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2015 23 June :: 9.55am
corpulent sub-human filth
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godessalthena
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2015 22 June :: 9.29pm
I'm sorry to all the people I've hurt
I'm sorry for all the wrong choices I've made
all the chances I missed
all the beauty I've let go of, the dreams I left to die
I'm trying to make up for it, but for every inch I climb up, I slide another inch back down.
my past haunts me like a nightmare, my future hangs over me like an axe.
what does any of this mean? does any of it even matter?
it's just one sad joke with no punchline.
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godessalthena
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2015 21 June :: 1.00pm
I do not own the choices of my friends.
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godessalthena
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2015 20 June :: 1.04am
why would God make doing the right thing so hard? why wouldn't a kind and benevolent God making doing the right thing easy? he's more amazing than the devil, so why does the devil win so much?
it's like the war on drugs. fuck.
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godessalthena
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2015 19 June :: 2.04pm
"there are many ways for a black woman to be beautiful. for a while woman, you just have to be skinny."
this sums up my life. fat = ugly to far too many shallow fucks.
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godessalthena
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2015 18 June :: 3.08pm
does a complete package exist?
or should I just pick the one who treats me nice and is a truly good person?
decisions decisions
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godessalthena
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2015 16 June :: 7.47pm
but let me tell you something baby, you love me for everything you hate me for
fuck double standards.
this world is unjust.
and all one can do is stand against it.
a tree in a maelstrom, we will fall before we bend to you.
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godessalthena
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2015 13 June :: 6.44pm
sunbeams through the clouds
millions of gods highlighted against a cerulean sky
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goodbye
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2015 11 June :: 4.10pm
Maybe I should write a break up poem with Spokane...
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godessalthena
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2015 10 June :: 5.48pm
I've been so excited all day!! looking forward to band practice!!! ...in 90 degrees in a tiny garage...
and we are auditioning our second drummer!! he didn't flake a second time!!
I'm really looking forward to tomorrow. things are gonna get dirty.
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godessalthena
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2015 9 June :: 7.14am
I ain't been takin no ones shit.
does that ever happen? someone hacks your computer and sends a mean ass message to someone in your writing style just to get you in trouble?
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godessalthena
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2015 4 June :: 10.04pm
ugh I hurt so bad :(
I hate this constant pain.
I've went for walks the past three days, and am in excruciating pain. fml.
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spud
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2015 1 June :: 9.06pm
New Song
Not bad for a Sunday afternoon.
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godessalthena
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2015 1 June :: 4.53pm
:: Mood: disappointed
today marks 5 years with Safeco/Liberty Mutual. to me, this is a huge milestone, and something to be celebrated, but i'm the only one who seems to really think it's a big deal.
other than school, this is the longest commitment i have made. the longest i have ever stayed at a job. its also the best job i've ever had, and they treat me incredibly well. they are an amazingly philanthropic organization and they have given me so many opportunities to become a positive force for change in my community.
time has really flown. these past five years were gone in the blink of an eye, which i think is incredible, since my past jobs it felt like an eternity working there for nine or so months.
i just want someone to take me out for a drink. hell i'll even buy my own.
or i'll just celebrate at home on my own. just like when i passed my licensing exam. this is it, the present, the future.
NO ONE GIVES A SHITE
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goodbye
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2015 30 May :: 12.09am
I fuck things up. That's all that I do. Just fuck things up.
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