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2003 24 September :: 3.35pm
:: Music: Thursday
i really needed it to be a good day...and it was! for once im happy. it feels nice. theres not really much to say, so im gonna go. hope ya'll had a good day.
..oh and brad thanks, that made me very happy. *smiles
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2003 23 September :: 4.03pm
today sucked so fucking bad. this morning i was so pissed. thats why i just left the circle (not that anyone noticed or cared). I could leave and no one would care, meh...ah well. im no longer sporting the i am loved pin...its not nice to lie. the end of the day was alright tho. i got some hugs so it made me smile. meh..im done.
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2003 23 September :: 6.30am
:: Music: Taking Back Sunday-Lullaby
err...I guess my bad mood from last night rubbed off to this morning. ah well, im gonna try my hardest to be happy. when i see my friends, i'll be good, i need lots of hugs today....I have a feeling a few people are pissed off at me..hmmm whys that oh because they are *shrugs...
its too early.
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2003 21 September :: 6.23pm
:: Music: Story of The Year-until the day I die
im clean! yaaay. heh...im such a dork. i am still sore, gah. i can barely walk, i think my ribs are like bruised because even when I laugh my stomach hurts...damn guys, there so rough. I have so many bruises, it looks like I have been beat...hehe. excuse my ramblings, im just keeping from writing my essay for lit. i like fire...yum. it was enjoyable last night. i miss everyone. it seems the only time im not sad is when im with my friends. i wish more of the guys would have stayed in the tent, lol. if we would have known jennys mom didnt care we could have had them stay...damnit. ok, enough of my pointless writings, I'll leave you with a song.
Your Own Disaster-TBS
Just think of this and me
as just a few of many things
to lie around
to clutter up your shelves
And I wish you weren't worth the wait
because there's some thing's
I'd like to say to you...
I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
Cuz I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
I dare you to forget
those marks you left
across my neck
from those nights when we were both
found at our best
I could make this obvious,
And you could deny me
and in one breath
you could shrug me off
your shoulders...
I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
Cuz I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
Hey, lush, have fun
It's the weekend
Hey, lush, have fun
Hey, lush, have fun
It's the weekend
Hey, lush, have fun
I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
Just forget me
it's that simple
Just forget me
it's that simple
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2003 21 September :: 12.54pm
:: Music: Taking Back Sunday-go on
i just got home from jennys. i am so sore and DIRTY! lol. freaking tent...im still frozen (apparently I say frozen weird) hehe. Anyways that party was so much fun. I really needed to just hang out and have fun. I got to know some people better, so im happy. We have to have partys more often. well im sooo fucking tired and dirty so im taking a shower and going to bed...heh. talk to ya'll later. *hugs all the dear circle people*
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2003 20 September :: 5.08pm
part of another song I wrote...
You held my attention with your sparkling hurtful eyes.
Shifty uneasy glares, shaky hands and a nervous laugh.
I stared up at the ceiling, unsure of what the hell I was feeling.
Followed the wallpaper boarder around the room...
Only to see it left me staring at you.
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2003 20 September :: 1.44pm
heres part of a song that I wrote..
I traced my fingers across your veins.
As I scratched your name into my skin.
I didn’t want to forget the pain you caused me. I didnt want to forget you.
than heres part of a Saves The Day song(where are you?), off the new cd...
I'd scratch your name on the back of my hand so I would never forget you again.
I thought it was weird, because my song line was inspired by Saves the Day/Rocks tonic juice magic, and i wrote it before i got the new cd and heard this song.
yeah, im done.
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2003 20 September :: 1.24pm
:: Music: saves the day-anywhere with you
mmmmm.....cold pizza hut pizza...so damn good. (haha kelly, take that)! hehe. anyways i just got back from my grandmas awhile ago, wooo. i got the new thursday and saves the day cd so im happy! im waiting for it to be 6:00 so i can go to jennys party, im dying of boredom. well once again theres no reason im updating, just bored. bye.
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2003 19 September :: 3.48pm
:: Music: Tsunami Bomb-Say It if you mean It
i love hugs. im not sure why I just do. yup.
today was a pretty good day. i get to go to my grandmas...yaaay *note the sarcasm
jennys party is tomorrow...weeee!! that shall be fun. yeah if you havent guessed i have nothing to say, im just stalling my grandma from making me leave. gah.
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2003 19 September :: 6.41am
reading all my freinds journals makes me so sad. no one is happy, it just kinda hit me. i wish i could cure other peoples pain. but i cant. my friends mean everything to me. i hope you guys all pull through. i love you. i dont ever want to lose any of you.
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2003 18 September :: 4.17pm
well today was....grrr...i felt unloved today. it was sad. yeah. some people are really stupid. i wore my tbs shirt and a kid thought that i was taking my shirt back to the store sunday....*smashes head into wall...stupid people.
anyways, i need someone who can download some songs for me and burn them to a cd...
I need:
Go On
Your Own Disaster
The Things We'll Never Know
The Ballad Of Sal Villanueva
Summer Stars
One Way Conversation
Lullaby
Lost And Found
Eleven
--There all by Taking Back Sunday.
I'll pay you for the cd...someone please let me know if you can.
yeah well im off.
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2003 18 September :: 6.43am
*sings...goodbye to you goodbye to you, your taking up my time*
nothing like The Used, bright and early.
..im so tired...im gonna go sleep for an extra 5 mintutes. meh.
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2003 17 September :: 12.10pm
Lyrics
Timberwolves At New Jersey-Taking Back Sunday
Get up, get up
Come on, come on, lets go
There’s just a few things
I think that you should know
Those words at best
were worse than teenage poetry
Fragment ideas
and too many pronouns
Stop it, come on
You’re not making sense now
You can't make them want you
They're all just laughing
Literate and stylish (literate and stylish)
Kissable and quiet (kissable and quiet)
Well that's what girls dreams are made of
And that's all you need to know (and that’s all you need to know)
You have it or you don't (you have it or you)
You have it or you (don't)
You have it or you...
You see how much time you're wastin?
You're coward of seperatin
Stop it, come on
you know I can’t help it
I got the mic
and you got the mosh pit
What will it take
to make you admit that you were wrong?
Was his demise so carefully constructed?
Well let's just say I got what I wanted
Cause in the end it’s always the same (you're still gone)
Lets go
Literate and stylish (literate and Stylish)
Kissable and quiet (kissable and quiet)
Well that's what girls dreams are made of
And that's all you need to know (and that’s all you need to know)
You have it or you don't (you have it or you)
You have it or you (don't) don't
This is me with the words on the tip of my tongue
And my eye through the scope
down the barrel of a gun (gun,gun)
Remind me not to ever act this way again
This is you trying hard to
make sure that you're seen
With a girl on your arm
and your heart on your sleeve
Remind me not to ever think of you again
This is me with the words
on the tip of my tongue
And my eye through the scope
down the barrel of a gun
Remind me not to ever act this way again (again)
again (again)
This is me with the words
on the tip of my tongue
And my eye on the scope
down the barrel of a gun
I'll never act this way again
Rest the weight (I know somethin that you don't know)
you've had your chance and folded
Don't hold your breath
because you'll only make things worse
Rest the weight (I know somethin that you don't know)
you've had your chance and folded
Don't hold your breath
because you'll only make things worse
(I know somethin that you don't know)
This is me with the words
(I know somethin that you don't know)
And you sure don’t
Hold your, hold your breath
(I know somethin that you don't know)
Because you'll only make things worse
Hold your breath
Because you'll only make things worse
Hold your breath
(I know somethin that you don't know)
because you'll only make things worse
Don't hold your breath because you’ll only make things worse!
I just love that song...thats all.
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2003 17 September :: 11.48am
:: Music: Taking Back Sunday-Bike Scene
im bored. do da do. i would rather be at school with my friends...meh. ah well, cant complain...half days are good.
today was actually a really good day. suprising. i have nothing to say...so im not sure why im updating. errrrrr *does hand thing* mwah ha ha.
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2003 16 September :: 4.24pm
I am SUCH a dumbass....lol. im laughing now but *sigh* wow.
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