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Fatman

:: 2005 6 January :: 8.26pm

Kat, (Jami?), thank you, both of you. Sorry, it's just that sometimes I have to let some steam out. Kat, you've seen/heard it twice, more than anyone else in the world. Anyhow, I feel like the guy from a story. I'm sure you've heard it:
There is this guy, a young man who is bragging about his perfect heart, and another older man has this heart that looks ragged and tattered, and the young man askes him why his heart looks like that. The older man smiled and said that every person he met he gave a piece of his heart, and sometimes the other gave a piece of theirs back, but sometimes they didn't. He felt that, though his heart looked horrid against the younger man's, that his heart was more complete, because a heart is meant to share. The young man began to cry, and took a piece of his heart and gave it to the older man.
I guess that I just needed to realize that the lonliness that I feel is completely unnecessary, because I have all my friends, no, my family in my heart. Thanks, you two.

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Fatman

:: 2005 6 January :: 6.01pm

It's been a long time since I could sit and not feel alone in the world. All I have is myself. And you know what the funny thing is? I can't live for myself. I have to give myself to others. The only time I get a glimmer of happiness is when I bring happiness to someone else. There is nothing for me. I am the face in the crowd. If you don't know me, you never will. Kat will argue that I have made an impression on her life, that she will never forget me, and that is true. However, the only reason is because I gave her up. I felt Brandon would be better for her than I, an immature little boy who didn't think he understood love. Randi may say she will never forget me, and may tell me that she always cared for me in the same way that I cared and still care for her, but nothing can come of it now. She, with two children and one on the way, is married to a man who doesn't appreciate what he has in his hands. I don't know if I touched Jess in any way lifechanging, but one thing is for sure. I treated her like a commodity when we were together. I used her when it was convienient for me, and I will forever regret that.

I suppose that all those lives that I've "touched" have gone for the better, but you know what? I've given so much of myself, I'm not sure if there's any more to give.

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Fatman

:: 2005 2 January :: 7.03pm

Goodbye, all. I may write again someday.

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Fatman

:: 2004 30 December :: 1.14pm

There was a barber and his wife, and she was beautiful. A foolish barber and his wife, and she was beautiful, and she was virtuous. And he was...naive.

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Fatman

:: 2004 27 December :: 1.14pm

Lewt List
- Harmonica
- K-Pax
- Sweeney Todd
- Nautica
- Undies
- Undershirts
- Gloves
- The Dark Elf Trilogy
- Insprational Book
- X-Mas Ornaments
- Candy

...I think that's it.

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Fatman

:: 2004 24 December :: 8.20pm

Merry Christmahannakwanzaka to everybody!

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Fatman

:: 2004 23 December :: 11.49am

The Night Ninja was beating my ass in Halo yesterday, but I got him back. Every time he shot me, I got him with a grenade. Heeheehee! I win.

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fatman

:: 2004 21 December :: 9.33pm

I was right. T-minus 192 hours and counting...

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jburt1

:: 2004 21 December :: 3.40am

FUCK! Does anyone want to go to Toronto? Hotwire.com sucks hairy monkey ass.

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fatman

:: 2004 21 December :: 1.39am

I might have just been jipped out of 85 dollars...

fuck...

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jburt1

:: 2004 20 December :: 1.00am

I don't know. I just don't know. Things aren't the same. It's weird to be home. If you want to do something (keeping in mind that I can't technically drive), give me a call. Do it. Seriously. I'm going to go out of my mind.

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fatman

:: 2004 19 December :: 10.36am

The great thing about her is when you look in her eyes, and she's looking back in yours, everything feels not quite normal, because you feel stronger, and weaker at the same time. You feel excited, and at the same time, terrified. The truth is you don't know what you feel, except you know what kind of man you want to be. It's as if you've reached the unreachable, and you weren't ready for it.

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fatman

:: 2004 16 December :: 8.48am

Cyric unsheathed one of his daggers, angled to his left, and doubled up in a crouch, ready to spring at the man and silence him before he could raise an alarm.

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 36.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions

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fatman

:: 2004 16 December :: 8.40am

College Exams suck monkeys. GO! Fly, my Flying ninja-pirate hamster-pandas from space!

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jburt1

:: 2004 15 December :: 2.38am

Long Survey About Yourself

Created by bleedwithoutreason and taken 11969 times on bzoink!

What time are you starting this?2:05 am
Name?Justin
Nicknames?J-Dawg
Date of birth?09/30/85
Sex?yes please
Height?5'8"
Eye color?shitty brown
Where were you born?Ohio, USA
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?19
Pets?2 cats
Hair color?dark brown
Piercings?eyebrow
Town you live in?split my time between chicago and muskegon
Favorite foods?tacos and quesadillas...yummm
Ever been to Africa?well, no.
Been toilet papering?Leitzow, 6th grade, haha
Love someone so much it made you cry?not sure about that one
Been in a car accident?yes, 2
Croutons or bacon bits?neither
Favorite day of the week?friday
Favorite resturant?Ed Debevics?
Favorite flower?uhm, how about a rose?
Favorite sport to watch?soccer and Xtreme anything
Favorite drink?apple juice
Favorite ice cream flavor?mint choc. chip
Warner Bros. or Disney?disney, even though they are evil
Favorite fast food restuarant?taco bell!
Carpet color in your bedroom?I don't have carpet in my bedroom
How many times did you fail your driver's test?0
Whom did you get your last email from?oddly, my dad
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?Best Buy/ Circuit City
What do you do most often when you are bored?fill out dumb surveys like this
Most annoying thing to say to me?whats up, bitch?
Bedtime?whenever I feel like it
Favorite TV show?I love the 90s
Last person you went out to dinner with?:hmm...bunch of friends at Bucca di Beppo's
Been out of country?Yep
Believe in magick?magick? what's that?
Ford or Chevy?ford
What are you listening to right now?get up kids
Have you ever failed a grade?well...I was held back in kindergarten
If you have, what grade did you fail?refer to question above
Do you have a crush on someone?yes
Do you have a bf/gf?sure
If so, what is their name?Bobina
How long have you been together?2 and half days
What are you wearing right now?pants and a shirt
Would you have sex before marriage?yeah, I think so, is that bad?
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?no, that's just wrong
Are you a virgin?you have no idea
Do you smoke?no
Do you drink?occasionally
Are you ghetto?haha, well...I'm white ghetto
Are you a player?I could be, but I don't think it's worth it
What are your favorite colors?blue and green
What is your favorite animal?a mouse
Do you have any birthmarks?yeah
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?don't think so
Who do you talk to most on the phone?emily
Have you ever been slapped?dont think so
Do you get online a lot?I have ethernet at college - I'm always online
Are you shy or outgoing?shy
Do you shower?of course
Do you hate school?no
Do you have a social life?yep
How easily do you trust people?I give them my fuckin heart...no, I don't
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?yeah, i think so
Would you ever sky dive?nope, never, no way, not if you paid me
Do you like to dance?sure
Have you ever been out of state?refer to question about going out of country
Do you like to travel?I like to go to new and exciting places...but I don't like the transporation procoess
Have you ever been expelled from school?haha, me? no way
Have you ever been suspended from school?refer to above
Do you want to get out of your hometown?HELL YEAH
Are you spoiled?maybe
Are you a brat?ohh, I hope not
Have you ever been dumped?nope
Have you ever gotten high?nope
Do you like snapple?yep - peach iced tea
Do you drink a lot of water?I drink a fair amount
What toothpaste do you use?crest
Do you have a cell phone?yep yep
Do you have a curfew?I'm at college, who'd give me a curfew? My roomie?
Who do you look up to?my friends. they're tall.
Are you a role model?some people would say so. me? no.
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?yeah
What name brand do you wear the most?american eagle
What kind of jewelry do you wear?indie bracelets
What do you want pierced?carteledge
Do you like takin pictures?I like taking pictures, yes. takin?
Do you like gettin your picture taken?no, not really
Do you have a tan?I think I'm oliveish, but still pasty.
Do you get annoyed easily?no
Have you ever started a rumor?no
Do you have your own phone or phone line?I have a cell phone
Do you have your own pool?no way
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?boxers...or boxer briefs
Do you have any siblings?yeah, a sister
Have you ever been played?hmm...no
Have you ever played anyone?hmm...no
Do you get along with your parents?hmm..no
How do you vent your anger?I keep it bottled up until I explode...or I go ranting to woohu
Have you ever ran away?I thought about it before
Have you ever been fired from a job?I have not been fired from 1/1 jobs
Do you even have a job?I'm a student ambassador right now, but that's not a real job.
Do you daydream a lot?yeah, sometimes I think I have ADD
Do you have a lot of ex's?no, not at all
Do you run your mouth?not really
What do you want a tattoo of?nothing
What do you have a tattoo of?nothing
What does your ex bf/gf look like?let's not go there
What does your most recent crush look like?a hottie with a body
Whats her/his name?anna
Have you ever been bitched out?oh my gosh, yes, many, many times
Are you rude?sometimes, but that's only by accident
What was the last compliment you recieved?"you rock"
Do you like getting dirty?no, but I like getting clean
Are you flexiable?not really
What is your heritage?american indian...haha, no. English/German/Irish
What is your lucky number?87
What does your hair look like right now?long, brown, flat, crappy
Could you ever be a vegetarian?yes, but definitely not vegan
Describe your looks?stout
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?black...or blue...or red
Would you ever date someone younger than you?yeah, but not very much younger
Would you ever date someone older than you?hmm...yeah, but not very much older
When was the last time you were drunk?a few weekends ago...not fun
How many rings until you answer the phone?however many rings it takes to get there
Have you ever been skinny dipping?nope
If yes, when was the last time?your mom
When was the last time you went on a date?it's been forever..I should work on that
Do you look more like your mother or father?ewww, I've been told I look like my dad
Do you cry a lot?not externally
Do you ever cry to get your way?no, because I won't get it
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?"whats up" "that sucks" "that's awesome"
Are you the romantic type?ideally, yes
Have you ever been chased by cops?haha, do beach patrol count?
What do you like most about your body?it's ability to function as a body
What do you like least about your body?my short legs
When did you have your first crush?3rd grade maybe
When was the last time you threw up?last time I was drunk
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?blondes
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?alll the time
What about cleavage?yep yep
Is your best friend a virgin?that's questionable
Have you ever fucked someone up?oh, no
Have you ever been fucked up?yep
What theme does your room have?green
What size show do you wear?11
What is your screen name on AIM?skudo85
How are you feeling right now?tired/unaccomplished/lonelyish/pathetic/immoral
When was the last time you were at a party?tonight - at an honors party.
Have you ever given a lapdance?no, but I've been asked to
Have you ever recieved one?yes : D
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?probably, who knows
What is one of your bad qualilties?I'm vulnerable, clingy, and shy
What is one of your good qualilties?I try to be a nice person
Would you marry for money?ideally, no. depends on who the bride was though.
What do you drive?nothing, riding the el is awesome
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?mom's
So?what?
Well?you make me sick
When was the last time you cried in school?4th grade? got hurt
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?if they propositioned me in a way that I couldn't refuse
What kind of music do you like?punk/rock/indie/emo/pop/hiphop/rap/techno/comedy/folky
Would you ever bungee jump?maybe, but probably not
What is your worst fear?messing up
Would you ever join the army?no, although I briefly considered it once
Do you like cows?yes, they give us milk, which is used for ice cream...
If you were to die today, what would you do?I would die, duh. I guess beforehand I'd tell all my friends I loved them
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?"I love you"
Do you like to party?from time to time
Hearts or broken hearts?what the hell?
Moons or stars?stars
Coke or pepsi?pepsi
Favorite scent?lucky perfume....it's an aphrodesiac
Favorite band?I don't have a favorite
Would you ever dye your hair red?yes, of course
How many languages can you speak?5, but only 1 fluently
What time are you finishing this?2:37 am

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