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2004 1 July :: 10.40pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Christina Aguleria - Cruz
Fill it out in my comments!!!
**AM I??**
1. ugly?
2. kind?
3. quiet?
4. loud?
5. shy?
6. weird?
7. selfish?
8. crazy?
9. hot?
10. cute?
11. pretty?
12. sexy?
13. nice?
14. mean?
15. immature?
16. rude?
17. cool?
18. brat?
19. stupid?
20. caring?
21. mature?
22. a friend?
23. more than a friend?
24. talkative?
25. boring?
26. beautiful?
27. creative?
28. smart?
29. a bitch?
30. flirt?
31. slutty?
32. a psycho?
33. athletic?
34. confusing?
35. sweet?
36. attractive?
37. annoying?
38. funny?
39. laid back?
40. perfect?
**JUST SOME QUESTIONS**
1. (a) Do u think I'll get married?:
(b) If u do..who do u think?
2. When is my birthday?:
3. Who is my best friend?:
4. Where did we meet?:
5. Have you ever had a dream about me?:
6. If you could change one thing about me what would it be?
7. Describe me in 3-5 words:
8. Do u think I'm a virgin?:
9. If u could tell me one last thing what would it be??
10. If u could ask me anything..what would it be?:
*EVERYBODY**
1. Do u wish we were closer?:
2. Any last words.... spill it:
**PERSONAL (OPPOSITE SEX ONLY)**
1. I am the________ person u know.
2. Would u like to kiss me?:
3. Do you want to be my bf/gf ?:
4.(a) Do u ever think about me off-line?:
(b) On a scale of 1-10 (10 being high), how much do you think of me each day?:
5. a) Would you ever ask me out?:
b) Right now, what is the chance of that happening (in %):
6. a) Have you ever had a crush on me?:
b) Do you still?:
8. On a scale of 1-10, what would you rate my personality?:
9. Physically, what's my best feature?:
10. Mentally, what's my best feature?:
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oh my beautiful one
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2004 23 June :: 8.27pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Build me up Buttercup
Why do you build me up!
Ok my cousin got married on the 19th.. if you're into getting drunk the wedding would have been WONDERFUL but it sucked... Erin looked gorgeous for being 5 months pregnant and Frank looked good too.. it was a beautiful wedding, don't get me wrong, but I didn't like it much. So yeah, then we came home.. the night I came home I went to Bridget's house to spend time with her, then Rian came over and we all went to get Chris, I had fun :-) Even though I didn't get to see him that long :-(
Then it leads up to yesterday :-)
It was going to start out as a quiet night at the Nail Salon with Bridget.. that got scratched because I would rather spend time with my 5 best friends instead of getting my nails done. So we went to WaWa, then picked up Ang...she's moving back to Colorado :-( :-( *cries* So after we all chilled for a little while we went outside... and OMG a surprise visit from Bubbles and Jordan.. I was so estatic!!! I got to see my bubbles!!!!!!!!! My night could not have gotten any better!!! I was literally jumping for joy.. I'm pretty sure we all had a blast!Then we started to get a little loud and rowdy and my lame ass neighbor called the cops.. freaking loser >:O It was ok when his kids partied all night and had beer bottles and cans all over the yards but, I'm 16 and can't have fun.. GAYY!!
So then everyone left, and I got really sad :-(
I just want one question answered......
How can you go from not knowing these people existed, to starting to talk to them, then meeting them, becoming such good friends with them, then falling incomplete love with all of them, and be so upset when they leave?
That's how I explain my feelings for my best friends....... They are pretty much my family..
I leave in 15 hours so I'm gonna conclude this...
<33 Sammie
oh my beautiful one
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2004 22 June :: 12.43pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: Nothing talking to mommy
bored and coooooooold
-PORN STAR ALIAS [First Pet's Name + Street You Grew Up On]:: Sandi Tulip
-EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS [Favorite Spice + Last Foreign Vacation Spot]: Ginger Montreol
-SOCIALITE ALIAS [Silliest Childhood Nickname + Town Where You First Partied]: Cookie Philadelphia
-"FLY GIRL" ALIAS [First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of Your Last Name]: SRob
-DIVA ALIAS [Something Sweet Within Sight + Any Liquid in Kitchen]: Nerds Soda
-GIRL DETECTIVE ALIAS [Favorite Baby Animal + Where You Last Went To School]: Penguin Williamstown
-SOAP OPERA ALIAS [Middle Name + Street Where You First Lived]: Lynn Tulip
oh my beautiful one
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2004 9 June :: 11.34am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: uh.. i dunno what it is..
random quotes..
Thank God you're still angry at me. I’ve got a better chance of seeing you dead, than alive, in the rain. Thank you, for this one last big mistake -"Elf Power" - Coheed and Cambria
Until the day I die I'll spill my heart for you... ~ Story Of The Year "Until The Day I Die"
Of Darkness in the valley, we can live like Jack and Sally if we want, where you can always fine me, and we'll have Halloween on Christmas.. - Blink 182 ~ I miss you
Your hair is everywhere, screaming infedelities are taking it's wear... Screaming Infedelities *Dashboard Confessional*
what's the point in all this screaming, no ones listening anyways. -Goo Goo Dolls
put on my pj's and hop into bed I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead I try to tell myself it'll all be all right I just shouldnt think anymore tonight (Jewel)
**{Some say that, time changes. Best friends can, become strangers. But I don't want that, no not for you. If you just stay with me we can make it through.}** Good Charlotte- Say Anything
Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything Pretty soon she'll figure out You can never get 'em out of your head It's the way That he makes you cry It's the way That he in your mind It's the way That he makes you fall in love It's the way That he makes you feel It's the way That he kisses you It's the way That he makes you fall in love Love .: SugarCult:.
*+* These Are The Moments, These Are The Times, Lets Make The Best Out Of Our Lives *+* - The Calling - Our Lives
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time? Did you think that it was something I was gonna do and cry? Don't try to tell me what to do, don't try to tell me what to say. Its better off that way. ~Don't tell me~ Avril Lavigne*
In my world of paper flowers, and candy clouds of lullaby I lie inside myself for hours and watch my purple sky fly over me - Evanescense - Imaginary
"If I Could Find You Now, Things Would Get Better..We Could Leave This Town, And Run Forever" Ocean Avenue--Yellowcard
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right, i hope you had the time of your life-Green Day:Time of your Life
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¤If a cow laughed, would milk come out its nose?¤
what colour of hair do they say a bald person has on their drivers license?
Why is it illegal to park in a handicapped parking space but its ok to use a handicapped toilet?
If you didn't have feet, would you wear shoes? No? Then why the heck do you wear a bra?!
WhAT WoUlD hApPeN iF eVeRyOnE iN tHe WoRlD fLuShEd ThEiR tOiLeT aT ThE sAmE tImE?
~~*What Sound Does A Penguin Make?*~~
ok I'm all done :-P
BYE!
oh my beautiful one
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2004 7 June :: 11.32pm
:: Mood: pleased
:: Music: Christina Aguleria - Stripped Into
All these walls are caving in...
So today I went to the Orthodontist and got my braces off..but my mouth hurts for some reason.. Went bra shopping..woo... *sarcasm*. My sister and my dad got into a huge fight while my mom me and my nephew were out.. I don't know why she's being the way she is..immaturity.. So while my mom and I were at the mall.. I was being stared at by 'herpes' I was like what the hell? Damn, don't bitches have better things to do?
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Earlier today Trevor started shit because I told Steph that he said she was talking shit on me... here's how it went down..
x1kutisdeepest (4:44:41 PM): yo u need to stop sayin im talkin shit im not u fuckin tank now watch who ur talkin bout b4 u land urself 6 feet deep
oO its sammie oO (4:44:56 PM): Trevor.. grow up
x1kutisdeepest (4:45:15 PM): CrazyFreakShorty (4:38:25 PM): y did u tell sam i was talkin shit on her'/
oO its sammie oO (4:45:32 PM): mRtZ101: she tried to get me to cheat on one of my exs
CrazyFreakShorty: im sure
StReEtSmRtZ101: when i was goin out wid marissa
StReEtSmRtZ101: that fat slut tried gettin wid me
oO its sammie oO (4:41:23 PM): FUCK NO I DIDN'T
oO its sammie oO (4:45:51 PM): I would never want to touch you
x1kutisdeepest (4:46:02 PM): like id wanna touch u damn
x1kutisdeepest (4:46:09 PM): have u looked in the mirrors lately
oO its sammie oO (4:46:17 PM): I look in a mirror everyday
x1kutisdeepest (4:46:25 PM): i like girls who weigh less den me not 100 pounds more den me
oO its sammie oO (4:47:00 PM): *yawn* don't you think you should grow up?
x1kutisdeepest (4:47:18 PM): dont u think u should try jenny craig
oO its sammie oO (4:47:26 PM): lame..
oO its sammie oO (4:47:32 PM): you need better comebacks ;-)
x1kutisdeepest (4:48:18 PM): u need to stop thinkin u all dat when u all fat trust me yo i aint afriaid to fuckin cap ur fat ass
oO its sammie oO (4:48:50 PM): I never said I thought I was "all that" and you would honestly hit a girl? Damn you're a pussy
x1kutisdeepest (4:49:01 PM): i wouldnt hit u
x1kutisdeepest (4:49:03 PM): id shoot u
oO its sammie oO (4:49:37 PM): Hey, it would make me a happier person if I was dead ;-) but then...you would have the shit sued out of you... and your family would be out on a street ;-)
x1kutisdeepest (4:49:43 PM): u think ur cool cause u can pose of erica
oO its sammie oO (4:49:46 PM): Think before you type darling
x1kutisdeepest (4:49:54 PM): get a life and think of an original sn
oO its sammie oO (4:50:09 PM): Uhm.. Erica made this screen name thank you very much
x1kutisdeepest (4:50:17 PM): im sure she did
x1kutisdeepest (4:50:27 PM): u sue the shit outta me
oO its sammie oO (4:50:29 PM): Ask her, she did
x1kutisdeepest (4:50:46 PM): u dont have the money to afford a lawyer smarter den me
oO its sammie oO (4:50:50 PM): If you kill me..it would be done...
oO its sammie oO (4:51:02 PM): Uhm, obviously you aren't that smart with the way you talk
x1kutisdeepest (4:51:35 PM): If i wanted to talk intelligent i would but i dont feel like wasting my I.Q level on you.
oO its sammie oO (4:51:47 PM): Trevor, just grow up and get over the fact that I hate you, and I want you to stop saying shit about me when you don't know a thing about me.. Grow up
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How much of pussy is he? I mean my god.. what a loser *laughs*
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I miss my best friends... Kristen Stephy Bridget Rian and Kevin..I wish I could see them alot more..even though I see Bridget everyday..it's different.. I feel like I haven't seen them in months.. this summer should be good though because...we will be able to hang out a lot more.. ok onto talking kevin into coming over wiff kiss10 tomorrow
toodles
<3 Sammie
oh my beautiful one
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2004 6 June :: 10.32pm
:: Music: Da Butt..
Doin Da Butt..
Stealing stuff from Stephy lol
1.) Copy and paste this into your journal:
<*font color="yourusername"> <*b>yourusername<*/b> <*/font>
2.) (Eliminate the asterisks)
3.) See what color you are
CrimzonRegret
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2004 6 June :: 10.18pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Britney Spears - Toxic
....Don't you that you're toxic....
I was a little saddened today that plans didn't fall through..but it's a-ok!!!! We're hanging out the 13th instead woot woot...BRACES COME OFF TOMORROW!! holla at your girl!! lol im off lol
<3 Sammie
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2004 4 June :: 7.16pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Britney Spears - Born to Make you Happy
¤ ..If only you were here tonight.. ¤
Today kind of sucked.. but, then again, it's school..when doesn't it suck? There was supposed to be a fight today between the "Monroe Hustle" and the "Williamstown Fight Club." How dumb can these people get? Especially the 'Monroe Hustle' they swear they are tough because they beat up some chick with a skateboard...it's gay it shows how immature people are around here.. stupid emo kids >:O (No offense to the cool ones)
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Came home at 2:30 as usual..but, my little man wasn't here *tear* I guess that is my only happiness when I come home...but, whatever I'll get over it. Mom was being a bitch again.. Dad was in a good mood for once.. he gave me $20 for cleaning *smile* yay!! He watched the Lizzie McGuire movie with me... and he actually stayed awake!! I guess it was because the scenery is gorgeous!!
Lizzie: This is so beautiful
Paolo: Yes, You are
^too cute *angry face*
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So tonight sucks I'm not doing anything... Tomorrow I'm babysitting my two little cousins and maybe Ashley is coming over for the night...*cheesy smile* YaY!!!! She's at prom with Christopher right now... I hope she's safe and having bunches of fun!!! Sunday should be fun..Ashley and I are kidnapping Bridget for the day..WooHoo!!! I miss hanging out with Bridget *angry face* So Sunday we are going to the mall..and Erica's to give her, her happy birthday cards. YaY!!... I'm going to ask Ashley if we can stop at K-Mart so I can give Adam his card that I have had since... his birthday -lol-
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I found two old poems I wrote...comment and tell me if they are good because I think I might submit them to 'Creative Grounds' next year... Creative Grounds being a bunch of stories, poems, drawings, and all that from people in school... ok here goes my first poem... it's called
In this World
I want to be in a world where I cannot
be harmed, where I can be happy and
see what others may not want to see
to be what I am and not be judged to
imagine the unimaginable, to feel the
things I couldn't feel before, to think
what I never thought I could, to see
the ones I haven't seen in a long time.
But, here I am in a world where hurt is
an often pain, where it pays to be happy
an to see how pain affects the wrong
people. How can I be judged on the way
I am when everyone would rather judge on
the way I look? How can I live my life knowing
everyone cares more about how they look?
In this world nothing is impossible, but not
everything is possible? How can that be? If
something is possible but cant be done why
is it not impossible?
In my world...In my world where I dream
Anything can be done, anything can be
possible...but in my world right now with
the hatred and fear others have caused me
I don't know how to react anymore...
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Piercings
A knife can pierce my skin,
a bullet can pierce my soul,
painful in many ways,
comparisons in life and death,
but all the hurt I felt,
can never compare to the day,
that one specific day,
the day you walked away,
away from it all,
away from me,
away from our friendship,
away from yourself,
away from the real you,
you took the love I felt for you,
threw it back at me,
breaking more than my heart...
breaking my emotions down,
breaking down my entire body and soul...
Ok let me know what you think!!
<33 Sammie
oh my beautiful one
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2004 31 May :: 10.05pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: Nothing..to pissed and happy to..
It's so hard talking to someone after a long year..
So I talked to Timmy today from Woodbury..keep in mind I haven't talked to him in over a year and it was/is really odd...I don't know...guys blow..
Me (9:55:58 PM): Hey Tim..Long time no talk to..
Tim (9:56:04 PM): hey
Tim (9:56:05 PM): whats up?
Me (9:56:13 PM): nothing much you...
Tim (9:56:19 PM): nothing
Tim (9:56:23 PM): just chillin
Tim (9:56:25 PM): being lazy
Me (9:56:31 PM): lol Yeah, I feel you
Tim (9:56:43 PM): i was wondering who was grabbing my ass
Me (9:56:51 PM): lmao
Me (9:56:58 PM): You're probably wondering who I am..
Tim (9:58:04 PM): lol
Tim (9:58:09 PM): actually i was just wondering that
Tim (9:58:10 PM): 8-)
Me (9:58:23 PM): lol...Maybe you won't remember me after a year of not talking to me...
Me (9:58:49 PM): ill reveal who I am in a second on my other s/n...i dont like this one
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Me: ok..I'm back
Tim: oik
Me: But, like I was saying, I'm not sure you will remember me after a year or so not talking to me..
Tim: hmm
Me: I live in Williamstown...
Me: Obviously my name is Sammie
Tim: oh yeah rite
Me: :-\ don't sound too enthused
Me: is it a bad thing that I IMed you?
Me: Tim, please don't do the silence thing again..
Me: well now that you know both of my screen names..if you ever decide that you don't want to give me the silent treatment and what not...you let me know..ill be here
and that's where it ends...just like that... like nothing ever happened.. like I'm just a speck of dust that can be wiped away and never come back...well fuck that.. I will continue to come back until I get the answers I want/deserve... God guys piss me off
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2004 31 May :: 9.09pm
:: Mood: giddy
:: Music: Sublime - Caress Me Down
Omg... I thought today was going to totally suck..but Smashley came over and we laughed it was too great...we went to wawa for gas came back chilled..went back to wawa for coffee..and she wore her leopard blanket around wawa as a cape making funky ass noises it was too great..i love her shes so fucking awsome!!
byee <33 Sammie
oh my beautiful one
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