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jacqui-chan

:: 2006 13 July :: 10.26pm
:: Mood: contemplative

It's HOT outside.
So, I was WAY off today at our game. It sucked. I missed basically everything at first... then I started to get a bit better. But I guess it's not unexpected being as I've practiced once in the past two weeks. Plus this week has basically sucked... way more than any other week ever in my life. My Great Grandma passed away, you see. And she just happened to be one of my all time favorite people on the planet EVER. I love her like crazy... and I'll miss her. So yea, I guess if nothing else it got me off of work. That's AWESOME.

Yea, I'm suppose to go to Bryan's tomorrow to swim and hang out. Only for a couple hours though, thank the Lord. I SO don't feel like hanging out with him. I ditched him for JD Monday... but don't tell... nobody knows that (except JD obviously). I really just don't like the kid like that. I try to, because everyone wants me to, but I just can't do it. He's nice enough... but he has NO sense of humor. As a matter of fact, I don't think he knows what funny is. We went to the movies and stuff that I found histarical he didn't even smile at. It was retarted!! Moral of the story: Bryan is not for me.

Yea, I am in a weird place right now. I mean, I don't know what to do about a lot of different things... and it sucks! See, I like JD, but he can be a BIG jerk, and I don't like that at all. I also hate my job, but I have to way to get a new job... and I NEED the money for gas a stuff. I keep being forced into thinking about college, but I have NO idea what I want to do, and I don't want to choose a college until I figure that out. So yea, I'm just all dazed and confused.

Saturday is the Town and Country days parade and car show. I'm mucho excited. Have to get up at like 6 in the morning... but it's SO worth it. We buy goodies and sit under my grandparents easy-up canopy while playing cards, and when we decide to we walk around and look at all the other cars. We talk to all my grandpa's friends and hang out with all of the other people that are like us, Car CRAZY! It's really really fun. Plus we get there so early that we are first in line for seats for the parade. Gotta love that. It's just always one of my favorite days. It sucks though... cuz this year Logan and his cousin are entering their cars in the show. So JD will be there with them. I just don't see the need to have tuners in car shows. These things are for classic, classy, and muscle charged cars. Good old things that have lasted through the ages, not pathetic little import cars that have big rims and a stereo system. Yea, you're cool because you have enough money to make your car look and sound retarted. Way to be! Oy.

Anyway, I should jet. Talk to ya' later... hope to see ya' at the parade.

-J-

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joeydomina

:: 2006 13 July :: 2.08pm

I have a job offer from one of the coolest places in the world......

GUITAR CENTER!!!!!!!

i'm supposed to go and talk to the manager about it tomorrow. its not even an interview its a straightup offer skipping the interview process.... yay

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bleedingsun

:: 2006 13 July :: 10.50am
:: Music: the mars volta

They will walk among us.

This seems too crazy to be true.

Read more..

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joeydomina

:: 2006 12 July :: 10.31am

wow i cant believe that close to hearing it...... wow

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joeydomina

:: 2006 10 July :: 8.13am

Today is 10 months for Jess and I. It only seems like yesterday I got to spend time with her for the first time. I can't believe it.

Joey

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ladybug04

:: 2006 8 July :: 11.19pm

5 weeks from today is my black belt test.


That's right.... only 5 more weeks until i'm a first degree black belt.


I saw Pirates of the Caribbean 2 today. It was pretty good. Orlando Bloom sure is a nice sight.

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joeydomina

:: 2006 7 July :: 4.45pm

how funny is this





QuizGalaxy!
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snowman

:: 2006 7 July :: 12.47pm





QuizGalaxy!
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swimfan14

:: 2006 7 July :: 1.07am
:: Mood: sad

My world almost just fell apart.

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bleedingsun

:: 2006 6 July :: 10.35pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: ATDI

Crepitating as I type

I made 65 dollars today.

My whole body is sore, especially my hands. I was standing in a hollow, empty church, hammering the wall for seven hours. Dust was thick in the air as chunks of plaster flew by me, into my mouth and hair.

I'm going to bed now.

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Jacqui-Chan

:: 2006 6 July :: 9.57pm
:: Mood: blah

I don't try to describe the future. I try to prevent it. -Ray Bradbury
Boys. That's my life lately. I talked to Kulak for almost 2 hours this morning while getting ready to go out. Then I went out with Bryan. Then I called JD when I got home (because he told me to so that he could come over). You see this? This is what we call retarted.

Yea, Bryan asked me to be his girlfriend. I told him that I didn't know him well enough to be that for him right now... but we can keep dating so that I can get to that point. He said it was cool and now I'm going to his house to swim sometime.

JD made me want to shoot him yesterday. He totally lied to me and blew me off yesterday. I told him the only reason I wasn't gonna' completely hate him is that he's probably gonna' start working with me soon. And he would literally be the only person there that I don't like. But as usual he got off the hook... mostly because my mom and sister inturrupted the conversation halfway through. So yea, my bad with the assist going to them.

Kulak has a new girlfriend now. I can't help being mildly jealous. We always have fun flirting and such... and I usually have ALL his attention. It's one of those, I-don't-want-him-but-you-can't-have-him-either things. I'm a loser that way. But yea, I'll try to get over it.

I am just so sick of my family lately. It was really nice not being around them a lot today. I like being independent, but it seems like since the summer started it's gotten harder to get away. Sucks.

Yea, I'm really tired... so I think I'm gonna' take my body up to bed. Check ya' later loves.

-JJ-

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joeydomina

:: 2006 5 July :: 3.00pm
:: Mood: irritated

I second Sydney with the one word.

FUCK

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joeydomina

:: 2006 4 July :: 5.01am

It's to late. I should get some sleep but that involves going to bed or else i just pass out right here. i dunno i have my choices.

Joey

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joeydomina

:: 2006 4 July :: 1.56am

well i've been trying to get the sound of superman songs from superman returns and yeah its not working to well. kinda upsetting me a bit. oh well. what else. oh happy 4th of july, if anyone's going to sand lake let me know. i'll be there. where i'm not sure but i'll be there. great to see ya'll talk to you later. peace out. JOey

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Jacqui-Chan

:: 2006 30 June :: 10.21pm
:: Mood: drained

High school is closer to the core of the American experience than anything else I can think of. -Kurt Vonnegut
Yea, I got to here about Ken's hot date the other night. I'm making a list of the things that the guys at work tell me that I do NOT want to know. (not really... it would be WAY too long.) I just think it's funny. Those guys think I'm so innocent... so pure... so naive. They have no idea what I've done, or more what I do. It really does make for an interesting time. I won't tell them unless they ask... so I suppose they'll never know.


I don't like Bryan. I pretty much decided that after the first date... but I hung out with him a couple more times just to confirm. He's just too, I don't know, goody goody or something. He's never ever had a girlfriend, he is super super religious, and he's a MAJOR mama's boy. It drives me CRAZY. I want to like him, mostly because everyone else wants me to, but I just can't. Is there no happy medium between Mr. I've-slept-with-everyone and Mr. I-can't-touch-her-she's-a-GIRL! Ugh. Honestly, I just want a normal guy. Wait, does that exist? Probably not. Well, sort of. I guess there could be guys who've had girlfriends but never slept with them before... hopefully. Wow, it's sad that I even have to think that.

Oh speaking of boys... JD is such a psychopath. I shit you not. He is the most confusing, nutso kid I've ever met. He doesn't want to date me... he just wants to mess around with me. And that's basically fine because I enjoy that too. But at some point it gets weird. Whenever I'm with another guy he gets all jealous and protective... which is retarted since I'm not his property, but whatever. I just would like to know where I stand. Like, he told me that I have to bring him with me to Coast Guard festival agian and he wants to go with us to Sparta for Town and Country days. Then he called me baby at Hobby Lobby today, went out of his way to go past my house Tuesday when Bryan was over, and called me at 10 to make sure Bryan was gone. But he doesn't want to date me... he likes Katie and Shae too. AND to top all of this craziness off, any time I mention how silly this whole thing is he say's I make him feel like an ass. (Which by the way I really don't mind!) He makes life SO confusing... way more than necissary. But I like him still. He's cute and AMAZING... yea... we'll leave it at that. Plus I love to cuddle with him... having his arms around me makes all my problems dissapear, because with him I feel safe. I love it. Too bad it'll all go away when we go off to college. Oh well, for now I guess I'll enjoy the good times and ignore the bad. As usual.

Okay enough babbling about things that will bore you to death. I'll check ya' later. Chao loves.

~J

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joeydomina

:: 2006 30 June :: 2.40am

The second time is just as good as the first..... to bad there were douche's who watched it too. damn them for being a douche. oh well. hehe thanks for going guys. great to have someone who actually calls to include me in things. thanks again.

Joey

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m&ms487

:: 2006 29 June :: 7.21pm
:: Mood: embarrassed

Going over to my grandparent's house always makes me feel guilty. I feel guilty because I never go and see them, and when I do I realize I should have instead of doing everything else I have been doing lately. I still encounter that 'perfection' thing, but I'm trying not to let that get to me. You know, the whole 'I have to be just like they want me to be, or else they won't want me anymore'.

My biggest fear in life is of confrontation that ends in abandonment.

I know they are all going to die pretty soon, and I'm going away, away to college. I'm going to miss the little they have left. At least, I always feel that way.

To all those who don't know, the admissions office at GVSU doesn't like me and wouldn't take me (even though i was accepted into their music program, their school, and I graduated sixth in my class with a fucking 3.96 gpa), so now I am going to CMU. My orientation day is July 21.

I'm not a little child anymore, but I still feel like I need to behave like one sometimes...ask permission, don't talk to strangers, eat my vegetables, and the like.

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joeydomina

:: 2006 29 June :: 3.40am

I Love Superman Returns
Ok all I went and saw The Movie of the Year.....

It had so much potential to fail, how can you follow up to Christopher Reeves movies. You cant. Its fact. But somehow they did. I'll admit it there were alot of scenes that made me get a bit teary eyed. I seriously love that movie. I have loved A Walk To Remember as my favorite movie but Returns totally kicks its ass. Gah. I want that costume too. Its so kickass on screen. Damn you Brandon Routh..... not really. Great acting, Great Story, Great everything. If only I can go and watch it again.... oh wait i can.... haha I love being a retard. *Durrrrrrr*

Go See That Movie.... YOu wont regret it.

Joey

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kate

:: 2006 28 June :: 6.03pm

I'm in Wisconsin. I live on the beach. I'm the baker. I bake for 170 people. I like it! I can get on the Internet only about once a week and for a little while. I miss some of you. Please write me if you can, I would love it.

Camp Nicolet - Kate Shelton
P.O. Box 1359
Eagle River, Wisconsin 54521

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joeydomina

:: 2006 28 June :: 12.05am

2 things
Okay today has 2 things going on......

first off happy b-day sydney

second happy superman returns day to everyone who actually cares......

saweet

Joey

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joeydomina

:: 2006 27 June :: 5.58pm

I've been having a rough day so can someone just end it for me...... time has gone by so slow today and i just havent felt like my happy self lately. i dont know whats wrong with me.

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snowman

:: 2006 27 June :: 11.48am

i been hangin out at the shop lately prally gonna move in at Todds with chris and keith. well g2g to court bye people ncie knowin ya

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m&ms487

:: 2006 27 June :: 10.51am
:: Mood: awake

I dream of...

glow worms
rockstars
candy buttons
fancy cars

melodies
vibrant skies
starry nights
pecan pies

total darkness
extreme light
frigid waters
my lonely fight

sorrowful mothers
holding hands
perfect kisses
marching bands

moving music
shadows of night
green tall grass
famine and blight

beautiful sorrow
dramatic scenes
exquisite jewels
Alien Beings

Perfect ends
being close
never ending
Him the most

michelle

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m&ms487

:: 2006 26 June :: 7.43pm

I've missed so many things already.

I don't have time for this, I don't have time, don't have time, don't have time.

There are children laughing outside. Is it wrong to want to shoot them?

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miniredhawk

:: 2006 26 June :: 4.38am

I'm moving to Rockford after the first of the year. Awesome.

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