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:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Beastie Boys Recorded Live
I hurt myself
Ha. I hurt my foot playing DDR an hour ago. Silly me.
I think it's for the most part- better now... So I'm going to go play s'more DDR. Yay.
Oh.. When I draw stuff, which you may or may not find interesting, it sits here for a bit:
http://oekaki.yumedust.com/index.php?artist=psychoflexic
When I drew the Egg Head picture last night, I was eating this almond pocky that smelled like coffee. It was very good.
Choppy sentences hurt my mind.
[Ta Ta <3]
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2004 24 September :: 1.24pm
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: Music Samples Online
Okay, the new world in Sly Sooper is freakin' Canada.
There are moose.
Le awesome.
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2004 18 September :: 3.31pm
:: Music: Recycled Air - The Postal Service
The Postal Service's tempo is a lot slower than Death Cab for Cutie's. What a transformation.
Anywho. I've been a long, what? Three or four weeks? They went by fast, but already I've missed a week of school from three hurricanes that passed by. I also switched from Advanced Math to Algebra, wrote four essays in the first week and my ex-criminal Language Arts teacher dropped my average eleven points because she lost my work when I switched from first to sixth period. Isn't that wonderful?
A few days I bought the new Morrissey CD, You Are The Quarry. It's great. <3
Well um.. What else has been happening?? Nothing outragiously interesting.. Steven's been a really nice guy lately.. Though he's nice all of the time.
I must be really obsessive-compulsive about my layout, because I think I'm changing it again. Pah.
I can never find a good icon picture. I guess I'll keep looking.
Does anyone what to read my revised, extra early X-Mas list?
You do? Really? Great!
_Keane- Hopes + Fears
_The Strokes- Room On Fire
_Dexter Freebish- Life of Saturdays
_Dexter Freebish- Tripping Into Divine
_Harvey Danger- King James Version
_Ben Kweller- On My Way
_Oasis- (What's The Story) Morning Glory?
_Maroon 5- Songs About Jane
_Ambulance LTD- self titled
_Any book by Stephen Chbosky or James Kirkwood besides P.S. Your Cat Is Dead
_A new DDR Dance Mat [Mine be broken]
_Napoleon Dynamite on DVD
_Harold And Kumar Go To White Castle on DVD
_Clothes. [I'm the non-conformist]
_A digital camera
_Moola
I'm greedy, ne? No, this is merely a wishlist. I don't expect to get half of this stuff without buying it my self.
I'm going to go see Napoleon Dynamite again with my dad in a half an hour. I love that movie.
"Sorry I'm late. I was out all day taming this wild honey-moon stallion."
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2004 24 August :: 4.31pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Life Goes By - The Special Goodness
My hair looks really cute in low pig tails.
I'm eating Honey Nut Cherrios for an afterschool snack. I haven't had these in years. :3 They're good. Yumm.
After I finished my extremly short quiz in math sixth period today I started my Algebra prognesis retest. I swept right through it, double checking as I went, about ten minutes after the end of day bell rung and I was halfway through rechecking my answers Ms. Bertini said time was up and to give her the test. She said that she had to check my overall grades for my other classes and see if I got a 90% or above on my test and if I did than I'm so in Algebra!
I get to stop by her during homeroom to see if I made it, I can't wait to find out. [I make good grades you see, so it's all up to the retest score]
I forgot to see if I had homework in Mrs Sheehan's class, I hope we didn't. o-o;
Off to do my math homework, ta ta.
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2004 23 August :: 6.23pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Fredryk Phox video on loop
Someone RP with my damn it. ,_,
| What is your favorite.. | | gum: | Extra: Spearmint | | restaurant: | *shrug* | | drink: | Water | | season: | Winter | | type of weather: | Rain | | emotion: | Love | | thing to do on a half day: | Hang out with friends, casual casual easy thing. | | late-night activity: | Drive through food or drive in movie | | sport: | Batminton | | city: | I dunno | | store: | Whatever has what I like.. I drift. | | When was the last time you.. | | cried: | Last friday | | played a sport: | HA! Good one | | laughed: | A second ago | | hugged someone: | Yesterday | | kissed someone: | umm.... ._. | | felt depressed: | last friday | | felt elated: | A little while ago | | felt overworked: | Last week during school | | faked sick: | A few months ago | | lied: | Hmn.. Everything I say is a lie, except that, and that, and that | | What was the last.. | | word you said: | roll | | thing you ate: | carmel filled chocolate | | song you listened to: | I don't know the name | | thing you drank: | water | | place you went to: | Kitchen | | movie you saw: | The Exsorsist: The Beginning | | movie you rented: | Butterfly Effect | | concert you attended: | Forever ago | | Who was the last person you.. | | hugged: | Arissa | | cried over: | Myself | | kissed: | I don't remember | | danced with: | Myself | | shared a secret with: | Arissa | | had a sleepover with: | Arissa, like two years ago | | called: | Mum | | went to a movie with: | Arissa | | saw: | Mum | | were angry with: | Grandpa.. I have no social life | | couldn't take your eyes off of: | I wish Um... Fredryk Phox | | obsessed over: | I miss those days.. | | Have you ever.. | | danced in the rain: | Not yet | | kissed someone: | not yet | | done drugs: | no | | drank alcohol: | I had a sip of wine. It sucked. Don't drink whine unless it's for your health | | slept around: | umm.. like sex? Never sleeping in or random naps? Yesterday | | partied 'til the sun came up: | never ._. | | had a movie marathon: | A long time ago or a few days ago, I can't remember which | | gone too far on a dare: | never | | spun until you were immensely dizzy: | Ha ha, a little while ago | | taken a survey quite like this before: | Maybe |
The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! brought to you by BZOINK!
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2004 23 August :: 2.46pm
Maybe I'll do a theme of nice bright colors like bubblegum pink, yellow, white, light blues.. mint.. Yeah.. That'll be a nice change. I think I'll get started on it now.
Today was a half day, got out at 12:15 instead of 3:15.
I'm thirsty, and lonely. Someone IM me.
Moochie135
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2004 23 August :: 6.54am
:: Mood: I'm tired, but I somehow don't feel it.
-Sigh- The contemptment is gone already. But I assume it's just from lack of sleep. There was a thunderstorm last night and my dog, Brownie was in my bedroom, she's scared of fireworks and things like that. So from out of no where I'm awakened by her staring at my, almost on top of me on my bed. She's not aloud on it so this was unusual. Anyway, For about an hour I lay there as she walked around me on the bed, continuosly moving and whining as the thunder rolls. So I got maybe a couple of hours of rest in total. Hurrah.
But today's a half day at school so I should be in a better mood in a few hours hopefully.
Yesterday I signed up for the Napoleon Dynamite Fan Club. My username is Panhandle.
Bagels are yummy, but sometimes I get an aftertaste..
I'm going to go read MARS vol 4 now..
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2004 22 August :: 10.35pm
:: Mood: full bladder
:: Music: Return - Ok Go
Since I'm going to be saving my money for a new CD player or digital camera, I guess I won't be buying any mangas in the near future. So I'm rereading my MARS collection. Except I never got to reading/buying the last four of the series. Oh well.
Everything's good now. Great.
I hope this feeling of contemptment will last a bit longer. Rewearing misplaced is so passé.
Today was Mum's birthday. I slept for about eleven hours, waking up around twelve. Then I just hung around the house, not really doing anything. Then at three something I took a nap. I woke up at 4:09 in the afternoon, stared at my new alarm clock for about ten minutes before I decided to take a shower that lasted about an hour, then got dress in my pink argyle socks and black sandels, by black shirt with the embroidered pansys [xD] at the bottom and my Mr. Bubbles pink shirt. I got all fancy for birthday dinner at Martha's. It was nice, then we came back to my house and I played Sly Cooper for about twenty minutes before getting bored with it. Then I started reading MARS again, drew a tissue box to see how well I was with perpective. It was neat. I'm proud. Of a tissue box drawing. Represent.
A reshowing of the Venture Brothers is coming on in a few minutes. Ta ta.
"If I can't use my right hand, I'll draw with my left. I could use either, if I tried. I've even heard of a girl who drew with her feet because she had no hands. And someone who held a brush in her mouth because she had no feet. Or are you going to smash my mouth, too?"
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2004 21 August :: 10.37am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Wolves Rain on TV
I haven't updated in a long time... Sorry for anyone who cares.
Anyway, I went to Islands of Adventure, all of the Disney parks and Universal Studios a few weeks ago, then went to school for the first three days before hurricane Charley, then we got Thursday and Friday off. So now it's Saturday and I've been at school for eight days and I'm already bored with it. Hopefully it'll get cooler.
Today I met Arissa around 10 at the school to plant trees and dig up weeds with some other teachers and students so my permanant record will be spiffier. Arissa did it because they had damn good food. Her boy friend Blake came around with his friend Kevin to do some community service stuff. Then we all pretty much just sat there and were being slackers. Then when twelve in the afternoon rolled along Blake and Kevin had left already so Arissa and I walked to my mum's shop and sat in the A/C for a few minutes then I asked if we could hang up clothes in the back room for some cash or something, Arissa saying she was bored so she would do it anyway, but Mum said the back room was already full so she asked us to wash 'n squigie the windows in the front. We agreed, but lines kept appearing where we had squiggied. (We didn't know what we were doing xD) So then Mum came out and showed us how to do it and after we finished she gave us money to go get stuff at Dairy Queen. I got a Chocolate-Covered Cherry Blizzard and Arissa got a Orange float. I was ripped off because there weren't any real cherries in my blizzard. Then we walked back to the shop, finshed eating, then we walked through the HOB grounds and down the Track to Arissa's house and hung out there for a couple of hours. We watched Willard on Stars and she showed me a nine minute movie she downloaded with this dude called Frederick Fox. It was hella funny.
Sometime durring the beginning of the week Arissa gave me one of her pins. It's black and has plink letters saying "GET AWAY YOU LOSER"
I love it.
Arissa has this one type of insense she burns in her room that is so awesome, I kinda still smell like it since I was in her room alot. I need to take a shower and wash my hair.. My clothes are dirty from sitting on the dirt and everything.
After hanging out at her house my Dad picked us up and we shared a sandwich at Subway then met Blake at the movies and saw The Exorsist: The Beginning. It was a good movie, though I didn't think it was that scary.
Whatever.. The new Burger King Angus burger commerical really pisses me off. The whole premisis of the commerical was created by idiots.
i've already started my X-mas list.. Wanna see?
Yes?
Great.
-Sly Cooper II: Band of Thieves (For PS2)
-Digital Camera
-FM/CD portable player (Mine's totalled)
-Black Bobbypins
-Colored Bobbypins
-Ben Kweller "On My Way" CD
-Dexter Freebish "Life of Saturdays" CD
-Oasis "(What's The Story) Morning Glory?" CD
-Princess Ai Manga
-DNAngel Vol 3 Manga
-Wicked (I forgot the author of this book, G-ma wouldn't let me buy it)
I need to loose some weight.
Kiba's neat, Blue too.
I'll leave you with a quote;
"Go Team H.E.L.P.Er!" -insert hand gesture-
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2004 27 July :: 8.47pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Sly Cooper Video Game Music
w00tw00t!!
Yay! I beat Clockwork in Sly Cooper and the Thievius Raccoonus!!
Now all I have to do is beat all the Master Thief Time Sprints and I'll be swimming in extra features. I've already beaten one. X3
I can't wait until the sequel comes out. Does anyone know when it does? I saw the tail-end of a commerical for it once, but missed the release date.
Well I still haven't finished packing for the trip.. I'm such a protrastinator. But tomorrow evening at 6:30 dad's picking me up and we're going to get the PT Cruiser and I'm going to finally be able to drive again! CD players are standard on those, right..? Even on the rental cars?? Because if not, the eight hour trip to Disney World is going to suck.
Aunt Kathy mailed my ghetto cell phone back. Hurrah.
I am single and failing miserably to teach myself hacky-sack.
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2004 24 July :: 1.30pm
:: Mood: Calmish..
:: Music: You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison - My Chemical Romance
Movies and what I've been up to
I haven't updated an almost a week.. Well anyway, here's that list of movies I want to see that will be coming out eventual or are already out and I haven't seen them yet. [In no particular order] Underlined are romances/Bold have my favorite actors
+De-Lovely
+Napoleon Dynamite
+Catwoman [Hallie Berry]
+Finding Neverland [Johnny Depp]
+Garden State
+Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
+Artemis Fowl
+The Village
+Collateral
+Celluar
+Without A Paddle [Seth Green, Dax Shepard, Mathew Lillard]
+Paparazzi
+Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
+Wimbledon
+Shark Tale
+The Grudge
+P.S.
+Manchurian Candidate
+Ray
+The Ring II
+The Incredibles
+National Treasure [Nicolas Cage]
+A Series of Unfortunate Events
+Phantom of The Opera
+Meet The Fockers [Ben Stiller]
+Mind Hunters
+The Aviator
+Underclassman
+Cheer Up [Tommy Lee Jones]
+Last First Kiss
+Son of The Mask
+Charlie And The Chocolate Factory[Johnny Depp]
+Indiana Jones IV
+Fantastic Four
+Everything Is Illuminated
+King Kong
+Spiderman III
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Okay, so now that that's over with, I can recap the last day with Aunt Kathy and Michelle.
We all went to Busch Gardens. And I rode every ride there except for The Pheonix, Cheeta Chaser [It was broken], The Python [Was also broken], and two of the smaller water rides. When I went there the first ride we went on, meaning Michelle and I; Kathy didn't go on any rides, was Montu. It was the first ride I've ever been on that went upside down. And it was awesome. But the weather was switching from between overcast to raining. But I was fine with that because I still had a bad sunburn. So pretty much just our feet were really, really wrinkly from being wet and our feet were hurting from walking around from ride to ride trying to find one that worked. But at five or sixish it finally stopped raining and the suncame out. We got to ride Kumba finally and when it got dark we rode Gwazi like three or four times. Oh and when it was raining nothing was working except the bumper-cars, so we did that a ton of times.
I have a passion for driving.
Yeah, my friend Alex kinda hooked me up with his friend David.. It feels rushed and I'd rather not talk about it much.
Well Dad's renting a PT Cruiser for two weeks starting this Wednesday for the trip to Orlando. He said I can go driving with it sometime before the trip.
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2004 18 July :: 12.20am
:: Mood: In pain
:: Music: Lola Ray - Slave
Survey and update. Obviously.
_+ full name: Shelby Nicole Harden
_+ first crush: Brett Wagoner
_+ what were u doing 15 mins ago: Chatting with Ellie
_+ what are u wearing now: Old jeans, black hoodie, green Spilt shirt
_+ Do have a Cell phone?: A shitty one.
_+ u shy or outgoing: i can be really shy.. or really outgoing
_+ sleep with stuffed animals: Not recently
_+ what do you want from a partner?: Little things.. Like a OCD with the way he drinks soda or something
_+ feature you notice first: Hair
_+ looks/personality: a little bit of both
_+ tan or fair: Fair.. not that it matters
_+ like flirting?: Sure.
_+ would you ever date a friend: yeah.. maybe?
- Relationships -
_+ do u have a LIKER?: Someone with a crush on me?? If so.. Yeah.
_+ what is their name?: Why? Who will you tell?
_+ what is ur favorite thing to do with that special sumone: umm.. lipsyncing to songs along with them
_+ ever been in love?: yes
_+ Best friend: their name? Jessica I suppose.
- FAVORITES -
_+ color: Cearulen
_+ silver or gold: silver
_+ diamonds or pearls: pearls
_+ showers or baths: Either.
_+ food: Icees/slurpies
_+ current song: Automatic Girl - Lola Ray
_+ holidays: Christmas, my birthday, pie day
_+ animal:
_+ drink: water/lemonade
_+ perfume: Reminiscent - Lola Goth
_+ cologne: I dunno, whatever I dream guy may or maynot wear
_+ activity: Making lists, riding rollar coasters, listening to music, typing [yay carpeltunel]
_+ fruit: Strawberries or green/white seedless grapes
_+ do you like to dance: I would liek to learn to waltz, but dry-humping, if you can call that dancing, I do not like
- LAST TIME I -
_+ showered: yesterday
_+ went runnin: uhh..I had to catch up to my cousin in a parking lot today, but it was more like jogging..
_+ went to a movie: and hour and a half ago
_+ wished u were sumbody else: i dunno
_+ were depressed: i dunno
- RANDOM -
_+ where would you love to travel to?: England
_+ whats ur aim screen name: Moochie135
_+what do u want to do with your life?: Find him, do not have kids, be rich and gay.
_+ last time you went to the doctor: Keh.. forever ago
_+ do u have a credit card: never
_+ do u consider urself a "nice person" ?: yes.. generally.
_+ are u stressed out?: Not recently
_+ do u believe in angels?: nope
_+ do u think ur spoiled?: on ocansion
_+ do u like mustard?: no
_+ have u seen the exorcist?: nope..
- DO YOU -
_+ read the newspaper: when I see something interesting
_+ believe in miracles: I'm not sure
_+ like the taste of alcohol: No
_+ have any secrets: I'm not sure when I think about it... I guess so.
_+ wish on stars: Yuesh
_+ believe in ghosts: undecided
_+ take walks in the rain: Not recently, though I would love to.
_+ sing in the shower: Every time I play music
- i.. -
_+ i am: me
_+ i think: about perfect worlds too much
_+ i know: 3 < 89
_+ i have: messed up toenails
_+ i wish: I could meet him
_+ i hate: Parents who take their bratty kids to the movies
_+ i miss: a lot of things
_+ i fear: death
_+ i feel: hurtingness
_+ i hear: "Automatic Girl"/my typing
_+ i wonder: about him
_+ i regret: not brushing my teeth a lot
_+ i love: you
_+ i care: about myself ocasionally
_+ i am not: you
_+ i cry: when I watch the movie Jack
_+ i do not: want to be lonely anymore
_+ i never: study
_+ i confuse: simpltons
Okay, I have MAJOR sunburn on my shoulders. It hurts like eight bitchs on a bitch boat. Today Michelle, Aunt Kathy and I went to Celebration Station and we played arcade games because the gokarts were closed due to rainy day.
Then Michelle went to work and Kathy took me to a mall and I got a hat, a pair of sandels and three CDS:
Lola Ray - I Don't Know You
The Danny Warhols - Thirteen Tales From Urban Bohemia
Death Cab For Cutie - You Can Play These Songs With Chords
Then Mark, Kathy and I went to the movies to see The Terminal.
I listened to most of the Ashlee Simpson Autobiography ablum today. I definatly want it.
I'm listening to my Lola Ray CD right now and talking it up with Jessica about Kinky stuff and emotions. I haven't gotten to listen to my other two new CDs yet.
The next update will have the list of Movies I want to see soon.
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:: Mood: calm
:: Music: some random song that's stuck in my head
Update. Woohu.
Hullo ev'rybodeh! I'm here to keep you informed of what's going on in my life at the moment. So here I go:
Today I woke up early to get on a plane that would take me up to Tampa, where I am now staying with my cousin Michelle and Aunt Kathy for the next four days. After arrving we went to a sandwich place, where I got a turkey and chedder cheese on sourdough and a complimentary water.
Before that Michelle and I had gone to Ross, where both of us had bought two shirts.
Then we got back with Aunt Kathy and hung around her house for a little bit before Michelle and I headed off to the movies to see Anchorman, which was funny, getting another complimentary cup of water each for the movie.
After that Mark, Michelle and Kathy and I went to the mall were I bought two pairs of flip flops at Burdines. Then we went to get something to eat at the Food Court. I got a six inch sub at Subway, Michelle and Kathy shared a chinese meal and Mark had pulled chicken or something. After that we went into Torrid and got four pairs of pants, two pairs of socks and another shirt.
Then Michelle and I got a coupon for Kathy for buy one cookie slice and get one free from this one place, I forgot what it was called though.
After that we went to Victoira secret and got from free undies with this other coupon.
I still have some of mine left now that I think about it.
Oh, if you haven't figured it out yet, this is a lot of buying me new clothes, because I, sadly, don't have many.
We're going to Adventure Island tomorrow [Well.. Since it's after midnight it's technically later today.] Oh well.
Ta ta.\\<3
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:: Music: Cavanaugh Park - Something Corporate
1. I hate people dying.
2. I need to go to sleep
3. I was thinking of agreeing with more of these just to not have to make these up
4. I wish I was home alone so I could be loud.
5. I want to lose weight
6. I want to be out of the school band
7. I was born in February (sp?)
8. Music is one of my favorite things
9. I am obsessed with Harry Potter
10. I need to excercise more.
11. I love to laugh.
12. My room is blue
13. I am listening to nothing
14. Something Corporate me happy
15. I hate people who smell bad on multiple occasions
16. Everyone should shower more often
17. I love stars
18. I love Brand New
19. I am a huge procrastinator.
20. I wish I could have more self esteem.
21. I love chicken top ramen
22. I am sometimes stressed
23. I like where I live
24. I am an odd cookie
25. I need to learn how to drive.
26. I have never drank beer.
27. I have never smoked pot
28. It is after noon
29. I don't go to school tomorrow
30. I love Taking Back Sunday
31. Roaches scare me
32. Especially the big roaches
33. I hate guys that lead you on then say they don't like you.
34. I wish it would snow in Key West
35. I love the cold.
36. I love Daria
37. I'm not a senior in high school
38. I need to drink more water
39. my shirt is red
40. I don't own sponge bob underpants
41. I never get pay days
42. I am happy some of the time
43. I haven't seen Marilyn Manson in concert
44. I admire creativity
45. I like concerts
46. i am not a registered voter
47. I own zero cats
48. I <3 the 80's
49. my hair is not died
50. I have 4 piercings (my ears)
51. I don't like people who wear fur
52. I'm not very bitchy.
53. I don't like people who seem unfriendly
54. I like to make friends
55. I sort of like rap
56. I love target
57. I don't like the zoo
58. I have never done heroin
59. I used to live in Oildale
60. I might hate you
61. I love bubble baths
62. I have never been arrested
63. I am still attending middle school
64. I love my mom
65. I have never tried to commit suicide
66. I like to watch shows on mtv
67. My favorite new movie is Finding Nemo
68. I'm not crying
69. Sometimes my eyes cry, with me telling them to
70. I want to go to australia
71. Being 13 sucks
72. I want a hug
73. I have been home all day
74. I like silver sharpies
75. I'm not strong
76. I am severely ticklish
77. I learn song lyrics quickly
78. I like hats
79. I dislike many aspects of school
80. I want to be in love
81. I want to learn to speak japanese
82. dark blue is my favorite color
83. I like tinkerbell.
84. I wished I owned a working c.d. alarm clock
85. I think Adam sucks.
86. I don't like when people brag
87. I hate when people can't take a joke
88. i want to have a hot tub in my living room
89. I've changed a lot in the past five months
90. I shop at stores
91. I hope to get a lot of money for Christmas
92. I want my hair to be longer
93. I hate liars
94. I want to have a Brand New orgy
95. I love emo
96. I hate when people say I look ugly
97. I don't know who Saul Williams is
98. I think I am cool
99. I am werid
100. I don't know who Mrs. Mullford is
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