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:: 2008 20 April :: 10.39pm

STRESS CHECK
One paper due Tuesday. Exam for same class on Tuesday. Currently have a D+ in this class. Thank goodness I can write it in English.

One paper due on Friday. Tons of questions also due on Friday. Currently have a C in this class. Oh PS this is the one in French.

One paper was due last Friday. I stayed up all night writing it. Got maybe two hours of sleep. I do not want to do that again but here I am, not writing any papers.

Two exams next week.

Laura's birthday on Thursday. The What's Morally Wrong with Homosexuality guy is coming on Wednesday. I would like to get these things done ahead of time but I just wasted all my weekend.

I = lame ass.

I = love you all.

:: 2008 19 April :: 12.51pm

Monk
Nick and I have been watching Monk all weekend. I am glad I finally got him to watch and like this show.

Every time Monk talks to his psychiatrist, which happens in almost every episode, I get really sad. Stanley Kamel died last week.

This made me cry, it's a full page ad that the cast of Monk placed in Daily Variety:
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:: 2008 18 April :: 4.58pm

Leavin fer Vancouver.

Be back in a week.

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:: 2008 17 April :: 12.48am

INTERPRETIVE DANCES

- Little Jewish Boy
- Romeo & Juliette
- Hunting Season
- Creatures of the Sea
- Birth

3 ...sweet love...sweet love | waiting to grow

:: 2008 15 April :: 8.59pm

So Gillian Anderson in Maxim? HAWT!

She is sadly not up on the website yet. Would you believe that I spent most of my weekend on that website?

:: 2008 12 April :: 1.31pm

In the GRap Press
Canceled Canceled Aquinas lecture a 'missed opportunity,' gay-advocate speaker says

"The college recognizes academic freedom certainly in the classroom," [Balog] said. "But even in the classroom, professors are not supposed to use their activities as a way to attack beliefs of the church."

Aquinas cancels gay-rights speaker

"The programming board had been actively advertising since January and they canceled the morning of the event. It was very disrespectful to Corvino, and to the students that wanted to hear him speak," said junior Bev Pels, 21.

"I think they're not bringing him because there's so much outside pressure. It's not that the administration is homophobic, but the policy appears to be that way and it's alienating to students."

She said organizers are hoping to find a new, off-campus venue that can seat up to 70 people. Corvino has offered to speak for free.

:: 2008 10 April :: 5.23pm

I used to be so proud of my school...
They canceled the speaker. Here is what they said:

"This morning, I met with members of the Programming Board, staff, members from Campus Life, and other students to discuss the establishment of a policy regarding events on campus that might conflict with Catholic Moral Teaching. We agreed that discussion of important issues is something we should encourage as a college and especially as part of our efforts to continue and extend the Catholic intellectual tradition. A committee representing the several constituencies of the campus will be assembled to develop a policy regarding these issues. This policy will be designed to provide guidelines for speakers and activities, including performances of various descriptions. Absent such a policy at the moment and given the amount of time it will take to develop one, I have decided that the appearance of Dr. Corvino, which had been tentatively rescheduled for later this month, will be canceled.

President Ed Balog"

:: 2008 9 April :: 9.38pm

Okay. SO.

Last Thursday, an advocate for gay rights was going to speak at Aquinas. His lecture was called "What's Morally Wrong with Homosexuality?" So I thought, awesome, maybe this will start a discussion...I am so glad my Catholic school is not as Catholic as it seems. Well even though the event had been well-publicized and the club on campus that brought him in had emailed professors to tell/warn them about it, the speaker was canceled at the last minute.

Instead of the speaker, a bunch of students met in The Moose (the coffeehouse on campus) to discuss the reason for its cancellation. It was revealed that the speaker was canceled because it was necessary to present "the Catholic view" of whatever he was going to say. Needless to say, people were pissed.

So all of the people who had thoughts on the event and its subsequent cancellation were invited to the Student Senate meeting today. It was pretty exciting. Most people broke their issues down to the fact that it was canceled so suddenly that it was rude to the speaker and to us.

Then the president of the college showed up and told us that in the bylaws of the blah blah there is something that says all teachings at AQ need to be according to the Catholic belief system. So we all threw a fit. Since it's technically a student-led, student-planned, student-funded event and one of our school things is diversity, we thought it was okay.

Well anyway. It sounded like his hands were tied by donors and by the group that I have learned to hate this year: THE CATHOLIC CHURCH. I seriously am not liking this whole Catholic thing. First I had my theology class that taught me that sometimes you stay in a marriage because the other person needs you (and the whole no divorce thing) not because you love them. And now there's this whole if we weren't a Catholic institution it would be totally cool but since I'm seeing the pope when he's in the country and we have CATHOLIC written all over us, we can't be open to others.

So yeah.

I have decided that I am going to be on Senate next year. I'll probably try to be a rep for history club or something but the meeting was just so awesome today that I want to get involved somehow.

I love you all.

3 ...sweet love...sweet love | waiting to grow

:: 2008 8 April :: 11.02pm

I have two papers due the week after next week. One in French (6-8 pages) and one that was going to be in French but thankfully is in English (6-? pages). I kind of want to get them started/done beforehand because I am going away next weekend but I don't know if that's going to happen.

Our French class is having dinner at our prof's house on Friday. That's going to be exciting. He was apparently pretty pumped about it today in class.

There was an incident on campus last week and I am going to the Student Senate meeting tomorrow to talk about it. I will tell you more about it later, Nick wants to hang out for a bit.

:: 2008 7 April :: 12.42am

Last week's John Adams recap
I am a week behind in John Adams episodes so tonight I'll talk about last week's episode. I was going to talk about this week's episode too but Nick doesn't want to watch another one and I should take a shower anyway. (this is long so I cut it to be nice to you guys)

On the episode from two weeks ago, poor John went to France and screwed everything up because he didn't know how to deal with the French. Franklin was a playa and John sent J Quince off with some creepy guy to Russia. The episode ended with John being in the giant Rembrandt painting that was The Netherlands of the 18th century and being very ill. On the homefront, Abby infected everyone with smallpox (some might say...inoculated against smallpox) so they wouldn't die. Everyone got really sick. Will Abigail be pissed when John returns without a son? Will John ever go home? Why is Benny Franks so popular with the French? Was that creepy guy a child molester? We find out on last week's episode of JOHN ADAMS.
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:: 2008 5 April :: 2.25pm

The Rock Band tournament last night was so much fun. Our band was Ovaryactive. At first, it was just me and Bekka but then Brad (a kid from our EU class) got his sister and her friend to join us. It was very, very awesome. I did not win most awesome contest but I was still awesome.

Afterward, we went to the bar and I felt like a college student.

The end.

I love you all.

:: 2008 3 April :: 11.30pm

Crosby Loggins is ADORABLE. Celeb-crush activate!

3 ...sweet love...sweet love | waiting to grow

:: 2008 3 April :: 12.26am

Good news on the homefront
So one of my French papers, the longer one, received good news today:

1. The decision was made to have all students enrolled in the course turn in their final term papers in English (and not in the target language French, German or Spanish as originally stated).

2. FH, GN and SH students are still expected to conduct research that includes scholarly readings in their respective target language. These sources should also be cited in the bibliography (MLA style) of the paper.

Weight lifted, captain.

I still have not found an outfit for Friday. We had band practice yesterday and I thought that all our mediocre skills would somehow combine to form awesomeosity. This did not turn out to be the case. We will definitely not win on skills. I shall need the costume of all costumes or we will need stage presence beyond all stage presence.

The kitty is beyond very cute right now.

I love you all.

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:: 2008 2 April :: 2.08am

Everybody gets that way;

I've been getting a lot of anxiety attacks lately.
I finally went back to school today and I saw Kevin and then I had one.
Idk I'm so emotionally fucked.
Then I'm all confused because I like Tyler and Grant. But I'm not ready for anything.
Grant added me on facebook and we talked and then he added me on msn and he said he wanted to hang out saturday and that he would call me tuesday. Well it's tuesday, well not anymore technically but he sent me a txt after work around 10:30ish saying he was home and I should call, but I was at the gym then. So I found out around like 11:40 and I figured it was to late to call him but I did anyways and he sounded so cute and sleepy, but he talked to me for quite awhile but I was on my way to Kyles so after fifteen minutes I figured I should get off the phone but yeah.
And then at Kyles, Tyler came over and Kyle made it so fucking akward, he made up this huge song about how me and Tyler are going to have sex and it was really funny but then I had like another anxiety attack. And yeah, I like Tyler but I'm not ready for anything and I really can't sleep with anyone else unless it means something.

Anyways, I saw Sammy today, I'm soooooo glad shes back :)
But I had a pretty good time with Kisa on the weekend and stuff, I just laugh sooooo much when I'm with her. Shes going to be my grad date :)

Anyways I think I might go see Jesse.