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goodbye

:: 2016 7 September :: 4.41am

Can't sleep.
Awake at 4am. Mind got rolling on the idea of what I would tell people and do differently if I went back through my own timeline. Probably 4th grade is when I would start. I would tell my parents about the life events, the tragedies in the world, the stocks to buy. I would warn my friends of the dangers coming to them. I would avoid certain people and embrace others ahead of when I actually met them. I would tell Skyler and Jed not to kill himselves. I would tell Mike and my brother to get their health in order. I would gain more education, go to a better school, live a healthier life with more experiences. I wish.

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godessalthena

:: 2016 5 September :: 11.13pm

splurged on some new clothing today. torrid was having a buy one get one free clearance so I stocked up. a lil reward for paying off my car! I deserve it!

I just hope it all fits. the shitty thing is no returns... but let's be honest I'm too fucking lazy to go into a store.

I have some Blazers that never get worn.. I want to start wearing them more often just because. I'll dress up on Tuesdays, since men have tie Tuesday.

and maybe I'll get some new lipstick too...

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goodbye

:: 2016 2 September :: 8.40am

Shame is a useless emotion. It doesn't make us humble, it creates guilt. And I refuse to entertain it any longer. A healthy level of shamelessness is exactly what I need.

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godessalthena

:: 2016 31 August :: 9.07pm

maybe I really am just not ready








I fucking hate that motherfucker. I hate who I've become. who he trained me to be. I am so weak. still a slave to those putrid habits.

I am broken indefinitely. with broken strings it's hard to fix oneself.

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goodbye

:: 2016 31 August :: 2.09pm

Bye, Felicia.

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godessalthena

:: 2016 30 August :: 8.05am

reasons I hate work:

- nothing ever works
- offshore processing
- NOTHING EVER WORKS
- OFFSHORE PROCESSING

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goodbye

:: 2016 28 August :: 8.19pm

https://38.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m32jiuPYS41qhigt0o1_500.gif

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godessalthena

:: 2016 28 August :: 10.27am

oh my god I am tired

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godessalthena

:: 2016 25 August :: 10.08pm

off to the tri cities for another Mexican birthday celebration and the taco guy

he makes the most delicious tacos, and to watch him prepare them is a treat

camping out in the back yard in a tent

it's going to be how you say

el mejor

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godessalthena

:: 2016 24 August :: 12.51pm

I never have been

And I never will be

good enough

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godessalthena

:: 2016 22 August :: 9.52am

probably the best thing growing my hair out has going for me:

EPIC HEAD BANGING

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godessalthena

:: 2016 20 August :: 3.28pm

he's sawing adorable logs on the couch next to me

I gently touch his butt

he wiggles and makes the cutest sleep chuckle

I could die so cute

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godessalthena

:: 2016 19 August :: 9.30am

so some good news after the terrible horrible no good very bad day yesterday...


I PAID OFF MY CAR NOTE

now to just get the title and she's mine ALL MIIIIIIINE

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godessalthena

:: 2016 18 August :: 11.42am

I live fat ugly and stupid
I'll die old alone and unloved

I try so hard to be seen
but I've never been more invisible

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goodbye

:: 2016 17 August :: 9.52pm

http://www.theonion.com/article/i-cant-do-anymore-think-320-million-americans-quie-53534

Every single day of the last 3 and a half years of my life.

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