... we chilled outside... came in for 6th period and i felt really sick... idk why though... that kinda lasted til 8th period.... anyway... 7th period i got a pass for e23... i was kinda scared... cause i been cutting alot lately and i'm not supposed to or culigan said he'd suspend me cause of before... well he only gave me a saturday school thank god... but anyway... after school i went to brittney's house with ashley and rachel.... then juliebear came over... i was so happy cause i haven't seen her in like forever... then tim pyle came over with jake stroup, danny and sean reap... then shawn rosenbleeth came over wtih seppy... i hate that kid so much... and THEN carlos, mark and jay came over... there were madd people there.... it was cool though.... all in fun... then i called my mom to come pick me up at around 9:30.. she got a little pissed, and normally would have grounded me, but since she kinda gave up on that, all she did was told me to at least call so she knows where i was... eh.. shit happens. lol... then wow... today i cut 6th period and went to lunch cause i'm a lazy fuck and don't ever feel like doing history work... so i went to lunch and all was fine and all... i chilled with thayer and mike and vince... as usual... then i was going to get my exit sign.. but figured my study hall teacher would look at me funny if i walked in with it.. so i told him to give it to me at the end of the school day lol... then i went to study hall... and asked to go to my locker before i came here to the library... i got so close to being in MAJOR trouble with mello... he was walking through the doors where d wing meets c wing as i was walking past there to go to my locker.. yea so i hurried to my locker so he wouldn't say anything to me.. but he did deffinatly see me... but ehh.. oh well... i'll go to his class tomorrow and he'll ask where i've been and i'll just tell him i was in guidance or something... and that i've been leaving early or some shit.. idk... lol... like i care... i brought my mom's camera to school today... so when i get home, maybe i'll put some pictures in here lol... if i can figure out how to work it that is. lol
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2004 3 May :: 9.32 pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: soty - until the day i die
ehh...
mommy got into a car accident... fucked up the jeep pretty badly... it sucks...
took a quiz... its scary how true it is..
You're Most Like The Season Winter ...
You're often depicted as the cold, distant season.
But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and
Independant. You have an air of power around
you - and that can sometimes scare people off.
You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you
rarely let people in if you can help it. You
can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily
you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be
negative, and hard to relate to, but you give
off a relaxed image despite being insecure -
and secretly many people long to be like you,
not knowing how deep the Winter season really
is.
Well done... You're the most inspirational of
seasons :)
?? Which Season Are You ??
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