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musicalbabe

:: 2003 7 September :: 7.23pm

the sectual
ya know, i just relalized that i haven't updated on the sectual! well anyway, it was muchos funnos. we hung out, got a tour of the house (i sat on scott's bed!! ahhhh!! jkjk,but i did sit on the bed) and played piano for a bit. well, jeff and lisa and christiana and tom and jeff did....i watched. haha. and i listened...mmmm...it was nice. we were extremely hyper and walked down to jack and the box (well actually, we marched and danced to terrance's house first...i dont remember why, exactly, but we did. and i sat on his bed too. haha. that's number 2. he has an AWESOME sterio speaker system thing...its cool. (but then again...mine's pretty dang awesome too...) but ANYWAY, we finished whatever they had to do at terrance's house and went to jack-and-the-box. woohoo. we ummm...ate. yum. food. and i guessed what jeff would order...after quite a struggle remembering HOW i should know this. we then skipped/danced/ran to terrance's house to pick up Dogma, and then sprinted back to jeff's house after he scared us. good times. we then procrastinated doing anything with a point and finally got in the pool and hot tub. we hot tubbed for like 2 and half hours. truth or dare...virginal 10 fingers...haha. it was fun. nothing major happened. talked about some pretty deep stuff though. well, personal. not necessarily deep. uhhhhhhhhhh then we watched a movie. baby steps. i didn't finish it cuz my parents wouldn't let me stay till 12...its too late for a 14 year old. bs. i was pissed. but it was okay. it turned out we had 2 FLAT TIRES as we pulled out of the street. great!! i got to watch about 15 more minutes of the movie. :-D so that turned out better than expected. but anyway, i had to leave early-ish and i was still pissed. i guess it was okay, though, i had a good time and got some sleep. yay for sectuals!!

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musicalbabe

:: 2003 7 September :: 12.56pm
:: Mood: hopeful

rally day
today was rally day. the annual church-goers day of IT'S BACK TO CHURCH!! YEEEAAAAHHHH! now you may wonder, why would ANYONE be excited about going to church? well, i can't exactly explain that to you. i CAN say that my church is an actively social church, and my youth group is more of a party than a study. it's definately a party, actually. we have lock-ins (our equivalent to sleepovers...and yes, these ARE coed) and plan constant outings, such as bowling, ice cream, movies, boardwalk, lazer quest, etc. it's awesome. does this sound like something you would want to do? yeah. me too. that's why i go. well, AND for the spiritual well-being and growth and all that.

this year also happens to be my first year with the high school group. me and my church hommies definately lived it up in junior high, but the high school group is definately more respected. so that's awesome. i am also starting training to be the youth/pastor liason, and the head of the acolytes. this is also very exciting. i enjoy responsibility because i gain respect from it, so it's gonna be fun.

church choir also starts today. can i say HELL YESSS!! it has been like...10 minutes since i sang 4 part harmony! okay, but still...this is all youth and satb music and fun fun fun! too bad sexy thomas won't be there, though...our guys'll have to rely on andrew this year. oh well, we WILL SURVIVE!!

so, that's the plan for today. choir, youth group....and study. joy. i have a bio test monday, world studies test tuesday, math quiz and project due next week, and yeah. i should hit the books. maybe i can break them... haha. adieu!

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musicalbabe

:: 2003 6 September :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: alive
:: Music: 'i feel so alive' -the composer in my head

soccer, almond, study, yoga
got up and started doing hw. got a bit done. called ali about yoga times, ended up going over to almond to study/watch laurel's soccer game/walk around almond. turned out we walked around almond the majority of the time. it was really awesome! it's my first time back since the remodel. saw mrs. roberts. she's teaching third grade now!! 11 years in first grade and she needed a change... hehe. she was super nice as always and remembered ali and me. it was great. i love the memories of that place. almond was good to me. :-D

after the game, we walked/jogged to ali's house and chatted for a while. soon it was lunch and we made mac n cheese and ate. laurel had a great time quizzing ali on the periodic table of the elements (something she apparently has to know for her bio quiz) and hung out in her room while we did homework and studied. it was great! i actually finished my bio notes and started my math project! very productive.

then we walked downtown (cheering all the way: 1! we are the eagles! 2! a little bit louder! 3! i still can't hear you, WE ARE NUMBER 1) we are the eagles 2) a little bit louder! etcetc) it was amusing. we bought grapleberry and strapleberry gum at walgreens and then headed to the yoga place.

it was their grand opening, and there were free classes all day. we signed up and took a free class!! it was really really REALLY fun. well, yoga IS fun, but we did a few more things than we did at camp, and it was a lot more formal. concentrated too. i definately got a workout and had some time in corpse pose (although she called it the indian name, something i can neither pronounce nor spell). the only bad thing was that we 'OOOOMMMMMed' 3 times at the end. i don't think i'm big on OMMMMMMing yet. not yet. that might change... but anyway, lauren w. started cracking up, totally shaking, so it was REALLY hard to concentrate. i gave Ali a look and she was surpressing laughs too. it was ummm...interesting. it tried my maturity, lets say. apparently afterwards though, the lady who teaches teen yoga (mondays from 4-5 on second street downtown la) said she'd give us teens a free lesson if we e-mailed her. how nice!! so yeah, emily's busy on mondays (sorry em!) but maybe heather, lauren, ali, and i can try it! or we can get more ppl too! it would be very fun!!

well anyway, I FEEL SO ALIVE!! yoga is amazing. you should all try it. it's not weird...xcept for the OOOOOMMMing. but yeah. it's totally worth it. you feel so...ALIVE.

gotta go to a sectual. yes, i DID say sectual. haha. mrs. olson was kinda freaked out...lmao. bye!

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musicalbabe

:: 2003 4 September :: 12.33am
:: Mood: surprised
:: Music: Evanecence-Tourniquet

woah...i know SOO many people!! it's hella weird and it's freaking me out...

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musicalbabe

:: 2003 3 September :: 11.03pm
:: Mood: pissed the fuck off

BITCH!!
remember when i had a conversation with nicole somewhat like:

m:what a bitch!
n: i know! that bitch! i
m:i can't believe it! it's just so bitchy!
n: THAT F-ING BITCH!
m: i know!! it was just SOO BITCHY!!

well i'm feeling that similar bitchy hatred for someone right now. (i know rachel, hate is a strong word, but this is bitchy hate, it's not quite as serious)

this one person cannot leave me alone. she just can't stop dissing me. i don't know why. and i just can't believe it. it seems like every single fucking thing i do is bad and 'no offense, but' she tells me all about it. i don't need that. who does? seriously, people need to GET A GRIP on themselves!!

and another thing, does jealousy have to come off as bitchiness? really, i'm not THAT unmodest, and you really all have your qualities. there is no reason to want to be like me. be yourself. it's better that way. honestly. SO GET SOME GODDAMN SELF CONFIDENCE AND LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!


and another thing, CAN A BOY LIKE NOT STARE AT ME FOR ONCE? I MEAN, CAN YOU JUST PLEASE STICK FOR YOUR FEELINGS FOR YOUR GIRLFRIEND?? HONESTLY!! i'm not used to all this attention, and it SERIOUSLY CREEPS ME OUT!! i can't take it!! so once again, unless i am showing serious interest for you (mentioning you in my last post or asking for your screenname) LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!! THERE A MILLION OTHER PRETTIER GIRLS AT LAHS!! YOU DON'T NEED ME!! I SWEAR TO GOD, YOU CAN DO BETTER FOR YOURSELF!!

thanks for listening.

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musicalbabe

:: 2003 3 September :: 6.11pm
:: Music: TATU-All The Things You Said

yeah, i'm a band nerd
ya know what i just realized? the greatest honor i can bestow on any guy that i'm serious about is creating a folder for them in my music section of the computer. that way, i put all of the songs that remind me of them/are representative of them/songs they have sung in it. So far i've only created 2. If you know me, you can probably guess which two people i'm talking about. (hint: the guy i was obssesed with in 7th grade, and the guy i was obsessed with in 8th grade...) i think it's time for me to make another one... (yeah, now you don't know who it is, do you?? DO YOU?? no, you don't. i've been checking out WAY too many guys for you to know. actually, christiana, sarah, and apparently eleanor and terrance might have a pretty good idea... haha.)

wednesdays are great for me. besides long periods of marching band and p.e. back to back, thus making me EXTREMELY lethargic for the rest of the day, i get virtually NO HOMEWORK (except for french II) and participate in ALL my electives. but i've mentioned that before. the other good part is, besides a voice lesson, I DONT HAVE TO BE ANYWHERE AFTER SCHOOL! thus giving me extra time to do the hw i didn't do last night for my 'hell' day, aka thursday.

it's a good deal. it also means that i have a class/elective/class/elective schedule. pretty lucky!

the only thing that continues to annoy me is that FOOTBALL HAS PRACTICE EVERY SINGLE DAY AFTER SCHOOL!! and guess what? THE HOT ONES GO LATER!! (varsity, in case you didn't catch that...) and then, they're all juniors and seniors (do me now...jk jk!!) so they have a TON of hw on top of that! making their online time limited, sporatic, and generally between the hours of 12 and 3. that doesn't exactly fit in with my schedule, sorry.

so this creates a question: how am i supposed to get to know a guy i have talked to a grand total of 2 times??? hmmm? any ideas??? yeah, didn't think so. unless my popularity level shoots sky-high, (which it won't because i'm not THAT slutty and THAT preppy) i'm not about to walk up to him at school and make him look bad in front of his super hot friends. no way. i'm nicer than that. :-) oh well. i'll find a way. i have backups for homecoming anyway. JK! SHEESH! you know i'm not that shallow. it's the blonde hair, seriously. takes over my raging hormones sometimes...ya know?

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musicalbabe

:: 2003 3 September :: 9.28pm
:: Music: 102.1

my day in a nutshell
i promise you, the only reason i am able to be online is because i have ENTIRELY ELECTIVES tomorrow. my even schedule rocks... and plus i didn't get a ton of homework for thursday, anyway.

my day actually basically sucked. it was all pretty average, but there were quite a few major bad things that happened. (like my grammar? i thought so.)

so i'll just go through this quickly. i'm sooo tired.

*i swear deb yowell is staring at me all during girls' ensemble. it creeps me out! she gives me all these weird looks!! like she's trying to telepathically tell me what i'm doing wrong or whatever. first of all, you all know about my general feelings for the woman, and i really don't want her advice. mark (mr. shaull) is teaching the class. i would like to hear advice from mr. shaull and mr. shaull alone. (unless i'm at a voice lesson. then i'll listen to everything that mr. troll says. mr. troll can be trusted. he's awesome.)

*marching band was near hell today. it was sooo fucking hot and we were learning drill of all things. AND mr. florendo was getting tired and short tempered. he can be quite intimidating and degrading when he's short tempered. not fun. and i couldn't tell which football player was 'mine'. haha. mine. i've talked to him TWICE.

*i got a random fucking call from the school saying i was absent. i was not absent, i was not late. i figure it's for advisory cuz they fucked up my advisory class so i joined a diff. one for orientation. (actually, i wasn't in ANY advisory class officially in orientation, but i WAS officially added to the list today. and before, actually...WTF?? the office can go to hell)

*speaking of ppl who can go to hell, the office can join MR. FREEMAN. i almost started hysterically crying in 7th period because of him. he specifically told us to LEAVE OUR HISTORY NOTES/BINDER AT HOME ALL THE TIME!! then he gives us a reading quiz that WE CAN USE OUR NOTES ON. after forbidding us basically to bring them. his theory is, what if you lose it and there's a final? sucks to be you! so, i took his advice and left it at home. as well as my beautiful reading notes. I DID THE FUCKING NOTES. I READ THE FUCKING PAGES. DID I GET 100% ON THE EASY AS FUCK QUIZ? NO! I FOLLOWED DIRECTIONS AND LEFT MY BINDER AT HOME!! so i got hella pissed. i politely asked him if i could bring my notes tomorrow and retake the quiz at brunch/lunch/when he was free. i even offered to have my mom write a note that proved that I INDEED had done the notes on time. his answer? NO. in my face. he came up to my desk, pounded his fist ON my desk, looked me straight in the eye, and said 'no'. FUCK YOU, MR. FREEMAN!!

*dinner wasn't ready when i got home. i know i'm a silly little bitch for caring, but when i get home, tired as fuck, from a 2 hour HELL rehersal, i want my food. plus, the longer i wait, the less time i have to do hw.

well, the day wasn't ALL bad. i got scott's screen name, saw darin at school (he lives!), and continue to understand geometry HONORS. (haha ali.) and, tomorrow is my elective day (marching band, p.e.,girls' ensemble, french II) and i have a free-ish day to do hw! o and i took a bath and shaved with my last bath bomb. ahhhh...basins is the best store ever! besides anthropology, that is. and now i'm going to go to bed. yes, it is 9:40. but unlike you, I WAKE UP AT 6am!! so don't make fun of my self-made bedtime! i doubt you do 9.5 hrs of marching band per week PLUS 7 classes (2 honors) and succeed at it all!! haha, well neither do i, but i can try!

so bonne nuit, everyone! je dois dormir!

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musicalbabe

:: 2003 1 September :: 8.46pm
:: Music: 102.1 (radio)

labor day and a question
today was great! woke up, pissed of my parents by wanting them to drive me to ali's house asap, and finally got myself over there.

we hung out, talked about tons of stuff, danced, and made/ate these awesome pasta things!! i forget what they're called now, but they're sooo yummy! yay for potatoe-ish pasta and pesto!!

soon got tired of staying in one place. showed up at my place (after pissing off ali's parents begging for a ride) and decided to swim. had a good time in the pool. (wow, didn't mean it that way!) played with a hose (in a very UNsexual way) and read AIM conversations. talked some more. very amusing.

swam in the pool...did some water jogging (yay for excersise!) and ate loads of yummy labor day food. this included steak, killer mashed potatoes, corn, and watermellon. o and fought our way out of a near attack from the hose and from the bees and flies. nearly had ourselves in serious danger!! luckully, our heroic skills prevailed and we were able to escape. o, and we 'bronzer-ed". sorry for all of you un-french people who can't understand that. sucks to be you!! :-p

~*~*~*~

and now for my question.

"Listening to classical music while doing homework/studying. Do, or don't?"

pro's:
*keeps you (somewhat) concentrated
*keeps your mind working and active
*it's damn good music!

con's:
*causes me to lose concentration and close my eyes to take in the music
*keeps my mind active thinking about the MUSIC, not necessarily the schoolwork
*it's damn good music!

any thoughts?

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musicalbabe

:: 2003 31 August :: 9.27pm
:: Music: little red riding hood

isn't this perfect?
someone needs to sing this to me...


*howl*
What's that I see walkin' in these woods?
Why, it's Little Red Riding Hood.
Hey there, Little Red Riding Hood,
You sure are lookin' good,
You're everything a big, bad wolf could want...

*Listen to me*

Little Red Riding Hood,
I don't think little big girls should
Go walkin' in these spooky ol' woods alone.

*howl*

What big eyes you have,
The kind of eyes that drive wolves mad.
So just to see that you don't get chased,
I think I ought to walk with you for a ways.
What full lips you have,
They're sure to lure someone bad.
So until you get to Grandma's place,
I think you ought to walk with me and be safe.

I'm gonna keep my sheep suit on,
Til I'm sure that you've been shown
That I can be trusted, walking with you alone.

*howl*

Little Red Riding Hood,
I'd like to hold you if I could,
But you might think I'm a big, bad wolf, so I won't.

*howl*

What a big heart I have,
The better to love you with.
Little Red Riding Hood,
Even bad wolves can be good.
I'll try to keep satisfied,
Just to walk close by your side.
Maybe you'll see things my way
Before we get to Grandma's place.

Little Red Riding Hood,
You sure are lookin' good,
You're everything a big, bad wolf could want.

*howl*


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musicalbabe

:: 2003 31 August :: 4.53pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Shostakovich-Symphony 6-III Presto

this was originally intended to be written right after church, but i had things to do.

summary of church message:

"the only person you can change is yourself" -definately words for thought concerning my actions recently

"an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth is outdated and wrong" -our society still cannot understand this. i'm almost positive he was commenting on the war in iraq.

"if you sit with your friends, you are less likely to pay attention and end up being excessivily noisy" -i was sitting with ruthie, annie, and nicole. enough said. point made.

"music continues to amaze and awe me." -we sang the GREATEST anthem today. yay for summer choir!!

"music is also the most fun thing in the world." point made.

"you perform a lot better when you have a standard set by more accomplished musicians." -i was standing by Fran, a professional singer and all around amazing woman, and suddenly my voice became 100 times better. (my sightreading was already pretty flawless)

summary of clarinet sectional: (in a format other than messed up quotes and explanations)

*it's really cool to be at mr. hayman's house.
*what is it with double families?? the nielsen's are exactly the same!! an oldest daughter named sarah who just got married. they even LOOK alike. o and having a crush on one of the sons. wow... (o, and the son i am developing a crush for might take you by surprise...:-) )
*we need to teach remedial music theory to some of our section.
*we need to learn how to keep time. i can't stand people without rhythm. it bothers me. rhythm is one of the things that comes naturally to me. rarely do i have to have rhythm explained to me. i also dislike explaining it to people.
*i want the recording of colours. i want it badly.
*i would like to have a long, interesting group discussion with the section. or modified versions of the section. i would like to discuss a few things. i enjoy discussion.


i think that's all.

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musicalbabe

:: 2003 30 August :: 1.30pm
:: Music: He Will Lead His Flock Like a Shephard

to life!
i really need to work on summarization. (and yes, that's how it's spelled...i know, weird! i had to look it up!) so here we go. i'm going to summarize.

*sung with mark today (okay, i'm not TRYING to suck up, but it SHOULD be helping my chances of mainstreet as a sophmore, right?) at a memorial service for Ernie Newlands. incredibly inspiring. my first memorial service, i think. it focused on the life, not the death, and although it recognized the loss, focused on the joy. ernie was an AMAZING, incredibly beautiful man, and his 92 (almost 93) years were spent in happiness and productivity. the anthem we sang was also beautiful. a nice time.

*stopped by anthropology on the way home!! AHHH!! cutest store EVER!! probably my first european-style shopping experience. expensive, but GORGEOUS clothing. got the CUTEST pants...(omg it is like pant heaven there!! actually, it's also sweater heaven...:-D ) and a DARLING sweater. i look SOOO sophisticated in it. so french. now i REALLY wanna go to france for a couple weeks to shop and chat with the locals. maybe summer after next, when i know more french. should be fun!!

*dance last night: AWESOME!! danced the night away with my wonderful friends, had a lil party before hand with some more friends (tons of fun guys, thanks for a good time!!) and actually didn't have a problem with boys. i think it matters A LOT how you view yourself. (it also helps if you're wearing darling flower print capris and a sexy halter top and you have blonde hair and long legs...haha) but anyway, i danced with howdy, colin, and scott (iwishiknewhislastnamebutidon'tsosorry!) i can tell you that he's a junior, plays varsity football, and is HOT HOT HOT. but those things don't really matter. he didn't make a move on me, we talked the entire time, and he seemed really smart and interesting. you have to believe me when i say that if he WASN'T nice and friendly like that, i wouldn't have given him another thought. those of you who really know me know that that was completely honest. he's also greg's friend, and greg's really smart and a good guy, (although ALL YOURS christiana, i swear!!) so that's a good sign. we'll just see. i'm having a bit of trouble because there are 2 other guys making it obvious that they are interested in me. i think that both of them are great, even considered dating both of them, and i dont want to hurt them by going out with scott. but hey, IT WAS 2 DANCES and i'm thinking WAY too far ahead. i'll take it one step at a time.

should be a relaxing 3 day weekend. the "family" is tired, so we're hammocking and swimming in the pool. i'll do hw for a bit, but i got a lot of it done before my party last night...

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musicalbabe

:: 2003 28 August :: 11.42pm
:: Mood: contemplative

well i've been thinking about stuff. when i'm not completely busy in the presence of music, i tend to do that. high school is an interesting thing.

there are so many more underpriviledged and hispanic kids now. i SORT OF understand what they meant by 'eganville' because we really are all rich prissy white kids without a care in the world. the thing that surprises me though, is that i don't see the hispanic kids who are underpriviiledged. i guess it's because i'm only in honors or regular classes, but all the ones i've encountered are really bright and cool people. i expected the cool part, but not so much the intelligence. so maybe they can't write an essay for the district and get a 5 on it, but they are REALLY really bright and interested and knowledgable. that just took me by surprise. i was always warned that because they had less money or were underprivileged, they would definately be way below a los altos intelligence and unhappy. its really a shame that they don't explain that there ARE a ton of them who are just as bright as we all are, if not at the same writing level. that is just SO racist. i can't stand it!!

there also seem to be two extremes of the emotional confidence of freshman entering the school. either they are taken aback and WAY quieter and shy than usual, or they are filled with inspiration, confidence, and vigor. (i would be the second.) it seems like some of the popular people aren't contributing as much, or feeling so at ease, and some people, like me, are contributing way more, making new friends, and excelling in their academics and extracurricular stuff. it's great. i really don't give a damn that i'm not the most popular in the class. i'm gonna answer the questions and have fun. i don't care that i can't sing or play as well as everyone in girls' ensemble and marching band. i'm gonna try my hardest and maintain a positive attitude and enjoy myself. and ya know what's even cooler? for doing so, i'm actually gaining popularity. ppl talk to me online when they didn't before, people even talk to me IN PERSON when they would have passed by me before, and quieter, random people come to me for advice or just to chat. IT ROCKS! i like this whole confidence booster/happy thing! i can tell that it's soon to be confident/happy/stressed/tired/overworked, though, but i'm still optimistic and hopeful about it all!!

i was also thinking about a few of my teachers. i was told mrs. williams is hard, but an extremely nice lady. now she annoys me less. (actually, that's probably because i had lab with brett today, and we totally hit it off and he's an awesome guy so i was happy. o and he thinks she's annoying as hell too. and he's smart. totally friendly too. could this be an aquarius' ultimate friendship to relationship situation?? haha, idk! it would be cool though!) o and mr. freeman. he has his radical-ass ideas and all, but he makes stuff remotely interesting. he's very animated. and i actually cared that the ww1 was the first industrialized war and that 10 times more ppl were killed in wwI than any other war. it fascinated me. SO WEIRD! i usually couldnt give a rat's ass about history. i WILL go crazy about his radicalness though. IT PISSES ME THE FUCK OFF!! as i wrote in my english journal, people have the privilege and right to change, and should excersise that right. there is always room for improvement. he just doesn't see that. this might REALLY start to bug me. so much that i might even like talk to him after class about it. i can't stand people who think they're right all the time. no one's perfect like that.

o and on an interesting note, martin luther king jr. gave his 'i have a dream' speech 40 years ago today. isn't that just awesome? and ya know what i also just realized? this entry has really been about differences and races and stuff. i am just such the little freedom fighter, aren't i? i guess i really proved that this morning when i made my mandala for mr. smith. my 2 big symbols were a heart and a treble cleff. (the two major things in my life: love, and music) and inside my heart a drew a rainbow. the center of my mandala is a rainbow. how fitting.

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musicalbabe

:: 2003 27 August :: 8.46pm
:: Music: that sexy operatic thing

wtf?!?!
WHAT THE HELL?!?? i am SOOOO less innocent then EVERY SINGLE ONE of my friends!! my away message says, and i quote: "o mio babbino caro...la la la laaaa LAAAAA laaaa...more itaaalian romance sexiness...and operatic beauty laaaaa laaaa... can you tell i'm taking mr. shaull's class? *cut...for reasons* as i often say, it's no wonder the musically gifted people love sex so much..." yeah. SO HOW AM I THE INNOCENT ONE?? i could have been mysterious, princess, goth, TONS OF THINGS!! maybe i'm just internally innocent? innocent at heart?? WHAT THE FUCK?? yeah ok, you win. maybe i am... i know a ton of people who would disagree...some of my closest friends, too!


You are too innocent and sweet for your own good.


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musicalbabe

:: 2003 27 August :: 5.35pm

music
ahhh the music. its soo damn good.

i have the hanky pankyist wednesday schedule ever!! marching band, p.e., girls' ensemble, and french II. hanky panky, huh?? yeah. it rocks.

marching band was really cool. we learned 6 to 5 and 4 to 5's today. 4 to 5's are crazy. (that means you take four steps to go 5 yards) just think about it. crazy. it's hella fun though to try. and OMG yesterday richard said that i was 'doing fine' being center when i asked if he wanted to switch. okay maybe u have no idea what this means because 1) IT'S RICHARD EULER!! HE'S LIKE...THE MUSICAL PRODIGY!! and 2) center sets the line...if center screws up, every one screws up. so anyway, i asked if we could switch cuz like yeah...and he said i was doing fine!! omg!! yeah. it was exciting. well anyway it was awesome at the end of our practice because we started playing 'amber' and doing our drill and it sounded cool and it looked cool and i just imagined what it would be like if we were all in uniform, out on a competition field, guard looking good with their fancy flags and costumes... all of us with LA makeup...AHHH!! it was just too cool.

p.e. also rocked. although mrs. lodge is definately weird, i like her. she hasn't gotten on my nerves YET. we ran and did push ups and sit ups and it was great. i was like YESSS!! a p.e. class where we actually get to work out!! sweet... and quite sweaty, actually, but it was okay.

brunch. whatever. got my french packet for french II from the grouchy bookkeeper. woopededoo.

girls' ensemble. living heaven. singing for 90 minutes with one of the most gifted and talented instructors out there. what a deal. and i get performing arts credits for it too!! also mr. shaull likes me and he made me leader of the altos. (okay, so that was unsaid, but it was obvious and sort of implied.) he also said that he wouldn't keep me at alto cuz it really isn't my strongpoint...i've got a weird as hell voice but my chest really isn't strong. i CAN sight sing for beans though and lead a group. and i'm ridiculously hyper in that room with that group. it's really like a different melissa. suddenly i'm hyper and happy as hell while also working my ass off to sound as good as possible and lead my section as well as i can. it's AMAZING. and quite fufilling. well, it was until DEB THE BITCH came along. after we finished and even clapped for ourselves (dorky, i know, but it felt good and we were singing and trying hella hard), she came up to me and was like: 'you need to open your mouth wider. say ahhh. drop the jaw. lower. lower *and she reaches her bitchy old lady hands and touches my face* until THAT'S how much you need to open your mouth. if you think if nothing else this week, fix that.' WTF?? LIKE HONESTLY, WHAT THE HELL WAS SHE THINKING?? i was sooo pissed. so pissed that i just left even though i was planning on asking travis (who was there) to drag yahya over to the school. she WAS my voice teacher. notice the past tense? the reason why she ISN'T my voice teacher NOW is because of her own irrisponsibility. we called and called asking about voice for this year, and did she call back? NOOOO. her husband is the PALY music director now, so she's too busy to even call us to say that she can't give me voice lessons. well now i'm soo fucking glad she did what she did. SHE DIDN'T TEACH ME JACK SHIT. i learned 10 times more from one lesson with mr. troll than i did in an entire year with her. needless to repeat, i was fucking unhappy with her after 4th period.

lunch. ate with louise, marcella, and rachel. fun fun fun!! good break to relax from the shit that went on during 4th.

french II was really good!! i contributed and understood and yeah! o and i'm paired with a junior for speaking stuff, so i'll meet another upperclassman. haha. unless i transfer into acting (really unlikely i mean REALLY unlikely) it might be harder than i thought to meet the upperclassman who aren't musical. well it's the third day. what do i know? anyway, french was good. i haven't gotten annoyed with mme. youatt. it is DEFINATELY A WIG though. thats my only thing...

and then i came home and did my biology notes (took way too long) and got my stuff for my voice lesson at 4:30. mr. troll is a no show again. yeah. my mom's pissed. i'm sort of pissed b/c it would have been nice to have a voice lesson after today in school. oh well. time for me to relax!! plus i'll get like NO hw on wednesdays anyway cuz of my classes, so it's nice. and i was feeling sick and stressed after school anyway, so maybe it's for the better. i did sit at the piano and sing to myself for about 15 minutes though... better than nothing.

well, i've got to dl drill from the marching band website and stuff...should get that done before too long. hope y'all are happy!!

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:: 2003 27 August :: 9.12pm

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