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2003 17 December :: 10.16 pm
I can't shake this very scary tought.
I have a flask in my room at college that could have been used for alcohol. I never used it for that.
Over the summer the rules changed and we cannot have any alcohol bottles in our room.
Does my flask count?
It seems to me that it shouldn't, because then it should likewise apply to shot glasses and such...
I can't stop thinking about it because my record isn't clean now so I wouldn't just get a warning anymore...
I'm scared
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2003 15 December :: 6.04 pm
My grandfather "had a spell" and was taken to the hospital. He is in stable condition.
For those of you who pray... remember him the next time you do please.
Thank you
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2003 15 December :: 1.02 pm
:: Mood: OMG!!!1
Somehow... Someway... I was able to win this weeks fantasy football game!
That's right my eighth ranked team beat his first ranked team and beat him out of the top bracket of the tourneyment.
If he made some lineup changes before the game he would have won. If he had Garcia, Tomlinson, and Brown in he would have put up 206.25 ponits and beaten me hands down.
Just goes to show you. Just like in real football... "anyteam can win any given sunday"
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2003 15 December :: 10.27 am
:: Mood: EVERYTHINGS GREAT!
:: Music: singing incoherantly to myself
You, are Nicholas D. Wolfwood!!!!!
You rule. You are an ass kicking, Children loving,
Father hating, priest in the church of the
Gungho Guns. Though you have a compassionate
side, you also have a dark side. You seem to be
the balance between good and evil, but
sometimes one side is more dominant than the
other
What Trigun Character are you most like? (pictures)
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2003 14 December :: 12.12 am
i can tell already that my dreams will be haunted again tonight.
i hate this
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2003 13 December :: 9.14 pm
:: Mood: happy
sorry, about earlier.
Just got depressed for no particular reason.
Sometimes when I am left alone with my thoughts I tend to assume the worst of everything. Downward spiral... Had a bad dream last night.... kept going down hill...
found my keys.... so I'm instantly happy! I know that my happiness right now isnt a sign of mental stability but who wants to be stable?
Oh and Jason? If you wanna make up for Thursday night, you could give me the hook up on your digits. I left them in my dorm room.
As for my nightmare... I'll find out real it was after I go for a run.
(Must sweat away my insecurities!)
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2003 13 December :: 4.36 pm
:: Mood: So very very cold
:: Music: A.L.- I'm with you
i feel lost.
So very very lost.
i don't know where i am or where i should be.
i thought i knew where i should be once, but i lost it.
i've lost damn near everything. My keys, my place, my friends, my sense of self.
i'm gone.
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2003 27 November :: 12.32 am
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: Cake - Never There
Happy Thanksgiving
I need your arms around me,
I need to feel your touch,
I need your understanding, I need your love,
So much,
You tell me that you love me so,
You tell me that you care,
But when I need you, (BABY)
Baby, (You're never there),
(I'll refrain from putting the whole song in here)
Well, I'm home, and I was playing on my computer a lot today. Really neat... I can't wait to get it on the lan and pwn some people on GunBound. On a related note... I found on my family's PC the install file for DeadAIM. It's on my computer already (even though it isn't online), so if ya'll want it just tell me.
Not much else happened today... yeah...
talk to you all soon...
I miss you
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2003 15 November :: 10.55 am
To call or not to call?
I just wish I had a reason that didn't sound as pethetic as "I just want to hear your voice"...
*sigh
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2003 10 November :: 1.26 pm
Well... My computer is dead...
In a coma at least...
I'm getting it checked out tomorrow I think.
Anyway hears a random quote...
Me: Yeah... then we can have an Orgy... with Fox Mulder and Dana Scully...
Michelle: oooOOOooo.... I'll wear my retainer!
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2003 3 November :: 6.36 pm
:: Mood: melancholy
:: Music: Cold - Just Got Wicked (acoustic)
I’ve decided that some relationships aren’t worth the energy required to make them function. The most obvious example of this example of this is my relationship with Jeremy. After last year, I tried really hard to have a better relationship with him. I have decided that it is futile. I don’t think I’m the only one that feels this way. I don’t wish him ill, but I’m not exactly dieing to spend time with him.
Andy, I hope this will not affect our relationship. I don’t care if you agree with me or not. I will not let this change how I act toward you, and I hope you return the favor. Please, do not allow the kind of disrespect you showed toward Michelle on Friday be an example of how we are going to be.
I guess living with all ya’ll next year is out of the question.
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2003 27 October :: 12.35 am
Fortune Cookie...
"Don't expect romantic attachments to be strictly logical or rational!"
...in bed
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2003 19 October :: 10.11 am
Sorry about being immature.
The reason I put my feelings on woohu, instead of talking to you to your face, is because I’m afraid of what I might do if I was right next to you.
This bullshit that is going on between you Andy and me isn’t the reason for me being pissed… It’s just the most recent. It is also one of the most public.
In the future I would like to have the opportunity to talk about some lies and halftruths you have been telling people about me behind my back.
Now, who is immature?
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2003 19 October :: 12.11 am
Jeremy,
Sorry if I confuse you, so I’ll put this as simple as possible.
You’re an ass.
As soon as someone is of no use to you anymore you toss him or her aside like trash. There are several people who are on your bad side now just because you don’t have a use for them (Krystal and Molly).
You are the most two faced, manipulative and all around conniving people I know and frankly I am getting tired of it. You try to constantly turn people against each other so that the will not turn on you.
This is shown most vividly in the dynamics between you, Andy and I. In the beginning of the year you would try to turn me against Andy by making shrewd assumptions about how I felt. You would generalize and say things such as “You hate his computer desk”, and “You hate how he is always on the computer” and eventually you got to the point where you inferred that I hate him. I don’t hate Andy. I’ve never hated Andy. Luckily when you realized that I could not be turned against Andy, you left me be.
You haven’t left Andy be, however. You have constantly instigated verbal conflicts in between he and I by forcing him to be defensive by insulting him yourself. You get him in a bad mood, and that makes it very difficult for me not to place myself on his good side. You probably never notice, but when no one else is around Andy and I get along great. He and I are, and hopefully always will be, great friends.
I only have one qualm with Andy right now though…
No matter how much you mistreat him, he will never turn away from you.
He doesn’t care that you thought it was hilarious that you were having wine night the weekend he was out of town.
He doesn’t care that you made him pay way to much for what was left over, even though it tasted like shit (and I don’t recall you paying Joe for it).
He only was slightly annoyed when after you sold him the liqueur, you forbade him from drinking in your room.
And after all that, he had nothing but high things to say about you, when he decided that he would rather be your bitch than my friend.
I hope you will let me know if you have trouble understanding this post…
I’ll spell it out to you if need be.
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2003 18 October :: 12.05 am
I think I might be able to get along with my roomate better if he could manage to get his tongue out of Jeremy's Ass hole...
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