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2005 5 December :: 3.59pm
ahhhh.. thirsty
I wake up in the morning
I look up tp my father
And I see his eyes.
In them is a reflection of mine...
Lord I see the thoughts you have..
Many of them of me
More vast than the ocean
as countless as the sand
Halleluiah,
Praise the father
His beaty reflects on the sky,
His creation shows his perfection.
His love pours out over me.
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2005 5 December :: 4.06pm
:: Music: System of a Down
No more crappy CD selections
I just picked up AP (Alternative Press) magazine, and it's their 50 most anticipated albums of 2006 issue. Some of the greatest bands are on their. Stuff like AFI, Brand New, The Used, Taking Back Sunday, The Strokes, Muse, My Chemical Romance, and Thursday. Just all awesome stuff. 2006 will be a good year.
I have about 80lbs of homework I should attend to.
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2005 5 December :: 3.40pm
Well today was a bad day.
We didn't have to do our seminar skits because of reasons but anyways I really think it's a waste of our time. I doubt that some of the people in our school have the mentality to understand them and they aren't open minded enough to accept it. Some people's intellectual capabilities aren't so great. Thats just what I think. We'll see I guess.
Everyone knows that it was us that did shit to Josh's car so then he didn't notice it until this morning and he had to drive to school and he couldn't see out of the windows since of what we did so it caused him to go into the ditch and then he came into school with flour all over him. We all thought it was pretty funny and today he kept giving us dirty looks and he told us it's war lol.
I really am upset about Veronica and I hope she's okay. I miss her already. I was suprised that I didn't start bawling today. I cried, yeah but lately when somethings wrong I haven't been crying about it. I don't know maybe I'm just getting used to this or maybe I'm getting stronger.
When something bad happens to me, you don't care but when something bad happens to you then the world has to stop for you.
Thats how you are.
Nothing could ever be so wrong.
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2005 5 December :: 8.46am
why does it have to be freezing in this school.
our stupid seminar thing is today... im just shooting to remember my monologue and get it over with. nobody wants to do it... nobody is going to be receptive of what we're trying to say. as far as im concerned its just a waste of our time. like its really gonna make people in OUR high school stop and think. everyones got their eyes closed to tight to see whats in front of them.. so who are we to tell them what to change.
saturday was the battle in ann arbor, it was pretty cool. i cant believe how good some people are. i mean... around here keegans crew is one of the only breakdancing crews around.. then you down to an organized thing where there are people from all over the state and you realize that break dancing is more than just a past time.. its an entire community of dedicated dancers. it really is more of an art than dancing. when they move their bodies command your attention. none of this hip hop shit that we see in our school.. i mean genuine dancing. it really makes me respect all the people who can actually DO it.. ESPECIALLY the Bgirls.
after we left the U of M... (it was in their rec center) we brought micah back to eastern and went up and saw his dorm for a little bit. i could NEVER live in a dorm. lets just leave it at that! i miss micah... and i reallllllly miss micah and keegan together. its like the shawn without the cory ya know?
hopefully i can get all my christmas shopping done this week or the next. i get paid today... but i know it wont be much. shiiiiiiiiit.
well.. i suppose i should get to doing something productive.
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2005 4 December :: 11.44pm
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This was on Saturday. We all crack up at Brittney's sign. Brittany's little cousins made our signs lol.
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2005 4 December :: 6.35pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Grand Theft Autumn - Fall Out Boy
Eh
Well let me see....I made a complete and utter humiliating confession of how Jess and My relationship is to her mom and she has yet to talk to me since then...i really am not sure if thats a good sign or a bad one but more than likely its a bad one. I had work tonight and I work tomorrow. I'm supposed to hang out with Brittany tonight but I'm sorry I really dont feel like doing much other than sit on my butt and eat pizza. I also was supposed to hang out with my friend Tom but like I said I dont feel like doing anything. Well I cant think of anyone else that I might have forgotten about so adios muchachos (or however you spell it)
Peace,
Joey
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2005 4 December :: 3.00pm
I pretty much just woke up and that is pretty sad lol. We didn't go to sleep until 5am and then we all had to leave at 9 so then I came home and slept until now lol.
Friday Lisa and I were at the mall and it was about to close and we had to go to the bathroom before we left and you have to go down this long hallway to get to it and I was telling her how it was sort of scary and how I've heard guys will go in a stall in the girls bathroom and wait for a girl to come in there and so she was really scared so when we went in there I started pushing all the doors open to make sure somebody wasn't in there and then when I got to this one door it wouldn't open and I totally didn't think someone would be in there so I was like pounding on it, trying to open it and then I seen their feet so then I was like omg shit and so I stopped and Lisa and I were laughing and I thought it was pretty fucking weird that the person in there didn't say something to me because apparently I didn't know they were in there but no they didn't say a word or move!! So then we were just like w/e and then we both were going to the bathroom and it was dead silent and I just busted out laughing and then afterwards Lisa did too and we both were just standing there wondering why this person was still in there not doing ANYTHING so I looked at their feet and it looked like guys shoes so then I showed Lisa and she agreed with me and so then we got out of there as fast as we could. It was pretty scary if you ask me. If I was them and I heard someone laugh (me) I would definitely laugh too but they didn't. I'm pretty sure it was a guy. Not even kidding.
Yesterday I went to the x-mas parade with Brittney, Kourtney, Emily, and Elyse. It was so cold but it was pretty cute.
Then Elyse came over and then later on we went to Sam Ballews for her body shop thing. It was pretty sweet. I had fun and I bought alot of stuff lol.
Then well I hung out with Brittany, Brittney, Megan, Emily, and Elyse. Ahaha....
This weekend wont go without repercussions.
<3 aShLeY
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2005 3 December :: 1.42pm
well some time around june or july next year im most likely(theres a small chance that i wont) be moving to chicago with ben and brad, kinda a new start on things in a whole new place and a bunch of oppurtunitues. im getting my tattoo stuff on christmas which means im gona be really busy practicing. im excited about moving but its kinda scary because its my first move on my own but at least i got ben and brad. the reason why were going so chicago is because ben is going to colledge there and its just a good time to start or master plan. but in reality im just going to be starting my life.
if anyone wants any piercings im the place to go people so get ahold of me in anyway posible ok.
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2005 3 December :: 9.39am
:: Music: Howie Day - Collide
Just for me.
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2005 3 December :: 12.08am
ahaha tonight was fun :)
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2005 1 December :: 9.58pm
Refrain
Tomorrow is going to suck. A 90 minute Dolbee session? What the fuck am I going to do? I bet most classes will just goof off for the extra thirty or so minutes, but knowing Dolbee, she'll take the extra time to make us learn or some dumb shit like that.
What do you call a black guy who flies air planes?
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I plan on telling this joke numerous times at the assembly tomorrow.
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2005 1 December :: 7.28pm
Senior Pictures.
the pictures are showing up now
out of the 150 some proofs we got back, these are the ones we ordered. soooo... tell me which ones are your favorite.... ACTUALLY tell me which one you want a wallet of (if you're worthy) *giggles... im kidding. but really though.... telll meeee.
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2005 30 November :: 8.00pm
1st day of work
get there realize that it is 95% mexicans that work there i started to freak out because all i hear is spanish. well my boss is mexican and its hard to understand him, at least there are some mexicans there that can speak english. i started on line c i moved about 42 tons of flour. heh one of the mexicans told me to not work so hard. i think thats funny because i am a leach on society. and i am worst then the mexicans, well at least that is what i hear from ignorant fools. but neways i dont like to dwell on fools. i finish out the day i go home Holly is there so i'm happy that is a good way to end the day, and i go to bed at 830.
2nd day of work
i get there i find out i'm on line D well its decently hard, the job per say isnt, but the work is, i throw 50 to 80 pound bags for 4 to 5 hours its fun.... but line D has a good thing about it the day is done before you know about it, and i love it because i am out working and i am a leach on society, who think i am a leach on society for bein out workin?
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2005 30 November :: 9.16am
this weekend i had the most exhilerating experience. i went to keegans and he worked me really good. my WHOLE body was like spinning. It was great. I finally understand what hard work it is. i mean, i was sweating, breathing hard, and it even a hurt a little bit. they always say that it does. that its not as easy as some may think. keegan stressed that it's all in the form and positions... and you absolutely HAVE to throw your hips into it or it just doesnt work. im so sore today in all the right places...................................................
because we were BREAK DANCING. mwah ha ha. yeah, picture that. little teeny tiny me "breakin it down". *giggles. it was really fun though. you dirty minded fools. pshhh.
break was pretty good... i hate school. i hate being here. i honestly wouldnt mind it as much if it didnt start so early. waking up at 6 is the hardest thing for me to do.... gahh..
i got most all my christmas shopping down this week. noo.. not on black friday, that could have killed me.... did you see that footage of people getting trampled! geeeesh. i got keegan all taken care of which is a HUGE chunk of my shopping. at the end of the holiday season... i'll probably be about 500 dollars in the hole.. and thats only including my mom, keegan, little sister, and brandi. yikes... its a good think i dont have bills to pay.
i feel like scrubbing it the whole rest of the year... yeah... sounds like a plan....
OOOHH.. we ordered my senior pictures yesterday. im so excited to get them back. my mom ordered a ginourmous one too. 16x20 i think it was..... woot hoot!
oook, im pretty sure thats my life so far..
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2005 29 November :: 7.56pm
He wont leave me alone, ever. It's getting really annoying and when I try to tell him that I DONT LIKE HIM..he doesn't get it and it freaks me out when he is like in one million of my classes and his locker is like right next to mine. Somebody save me....
It's Miller time says:
not talkin?
~Ashley~ says:
what
It's Miller time says:
you like tryed not to look at me today :(
~Ashley~ says:
um ok..srry
It's Miller time says:
i just noticed that normaly you do sometimes
It's Miller time says:
but today i would look at you and you would like look away really fast
It's Miller time says:
its alright
It's Miller time says:
just wanted to kno what was up
~Ashley~ says:
nothing
It's Miller time says:
its kewl but i just thought it was sorda weird
~Ashley~ says:
lol sorry
It's Miller time says:
i kno im geting probly anoyying with this whole thing.
^ Yeah, you think!?!?
It's Miller time says:
Hey is 1.7 in the english packet due tomarrow?
Ashley-sometimes you just don't get the hints!!!! says:
we aren't even on 1.7
It's Miller time says:
ohh really then i guess im ahead of everyone for once
Ashley-sometimes you just don't get the hints!!!! says:
umm we aren't even on that...were on 10.6..but ok..
Sometimes I can be such a bitch but if I'm nice to him then he's going to think I like him, so the only way to get my point across is to be a bitch. Oh well...he'll get over it.
Miss stacy cain you can't want that..we have a plan remember!??!
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2005 29 November :: 6.55pm
Sometimes I just miss the way things used to be.
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2005 29 November :: 5.42am
well people i got a job, i start today. i'm makin 8 an hour, its not that great, but not bad for startin out.
oh... and i'm done with that dumb ass, i'm not going to lower myself to his level anymore. XD besides, i realized i dont have to defend myself from him anymore.... i never really did
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2005 28 November :: 11.41pm
I guess I'm just naive for thinking that...
But thats what I get for thinking.
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2005 28 November :: 11.05pm
:: Music: Autolux - Turnstile Blues
Frostbite
Winter activities are piling up while the car hasn't even been looked at. What are we supposed to do, walk? Certainly not drive, not with a hole in the windshield. It was not shield us from any wind. It's purpose would be worthless. Might as well take it out. Hell, might as well make it into a convertable. But that's enough cynicism for tonight. Or is it?
This has been a day of recollection. And memories with so much detail are extremely better than the frail skeleton reveries I'm used to.
One day stands out from them all.
I wonder if my blanket is dry. I washed it earlier today and forgot to put it in the dryer. I went to lay down and to my great dismay...NO BLANKET! I couldn't have that. So, I went into the kitchen, grabbed a butcher's knife, went into my brothers bed room and stabbed him repeatedly. My plan was to kill him and take his clean blanket, but amidst the stabbing, blood splattered it's yellow, flowery pattern. So, I put my blanket in the dryer and it's drying and I'm waiting until it's totally dry. It will be nice and warm once it's done.
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2005 28 November :: 3.36pm
Haha I just remembered when I was at Jessica's when we were trying to sleep she had a cd in with a whole bunch of differen't songs on it and I was pretty much asleep and in my dream I heard the song "goodbye to you" and I woke up and it was playing and I was like "JESSICA JESSICA WE HAVE TO TURN THIS OFF RIGHT NOW!!" and I couldn't figure out how beacause it was pitch black so I woke her up to turn the song off. Haha I am such a nice friend....
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2005 28 November :: 2.37pm
"You're just mad because you are a skip-bo loser lol".
<3 ashley
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2005 27 November :: 10.45pm
Lol Lisa and I just talked on the phone for 84 minutes. Your jealous, I know.
So umm...
Break was pretty good. I seen In The Mix and Yours, Mine, and Ours. They were okay movies. I thought that Yours, Mine, and Ours was just like Cheaper By The Dozen but I was informed that Yours, Mine, and Ours was an old movie and it was re-made so I guess they didn't exactly copy. I also went to the mall with Lisa and it was so crazy there. There was so many people there I just wanted to shoot myself..haha kidding. Then I went to my friend Jessica's house and we went into her hot tub a million times with her neighbors. I'm glad we hung out because I missed her so much and we always end up talking about things that I wouldn't normally talk about with anyone here since she doesn't go to my school. They just finished their basement so her and her sister share the whole basement and it was like 2am and her sister was sleeping and we were talking and she said the funniest thing ever and I just started busting out laughing and I couldn't stop laughing and I was holding my blanket over my face so I wasn't as loud but it was still funny just because for some reason once I start laughing I just can't stop and im so damn loud when im with my friends.
But I'm getting bored so I am going to go.
<3 Ashley
I've lost myself somewhere deep inside of you.
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2005 27 November :: 1.04pm
i know have a dozen roses hanging from every corner of my room. not to mention the 6 dried roses in different parts of my room and a vase full or dried rose buds from Scrooge last year. im so spoiled :)
yesterday was rough.... but then it wasnt. and we went to our restraunt (terriyaki and sushi) (btw, im not in the mood to correct my spelling errors) and everything was fine. the servers in there dont even give us menus anymore and automatically bring us 2 waters and big bowls of soup before we even order. *smiles.....
next saturday im going to ann arbor with keegans crew for a battle down there. hopefully it'll be exciting.. im sure it will.
AND we're getting a christmas tree next weekend from one of those old fashion horse hitched amish tree farms.... so we'll have our own christmas tree at his house in the same spot we exchanged gifts last year. the basement next to the couch where we shared our first kiss.
this will be a GREAT holiday season.
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2005 27 November :: 10.34am
well i dont have work till thursday and only thursday this week which totally sucks....well yeah i dont really know what to say besides jess and i are not having the greatest of times right now. i dunno what i should do besides still be myself. well yeah i guess i'll talk to you guys later k. have fun.
Joey
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2005 26 November :: 11.20pm
:: Mood: cold
So many things to do, so little time to squeeze them all in. Everything is crazy busy, and I need to get together with my english group. I have a feeling we're going to be half assing our way to a B.
I swear I can hear music comming from somewhere in this house, but everytime I walk around I can't find the source. Maybe I'm finally going crazy. Maybe my house is haunted. These things I do not know.
Whatever it is, it has a good beat.
I think I figured out the reason why I shake when I drink. See, I get cold really easy, and when you drink you're body thinks it feels hot, and your blood vessels open up to let off the heat, which isn't really there, so it cools you when you're not hot, making your normal body temperature go down instead of a hot temperature go to normal. Then I shake because I'm cold. Just shivering, that's all that it is.
This imaginary music is driving me fucking nuts.
I want to be done, I want to be out. I'm not quite sure what I want to be doing instead, but just not this. All this shit. I hate it. I don't want to be stuck anywhere, I want to do what I want. I guess that's what everyone wants, but, as in Ethan Frome, "only the smart ones get away."
I hope I'm one of the smart ones.
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