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2003 30 December :: 4.38pm
:: Music: The Used
hey anonymous fuck..my name is spelled 'stacy' not 'stacey'
all anonymous comments will be deleted. if you don't have enough guts to leave your name you are not worth my time.
yeah. thats all.
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2003 27 December :: 7.21pm
:: Music: Blink 182
"can i touch it??"
i refuse to grow up. im gonna be immature until im 40.
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2003 27 December :: 1.43pm
:: Music: The Clash-Londons Burning
I copied kate. again. *snickers*
I deleted the ones you know and the wigger words.
skip over it if you wish.
* sibling(s): 2 brothers
* school's rival: Rockford? i guess.
* your rival: a lot of people.
// the look
* hair: naturally brown, dyed black
* eyes: blue/green/grey
* height: around 5'2
* bra size: um...next question please.
* curly or straight: straight
* people you look like: kate shelton (so many have said) *glances at kate and smiles* hehe.
// favorites
* day: Saturday
* colors: black and green (not bright green)
* ice cream: chocolate!
* food: popcorn..mmm.
* nintendo system: *shrugs*
* movies: Monty Python and the Holy Grail and any Adam Sandler movies
* band: Taking Back Sunday
* song: Cute without the E (cut from the team)-TBS
* names for girls: not sure
* names for boys: Marty, Adam and Landon
// least favorites
* day: Monday
* colors: yellow
* ice cream: Butterscotch or vanilla
* food: any vegetables
* nintendo system: *shrugs*
* movies: christmas ones
* band: Simple Plan, GC, and any pop, country or rap "bands"
* song: that fucking milkshake song!!
* names for girls: any over used names.
* names for boys: Bob, Bill, Dick, Fred, George
// currents
* clothes: vans warped tour shirt and hoodie
* hair: down
* jewelry:none
* socks: tube socks
* make up: eyeliner, mascara
* belt: tbs one
* music: The Clash
* smell: uhh..i dont know
// have you ever...
* bungee jumped: nope
* lost someone you loved: yes
* kissed someone: yup
* had sex: oh yeah! all the time, ha. j/k no.
* broken a bone: no
* traveled far away from home: yes, all the way to grand rapids!
* done something you regret severely: only about a million times.
* cut yourself: yes, this one time i cut my hand off. there was a lot of blood. but it grew back.
* not eaten for a long period of time: yeah
* smoked: no.
// finish these lyrics to see how much you know
* unbreak my: heart?
* bring me to: your leader!
* somewhere i: belong
* sometimes i feel ive got to: uhhh
* you were my strength when i was: weak
* and you kissed me like you: meant it.
* my milkshake brings all the boys to the: yard?
* im sorry i cant be: perfect
* hold on if you feel like: letting go
* ive become so: uhh
* baby boy you stay on my: uhh
* nuttin chillin at the holiday: Inn
// say what first comes to mind
* apple: mmm
* blood: red
* love: music
* computer: fast
* nintendo: game
* nintendo game: donkey kong
* actor: Johnny Depp
* hot dude: Kelso
// tell me your opinion about...
* your school: sucks.
* your home: boring
* your computer: great!
* your lover: where?
* your christmas: pretty good
* your hair: boring. needs something new.
* your parents: dad is stupid. mom can be ok sometimes, like when she buys me stuff.
* your sibling(s): there alright. cept for that dustin kid. *snickers*
* your neighbors: they are all stupid fucks. like that kevin character. *snickers again*
* your relatives: i hate most of them.
* your name: could be worse.
..yeah. i was bored, leave me alone.
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2003 26 December :: 10.36pm
:: Music: Goo Goo Dolls-Name
but.
this is hell.
think about it.
this world is so sad. why? because of people. yes there are some good people. a very very small amount. the rest are bastards. oh how i wish i could live somewhere else. cedar is such a poor excuse of a town. and the people that are in it are even worse.
now that i can see you, i dont think you're worth a second glance-Dashboard Confessional/Rapid Hope Loss
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2003 26 December :: 4.50pm
:: Music: The Clash-White Riot
whiiiitee rrriiooottt!
christmas was good. i got some cool stuff. favorite thing would have to be the 2 disc set of The Clash with 40 songs (2 hours of music) *smiles*
ok. enough of that. im gonna get going. later kids.
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2003 24 December :: 8.55pm
how can i phrase this..?
i know.
i. dont. care.
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2003 24 December :: 3.28pm
im not whining. so shut up.
i am drained. i try to shun certain thoughts. its profound. whats the point of trying to run from my own mind? i cant. i should be able to surmise what thoughts i have. but i am unable to. so i have to deal with it. i'll live.
i just need something. something new, stunning, contrary to what life holds for me now. anything. some new feelings. everything that happens is useless lately.
i admire objects i cannot have nor touch. only feel. i cant see it. but i know its there. just lost right now. and thats ok. life doesnt have to be enticing right now.
so im left with nothing. yet so much. and i guess im ok with that. after all i have to be?
in all the disorientation i am content.
oh and if anyone starts to complain to me about life, dont. im not trying to be scornful towards anyone..so dont perceive it in that way.
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2003 23 December :: 2.36pm
:: Music: Hot Hot Heat-Aveda
life is dull. i need something implausible to transpire.
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2003 22 December :: 9.52pm
:: Music: system of a down
proof that shannon is a complete dumbass
Shannon: so cj told me u miss me?
stacy: umm no. i dont recall ever saying that.
Shannon:: good.
well i miss u
stacy: i dont care
Shannon: ok i never said u did care
Shannon: dont get all pissy with me then
stacy: am i getting pissy with you?
stacy: i didnt think i was.
Shannon: not now damn. calm down
stacy: wow. im not even upset.
Shannon: omg i never said u were upset
Shannon: i dont care what the fuck u r. i fuckin try to be nice, and so what i fuckin called u immature? omg its the end of the world
stacy: dude. im not even mad. your the one all freaking out.
Shannon: im not freaking out at all cuz i dont care
stacy: alright
Shannon: i dont care that u take things to far. but hey so much for being sisters huh?
stacy: guess so
Shannon: ight then
ok so yeah..shes stupid. and sisters? wtf does that mean?
anyways.
today was good..."pants and feet..thats all you need to know." hehe. yeah.
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2003 22 December :: 2.20pm
:: Music: Joyride-Round
round and round and round to only come back again.
do you ever want to just stab someone in the eye with a fork?
i hate when parents talk about you, right in front of you. like they know you hear them but they pretend you cant. rawr.
break is boring as fuck.
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2003 21 December :: 11.28am
:: Music: The Distillers-The Gallow is God
you make my heart beat faster.
break has been alright. very boring. i saw lord of the rings yesterday with some friends. it was good. they could have ended the movie an hour earlier though. i thought it was gonna end like 19 different times. well today i guess i get to show my mom more stuff to buy me for christmas. should be fun. im gonna go, later kids.
Pale angel, go away..
come again some other day.
Devil has my ear today..
I'll never hear of what you say-A Perfect Circle/Weak and Powerless
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2003 18 December :: 7.02pm
The Smashing Pumpkins-Stumbleine
Boredoms in the bathroom shaking out the loose teeth
Sally's in the stirrups claiming her destiny
And nobody nowhere understands anything
About me and all my dreams
Lost at sea
Jack it up judy set your heart alight
Mayfair mistress of the satellites
Misspent youth- faking up a rampage
To hold off the real slaves
Paid off and staid
And what you never knew
Can never get to you
So fake it
I'll be your stumbleine
I'll be your super queen
And make you
Jukebox fuckup hanging round the drugstore
No matter what you say he'll be back for more
Mommy's in the manger with the little kids
She's got her reasons, got my forgets
Of tears and idle threats
Misplaced
And no matter what they do
They can't get to you
So fake it
I'll be your stumbleine
I'll be your super queen
And make you me
Come around ruby I could never sleep alone
today was alright. passed one outta three tests, thats good right..?
fuck.
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2003 15 December :: 8.27pm
:: Music: Thursday-A Whole in the World (acoustic)
im bored. like a lot
i have a ready response to the next person who calls me immature...im gonna..
stick out my tounge and say "i know you are but what am i?"
is calling me immature supposed to hurt me in some way? i know i am immature. am i supposed to take it as a insult? i take it as neither a insult nor a compliment. i take it as a fact. yup.
so i was skimming through my agenda..and i see this quote..Enjoy your ice cream while it's on your plate-Thorton Wilder
ok..Thorton Wilder...your a dumbass. people dont eat ice cream on plates. *shakes head*
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2003 15 December :: 3.33pm
Smashing Pumpkins - 1979
Shakedown 1979, cool kids never have the time
On a live wire right up off the street
You and I should meet
Junebug skipping like a stone
With the headlights pointed at the dawn
We were sure we'd never see an end to it all
And I don't even care to shake these zipper blues
And we don't know
Just where our bones will rest
To dust I guess
Forgotten and absorbed into the earth below
Double cross the vacant and the bored
They're not sure just what we have in store
Morphine city slippin dues down to see
That we don't even care as restless as we are
We feel the pull in the land of a thousand guilts
And poured cement, lamented and assured
To the lights and towns below
Faster than the speed of sound
Faster than we thought we'd go, beneath the sound of hope
Justine never knew the rules,
Hung down with the freaks and the ghouls
No apologies ever need be made, I know you better than you fake it
To see that we don't even care to shake these zipper blues
And we don't know just where our bones will rest
To dust I guess
Forgotten and absorbed into the earth below
The street heats the urgency of sound
As you can see there's no one around
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2003 14 December :: 8.41pm
:: Music: Hot Hot Heat-Bandages
i dont know. i didnt think giving up would be this easy.
all i know is..
i quit.
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