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2005 10 January :: 9.06am
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jedibumblebee
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2005 5 January :: 7.35pm
TO GRADUATE:
MGMT 301
MGMT 353
MGMT 432
MGMT 451
MGMT 454
FIN 320
LAW 380
BUS 475
ECON 304
gah. its getting there. debating dropping one class. but we'll see.
one major down, i could graduate college NOW if i wanted/needed to. but i guess i should stick it out. it is hard though.
https://a248.e.akamai.net/7/248/8322/v028/www.helzberg.com/hzb/content_images/1588785lg.jpg
whatcha think of THAT??
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upchuck
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2005 5 January :: 10.33am
It was feeling that was there so long ago. The things I'm feeling now are the things that I was feeling before. Entrapment. I want to run away to get away so bad. I want her to be able to talk to me like a civil human being and I don't want to be mad at her any more. But there is nothing I can do about that. I wish we could forget the whole thing and just be friends, but we can't. I can't even give in to call her. I won't because of my pride. And my pride was genuinely hurt. That's why I hope this Saturday that things will change. That I will have a great night and I will be in a mood to go for something I've never been brave enough to do before.
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crazygirl
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2005 4 January :: 12.40pm
:: Mood: tired
i met a new beau.
i like him a lot =)
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crazygirl
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2005 3 January :: 6.02pm
:: Mood: anxious
every time i go to update my journal, i type.. and i type.. and i type.. then i get to the point where i've said all i want to say and i think, oh, this is retarded, and it never gets updated.. only the small, irrelevent comments that nobody cares about get in..
huh.
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plainmornings
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2004 31 December :: 10.01pm
wow...
its been entirely too long since i've stepped into the newly "elite" land of woohu. Well Andy, I must say that the place looks good!
To a new year... God help us in what may come.
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jedibumblebee
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2004 29 December :: 9.21pm
I SAW THIS IN SOMEONES JOURNAL AND
IT
MAKES
ME
WANT
TO
VOMIT!!!!
Read more..
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jedibumblebee
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2004 29 December :: 8.51pm
and haha....i kissed your boyfriend once.
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jedibumblebee
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2004 29 December :: 8.47pm
my fucking apartment has a leak in the wall and the floor is all wet and everything is moved out of place and the plumber is coming tomorrow to tear up my walls and put dust all over and i don't have any water for 2 or 3 days. my kitties are scared and all my clothes are smushed and my apartment is cramped and i have to pee but dont know if i can flush the toilet.
god damn it.
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jedibumblebee
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2004 29 December :: 8.47pm
KEVIN CUPPETT MADE MY JOURNAL BIG AND IT IS MAKING ME ANGRY.
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crazygirl
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2004 28 December :: 1.29pm
:: Mood: discouraged
and i wonder how i never got the burn. if i'm ever gonna learn how lonely people make life.
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JediBumblebee
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2004 27 December :: 8.39pm
i am done with menards, started working at the bank. i like it ok.
christmas was ok. paul got me pretty pretty pictures. people should come to our apartment and see them. hooked up the wireless network. busy busy. please get checking accts with fifth third, but tell me first so i can get money. and come thru the drive0thru on westnedge, cause i'll be there.
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upchuck
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2004 16 December :: 12.29pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: Theme from "Hey Dude": Do you remember that show from Nickelodeon?
People
I think it's a breaking point. It's a point that comes in life where you can either give in to life and let life win, or you can fight back. I look in my life for people that haven't let life take them over. Or at least people who have the potential. People who I think will be something more than what life says they are. I can't think of too many people at work who will ever overcome where they are at. One person I do consider like that is Dustin. No matter what happens in life he is not going to let it get to him. See, I thought Shari was like that. I thought that she could be something more, something so much more. That is why it is so frustrating to think about her now. Yes, she may be happy, but she could be so much more. That is why it is disapointing for me to think about Jessa. Yeah, she's happy, and I'm happy for her, but I thought she could be something more than what she is at this point. Life (marriage and children) have gotten to her. Not that it's a bad thing, and knowing her, she's going to go after it, I know she will. Then that brings me to Kim. Someone who is so much smarter than me, someone who I see so much in, that's why it frustrates me.
Today I began to wonder if I was one of those people. I'm beginning to doubt that I am one of those special people. Yeah, I know a lot. I'm somewhat smart, but not as intelligent as some people. I'm average. My job doesn't really give me great satisfaction. I keep making small mistakes, but I feel as if I shouldn't be making any. I was out to dinner with my parents on Firday night and they talked to some people that they knew and those people talked about where their kids were going to college. How their daughter was getting ready to go to Harvard Law and their son was in Florida at some top aeronautics school. Also how they were paying for their kids to go to school. My dad was just kind of looking at me and he said, "it must be nice." There was this tone of disappointment in his voice. I couldn't figure out where it was directed. If it was directed at me because I have to balance work and my grades suffer, because I wasn't good enough to go those places, or if he was disappointed in himself that he couldn't do that for me. Maybe I'm not one of those people anymore. Maybe I've let life get on top of me. Maybe I've let life break me too.
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danibean
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2004 15 December :: 10.01pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: bless the broken road-rascal flatts
HHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaa
wow....good things at school are happening. i love that i don't care what people think. it's such a hoot. hahaha....the play was awesome....i'm so glad i did it and made so many amazing friends!! you guys rock my socks off :) ummmmm......wow it's been a long time...so i'm going to CMU for sure now...i got accepted and scholarships and all that jazz. woot! well, i never post anymore...sorry...heh...but have a great Christmas or whatever holiday you celebrate. LOVE YOU GUYS! bye bye ybe ybe byebyeyeybeyebybe
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upchuck
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2004 9 December :: 9.18pm
:: Mood: I'm Done
:: Music: "Nothing Lasts Forever"
I'm Done
I'm done. I am just plain done. I am done with all of it. I am done with my professor being a bitch and giving me a 79 on a very good paper. I am done with the entire situation. In a week I will be done with the semester. I'm just done. And I'm done with her. I don't know what else to do. I wake up in the morning and I think about her and I think about ways to improve the situation. But then all I can say is that I am done. I'm not sure things will ever be the same. I'm done.
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