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2008 21 January :: 3.13 am
Im not sure if its because I found the movie Evan Almighty to be inspiring or what, but I feel beyond content right now.
Things are getting better everyday.
I have a great relationship.
Money is tight, but we are getting by somehow.
I still haven't found a job, but I am hoping that changes soon.
And, I don't hate the world.
*watch the stars fall* |
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2008 12 January :: 8.34 pm
Talking to Justy made me remember my dream from the other night..
My sister and i were in this cave type thing, and she was asking me why I hadn't found a job yet.. And I told her that there really wasn't anything around here.. and she was like "my friend amy saw you at the bank the other day, and she told me that if you had a makeover, that you might have a better chance of getting a job"
*watch the stars fall* |
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2008 11 January :: 5.12 pm
So my dreams have been out of wack lately, and so is my sleep schedule.
Tuesday night I had a dream that my parents were dating again, and my father proposed..
I had another strange one last night, but I don't remember it now.
2 *gazer*s |
*watch the stars fall* |
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2008 7 January :: 5.14 pm
:: Music: a day to be alone - one less reason
Its amazing how your surroundings impact your feelings.
Lately I have had more than enough time to think about things.
And I'm not sure if it's because I'm a very fickle indecisive person, or because I really truly do not know what I want out of life, but I haven't been able to come up with an answer for anything.
The more I think, the more clustered everything gets.
I'm almost positive what i want to go to college for, and career i want to pursue.
I feel that my boyfriend deserves more than what I am capable of giving him.
But I know that if that were true, he'd leave or been gone a long time ago.
Which makes me very grateful for every moment I've spent with him, every memory we've created, and anxious for moments and memories to come.
Is it possible to be so completely happy, yet feel so depressed at the same time?
Oh, and I suck at journal entries..
3 *gazer*s |
*watch the stars fall* |
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2007 22 December :: 12.13 pm
So i haven't updated in about a month.
Figured it was time I should.
Still looking for a job.
Christmas is around the corner.
All my shopping is done.
I have christmas with my moms family today at 3.
Christmas with my dads family tomorrow at 1.
Christmas with my dad sometime between now and monday.
Christmas with my mom monday I believe.
Christmas with Paula and Jim and the kids on Monday night Tuesday morning.
And i think that about sums up my christmas' for 2007.
The closer christmas gets, the more exited I get.
And I get to see my sister and my brother in law!
*watch the stars fall* |
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2007 19 November :: 12.43 pm
Yesterday I spent a good portion of my afternoon, and evening at the hospital.
My grandmother was admitted for observation because they still weren't quite positive why she quit breathing. They think it may have been a mini stroke.
This is already a hard time of year as it is.
6 years ago wednesday my grandfather passed away. (it was the day before thanksgiving that year as well).
3 years ago my grandmother passed away the day before christmas eve.
8 *gazer*s |
*watch the stars fall* |
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2007 12 November :: 2.19 pm
So Christmas came early at my house last night.
Mike bought me a 20 inch Widescreen (because they only had widescreen) Flat Panel Monitor.
I have a sort of interview tomorrow, to take an IQ Test.
There is a place in Edmore looking for an Office Assistant and April from Manpower is looking into that for me.
I think Unemployment is trying to screw me over.
That is about it.. haha
2 *gazer*s |
*watch the stars fall* |
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2007 24 October :: 3.50 pm
Things have been looking up lately.
Not that they had far to go, seens how things had already been going good.
But I was told today that I was recommended for a job. (in the same shop).
Hopefully I get it.
*watch the stars fall* |
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