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:: Mood: Uretum
:: Music: Death Cab For Cutie Samples
New Layout.
I sware I'm getting a new layout soon, hopefully today. The only problem I'm really facing are the following:
/x/ What the icon should be [I was thinking Ben Gibbard. ]
/x/ What the Background should be [Same as above. ]
/x/ How to align the table of my journal to the right or left side
/x/ How to get words to appear at the very bottom of the journal, below the scroll bar
And I'm sure I can find a color scheme from there.
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Welp, I just recently found out a band that I'm in love with. Death Cab For Cutie. Yay.
I found this old turn table/ FM-AM /Cassette player and I half it hooked up on the floor, and gradma gave me a bamboo flute ablum to listen to, and it's nice. I'm hoping to get s'more ablums soon to listen to, since all of mum's aren't to spiffy. But then she said she was taking it back because it was the only one she had. Well I think that's just tough-shit for her, because I've been wanting a phonograph for a few months, maybe a year. And I finally find one and she says she's got a collection of ablums, so she gets to keep it.
She's so selfish and mean.
I had ice cream cake for breakfast today because there was no more Lucky Charms, and that was all I had until a little while ago when I had half a Subway sandwich, and I was sick all day. I won't go into the details because I care about all of you that stalk me and read my journal.
But I'm happy to say that I'm feeling much better now and I will never do that again. [And my wonderful grandmother bought me s'more Lucky Charms! <3 ]
Ta.\\<3
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2004 1 July :: 10.23pm
:: Music: The Gramn Norton Effect
Ickle Ronnie-kins.
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2004 1 July :: 5.10pm
:: Music: Brand New Colony - The Postal Service
'Bout to take a shower
Then go to SpiderMan II with the Faja person. I'm getting out of the house, yay for me!
I stole this from SpazzBaby.
:x: name = Shelby
:x: piercings = my ears
:x: tattoos = none
:x: height = 5'1"
:x: shoe size = 7
:x: hair color = Dark brown
:x: length= shoulderish
:x: siblings = non
LAST...
:x: movie you rented = Ummm.. I think it was Drop Dead Fred
:x: movie you bought = Sleepy Hollow
:x: song you listened to = Recycled Air - by The Postal Service
:x: song that was stuck in your head = Something annoying.
:x: cd you bought = Spider Man 2 soundtrack
:x: cd you listened to = Give Up - The Postal Service
:x: person you've called = Jessica
:x: person that's called you = Mum
:x: tv show you've watched = Trigun
:x: person you were thinking of = *shrug*
DO...
:x: you have a bf or gf = no
:x: you have a crush on someone = no
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = Key West sucks. So yes.
:x: you think about suicide = no
:x: you believe in online dating = perhaps.
:x: others find you attractive = Some do
:x: you want more piercings = yes
:x: you drink = no
:x: you like cleaning = ocasionally
:x: you like roller coasters = yes
:x: you write in cursive or print = print, but I kinda run the letters together
:x: you carry a donor card = no
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:
:x: long distance relationships= They are VERY hard. But whatever makes you happy.
:x: using someone = Not very nice I guess, though I've been known to do it in the past.
:x: killing people = You do not have a say in who lives and who doesn't. Revenge is quite nice though.
:x: teenage smoking= smoking is bad
:x: premarital sex = use protection
:x: driving drunk = Persuasive drunk backsweat drivers are also dangerous.
:x: gay/lesbian relationship = I SUPPORT GAY MARRIAGE.
:x: soap operas = I don't watch them
FAVORITE...
:x: food = Steamed rice
:x: song = "Punk Rock Princess" by Something Corporate
:x: thing to do = play in the rain
:x: thing to talk about = Funny things
:x: sports = Polo XD
:x: drinks = Strawberry and cream frapp.
:x: clothes = Vintage diamond crisscross knee-socks
:x: movies = Monty Python and The Holy Grail, Dude Where's My Car, Romeo and Juliet, Labyrinth, Hook
:x: band/singer = There's loads of 'em. But I like The Postal Service and CAKE tons.
:x: holiday = Christmas and Valentines day if I ever fall in love.
HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a guy/girl = just once
:x: ever lied to someone = yes
:x: ever been in a fist fight = This bastard slapped my face once..
:x: ever been arrested = no
NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love? = once
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = once
:x: of hearts I have broken? = none.. Maybe one..
:x: of girls I have kissed? = 1.. on the cheek
:x: of boys I have kissed? = none out of the family.
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life = None
:x: of people I consider my enemies?: I don't really have enemies, just people who I wouldn't mind if I never saw them again.
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = Every time honor roll is printed and a few other times
:x: of scars on my body? = I dunno.. mostly bug bites
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = a few
FAVORITE...
:x: disney movie = Heavyweights I suppose..
:x: scent = Reminiscent by Lola Goth
:x: word = Ruddy, Hodge-Podge
:x: nickname = For meh? Shibi
:x: guy name = Shane
:x: girl name = Yumi
:x: eye color = Blue
:x: flower = Those lavander and pink flowers that sprout the day after it rains, every tiem it rains.
:x: piercing = ears
:x: actress/actor = Steve Coogan, Johnny Depp
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty = I dunno
:x: funny = Of course.
:x: friendly = sometimes
:x: amusing = possibly
:x: ugly = NO
:x: loveable = Could be
:x: pessimistic = On ocasion.
:x: optimistic = at times
:x: caring = when it's necessary
:x: sweet = When I want to be
:x: dorky = yes
:x: Spell your first name back wards : yblehs
:x: The story behind your user name: Random. But not random enough.
:x: Where do you live? In a house
:x: 4 words that sum you up: Witty, artistic, Bold, Bi-polar
DESCRIBE YOUR -
:x: Wallet = Black with a buckle
:x: Hairbrush = It's tube-shaped- black and silver
:x: Toothbrush = Blue and white handel and bristles
:x: Jewelry worn daily = Thick jelly bracelets, silver ring[like a wedding band], nifty necklaces
:x: Pillow cover = it's either dark blue or white, whichever I have on it
:x: Blanket = White or dark blue.. but more like sheets.
:x: Coffee cup = it's the size of a bowl. His name is Lup`e.
:x: Sunglasses = Rectangle red tinted ones with black frames and blue tinted sheriff glasses with silver frames
:x: Shoes = Black and white vans with black and white corkscrew laces
:x: Handbag = My red Kipling purse thing
:x: Favorite shirt = my Bone Daddy shirt
:x: What cd do you have in your cd player right now? The Postal Service
:x: What you are wearing now = Long Black casual skirt, dark blue bra, light blue panties and a faded blue billabong shirt
:x: Hair = Shoulder lenght, lots of choppy layers, lip lenght bangs, brown, in low pig tails right now.
:x: Make up= None
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) YOU-
:x: In my mouth = Spit, water flavored
:x: in my head = The Postal Service
:x: After this = Shower
:x: Talking to = Jessica.. kinda
:x: Eating = nothing
:x: Fetishes = Vintage diamond crisscross knee socks
:x: Person you wish you could see right now = DJ, because then I would have fun talking with him
:x: Is next to you = my bed.
:x: Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month = Michelle coming down here and Disney World
:x: Something that you are deathly afraid of? = Death a Fear... and pain I suppose
:x: Do you like candles = yes
:x: Do you like hot wax = no.
:x: Do you like incense = Most give me a terrible headache and make me feel sick
:x: Do you like the taste of blood = it's okay, but it hurts my mouth after a while.
:x: Do you believe in love = Yes
:x: Do you believe in soul mates = I dunno
:x: Do you believe in love at first sight = Physical, yes, mental.. I'm not too sure
:x: What do you want done with your body when you die: Probably give organs to science, I won't need them anymore. Then burn the rest to ashes.. I forgot what the process is called
:x: Who is your worst enemy?: Death
:x: If you could have any animal for a pet = A siberian tiger. Or red panda.
:x: What is the latest you've ever stayed up = 24 hours.
:x: Ever been to Belgium?: Nu
:x: Can you eat with chopsticks: My favorite utensil
:x: What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?: Clearwater, Kyoto, in a big city, somewhere by a cost in my own private villa
:x: whats something that you wish people would understand?: GRAMMER!!
:x: What's something you wish you could understand better?: Some dead language.. or math.
:x: Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?: Nope
:x: Something you want to make happen for tomorrow: Rain.
Le Quiz:
Which 1990's Subculture Do You Belong To?
[Another Quiz by Kris
@ couplandesque.net]
PostScript: Scooty Puff Jr. sucks!
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2004 1 July :: 2.10pm
:: Mood: Pretty damn good
:: Music: Punk Rock Princess - Something Corporate
This is my favorite SoCo song
According to the Which Something Corporate Song Are You? Test...
Well sorry I haven't been updating.. I just noticed I'm befriended by people I didn't know on Woohu, which makes me feel special.
I think I'm going to make a new layout thing again.. But I'd like to know something... Could someone give me the code to align my journal table with either the left or right side??
Hmn.. Barely anyone's online right now..
/._.\'
I think I'm going to go scrounging around for a picture to use for my new icon then mess around with my animation shop s'more, since I barely know how to work it..
If anyone would like to chat on AIM, my screen name is Moochie135.
Ta.\\<3
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2004 1 July :: 1.25am
I want to by the cd from that Simpson sister.. If you hate me for it. Then.. That's just plain not nice.
I'll update in the morning if I wake up.
If you love me then you'll leave a comment. /._.\
Ta.\\<3
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2004 23 June :: 4.31pm
Kudos if you can guess the title of the song and artist.
_Well, I saw you with your hands above your head\spinning around\trying not to look down\but you did\and you fell\hard\on the ground\Then you stumbled 'round for a good ten minutes\And I said I've never seen anyone look so dumb before\And you laughed and said\I still know how to turn you on though\And you're the only one who\drags me\kickin' and screamin' through fast dreams\And you're the only one who\Knows exactly what I need\And I probably forgot to tell you this\like the time when I forgot to tell you\About the scar\remember how uncomfortable that made you feel?\See you're not what I expected\but you're the only one who knows how to\Handle me\and you're such a good kisser\and I know that you agree\And you are the only one who\drags me\kickin' and screamin' through fast dreams\And you're the only one who\Knows exactly what I need\I hope you can forgive me for that time when I put my hand between your legs and said it was small\'cause it's really not at all\I guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down\just to keep you around\'Cause the day you realize how amazing you are, you're gonna leave me!\And you are the only one who\holds my hair back when I'm drunk and get sick\And you're the only one who\Knows exactly what I need\And you are the only one who\drags me\kickin' and screamin' through fast dreams\And you are the only one who\Knows exactly what I need\Exactly what I need\Well, I saw you with you hands above your head\spinning around\trying not to look down\but you did\and you fell\hard\on the ground
I love this song.
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2004 22 June :: 3.03pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Instant Pleasure - Rufus Wainwright
Today's starting to really suck.
I'm having mixed feelings about Sieg.. Like how I still love him, but he has a girlfriend, etc.. I just asked him if he still loved me and he signed off.. I'm pretty sure it was my fault..
I feel said.. I'm going to go listen to emo music.
[Hurrah for inside jokes. ]
How cliche love is.
Postscript:
Does anyone know the code to get your journal table to align with either the left or right side of your journal page??
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2004 22 June :: 2.15am
Tres Quizes
Damsels are hard to find in a modern world with
screwy ideals! You're probably a romantic and
you might even have a broken heart because,
SURPRISE! The world isn't a fairy tale. I'm
not saying you should change because that would
be awful. Stick to your guns, be patient, and
wait for that godamned prince-metaphor to come
because, damnit, you deserve royalty and not
some second-rate wannabe.
What's Your Bedroom Personality? (For Her)
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Indie rock! You're my most favourite type of
music... Your music channels lots of emotion.
On the top it seems simple, but underneath
there's always a deep meaning... As your name
you're independent from most of music! Stay
that way! Good on you! There's so much
variation in your style...from deep and
thoughtful like The Stills, to happy go lucky
like Belle & Sebastian, to dancy and catchy
Franz Ferdinand, and back to boogie down Hot
Hot Heat and The Rapture...
What genre of rock are you?
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2004 21 June :: 7.17pm
:: Mood: In Love
:: Music: Popcorn [remix] - Happy Hardcore
This is what love is
Love is when you stay up all night because you're waiting for them to call to say goodnight.
Love is when you want to know every thing about them, good or bad.
Love is when every song on the radio is about them.
Love is when you see something funny you want them there with you so you can see them smile.
Love is when you save all the conversations you've ever had with them.
Love is when they are sad, you cry for them, their pain is your own.
Love is when you are far, far apart, yet they are still always on your mind.
Love is when they've found someone else, you smile, and say "I'm happy for you" and you mean it, even though you still want to cry.
First love is something you will never forget.
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2004 21 June :: 3.01pm
You are Jupiter...
Lucky, Careless, Philosophical.
What planet do you represent? (Anime Pictures Girls) Please Rate!!!
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Today I made a friend and I talked with Sieg and called him earlier today.
Today is a good day.
I'm going to go take a shower. X3
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2004 18 June :: 6.52pm
:: Music: The Postal Service CD
"I'll wear my badge; Vinyl sticker with big block letters, adherent to my chest.
That tells your new friends I am a visitor here: I am not pernament. And the only thing keeping me dry is where I am." - The District Sleeps Alone Tonight: The Postal Service
Heh.. Here's a quick convo between Jessica and I. I'm Moochie.
PokuCat (6:55:15 PM): Hey, wanna read a new song I did that made two people think dirty thoughts? ^^
Moochie135 (6:55:42 PM): In what way?
PokuCat (6:56:01 PM): what do you mean in what way? *still brain dead*
PokuCat (6:57:38 PM): Did you mean dirty thoughts in what way?
PokuCat (6:57:52 PM): What else is "dirty" supposed to mean? Besides "messy"
PokuCat (6:58:23 PM): When I think of those words, I think of something extremely sexual and DIRTY. dude. Not doil.
PokuCat (6:58:51 PM): soil*
PokuCat (6:58:53 PM): XD woops.
Moochie135 (6:59:02 PM): No, what in the lyrics made them think dirty things, as in what did the lyrics imply.
Moochie135 (6:59:05 PM): I'm not dense.
PokuCat (6:59:35 PM): Why don't you read them for yourself and see what they mean
PokuCat (6:59:38 PM): b/c I dunno
Moochie135 (6:59:46 PM): Fine. =_=
Meh.. umm.. Hi all.. I want friends on woohu.
*Waves frantically* I know I'm... different.. But.. Mm.. I want more people to talk to. And to teach me how to get my journal better looking. XD
I'm still revamping it though.. I'm liking the new bground.
PokuCat (7:00:59 PM): PokuCat (5:56:30 PM):
My love for you,
So unreal.
My heart
What cries out for you.
{Chorus}
Can't you see,
I can live without you?!
[Understand....I need you...]
So please,
Kiss me,
Hold me,
Never let me go!
PokuCat (7:01:12 PM): Heal me,
Save me,
Take me,
Away!
[chorus ends.]
My whole body is breaking down for you,
Baby.
My headaches burn like a bitch!
Why can't they stop,
Why can't they go away,
What the Hell is wrong with me?
PokuCat (7:01:22 PM): I'm losing control!
My love is too hot like snow!
Too cold like flames!
Too much for this body to take ahold of.
Too much to comprehend!
So much that it's burning a hole through me!
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I can't take this holding back any longer.
I need to show you my real love!
Physically...
PokuCat (7:01:34 PM): As our bodies entertwine!
My heart is racing!
As we touch for the first time!
I'm wanting more!!
This lust can't hold back!
This urge to feed on your love!
BABY!
I can't help but allow these thoughts to sink deep--inside---me!
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PokuCat (7:01:47 PM): If I don't have you in my arms soon enough,
I'll ignite!
I'll burn like a blizzard!
I'll turn to ashes like the snow that falls from the dark grey sky!
My fingertips melting.
Just like ice.
My love can't hold itself back any longer!
PokuCat (7:01:58 PM): Free me.
Save me.
Taste me.
Create me!!
Moochie135 (7:03:54 PM): I didn't think dirty thoughts... O-o
Moochie135 (7:04:01 PM): Though it was very loverly.
Moochie135 (7:04:03 PM): <3
PokuCat (7:04:09 PM): *shrugg* Me neither.
PokuCat (7:04:11 PM): Thank you. ^__^
Moochie135 (7:04:20 PM): *sniff sniff*
PokuCat (7:04:23 PM): lol
PokuCat (7:04:24 PM): what?
Moochie135 (7:04:30 PM): Mum's frying something.
PokuCat (7:04:39 PM): ah
Moochie135 (7:04:39 PM): I can smell it.
Moochie135 (7:04:44 PM): >_o
Moochie135 (7:04:51 PM): I think fries..
Moochie135 (7:04:59 PM): Umm.. Let me guess what's for din din.
Moochie135 (7:05:07 PM): Fries..
Moochie135 (7:05:09 PM): And..
Moochie135 (7:05:22 PM): Fish or burgers probably..
Moochie135 (7:05:25 PM): u-u
PokuCat (7:05:33 PM): ^_^ lol
Do do do.. ^ More conversation.. ^ Her song is up there.
I got this pretty necklace and theses lighty blue tinted glasses that are shaped like the sheriff's sunglasses.. But they're a little bent, that can be fixed though. They look so awesome! XDD
More Convo. Don't Hate me.
PokuCat (7:07:04 PM): *groans* I dunno what to WRITE. *rubs eyes*
PokuCat (7:07:18 PM): Y'know I only got three hours of sleep? But, I'm not tired.
Moochie135 (7:07:46 PM): Then don't write, listen to music damn you.
Moochie135 (7:07:51 PM): The music I want you to downlaod.
PokuCat (7:08:05 PM): I am listening to music though! v_v
Moochie135 (7:08:11 PM): MEH MUSIC
PokuCat (7:08:16 PM): nuuuuu not yet
Moochie135 (7:08:19 PM): Or I won't get you a birthday present.
PokuCat (7:08:21 PM): I wanna write sumfin
PokuCat (7:08:23 PM): *GASP*
PokuCat (7:08:30 PM): no no no! I will I will!
PokuCat (7:08:33 PM): STOP!
PokuCat (7:08:34 PM): >_<
Moochie135 (7:08:36 PM): Or at least I'll make a threat. :gonk:
Moochie135 (7:08:41 PM): Good.
Moochie135 (7:08:45 PM): Here's the list:
Moochie135 (7:09:47 PM): "Brad New Colony", "Sleeping In", "The District Sleeps Alone Tonight" by The Postal Service
Moochie135 (7:10:35 PM): "Don't Ask Me", "There's A Fire". "The Fix Is In", "Bye Bye Baby", and "Hello My Treacherous Friends" by Ok Go
Moochie135 (7:10:45 PM): "Page One" by Lemon Jelly
Moochie135 (7:10:47 PM): AND
Moochie135 (7:11:07 PM): "Life Goes By" by Special Goodness.
Moochie135 (7:11:20 PM): Feel my wrath of power and overbearingness.
Please comment! >_<
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2004 17 June :: 11.42pm
:: Music: Lemon Jelly samples
Your ideal mate is Hige!! Laid back, easy-going
and funny, this pooch will always bring
enjoyment and excitement into your life.
Though he does tend to make light of serious
issues and sometimes goes with the flow a
little too often, he's a loyal friend who will
follow you to the ends of the earth!! After
all, he's just a great, big, cuddly teddy-bear.
. .err, teddy-wolf.
Who is your Wolf's Rain Mate? (For Girls)
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-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.
You have a heartsick soul! Youre the type of girl
who always has a crush and is writing their
name on all your books. You are a hopeless
romantic. Waiting for that prince charming, you
take love seriously, but still play any chance
you get. You can have a lot if boys who are
friends, but waiting for that perfect
boyfriend. Sometimes you are discouraged
because there are no sparks but even if the
smallest thing happens, youre on Cloud 9. You
believe in true love and wait for it. Just dont
be afraid to take a chance. Love is all about
risks.
Still revamping.
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2004 15 June :: 2.27am
:: Mood: apathetic
Posting with the new theme.
It wa supposed to be a type of Emoish feel, but I ended up not liking it that much, My mind might change though.
I got a new haircut that's really neat, though Mum will be dissapointed to find out that it doesn't work well with pony tails.
On Gaia I'm questing for a pair of Jacked-Up Pants now.
I have 6.3kish now. But they cost 35k-50k And the price will unfortunatly be rising.
I do kawaii chibis of avatars for 750gish.
And i love donations.
Ja well enough with the begging, for it never gets me anywhere.
I'm too preocupied in my mind to care and or fix the typos. Ta ta.
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2004 1 June :: 11.25pm
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: MiniDisc Mix
Congratulations. List of recet events.
+I got straight A's for the last semester
-Sieg and I are over, I will never be able to hear his soothing voice again
+I'm starting to go to a womens' Gym
+I'm revamping my journal again, this time completely, with a new Icon and everything, even if it takes a whiel to get the flim developed and edited
-I'm too lazy/busy.. kinda.. to post the rest.. if there is any..
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2004 25 May :: 7.38pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Sieg's wonderful voice
Bweeee
I am no longer single! ^^ Anyway.. Sieg asked me out last night, so yeah.. It was so... I can't even think of words to describe it.
And so Jose has the hotts for me, and so he's giving me free CDs, music sheets and intrument repairs and crap. But.. He's a litttle.. No, a LOT out there.. And not in the good way.. >.>;;;;;;;
So I told that to Sieg and he said I should slap him and I asked him why, so then we got in a little tug of war of words in why he said that and eventually he said, 'Because I love you..!'
It really made my day. ^_____^
Yeah, and it made up for when I smashed my fingers while going to slap a double three in cards during fifth period.
His mom walked in while we were talking.... Ehh... Not good..
>.>;;
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